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hel7l7 · 6 months

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We used to be so close Now I don't know where you are

#vent art #venting #missing #longing #losing #friendship #mixed media

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babygirldilf · 9 months

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Their first kiss was a desperate cry from Crowley to Azirphale to see him and what he's casting away, to say yes to him instead of everything else, to make him get it, while Azirphale wanted to kiss back, wanted to kiss Crowley for so long, but, not like this. Not this desperate howling cry for something they never truly let themselves have in the first place. Never said in words. Never admitted to themselves or to each other.

They second kiss will be tender. It will be a homecoming. They will crush into each other and melt and it will be joyful and soft and sweet and romantic.

Their first kiss was born out of pure chaos and the desire for things to stay the same.

Their second kiss will be the promise of something new.

Their love won't change, only grow.

#i am #losing #my #mind #neil gaiman #mr neil gaiman sir #sIR #you have me by the throat #ineffable bureaucracy #ineffable husbands #good omens #good omens spoilers #go spoilers

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sylviaritter · 3 months

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Five of Swords

The tarot card No. 55 is done.

#art #artoftheday #artists on tumblr #defeat #tarot #tarotreading #krita #blender3d #bull #polar bear #conflict #losing #loss #winter #fog #glow #scenery

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nrosei · 8 days

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#lose #losing #gubitak #loss #balkan #ljubav #love #ljubavni citati #balkanski citati #love quotes #citati #quote #quotes

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gravity-rainbow · 7 months

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Every one of us is losing something precious to us. Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That’s part of what it means to be alive. Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

#haruki murakami #kafka on the shore #lost opportunities #losing #lost possibilities #feelings we can never get back again #what it means to be alive

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buckysmith · 1 year

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The time to say goodbye

General info: mention of death, megatron is always warning sad story

Optimus:

- He knew the day would come he had to say goodbye to you.

- It wouldn't be because of your age, or your death, it would be because no matter how much he loves you, how much he wants to stay by your side till you someday join your creator, he knew he couldn't stay long.

- He's the leader of the Autobots and he knows damn well that you're just a human, you can't change that nor can he. He knew he would lose you in less than a blink (at least for him) and he wouldn't want that you lose the change of getting a normal life.

- He loves you deeply but he isn't a human, he can't give you a family nor can he promise you to survive the next fight.

- It would break his fragile spark to break up with you, but he knows it's better for you, for him...

- He would return to Cybertron after his break up with you, at least he wants his Autobots to be happy if he can't have a live with you in peace and he knew the moment he leaves earth, the decepticons would follow him so you would be safe till the end of your days...

- He wouldn't come back to earth after leaving you behind, he knew you wouldn't be there anymore so there wouldn't be a point to visit earth anymore.

- He misses You dearly and to be honest, you would be his last love.

- He wouldn't forget you, in his memories you're alive and happy...

- It wouldn't go a day without him regretting leaving you behind, but deep deep down in his spark he knew he did the right thing.

- He may lost you, he lost his love and he lost the change of loving you till the end of your days.

- But at least he knew you wouldn't die because of him, because of the war he brought to earth, he wouldn't see you dying like many others of his friends, of his family.

- Somehow it gives his spark a little comfort knowing that you died without him being involved. You could peacefully go.

He couldn’t look at you, he couldn’t bring himself to see in your eyes. The eyes he loved so much. You would look at him, trying to get him to look at you but he wouldn’t. “Please optimus, you can’t go! I don’t want you to go please I’m begging you, stay with me” your words hurt him, he didn’t want to leave you behind. He wanted to be by your side till the end of his days, but he knew you wouldn’t live that long… “ I can’t my spark, I have to win this war, I have to bring my people home” he tried to explain but you interrupted him “You’re Home is here optimus! Your home is earth not cybertron… Cybertron isn’t your home anymore, it’s earth” Your voice broke, you knew that he always wanted to go back home but you didn’t expect him to leave while you’re still alive “I love you optimus, I can’t- I don’t want you do go, you’re the person I love the most and you want to leave me behind after all what happened?….” His eyes met yours for a brief moment, he saw the pain in your eyes, the look of betrayal the look of disbelief.

“I have to my spark, I can’t stay longer or the decepticons and we will destroy your planet with our war, like we did it with our home…”

He left after that, leaving you behind crying and whining for him to find another solution instead of leaving. He thought you would get over him someday, but you did not.

He was your sparkmate and you were his.

Millions of cycles later his spark returned to the allspark and your soul was already waiting for him.

Megatron:

- It was always a complicated relationship

- He knew he wasn't easy and he knew he put you through so much more a normal human could handle, but you did. You did it for him.

- But he was the leader of the decepticons after all, he was the one who wanted to kill or enslave all the humans.

- He also knew that cause you're a human you have limited time on earth, so if you don't die cause of him, you would die anyways.

- He tried to avoid getting you in the heated area, but you're his S/O so it would be quite difficult and after a while, after many wounds, many fights between him and you and many other problems he would break up with you.

- He wasn't good enough for you, nor did you deserve a monster like him. You deserved a human that cared for you the way you cared for him, he wanted you to be happy and if it meant that he wasn't a part of your life anymore so you could finally be happy was worth it to leave you behind.

- He would leave earth shortly after your breakup, he wouldn't want to see you happy without him, nor would he want to see another man/ woman by your side.

- After that he wouldn't come to earth, nor any other decepticon, he would strictly forbid it. He wants you to be safe, and his people aren't safe

- Millions of cycles would go on, and never would he forget you. He wouldn't forget the slightest bit of you. You may be with your creator since a lot of cycles, but in his Spark you're alive and you would be, till someday his own spark meets the allspark again.

“ You heard me ooman, leave as long as I allow you to leave” his voice was rough, dangerously deep and in his eyes nothing of the loving bot was left. You looked at him in disbelief, you didn’t understand what he meant. Did you do something wrong? Did you made him mad? You couldn’t remember to do something against his will. “Why? Did I do something wrong?” He slammed his hand on one of the junked cars next to him, making you wince. “ I said leave, don’t you understand that you pathetic human!?” His voice echoed off the walls of the building he was hiding in, he was clearly mad. “I’m sorry… I just-“ his voice interrupted you “leave before I’ll send barricade after your ass” You knew there was no point in arguing anymore so you left, but before you did that, you looked at him a last time, carefully laid the necklace he gave you years ago on the floor and whispered. “I loved you megatron…” after that you disappeared.

He picked up the necklace after he was sure you were gone.

He gave you that necklace to show you were his, it was a simple metal necklace with the decepticon symbol but it meant so much to him that you wore it everyday.

He left earth the same day together with all his minions, not a single decepticons should ever visit earth again.

There wasn’t a day he didn’t miss you, but he knew you wouldn’t be there anymore. Humans had such a short lifespan and he wished you were created and not born so he could live with you till the end of his days.

The necklace was the last thing he had, besides the memories and he carried it around.

It was millions of cycles later he laid on the ground, optimus on top of him with his sword burried deep in his chest.

There wasn’t any reason to fight against optimus anymore, so he only looked at the small necklace that laid in his hand, the last thing optimus heard from his enemy weren’t the words he expected. He heard him saying a human name over and over again.

Megatron was to weak to speak something other than your name, but the last thing before his spark stopped working was “ I loved you too”

When his spark finally returned to the allspark again, he was welcomed by a soul, by your soul.

#decepticons x reader #soundwave x reader #tfp knockout #tfp soundwave #transformers #alien x human #knockout x reader #tfp headcanons #megatron x human reader #optimus prime x human reader #tfp megatron x reader #funny headcanon #sad headcanon #losing #love #lover left #autobots #Autobot x human reader #decepticons x human reader

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downfalldestiny · 1 year

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Know your worth 🍁 !.

#Life #Lessons #Peace #Mind #Losing

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think-through-pen · 7 months

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Losing You, Nearly...

In finding you, I lost myself;

in losing me, I found you.

I looked for you on my bookshelf

but there were words, no clue.

The pages ran on empty lands;

the wars of words were weaponless;

the paragraphs were lumps of sands;

the cover was an unknown mess.

The plot was a gullible fool;

the characters were in chaos;

the style was riding on a mule;

but grief was the final boss.

I close the book to lose your sight,

but the book glows even at night.

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b1o0dlyev3rywh3re · 1 year

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i hate how happy everyone is around me

#grunge #punk #horror #dark aesthetic #darkcore #dark fantasy #bloodbath #gothcore #red aesthetic #im crying #why me #i hate him #idk what to do #i’m lost #losing

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jsilveria · 1 year

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IDK IF ANYONE HAS SAID THIS HERE BUT I BELIEVE THAT THE ONLY REASON WEDNESDAY PUSHED ENID BACK INITIALY BEFORE PULLING HER IN AGAIN IS BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO MAKE SURE ENID WAS FINE. SHE NEEDED TO SEE FOR HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN ONE PIECE AFTER WHAT THEY JUST WENT THROUGH.

#wednesday #wednsday addams #wenclair #enid #enid sinclair #jenna ortega #emma myers #they #are #gay #your #honor #netflix #losing #wednesday is their karma for cancelling WN #renew warrior nun

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miss-emmie · 1 month

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MD ep 7 trailer spoilers

I have a feeling N and Doll are going to fight- cause N’s like “X)” and dolls fighting someone- (although it could be tessa-) and something happens to uzi where she’s clutching her face in pain and terrified and Doll either attacks her or N attacks her or even (most likely Tessa tho-)

Its likely possible that V’s alive too but was heavily injured bc theres a path of oil so if V is alive she probably crawled out of the labs injured or something idk

But omfg am i not ready bro.

#murder drones #murder drones fandom #serial designation n #uzi doorman #doll md #tessa james elliot #md ep 7 #serial designation v #im not crazy #fucking help me #im #losing #my #mind

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serenityquest · 14 days

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