i want to vent for a moment about another trope? (idk if it’s considered one but im going to say it is) in smut that i don’t like. when the reader is giving someone a bj & their throat is basically used as a flesh light. i’ve read fics where i just had to stop in the middle of it bc it made me so uncomfortable, the fic is like “you instinctively started breathing through your mouth while his cock aggressively pushed further down your throat” & im just like … actually i don’t want to be fighting for my life while im giving head, i enjoy breathing like normal :) idk if this is making any sense but i just don’t like how aggressive most bj smuts can be

lmfao this gave me flashbacks to the first "rough deep throat" porno i ever watched... i literally remember being like "oh my god... they're abusing that woman........."

ANYWAY... rolling my eyes (not @ u, anon) because I AGREE and think this is just another way smut gets extremely disconnected from the actual... "nuance" of what it's based on (for lack of a better word lmao).

it's just so, SO... odd to be reading something that starts one way (cute, funny, smutty, WHATEVER)... only for it to become hard smex immediately without any proper... preparation.

and i'd say like... makes you wonder why deep throats are the go to... but actually, i'm not wondering lmfao. i know.

so while ofc there are exceptions and warnings and that's fine and all... often it's just... throwing random deep throating at us because the author thinks its... normal? and tbh, i have to laugh.

although honestly... i also somewhat think it's just because some people just don't know what to say to properly describe or extend their smutty scenarios, either because they've never experienced them or just want to lengthen their descriptions and don’t know how... and that is almost an entirely separate conversation LOOOL

Bpd really gives you one ten minute interval of feeling attractive once every 6 months and then every other day is filled to the brim with self hate where you can’t even look in the mirror

😂😂😂😂 He really can't be saved

Story of Kunning Palace (2023) 1.33

i really don’t know why but i can’t help but imagine price with an overbearing mother who hates all of his partners and whispers “gold digger” at them when she’s had too much wine pls 😭

seeing is believing: a resolution to yakumo's grief

one: yakumo states he's cursed and expresses his desire of wanting to see sanada, even as a ghost.

two: yatora's aoj piece is called "beyond the line of sight" and it is a triad painting of yakumo, hacchan, and momo's backs with an empty space left for sanada.

three: momo ends the chapter with the idea that children are the only ones able to see god.

at first i thought these were all separate moments, but they actually are all connected and provide the perfect conclusion to this arc. we can now understand why momo called yakumo a "brat" several chapters ago; yakumo acts like a child over sanada's death because he thought of her like a god and wanted to keep seeing her. he's been "seeing" her as a figment of his imagination, but even that version of sanada has become warped and untrue to the real, previously living sanada. and because he's cursed - either by not being in god's favor or simply because he's growing up (aka moving on) - he's lost the ability to see sanada anymore. she is now, like yatora states in his piece, beyond the line of sight.

by maturing and accepting the death of sanada and her human status, he can no longer see her. but like yotasuke told him last chapter, he can keep the grief he has over sanada with him forever. the next time yakumo and sanada see each other, it will be in death. it is only then that they can finally fulfill their past dream of having a joint exhibition of their art. and while their art is being displayed to be seen by others and can "leave a lasting impression on [their] hearts, for better or worse," they themselves will not be seen and therefore, are free from any worldly burdens :')

can’t even bother thinking about a rapunzel tangled!au with Bakugo bc he’d be breaking his way out of that closet the second mother gothel yelled at u abt leaving the tower

LITERALLY Vash and Knives im telling you I was foaming at the mouth at this realization. It's literally them dude

medkit design

the instagram account is almost ready 🎭

fascinating to me how jeongguk saw everything bts ever stood for musically and went "oh i dont give a fuck actually"

I don't trust people who are obsessed with cleanliness and personal hygiene and rely on their feelings of disgust to make a moral judgement or form an opinion about a person.

I don't trust people who make conclusions about people very easily and like to claim people with one or two words they use to define this person's place in their eyes.

I don't trust people who are popular, sociable and talk about others a lot. I don't trust people who measure everyone by how that person compares to them.

for no particular reason at all :)

((for munday instead of selfie here is the small stack of books im reading rn. The OP manga is a reread, ofc. I'm caught up with the series (though I don't tend to watch the anime unless I really want to see something animated)))

I hate it when tattoo artists ask me for my budget. it feels like a trick question like please just tell me what you want!!! what if I say something that offends you!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!

blue period: chapter 63 - summer vacation part 9

Also on that note… kittygirl!you hissing and scratching at every tom brought to mate w/ you that eventually your owner realizes you don’t like the spikey feeling of barbs and would much rather mate w/ a human