#It's nearly 12 am here
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Cyno is like a walnut. He's all hard on the outside, but he's soft in the inside. He’s like a burnt marshmallow- in which once you get through the hard, burnt outside layer you arrive to the soft gooey centre. And it IS worth traversing the hard layer because once you reach soft Cyno he will be the sweetest thing you’ll have ever known.
Because once Cyno gets to know you, once Cyno starts to connect with you, once he starts to care for you and realise he might-possibly- perhaps - maybe love you he is prepared to do anything for you to make you happy and safe.
If you're anxious, he’ll hold your hand to make sure he’s there for you, if you feel cold he won't hesitate to hand over anything he has to make you feel warmer (although I doubt it will be much- I mean my man’s walking around barefoot and practically shirtless) and he’ll piggy back you if you're tired from walking. (no matter how heavy you are) if you can't sleep, he’ll stay beside you and help you- he might try relax you with his voice, or tell you stories to help you sleep, or cuddle next to you until he feels like your breathing normalises as you drift into your dreams.
if you're feeling self- conscious he’ll compliment you- because to him you're already beautiful. He might supply you with gifts- though usually they're really hand made and thought out, he’ll make your favourite food, comfort you when you’re not well....
If you feel uncomfortable in your clothing- he WILL learn how to knit to make the clothes for you, he’ll remember what you love, cook the food you enjoy most- and like @cynotical said he’ll put his hand on the corner of tables so you don't get hurt. Cyno will gladly give you the whole bed if you're one to take up space or need to roll around (for your comfort and for his own) and as @perpetualcynicism said he’ll chop the onions for you so you don't have to
Because even if Cyno might give off a “I don't care about you, I'm cold, harsh, be scared of me” kind of vibe- because yes you were scared of him when you first met him- from his harsh and quite intimidating wall, that wall broke as soon as he met and saw you.
#Cyno#genshin impact#genshin x reader#cyno x reader#I've got a lot of pots drafted coming soon#Cyno fluf#Cyno short drabble#It's nearly 12 am here#im#Tired#Not my best work#cyno scenarios#cyno drabble#cyno genshin impact#cyno fluff
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HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2023 EDITION)
↘ D-2 | favorite hyunjin looks of the year
#hwang hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#malegroupsnet#a9gifs#hyunjin#flashing tw#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#*series:hjbday23#i was originally going to just do nine but then was like. why do 9 when i can do 12. so i did 12 SDFSDGSDG#this isn't nearly as pretty as the era sets. aside from Him being pretty#i am not accepting criticism on these being my favorite btw if u disagree w me you're wrong /j#was so grateful he wore the safety glasses again and i could take the one in the c*p outfit out of here bc it was pissing me off!!!#acab even u skz sorry
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i can't leave tumblr because the like 12 people in the dmc reboot fandom are here
#where else am i supposed to enjoy my favorite game ever if not for hellsite with the other like 12 people who like it for the story asdfghjk#im not here to talk about the gameplay i don't care about the gameplay i mean the gameplay is like Really Good but like i don't care#about that nearly as much i want to write meta posts about dumb nonsense where else am i supposed to do this for our beloved reboot asdfghj#where else am i meant to over think this game to death? where?
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one of my favourite hobbies is scaring tourists that come out here….. people are not nearly scared enough of the forest. Im doing it for their own good. I’m wrapping a fear pill in salami for them like giving medication to a dog.
#annual reminder that despite my terminally online vibes i am actually very outdoors#people come out here for tourism and im like okay yay great but also#you bitches are not NEARLY scared enough#contrary to popular belief you become more scared of the outdoors here the longer you live in it#but just for different reasons#12 year old baby em was not nearly scared enough of bears or cougars because id never been exposed to them before#but after i was?? i was not fucking around anymore!!!!!!!#baby em going out for a walk into the forest on a whim like a fucking idiot#getting to a clearing and coming across a VERY freshly killed deer like#haha im in danger.jpg#turns out i was like. metres away from a cougar den. i literally dont know how i survived there as a kid like#i would go on nighttime walks ALONE all the time walking right back where the cougar would go. like. Right There like an IDIOT#i went from carefree idiot hobbit child wandering in the forest to Paranoid Old Man Telling Tales To Scare The Youth
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WOW thanks a lot gang ..... can’t believe bruhstation grew up so fast. here’s a shinx thomas doodle as a small thank you :]
#zin.txt#senjart#pmd au#(image is best viewed on desktop -_-)#truly grateful for all the support and friends I've made here! wonderful#I remember so clearly when I saw my first post reach 100+ notes on the first day asghdsgdh I nearly had a heart attack#it's currently 12:46 am now and I need to wake up in around 3 hours AHHHH#anyways once again THANKS#(raises a wine glass full of juice) here's to more bruhstation content
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Fuck man I can't believe it's nearly been a whole year
#i visited this town for the last time on the 23rd#life changing#in so many ways#that was such a good trip#ive thought about those moments nearly every day since too#and now im back and i actually live here. im a resident not a visitor#and i get to see them every week like what the fuck#i went from having to drive 12 hours just to visit my friends#and now i drive 10 mins#he changed my life so drastically and in the absolute best way possible#ive never been more greatful to know someone#dy#i love them so much its beyond my understanding#all of them#i cant believe how fortunate i am#simi speaks
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Girl are you okay? Cause you've been looking through the "My lesbian experience with loneliness" tag again
Well the short answer is no :D
#the long answer is I saw one post of someone going 'well now that I'm 28 too maybe I'll try doing the same thing the protag does here''#and nearly cried because 28 is such a ridiculously long time away except not really except it's SO#fucking long and so close to what I was gaslit into believing I would ever have that I'd be lucky to make it to my thirties for no reason#and I never wanted anything different and just wanted to live and had panic attacks when reading but I'd still believe it was inevitable#and now I am suddenly having to come to terms with so much I want from life that I had resigned myself to never having because I couldn't#but how am I meant to do that? it's just hanging over my head now and it feels so stupid and I feel so out of place everywhere#it feels like I'm too bad at being a person to be loved and too angry to even admit I want to be#and too regretful to seek it because I'm scared of trampling over people's boundaries like people have done to me#and like I did too before I grew up and thought my way through having some empathy#why do only boys show any interest in me.... why is every friend I make entirely outside the range of people who could possibly reciprocate#why is it so easy for me to brush crushes aside aren't people supposed to suffer for this stuff#does that prove it's not a romantic crush and it's just that I want to be held and wanted#it feels so wrong to want this after fighting so much just to have fulfilling platonic relationships what's wrong with me#that I still want something else what more could I want this life is so ideal as far as 12 yo me is concerned#...when did my brain start viewing any and all kinds of want or ambition as doomed efforts for me?#I have such a headache all of a sudden#I think... the way I value self preservation has gotten all the way around into being harmful maybe#at least a little#everyone I know is nowhere near the amount of control freak as I am and they just go do things they want to do#have I seen them hurt over the consequences multiple times yes. but . I'm tired of hurting over absence#''did you know wishing you had more extreme and easily verifiable trauma is in itself proof of having undergone trauma'' well yeah but like#fuck why couldn't I be traumatized by anything else that wasn't literally the profession supposed to help you with all the trauma#delete later#like for real I want to delete it rn but I also don't
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it’s literally the most inconsequential of my current plagues but. i am upset that i missed posts on here all day
#mhac.txt#like yeah. i miss posts all the time. and yeah i was busy but#well i think this is in part stemming from being upset That i was so busy and why i was#BUT STILL. I JUST WANT TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS’ POSTS#while trying not to rip open the upset of new phone and all#yet also right now i am too tired to scroll through. i think the last time i checked on here was 1 pm so. nearly 12 hours#and FAR too achey to do such a thing.#though i am upset i don’t have the energy to consume enjoyed content#i mean i might try to read fic before i fully fully eepy but. questionable
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45 days since a brand crossed Markiplier
1/07/22
#markiplier#okay so... I know this is a mark centric blog which is why I'm doing this in the tags instead of a specific post#but I also know a bunch of you are also part of the mcytblr community#so before I carry on I'm just going to drop the ol'#tw death#tw cancer#right so#I am sure a bunch of you are hurting right now and will for who knows how long (maybe even forever)#that's okay and your feelings are incredibly valid so don't tell yourself they're not#I loved Techno too#I woke up to the news and was crying within 5 minutes as I listened to his dad talk and it started hitting me that this was real#it's been nearly 2 hours now at time of writing (which is roughly 12 hours before this goes up)#and while my emotions are mostly stable rn I'm still in that weird zone of *I'm somewhat 'okay' but any small thing could set me off again*#but yeah just wanted to say I get how you're feeling and if anyone wants to talk my asks on main are open (anon too)#please take care of yourselves as you grieve#here's some tissues a hug and your favourite comfort food#and hey he said it himself#he's taking on the kingdom of god rn#so I'm sure he's doing alright wherever he is
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i have to be at my workplace today bc my laptop needs a system update it can't do via wifi. and it made a lot of noise (as they do) and then shut up (as they do) but after about 5 minutes of silence it just let out one short breath
#forgive my incoherence i am tired bc i had to be here for this about an hour ago bc i was told it could take up to three hours#which was a lie btw#i am nearly finished and have to be at uni at like 12 so i have wayyy too much time now#spike spoke
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#me at abt 10 this morning: if i find one more fucking grass in gonna lose it and start stabbing the ground#12 unknown grasses to keep track of. fucking. i am not a plant person. they all look the fucking same. id i track them correctly? who tf#knows but i tried. and the ground here is so weird it doesnt quite work for what were trying to do collection wise. the mosses arent that#bi0crust-y so i might have to use the bryophite chamber on them. and we only have one of those so that will cause me a lot of agony#3.5hrs just looking at plants and dirt and calling out names while doing lunges. my legs are jelly#at least we only had to do 8hrs today and halfway thru i got to do collecting on one side by myself#its a lot more tolerable when no one else is there bc i sing to myself when im stressed tf out lmao#fuck sagebrush tho. it makes my nose run so bad. my nose and mouth r so raw feeling. when i got back my nose started bleeding in the shower#3 more fucking days until we leave and its 2 days of travel#and in theory we have 2 more locations where we're gonna sample#and one is even further away in California. and at the end of all this i get to run these samples#which nearly brought me to full on mental collapse last time. so yaaaaay#as i frequently say. ive gotta get tf outta here and find a phd#im not an ecologist. its good ill have an ecology background but like im more a mechanisms person#the other 2 locations r prob gonna happen later this year at some pt but idk#like i get y the project is important and if u told me abt it blind id b like oh thats interesting#but like in a way where id be fine never knowing. it doesnt make me feel anything. ya kno?#so ive gotta get out before i break my brain beyond repair#unrelated
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works in progress
This is more for my own organization than anything else, but I also want the benefit of making something real, aka public, for accountability.
Key:
- [W] Actively writing
- [R] Actively re-reading
- [UFO] Unfinished object (term taken from this post)
❌ restoration (30/?) [R]
❌ within the tides (5/?) [UFO]
❌ reframe (8/?) [R]
#technically the last one is listed under Anonymous rn but it's mine#don't ask me why i don't just take it off anon already my brain is being funky about it#i'll edit this post whenever something changes and i think to edit it#once i finish any of these the red x emoji will change to a checkmark emoji#i might edit this post later to include all my fics including the finished ones#but it's nearly 12:30am here rn so i'll do that later#i am also not currently including any wips that have not been published online (yet; i may change my mind later and add those)
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Hi Tumblr!
Local queer trans girl werewolf VTuber weirdo here letting your know that I am approaching nearly 12 Months of being unemployed.
Over the last 12 months I have:
Submitted 3,000+ applications/resumes.
Had 100+ interviews.
Got 1 job that I was constantly misgendered at, and upon informing HR, was then cyber-stalked by my bosses.
Got 1 freelance opportunity who, after two weeks, realized they had hired too many people and then let everyone go who was hired - me included.
Ran out of unemployment, drained my savings, maxed out my credit, and fully lost my insurance.
Unfortunately, even if I got a job RIGHT NOW, I would be unable to pay rent and bills for the foreseeable future.
I am constantly applying for jobs and trying to keep everything above water, but at this point I've become desperate for help.
If you have the ability to donate or contribute, you can use any of these below:
P@yPal: Paypal.me/kdinj
Ca$hApp: $KdinJ
Kofi: ko-fi.com/kdinjenzen
Additionally, if you have any leads on possible jobs you can feel free to message me as I'm actively applying to everything I can right now.
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How legal is bribery in Tumblr polls. What do I have to offer my followers here to get them to vote for my rarepairs in a Doctor Who poll. Why is there any part of me that is still holding out hope I could even beg, bribe, or campaign my way into winning against one of the biggest ships in the fandom when they already have a lead of over 200 votes and I'm continually shocked more than 20 people voted for the rarepair. Losing 1:3 would be so much more than I dared dream of when I saw this match up initially why is the fact that they're losing 1:2 right now so inspiring. What if they won though. What if.
#I'm literally offering cat pics and WIP leaks in exchange for screenshots showing people voted for them on my DW blog rn dfghjgfdfghjk#Honestly. Would do the same here if I knew what to offer. Hence the opening question.#Fun fact I'm the author of 14.8% of the Ao3 tag for this pair. Another 9.3% of the tag is fics that were gifted to me.#Combined that's nearly 1/4 of the works in the tag.#The number of fics in the tag over doubled last year despite the fact that the oldest fic in the tag was posted nearly 12 years ago.#something something I've been campaigning for them since before we had polls I need this#sorry for the Doctor Who poll posting on main unfortunately I am so plagued by this rarepair dfghjhgfdfghjkl#i speak
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Finally finished writing the next chapter of my novel
#about me#writing#books#it's nearly 12:30am here so that's all for tonight but hopefully tomorrow i can start chapter 10 of 31 for reference of how far in i am
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My Darling, My Honey
Alastor X Fem!Reader (Part 13)
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13
Part 13:
After practically being dragged by Vaggie back into the main lobby of the hotel with Alastor quietly humming behind the two of you, you were basically swarmed by Charlie, Angel, Husk and Nifty.
"WHERE WERE YOU? I was so scared!" Charlie barely manages to get out past the blubbering tears streaming down her face as she hugs you.
Angel examined your body with all of his arms, checking to make sure you were okay, "Geeze, toots, how'd you manage to survive that long against Smiles over there? I was sure you'd be dead meat!"
Husk gave you a glance up and down, "Glad you're alright. I'd hate to miss out on getting to know another drinking buddy." Husk glances over to Angel and grumbles under his breath, "You owe me $50."
"You were betting on if (y/n) was alive???" Vaggie groans, hands rubbing her face in exasperation.
Nifty is basically hyperventilating in your face, sniffing and examining your hair strand by strand, "Yup- still gross- EW!" Before she launches off your shoulders to go and do god knows what somewhere in some far corner of the hotel...
You let out a breathy chuckle, "I appreciate the concern... and the vote of confidence... Angel..." You give a sarcastic glare over in the spider's direction, earning a sheepish smile from Angel.
Taking Charlie's hands in your's, you take one of your hands to dry the tears from her eyes and say, "Charlie, you don't need to cry. You're such a sweet girl. I honestly can't thank you- and Vaggie-" you smile in Vaggie's direction before continuing, "- for saving my life and bringing me here to the Hazbin Hotel. I came here to find the love of my life- back from when I was alive. It's only been a few hours, yet you've already helped me fulfill the goal I've been trying to achieve for decades!"
Your words brought surprised looks upon Charlie, Angel, and Husk's faces.
Husk nearly dropped the glasses he was cleaning, "Uh.. Say what now?"
"Excuse me, but did you just say you found the love of your life... from when you were alive?? Who the hell-" Angel started to say before Alastor walked over put his hand on your shoulder,.
"Oh, you gotta be fuckin' kidding me." Husk interrupted Angel's sentence with the most deadpan yet exasperated voice he could muster.
"Wait... you mean... Freaky face has a fuckin' WIFE???" Angel yelled out in disbelief. "What the actual FUCK? I didn't think that guy was capable of love!"
"Ahem." Static noises became louder as Alastor glared in Angel's direction.
"Alright, alright, jesus, sorry! Husk, I need a drink."
"Already on it."
Meanwhile, Charlie just stood there as still as a statue from the shock. Until she suddenly started chuckling slowly, "Ah ha... hahaha... wait... really?" She brought her hands up to her mouth, trying to hide the huge grin that was slowly forming on her face.
You nodded, "Well, not quite wife haha... I was killed before he could propose..."
"Geeze, talk about grim.."
"Why, I do say that is quite enough from the peanut gallery!" Alastor piped up, menacingly twisting his head towards the bar where Angel and Husk were.
Charlie turned to Alastor, "How come you never mentioned you had someone special before?"
"Well my dear Charlie, I am a very private person, I do not often willingly divulge personal information about myself or my life back when I was alive."
"Oh." Charlie looked down at the ground dejectedly, thinking she was closer to Alastor than to be kept at such length still.
You patted Charlie's head, "Don't worry- I'll be happy to chat with you anytime! Though I don't know if you'll have fun hearing how I killed my husband- er- before Alastor. Maybe I'll have to settle for stories about my art career!" You chuckle smiling at her.
"Jesus, she IS crazy after all."
"Takes crazy to know crazy"
"Oh, shut up."
Charlie gasps, suddenly perking up, "Oh.. MY... GOSH!! Does this mean we get to host the very first wedding at our hotel??" She squeals and gives both you and Alastor the puppy-eye look.
You link your arm through Alastor's and look up at him with an inquisitive look.
"Ahaha! Why, if it is what my dear (y/n) desires, then that is what we shall do!"
You grin and bring your left hand up and hold it out to Charlie, "We already have the rings!"
Charlie blinks blankly and her mouth hangs open holding your hand to examine the ring on your hand. Vaggie leans over to look as well, "I honestly don't know I missed that..."
After staring at the ring for a while, Charlie smacks Vaggie's arm a bunch before squeezing her in a big embrace- the sounds of her squealing excitedly filled the room.
"WE HAVE A WEDDING TO PLAN!!!!!"
-> Part 14
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