#IVE BEEN SILENT FOR TOO LONG..............
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Proud IV
Hardersson x Teen!Reader
Summary: The night after the derby
The light from the tv was still on when you crept down the stairs.
You woke to the pain in your ankle and rolled around your bed in agony. You briefly considered just laying there, sucking it up and trying to go back to sleep but in the end, the pain was just too intense and you surrendered to getting painkillers.
As you hobbled down the stairs, you inwardly cursed yourself for not grabbing any before going to bed. Your Momma had insisted on you putting some on your bedside table but you had been adamant that you would be okay.
As usual, you wished you had listened to her as you hopped down the stairs as quietly as you could.
You ducked into the kitchen, immediately rummaging through the medicine cabinet for some painkillers. You grabbed them but squinted trying to look at the dosage.
You didn't want to turn on the light.
Momma was a light sleeper. Even light coming up the stairs from the kitchen could wake her and you knew if she woke up then she would fuss over you and you didn't want that.
You could see a sliver of light from the living room though and you suddenly remembered that Morsa had been exiled there for the night because of your injury.
You assumed she was still awake and wouldn't mind company so you hobbled towards her.
She was still awake, like you predicted, lying on her side on the sofa.
The light you had seen earlier was the light from her phone, pressed up close to her face as she browsed social media.
She looked up though when you came hobbling in. She sat up.
"Hey," Magda said," Are you okay? Is something wrong?"
You lifted the pack of painkillers up. "Needed to check the right dosage." You threw them at her.
"Two," She replied, catching it easily and checking the packaging," And then no more for four hours."
"How long until they kick in?" You dry swallowed them.
"Half an hour or so. Are you staying here until they work?"
You nodded, falling easily back onto the sofa next to her.
Magda adjusted, throwing the blanket she was using over you as well and forcing you to prop your foot up on the table with her pillow.
"Comfortable?" You asked wryly and she rolled her eyes.
"I think Pernille made us buy this sofa just so I don't get a goodnight sleep when she's annoyed at me."
You grinned, slowly forgetting about the pain in your foot. "Why tell you how pissed she is when she can just show you?"
"I hope you don't get her vindictive streak," Magda joked," Sometimes she's just plain mean."
"And yet you're still with her."
Magda shrugged. "Maybe I like her like that."
Your nose wrinkled up in disgust. "That's disgusting."
She winked at you. "You'll understand one day."
A pit formed in your stomach and words spilled from your mouth before you could stop yourself. "I don't think I actually will."
"What does that mean?"
Magda shrieked at Pernille's voice, nearly falling off the sofa as her head whipped around to see Pernille leaning against the doorframe. Thankfully though, Pernille didn't lay into her for keeping you up (though Magda knew that lecture was coming soon) because she was focussed on you, brows furrowed in confusion.
You shrugged as Pernille moved to sit opposite you in the armchair.
"I just...I don't really think I'll ever get it. Sex isn't..." You made a vague gesture with your hands that only served to confuse your mothers further.
Magda cleared her throat. "So," She said," Sex is when-"
"I know what sex is!" You cut her off quickly," I just...I don't like it."
"It's okay," Pernille said," You're still young. You don't need to rush into anything and-"
"No!" You felt the urge to tear your hair out. "You're not getting it. I..." You took a moment to collect your thoughts. "I don't want to have sex. Ever. It's not a thing for me."
There was silent for a moment before Magda spoke.
"Well," She said," At least we won't have to worry about you getting pregnant."
"Magda!"
Pernille looked scandalised at her words but a bubble of laughter erupted from your throat and you decided to get everything off your chest.
"And I'm not into dating either. I don't get romantic feelings for people." To soften the blow, you added. "Oh, and I'm planning on moving to Greece, changing my name and becoming a shepherd."
Silence again.
"Will you name a sheep after me?"
"Magda!" Pernille snapped again," No, you will not be getting a sheep named after you!"
You continued to laugh, feeling something settle in your chest at the way Morsa began to list all the benefits of having sheep-Magda in the house with her.
"I'm going to bed," You said.
You left without much fanfare after that, knowing that when you came down in the morning that your mums will be curled up on that sofa together, still fast asleep.
#woso x reader#hardersson x reader#pernille harder x reader#pernille harder#magdalena eriksson x reader#magdalena eriksson#woso community#woso imagine#woso fanfics#woso
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So, in your college au, assuming catnap does end up murdering y/n, why? for what reason would the prototype ask for y/n's execution?, also how would dogday and the others feel? does dogday ever find out who murdered y/n or if he was even murdered? are they just reported missing? does catnap get away with it?, and if he doesn't and dogday ends up finding out, what's his reaction towards his brother's actions? Sorry if this was long I got questions and they need answers😭
ive been thinking about it, and i think that the prototype (which is a demonic entity in this au) wouldn't really have a good reason to command catnap kill y/n.
y/n is good to catnap. you'll see after i finally draw him, but cat is skinny. mans forgets to feed himself, and the red smoke drug throws his mindfulness and metabolism all outta wack. y/n, good friend that they are, reminds catnap to eat. they'll bring him food that they make. they let him "steal" food from their plate at lunch time. (dogday, being a good brother, does these things too, but it's kinda his job so it doesn't make as big of an impact).
the "angel" is keeping his executioner functioning when he can't, so the prototype shouldn't have a reason to want them dead. unless, perhaps, he thought that they were making the executioner soft. that's not the case (he does his job just fine regardless of any growing attachments), but if it were and catnap was slacking...
the prototype would take over. he'd have his acolytes send catnap a very high dosage of the red smoke drug, allowing the demon to take hold of him fully. catnap would black out.
the next morning, he startles awake in bed to the sound of his brother's cry of anguish. he goes into the kitchen to see dogday clutching his phone to one ear, hunched over and crying. the canid can't speak through his tears for a long while. catnap stands awkwardly, waiting for him to speak as the dread creeps up his spine.
catnap's heart stops with dogday's stuttered admission of what has him so upset; y/n is dead. the police found them this morning.
the feline says nothing, does nothing, but feels the sting in his eyes, tears on his face, and the impact of his brother's arms solidly embracing him.
why...why would the prototype do this? there was no reason to kill the angel, they hadn't done anything wrong, they weren't in the way, hadn't crossed him, there shouldn't have...
he doesn't understand.
when he goes to the bathroom later to freshen up, catnap notices the small flecks of blood under his claws. he feels like throwing up.
but he doesn't. he washes the blood away, and leaves the bathroom.
catnap remains as silent as he always has. he says nothing when he and dogday are inevitably questioned by the police (as two people who were close to y/n), the grief (and the prototype's voice) rendering him unable to even write out a response. they let him go, accepting his alibi. he was home all evening, of course.
he attends the funeral in a daze. he stands and watches the casket be lowered into the ground, far away from his body. he can still feel the fog of the prototype's influence hovering in the back of his mind.
for the first time in a long time, catnap's faith in his god is shaken.
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dogday is never the same after y/n's death. the light in his eyes is gone. after the funeral, he isolates himself, only leaving to attend class and complete errands. he barely speaks to his friends, though they continue to visit him and offer their support.
eventually, each of the critters is murdered by catnap at the behest of the prototype. these murders are completed by a much colder and less caring catnap, who, after y/n's death, has no mercy left to spare (the prototype takes advantage of his vessels' grief to take further control of him).
dogday's reaction to each death becomes angrier and angrier.
he's wanted to find the killer ever since the string of murders started, but now he's searching with a single-minded purpose.
he gets better at wielding a pistol, better at wielding a hunting knife...he takes self defense and fighting classes. dogday slowly turns himself into a weapon.
dogday finally figures out where the cult is hiding. an abandoned mine system in a nature reserve a short drive away from town, converted into a "holy site" and the place where the cult sacrifices their victims. he drives out there to confront their executioner.
when he finds out that it's catnap, his own little brother...it's too late for sentimentality. his friends are gone. the love of his life is gone. countless others have lost their lives to this... this thing wearing his brother's skin.
at this point, the prototype has almost fully possessed catnap. the transference into the felines' body is almost complete, and during this time he is most vulnerable...but still incredibly powerful.
the fight between the dog and cat is climactic and bloody. a clash of claws, knives, and a struggle for dogday's gun. the forest floor beneath the struggle is spattered with blood, both men covered in open wounds.
it's a close battle, but catnap, despite being nearly fully under the prototype's influence, breaks the hold long enough to allow himself to be killed.
it's the least he can do, after all the trouble he's caused.
dogday pulls the trigger. a clean shot through the heart. killing catnap kills the prototype.
dogday glares down at the body that once housed his little brother. there is nothing of him in the battered corpse before him now... aside from the small, satisfied smile on his muzzle.
months pass. with their god dead, activity from the cult peters out.
dogday finally allows himself to break down. he sobs over the many great losses he's suffered. but...but he has to get out of there. the cult members will be there any minute, and he can't be there when they do. he calls from a campsite phone booth to report catnap's body, and leaves it in the woods.
dogday does his best to recover.
#this is a tragic turn for this story to take#this is why yn cant die first#i see this playing out like an old slasher movie since i am in that headspace recently#this stopped weird but i ran outta steam
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maeve wiley is a lesbian in love with aimee gibbs since day one and i'm ready to talk about it: a gifset
#aimaeveedit#sexeducationedit#sexeducationsource#tuserdee#tuserzoe#userrachel#userbecca#userluce#userjacko#wlwedit#ccnet#aimee gibbs#maeve wiley#aimaeve#sex education#gif#*#IVE BEEN SILENT FOR TOO LONG..............
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chocolate guy callout post
All the branding on his videos? the location he makes all this in? ‘the pastry academy’ ?
he co-founded that place in 2019... (just about around the time all those viral chocolate guy vids started circulating...) the ‘school’ is located in las vegas. his name is the one all over it, though. The academy offers 10-week courses and masterclasses. the 10 week course requires a 10%, non refundable deposit
as of right now, this is the deposit cost
which means the entire, ten week course (which must be entirely paid by 60 days prior to your start date) will cost you $20,000
well at least you’re being taught by the famous chocolate guy, right?!
not according to the site and not according to student accounts. according to this AMA as well as the squirrely language on the FAQ , he will teach about 3 weeks of the course.
at least hes a good teacher when he IS there, right?
according to that same AMA, who is clearly giving a positive tone, he is sarcastic, he curses frequently, and he tends to not explain what he’s doing, leaving students scrambling to keep up. that redditor provides multiple pictures from her time during the course in her history, so i’m inclined to believe her.
Housing is not provided, so you’re gonna have to find somewhere to stay near vegas for Ten Human Weeks, on top of the 20k you’ve dropped for the course. meals are not provided at any point, either.
will all this at least get students a good job?
the school does NOT provide references or find employment/interships, even in las goddamn vegas, where there are a million restaurants around the place. you CAN however, do an unpaid internship AT the academy <3
here’s my favorite part.
this isn’t a real diploma.
if you pay them, you will get a certificate, regardless of your demonstrated learned skill. this certificate is not accredited by anyone other than the pastry academy. you’re paying for amaury guichons name on a piece of paper. you’re paying for clout.
this is also, seemingly, how they can do things like this:
you’ll need a tourist visa- not a work or education visa. because it’s not a school, or college.
@clockworkrobotic pointed this out while i want ranting and raving at them
you can get an entire, real education, for more than ten weeks, for that much money.
oh, also, all those craaaazy, so viral so tiktokable sculptures? don’t you wish you could learn to make those?
all of those are also available as standalone, three-day classes! wow!
and they cost $2,500! boy wouldn’t it be crazy if those 20 sculptures that he can film being made and earn video ad revenue off of, while ALSO advertising for his college, if they could also be sold at corporate events orrr in his pastry shops across vegas as advertising pieces. yknow, stuff like that
they’re currently offering 6 10-week courses during 2023. the soonest three of them are booked up (20 students per class, 20k per student.) means he’s making 2.4 million per year off of those students ALONE. this does not include those three-day courses, his netflix deal (also great advertising for his school!), the normal products hes slapped his brand onto* , and selling sculptures to corporate events
*same material + volume for $23 less, though he buys them in bulk so its more like $25+ less. this is just one example, i JUST found this iste of his as i was making this post. i also saw just 50g of colored cocoa butter for the same price as 200g of the exact same product elsewhere.
in conclusion,
#they're going to have me assassinated for this post.#long post#ive been silent for TOO LONG#chawklit#a good grade in posting
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If fubuyomi has one shipper in the whole universe then that's me. Yes.... You heard right... It's goddamn fubuyomi post time. believe me I would further explain my intricate reasoning behind it (though you could infer about 50% of the whole thing purely off of just the absolutely immaculate vibes) but my ability to articulate or express myself in any way is failing on me as always. SAD! Maybe if you poke and prod at me about it I'll suddenly feel motivated to answer with 97 paragraphs of in depth explanation......... For now this Post serves as merely establishing my fubuyomi arc to the audience and I will not merely stop at this.. Expect madness in the coming day s but for now take the single 1 hour sketch I made
#I Will NOT become normal again until there's at least 3 whole living fubuyomi shippers on there... Ive been silent for too long.......#Its all I have left..............................#mine#rain code#doodle tag#fubuyomi#yomi hellsmile#fubuki clockford
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#AAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUCK#CONDTANT UNENDING SILENT SCREAMING#NO WORDS BUT FORCED TO UNDERSTAND STILL UNESCAPABLE I CANT I CANT I CANT#ill never be anything ill never be anything ill never be anything at all to any of you#too fucking tired to go out of the house for so long no way to stop being tired its all wearing down on me like a fucking curse. too much#CANT CANT CANT take 10 more days of this waiting itll just go back to normal after#TRIED TO LIVE BUT WHAT IS THE POINT WHAT IS THERE EVEN FOR ME NO LOVE NO CARE NO IMPORTANCE NO PLACE#FADING MEMORY REMNANTS OF MY SOUL DRIPPING OUT OF MY HEAD LIKE A GUTTER. NO ONE WILL REMEMBER. EVEN I CANT.#AAAAAAAAAAA rotrotrotrotrotrotrotrotrot wish i just had a fucking dad to hold me wish i had a brother to show me the loving care noone will#please. llease. please. nothing left nothing left everyone wants me less with every single post but icant stop#cooped up inside. tumblrs knly good when you have a life outside of it. i cant fight it tho bc of this fucking EXHAUSTION#caused by the emotional pain and exclusion. eternal loop. let me.out#NOT LIKE IT MATTERS TO ANYONE BUT THE FEW WHO CANT HELP. THE FEW WHO CANT MAKE MY SITUATION BETTER. I JUST WANT A GROUP.#I KNOW COMMUNITY ISNT REAL BUT I FUCKING WANT SOMETHING. PLEASE#LET ME OUT. GIVE ME LIFE. INSTEAD OF THIS CONSTANT FUCKING VOID GROWING BLACK MOLD ON THE CREVICES OF MY SKULL#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nothing is giving me life right now i want sometbing i cant create anything i dont wanna die but i have no choice#FIGHT THROUGH THE TIREDNESS WALK INTO THE FOREST IN THE NIGHT AND ROT.#SLIT MY WRISTS EVEN THOUGH IT WONT DO SHIT. LAY ON A BLANKET AND LET THE COLD TAKE ME#WOULDNT BE THE FIRST TIME IVE BEEN CLOSE TO IT. LEAST I CAN GO ALL THE WAY. GOD WHY DO I TRY. I WANT TO TRY. I HAVE NOTHING TO TRY FOR.#NO OTHER CHOICE.
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same mf
#cal#blueberry muffin#this is via maya and me calling him a hedgehog forever now#and then ashley showing me this cal#and me going 'hedgehog' and her showing me this hedgehog#and ive been silent on this matter too long#publicly i have to say#same guy.
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having a malicious entity attached to you is like a game of being surrounded by 50 angry men on xbox all telling you to kill yourself 24/7
#BE SILENT!!! IM NOT GOIN ANYWHERE!!! GO BACK TO YOUR HOLE!!#someones gotta get a spray water bottle and start disciplining this idiot im tired of it#it doesnt even want me dead bc it needs me its just miserable and hates me#boo hoo yeah the random pain where it rests weve all seen it. yeah overwhelming weight and fog#yeah the severe bouts of out of character thoughts and negative manifestations weve seen it#its been 5 years give it a rest!#its annoying because it harasses people i know too super often lately#like oh yeah the suspicious wave of sickness on a friend that goes away every time the second i shove the entity back down. real subtle#something ive been waiting and hoping for for a long time is close so its really antsy and upset#unfortunately for it its going to happen anyway and ill fight it tooth and nail if i have to#pers
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after 12 days I've finally opened tumblr on the new laptop and i have no idea how to use the New XKit extension anymore
Edit: I remember now but UGH I don’t wanna redo all my settings on the xkit rewritten rrrrgh
#8bit beeps#HI GUYS. IVE SPENT THE PAST 12 DAYS DEALING W/FILES AND LAPTOP ISSUES (prev one) AND THATS WHY#I HAVE BEEN DEAD SILENT FOR SO LONG#well. that and the holidays#but honestly? it was mostly the act of. spending 5 - 9 hours daily exporting every single one of my CSP brushes#individually. right click. save. etc. organizing a folder for it and everything#did you know. it took my prev laptop over 72 consecutive hours backing up my CSP assets to clip's cloud feature#and even then. i couldnt even upload half of my assets cos#after almost 8 yrs of using CSP it had over 11k assets to back up#so right now im FINALLY able to download CSP on the new badboy At All#and am currently restoring said files to here#god. it was such a fucking process. it still IS such a goddamn process#its almost 8am but my face hurts So Bad (just took excedrin tho) and cannot let myself even try to sleep until the pain's subsided#god. i missed being active here. i was super dead throughout december and i think. november too#if you made it this far in the tags feel free to drop a fantroll reference and ill doodle them while i wait for these files to upload
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Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life! So it’s spooky season so I have an ask related to that. I don’t know if you play horror video games, watch horror movies/shows, or read horror books, but if you do, I have to ask: What is the most disturbing book, or video game or show/movie that you’ve played/watched/read? In my opinion, there is two types of horror: the ones that scare you, and the ones that traumatize you. If you can think of any book, movie, or game that really kind of fucked you up, I’m curious to know if you feel like answering. I hope you have a good day and a good life.
Hey, I’m doing good and I hope you are too!
the answer ended up being really long lol
Woof, this is honestly a pretty hard question, since I can't really name any horror (or otherwise) media that actually left me kind of fucked up for a bit, at least not to the degree where it affected me for a while. I probably haven't been really fucked up by anything since I was a kid, so I'll try and recall what a few things fucked me up back then...
Off the top of my head I know that two different spongebob episodes got me bad, the first being one with that tunnel of love thing (tho tbh i havent seen it in a while so it might still spook me today) and the one where i'm pretty sure for whatever reason squidward gets locked in some small locker and has some kind of fucked up dream, whatever that was. I remember there was an eagle in that one. the eagle terrified me. (i looked them up, and the first episode is titled 'tunnel of glove' and the second is 'squidward in clarinetland'. with how badly that second one got to me, i'm surprised i ended up learning to play the clarinet at all)
other than that, i think the courage the cowardly dog episode 'the house of discontent' got me pretty bad, too, but i think everyone who saw any amount of that series as a kid has at least one episode that got them fucked up.
there's probably a handful of scooby-doo stuff that got to me when i was a kid, but i could not name any specifics (asides from charlie the robot's original episode, christ) because i think i managed to see just about every bit of available scooby media around that time.
nowadays stuff still does kinda fuck me up, but it's usually only for brief bits of time. the most recent example I can think of is cowboy bebop's 20's episode, pierrot le fou, which is honestly some great horror, especially how it uses the show's typical format and flips it on it's head, but i wouldn't necessarily say it got to me because of it being scary, more because of the way the ending disturbed me for a bit. it was the only episode that had me stop afterwards and really look into it for anything other than clarifying a character's gender, lol.
the endings of both neon genesis evangelion and end of evangelion had me shaken, the latter more so than the former, but not really due to horror aspects, though. i did have to take a walk after finishing end of evangelion. i don't really watch horror movies, i just... read the wikipedia plot descriptions of them.
honestly, i think some of the more popular youtube analogue horror series have gotten to me worse (likely due to the fact that they can get a bit more fucked up than, say, a tv show or movie), specifically the walten files (which i did watch) and the mandela catalogue (which i just watched wendigoon's vids on), and those two and mostly because facial distortion is generally just an incredibly effective form of horror imo. a lot of the time (esp with the childhood examples) the way i was 'fucked up' was that id be in be visualizing the stuff that scared me, and both the mandela catalogue and the walten files had me doing that for a bit.
now that i remember it, i was really scared of fnaf when it first came out. i first learned of it second-hand from seeing some other kids looking into it, and the bits and pieces i put together about it really scared me.
honestly, it's usually straight-up disturbing sequences or imagery that gets to me the most, and i know my limits well enough to generally identify and avoid that stuff, which is probably why i don't have too many recent examples. i've got one or two examples of non-horror movies that fucked me up as a kid, but that's mostly because they were wildly inappropriate for someone of my age (at the time) to be witnessing, so that's a different sort of topic.
i mean, i think i generally have a decent tolerance for fucked up stuff in media, anyways, i mean, i enjoy berserk and haven't really been too upset or disturbed by what happens in it (look theres some nasty shit in there im not saying its not that bad) so there's definitionally some kind of line that media needs to cross to really get to me nowadays, or it just needs to be a specific kind of fucked up. books generally don't do that for me so i don't have any book examples. no games, either, though shadow mario and the haunted house segments in super mario 3d world scared me so much that i had to make my mom do the levels for me, and i'm pretty sure scooby doo: first frights scared me a bit when i first played it on ds.
other than that, though, I just think that, in pokemon x, the story that an npc tells you during your first trip to route 14 and then the strange office building encounter with the animation-less hex maniac creeped me out pretty bad.
yeah, it's kind of hard for me to think of anything (recent) that actually really fucked me up or anything. most stuff just scared me, never really fucked me up or figuratively traumatized me in recent years.
#asks#zeldanamikaze#salty talks#i think for media to really fuck me up there has to be some kind of intense emotional aspect to it or have some specific visual stuff#my enjoying of berserk is proof that it takes specific stuff to really get to me. the way i tested if id be fine reading berserk is so#fucked in hindsight. i straight up looked up the two most infamous eclipse chapters online and read them to make sure id be fine#what the fuck. i just dove in head first fucking god#anyways yeah. like berserk is generally fine for me but cowboy bebop episode 20 did have me a lil fucked up. its so good#ive been looking more into horror stuff recently and i have a lot of respect for (well-executed) horror games like damn. i wanna play#silent hill 2 so bad. it's a really interesting genre when pulled off effectively on a level deeper than just 'oh look at this scary thing'#anyways. i recently watched mononoke and its not really horror just kinda unsettling. its so fucking good#tbh tho there are some fanfics ive read that did actually fuck me up (which is why i kinda have an aversion to angst)#but i didnt want to talk abt those bc i dont want to name names or anything. theyre good fics they just affected me pretty negatively#generally its more like. freaky irl things that fuck me up but thats not fun to talk about its just like. depressing#sorry it took so long to reply to this i hadnt really sat down to write it or anything an just. couldnt think of much lol#anyways ig bottom line is that its more likely for non-horror stuff to fuck me up? or its gotta be specific stuff idk#i played a few hours of portal 1 at a friends house years ago and for some reason it creeped me out a whole lot#strangely enough i dont think scooby doo mystery incorporated fucked me up when i first watched it#i think there was like 1 episode that scared me more than the rest but it was never too bad#and that show is regarded as likely the most actually scary scooby thing. its rlly good#im pretty sure scooby doo was my first (or one of my first) special interest#also (similarly) i dont really get nightmares too often my dreams are just kinda really weird most of the time#i did actually have like. a scary dream recently but i dont know if id fully call it a nightmare
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Watched the premiere of season 2 of the Bad Batch last night with mai gf and some friends and ooooooh.... Wreckerrrr
#BIG MEN WITH BIGGER HEARTS MAKE MY EMOTIONS GO BBRRRRRRRR 😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖#ive been silently admiring him for a long while without posting too much abt him here but good LORD 🥺💘💘💘💘#HE'S JUST A GOOD MAN YOUR HONOR 😭😭😭😭😭#ruby rambles#💥.crsh
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I wish there was a way to convey to your neighbors that you wanna be alone when you're doing yard work sggdgdgd like just bc I'm visible to you and outside does not mean I wanna be friends 😭
And like I don't want to be RUDE to people I just wanna work in peace and do my outside chores 😭😭😭
#my neighbor came over to introduce himself and hes like yeah ive been here 6 years now :D how bout you?#and im like 24 sgdgdggdgdgdgdgd like yeah i remember the past two families that lived in your house man i remember all the people#who used to live here especially the guy NEXT to this neighbor who moved out after like one year who i swear on my life was a serial#killer like something was just really off ab him and he got too friendly too fast and would just show up when hed see us IN OUR FENCED#BACKYARD like privacy fence and he would be like hey neighbors! :DD whatcha doing?? need some help? :)#and i stg i remember this one interaction bc i really think he was gonna try to abduct my mom like i know i sound so paranoid but they way#he was acting was like he was thrown that i was there 😬 like the vibes were bad#and then he just SILENTLY moved out one day like the house didnt go out on the market with the sign no moving vans no goodbyes#he was just GONE so uh yeah 😬 oh and he would only come over when my dad was at work like not in a i dont want him to know im#trying to get with his wife (he wasnt flirty btw) but like a... i dont want him to know ME way#anyway he's long fucking gone and ill always wonder but i did feel safer when he left shdgdggdgdgdggdhdh#this neighbor i think is just like trying to be involved with his neighborhood bc he talks to everybody but i just feel uncomfortable when#anyone talks to me shdhdhhdhdh#marquilla#also i think i might have poison ivy and or oak on my hand from the bushes 😬 we cannot get rid of that shit no matter what we try i stg
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magic prince au is smth ive alluded to a few times. it’s an akeshu fic i was planning for like a Month before randomly getting the urge to write a soulmate fic & starting discacc instead. & ultimately it was a good thing i did, bc magic prince au is a bit too ambitious for what my writing level was like at the start of discacc, but i still do wanna write it at some point
general concept being kinda like a combination dragon age magic setup / perception formed to fit a persona series elements style. oh also some fire emblem influence lol. just mash it all together
mages naturally born, very powerful & very feared, forced to work for the government or else hunted down. late bloomer akira finds himself thrust into a world of politics he barely understands & sent to learn about his magic at this government sanctioned academy. and oh lookie there, it’s the crown prince, who is Also a magic user (for reasons) and is Public Servant Number One because of it & his specific type of magic (spoiler, he has more than one type of magic, but only one is public).
they meet, bullshit ensues
honestly the concept is just rly interesting to me. just the excuse for me to play around with magic and some Real fucked up themes (like some points of discacc but All The Time). it would be Lots of fun
#speculation nation#magic prince au#also some inspiration from my uh. dragon age rp thing i had back in like 2016#in terms of the specific flavor of how magic works#ive thought a LOT about the interaction of bless vs curse and What those magics even are#and they both fuck goro up in very different ways. and i want SO badly to write this au#but it's the kind of thing that i would want to be my main focus. and i cannot switch focuses like that until i finish discacc#so it remains in the nebulous state of 'someday i will write this' after i finish discacc#the good news is my writing gets better and better with every chapter i post. so like. when i DO write it#im hoping it'll be fucking Amazing#if u have read this far pls tell me what u think. if u message me i might just give u more details#i have like basically the entire plot thought out lmao. it's kinda ambitious but not as long as discacc will be.#a more succinct story. is the goal.#pls ask me questions about it actually ive been silent about it for too long. it's my BABY i want to talk about it. ps#pls *
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armin nation rise
fr fr everyone wake the fuck up
#[ 🏩 – chatting ]#SEE HIM!!!!#SEEEE HIM!!!!#i've been silent for too long#ive strayed#ive forgotten my tumblr ROOTS
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FOUND IT. i trawled through my emails and i signed up for the marvel comics app on December 15th 2019. i vividly remember pirating before that, but its the only solid date i have,
fuck. December 15th. almost five years ago. i got onto tumblr because of marvel comics. i got into dc & wotr because of that in turn. hell on tuesday i was drawing eyes from the first ever comic run i read- captain america 2005. almost five years later, closer to four still, and i dont know what my life would look like, my personal life would be like, if i hadnt fallen down the rabbit hole.
the people i wouldnt have met, the stuff i wouldnt have read and seen, the art i wouldnt have drawn.. and again, the people. if i hadent been forced to watch endgame by my friends i wouldnt be here, knowing yall. fuck. its so hard to imagine- but i would change very little, if that's how i end up here.
#thebirdspeaks#its the stress & exasution#but man im genuinely emotional about this#look mcu sucked.#i was too scared to show interest in marvel comics so i just silently watched#95% of DC... Ugh.#but theres been so many good things#and so many good people ive met#its mad that being dragged along to a movie#has ended up with me preparing to do commissions once i graduate#the past five years of my life have been massively dominated by fandoms#its wild how long & how much it is#and also how few years it has been#all the shit takes and worse comics#were worth it to get here#i love yall
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since im on my hater wave i'll also hop in and say i dont get the yooyeon hype AT ALL. she cant sing and she has the personality of a cardboard box. i dont get it!!!!!!
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