while im ranting. tiktok is awful but calling out any mental illness "fakers" but ESP disassociative disorder havers and autistic/adhd ppl has just ruineddddd everythang. not like general public were super accepting before but it just generated and made popular this idea that you can tell through tiktoks or whatever that someone is faking whatever disorder or mental illness they claim to have, when you dont even know the person is so so awful . and it became like a fun community to make fun of these people. even if its clear(you have no way of knowing for sure and what seems like a hole in logic or story may just be a symptom of mental illness) that this person is lying about whatever they have, a mentally stable person would rarely do something like that i think . and sharing their video around under the guise of informative but actually just mocking it for being cringe is not a great thing to do

just watching tzp on screen proves that i am soooo not ready to watch him be alex like im going to be ruineddddd by how devastatingly PERFECT it is going to be and im just SCREAMINGGGG in anticipation rn

my dumbass having a grand old time reading a dumb fic through and through but NOT READING THE MCD TAGGGGG

i’ll never understand the people who don’t HSKDHDKDJD or LMFAO at a joke/meme. im in a group chat and someone just replied “That’s funny.” to someones message like. no lie i’d delete my entire existence

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god i’d be so much more fun at parties if i was like a real boy and everyone saw me as a boy and i was confident enough to tell people i was a boy. but no i let everyone misgender me bc they all know me from high school and they’ll never speak to me again or be super fucking weird and/or keep misgendering me ANYWAYS if i corrected them for calling me she/her and sis all NIGHT😇😇😇😇😇

also saw my old crush who i hadn’t seen in years!!!!!!! he didn’t acknowledge me one bit despite groping me on our school bus junior year and then spreading a rumour about me fucking him to his friends after we graduated😍😍😍😍😍 parties are SO FUN!

Then go read fanfic

But the thing is. I've read like, every good fanfic out there for my otp. IM RUINEDDDDD