#IM JOKING AT THE BEGINNING BTW I LOVED THIS ASK
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do you know who much am i in love with tsundere man ???
i wanna kiss raichi's face sooo bad, with lipstick on, all over his face, until he tripped over his words and is all blushyy
don't forget cuddles and sitting on his lap like AAAAA
i love your loki and sae's making out writings btw 🫶 can u do the same thing but with raichi but in this version?
making out - raichi, isagi
mlist || rules || requests are open :)
note : thank you sm for your request, both of you ! they're so cute, as you should queen (in a neutral way) i love them a loooot too. i post this Isagi one at the same time bc i did them with a similar vibe
I've been busy these day im sorry ! And I have a busy weekend as well with my gf so I'll do as much as I can today and post it later !
Raichi acts tough but deep down he knows he can’t fool anyone when you order him around. You two invited some of your friends over tonight to have a nice dinner together and you kept calling his name to get things done. He tried to boss around a little at the beginning, saying he was talking with the tip of his ears red but you just had to whine a little please for him to be by your side in a second. He's the grumpy type, but still ready to help whenever he's asked to.
He spent the whole night eyeing you from head to toes. His hand lingering on your thigh below the table and your seemingly innocent gaze let him know you get where he wanna go. He's a little impatient but that's nothing you can't handle.
When you finally say goodbye to your last friends, you stretch your back as soon as the door is closed. 'What a night' you thought, excepting Raichi around you but he was nowhere to be seen. Taking a few steps to the kitchen to find him cleaning up a little. Leaning against the door frame, you stared at him until he noticed you.
"You're less clingy suddenly." You spoke as soon as his eyes lay on you, a cute smile on your lips. Lips that got his attention all night. He shook his head, muttered things you couldn't understand but still amused.
"Come on, leave all of this. I'll take care of that tomorrow." Taking his head in yours, you dragged him along your bedroom and kindly pushed him on the bed. "You weren't that concerned about the dishes earlier," you whisper in his ear, slowly taking a seat in his laps.
Cuddling up against him, you played with his hair while debriefing the night with him. Your arms lay around his neck and, despite his red cheeks, his hands finally hold you closer, rubbing your back in a needy way. His eyes on your lips once again, you're sure it's already messed up so you don't mind making it worse.
When Raichi finally cuts your chat by kissing you like he wanted all night, the shadow of a satisfied grin on your lips. You broke the kiss and chuckled.
"What's so funny ?" He barked like he always does, making you laugh even more.
"Nothing, you're just cute." You answered, shutting him up with a kiss before he can argue. Pecking his face over and over again, all over his face not without leaving a red tint at the same time. His poor soul can't even speak a full sentence without stutter before grabbing your face and kissing you again.
You deepen the kiss instantly, done joking around and finally into it. You put his hands back on your back and thigh, feeling his short nails digging into your skin and you're here for it. It's intoxicating, you're lost in the way his tongue licks your lips, making you smile. You didn't realize how both of you wanted it too until now.
Your hand slowly drawing circles on his shoulders, you were thinking when you could finally take his shirt off when you felt his hands coming closer to the zip of your dress. He started pulling it down, exposing your bare back for him and only him. You glared at him in an amused way.
“I'm helping you.” He defended, putting his hands away from you to try to annoy you in some way. You shook your head with a loud chuckle.
“Go ahead.” you said before pushing him down on the bed, kissing him again.
Isagi is too cute for his own good, you’re sure of it. He can’t be rude to save his life. Well, besides football. With you he’s a sweetheart, always saying yes to anything you ask, even the weirdest things. So you like to mess with him a little. A sly smile forms on your lips before you hand your phone away.
“Yoichi I wanna try something !” you cheered, leaning on his shoulder, taking a look at his phone. He wasn’t really doing anything, only scrolling through his social media.
“What is it ?” he’s used to that, you wanted to try silly thing you saw on internet. You’re always after him to try tiktok trend, he’s sure it’s that once again. You grinned, taking his phone from his hands and tossing it nearly yours before sitting in his laps. You already got him gulped hard. Not that he’s not used to it, it’s even a position you like to cuddle but something in his mind tells him that’s not related to cuddle.
His hands find your waist, laying there comfortably, waiting for your next move. You get closer, your chest flat against his and you take his warm cheeks between your hands. He blinks a few times, already anticipating but flustered at the same time - not trusting that smile of yours. You cradle his face a little, pitching his cheeks and leaving small pecks here and there, on his cheeks, his nose and finally his lips.
“What do you wanna tryyy ?” he whined trying to escape the kisses attack but you shush him quickly, kissing him seriously this time. He takes some time to melt into the kiss, pulling you closer. You shiver at the coldness of his cold hands crawling under your shirt, meeting your warm skin and you smile in the process. His hands go up and down, smoothing your skin, grabbing it a little too hard from time to time, making you moan but mostly chuckle.
“You’re so cute Yoichi.” you purred in the middle of the kiss, leaving small pecks on the corner of his lips.
“Am I ?” he grinned, happy to realize one more time the effect he has on you. It’s easier for you to know how he feels so he appreciates it when you vocalize it. You can already feel him hard under your weight and decided it wasn’t too early to grind on him, wanting him so bad already. Just so he knew, you know.
Taking this as a green light, his lips started going down your neck to your shoulders, kissing it all the way, biting from time to time just to feel your hand pulling his hair at the tingling sensation. He loves that a lot, sometimes he’s a little brutal just for you to pull his hair or scratch his skin at the pleasure. He likes to mess around too, not that he’ll tell you. He likes the way your gaze darkens when he acts innocent. He has his way.
Coming back to kiss you after almost eating your shoulder, one of his hands stays on your hip, encouraging you to move in a back and forth motion ; hoping he will not be the first one to ask for more. But deep down, he knows he won’t or else you wouldn’t almost be riding him already. You were the desperate one this time, but it’s ok. He likes to take care of you.
I hope you liked it ! ♡
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🩷 headcanons —how they kiss you
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ayato, thoma, zhongli, ajax, haitham
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just some thoughts about them <33 reader is as gn as possible! reader is also kind of passive, btw. also this is so self indulgent im sorry •́ ‿ ,•̀ i have a thing for haitham so his is the longest. anyway, enjoy !
as always, reblogs and comments are highly appreciated !
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while not exactly nsfw, it does get suggestive, so proceed with caution.
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❛ ayato ༉‧₊˚
ayato’s touch is dainty. he doesn’t rush his movements, no —he’s patient. the tip of his fingers begin delicately hovering over your skin, tantalizing, barely taking up the courage to touch your bristled dermis. he’s asking for permission, you see?
the other hand teases your waist, and it trails the path to your arm, your wrist; you get distracted in his eyes enough to notice that he’s opening your fingers, and his make their way in between yours. the tip of his lip is almost imperceptibly turned upwards, and you have to raise your head to cross eyes with him.
it’s becoming more and more difficult for you to hold his glance, even though you get lost in that pair of sky-colored eyes. you have to remind your breath to keep going. absentmindedly, you stand on your tiptoes, and his grasp tightens.
the hand caressing your cheek makes its way behind your neck, supporting you. he comes closer, and what begun as the slow brushing of the foam against the shore turns into voracious waves. his hands travel around your body —you get a sense that he wants to consume you. the lips of ayato are silky and smooth, but his movement is rough. now he doesn’t wait, no.
now he demands.
❛ thoma ༉‧₊˚
thoma lays a shy glance over you. it stays there until you notice, and then he lowers it, a single line drawing the tip of his lips upwards. you giggle as the thought of him being as timid as the first time crosses your mind. the sound travels to him, and he looks at you wondering.
“what is it, my love?” he asks, his voice soft.
you shake your head smiling, and thoma’s brow curves. it takes you by surprise how he holds your arms and pulls you toward him, gently colliding against his chest. the shyness that just a few moments ago characterized his demeanor has dissipated. mischief is left in replacement; his hand is positioned on your lower back, holding you close. your cheeks burn, but you hold the emotion within, biting your lower lip.
“aren’t you gonna share the joke with me?” he prompts.
you shake your head again, a hint of tease illuminating your eyes. his lips curl —he brushes away a strand of hair from your face, behind your ear.
“i guess i’ll have to do something about that” he says temptingly. you know what comes next; you’ve been waiting for it. but thoma is playful, and he will hold the expectation within you as much as he can.
in fact, he fools you so much, that you’re used to it. you can imagine he’s going to lean forward, indicating a kiss, and you will close your eyes, your lips ready. suddenly, he will pull away without a touch, and begin speaking, or forget about the topic altogether.
this won't happen again, you swear. you raise a hand and hold his cheek, trailing toward the back of his head, his hair twirling between your fingers. your smirk widens; you thrive in the confusion left on his eyes. you give in first, collapsing your lips against his. it takes thoma a bare moment to adjust. smoothly, coyly, the dominance turns. his hands grasp your waist strongly, your back arches a few centimeters.
he’s got the upper hand now. and you feel immensely safe.
❛ zhongli ༉‧₊˚
you always expected zhongli’s kisses to be respectful and modest. and the first few times they happened, they were. zhongli is not often the one to begin public displays of affection; not further from holding hands or a decorous hug. the more exquisite things happen in private, away from the voyeuristic judgements of the world, where he can let the façade fade and reveal himself to you.
the sun rests in the horizon, melting its honeyed rays over the freshly awakened city of liyue harbor. yanshang teahouse lays silent, filled only by the early voices of him and you. he’s telling a story about times old again, but you have never been one to wake up at sunrise, and his voice lulls you. along with the warmth of the tea, you struggle to keep your eyes open or your mind from drifting away.
zhongli side eyes you and notices this. you rest your cheek on your hand, your eyelids carefully falling over your eyes. you don't notice the gentle smile on his face; and, in fact, he continues speaking, as if he was distracted too.
you don't notice either how the tone of his voice lowers, and his breath becomes more apparent as he draws closer. your mind has already begun dreaming, and you smile absentmindedly when you feel the touch of his hand over your chin, lifting it up. his voice fades just when his lips caress yours, and your eyelids lift slowly. zhongli’s gloved fingers elegantly stroke your cheek, you feel an electrifying sensation bristling your skin.
the kiss is as modest as they tend to be. now that he’s awoken you, however, your senses effervesce; your heart drums and you want more. your tongue mindfully explores his cavity; this movement is enough to tell zhongli that he’s roused your hunger. it is you, not him, who gives the cue for something stronger. but he takes it briskly. he puts your hand away, holding your wrist, and brings you closer.
at first you have to guide him, tell him with your actions what you like; that he can do to you as he wishes. he learns, then, not to hold back.
he gives in fully.
❛ ajax ༉‧₊˚
you know how rough ajax is with everything he touches. his hands lack the delicate treatment with which you have taught yourself to approach the world. in a sense, this is what entices you about him —he accepts his nature as is, and he does not care to tame the beast. it’s taken time, but you have come to allow yourself to be as reckless as him when you’re together. now he’s become your safe space; the person that has seen your monsters without getting scared.
as raw as he is with everything; not with you. not in certain ways. his attitude has always consisted of patience and guidance, and he’s an avid protector. ajax knows when and where only to apply force with you, and it’s not even an intimidating type of force —it’s enticing, loving.
just like right now. he's behind you, one arm around your waist, the other holding your neck toward him. there is just the right amount of force here, enough to make your heart flutter and your cheeks blush. he keeps you like this, unmovable, and you let your eyes close. in his arms, there will never be danger. the tension that fills your muscles so usually now softens. you melt.
the coarse lips of ajax leave stains of his touch over your neck. they follow the path to the edge of your jaw, and travel toward your earlobe. he licks and bites, and you recoil, showing your fang in a smirk for a second. this sudden action makes his grasp firmer. he really doesn’t want you to move a tiny bit.
ajax kisses your cheek now, your hair curls around his fingers now. your neck is turned further toward him, and your eyes peek in a slight opening, enough to encounter his hungry irises gazing at your mouth.
he takes you then, biting. biting, but not harming. biting in just the perfect way. enough to make you gasp and take his chance to get in further.
❛ haitham ༉‧₊˚
you never know how he does it, but haitham always ends up getting what he wants when he wants it. his smooth way of executing his will not only surprises you, but sometimes even annoys you. although you have to admit, it’s enticing to be with a man that has everything under control, even if in ways that don’t get noticed easily.
you’re both laying over his couch. he rests an elbow over the furniture’s arm, laying his cheek on his hand boringly as he listens to your recitation of a book with careful ears. your feet over his lap, you rest your side against the back of the couch and try to keep focused with the words on the paragraph you’re reading, as he absentmindedly caresses the skin of your legs.
your voice, low and soothing yet clear, stops for a second when his hand creeps further on your leg. you rise your glance momentarily, a slight blush on your face, but he doesn’t notice. in fact, his eyes are closed. you decide to let it pass and continue reading, as eloquently as you were.
and your voice cracks when his fingers bury on your thigh. haitham gives you a sudden squish, and your eyes widen.
“hey” you call his attention, but he doesn’t give you the tiniest acknowledgement.
“hm?” is what he replies.
“i know what you're doing” you say; he lifts his hand from your thigh and draws it toward your ankle instead, the back of his fingers hovering over your skin.
haitham opens one eye and watches you from the side.
“oh, yes?” he teases. you nod, laying the book open on your lap. “mind to explain, then?”
you tweak your position and lean forward, grabbing his hand on your leg, stopping him, and rising your glance up with a tiny smirk. he follows your gaze firmly.
“careful not to damage the book” he indicates.
but you don’t care about that book, do you? not now that he’s distracted you from your task. however his eyes told you he was being serious, now his smirk defies that. a surge of emotion bashes your body. an unspoken type of communication going on between you and him —the air tenses in the space between your faces.
haitham’s hand reaches behind your neck, steady. but you put your hand on his chest, not allowing him to pull you closer. he rises his brows, as if saying “so that’s how we’re playing?” and you smile entertained.
it happens with a brash maneuver that you find yourself with your back against the sit, under him. haitham’s knee parts your legs, and his hands press your wrists over your head.
as i said earlier, haitham always finds a way to get what he wants when he wants it. you know the more you try to resist, the more he’ll push. now that he has completely disregarded the book, he leans closer to your neck. you turn your head, in fact, leaving him more space to delight himself in. and you giggle with the teasing of his lips on you, and his grasp tightens.
he stops. his eyes encounter yours.
“is this what you were implying, darling?” there’s nothing but a hint of faked curiosity on his visage.
you do not reply. before your lips can move, his are already sealing them.
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Hello there!! Idk if I have already sent something in, but if I haven’t, I would love to request! May I please have the LS members’ (separate) reactions to a new member with “soulless” or “dead” eyes (basically like the anime eyes that have no shine in them), who always seems rather closed off, but at some point the members do something nice to them, and the reader blushes and their eyes just light up like the brightest stars? Sorry if this request is a lot! If it is you can ignore! But thank you so much! (I loved the housewife s/o HCs you wrote btw, they were lovely!) ❤️❤️
Ghiaccio pfp twinsies...woag- also i like this idea a lot!! this reader sounds absolutely wonderful <33 fair warning I wrote most of these while incredibly sleepy so if they're ooc that's probably why im so sorry-
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La Squadra with a reader who has soulless eyes (that light up when they're happy/flustered)
Formaggio
When he first saw you, he wasn't sure exactly how alive you were.
I mean, those empty eyes and the way you barely talked to anyone definitely had him raising an eyebrow at first.
But he quickly got used to it. Nothing was wrong with responding to a joke with a tiny smile instead of a hearty laugh.
In fact, with enough time, he grows rather comfortable around that blank stare of yours. He gives you your space, but whenever you do talk to him, he's more than happy to get the chance to hear your voice and chat.
One day, before you went out for a mission, Formaggio noticed you nearly forgot to bring something vital. He managed to catch up to you and give you the item before you left, but before he could say anything, he noticed your expression.
The color spread across your cheeks, and your eyes -Oh god, your EYES. It was like someone finally flipped on a light switch in them. They were full of life for once, and the sight had him speechless.
But- shit, right, you had to leave. With an absent-minded nod and pat on the shoulder, he began to walk away.
"No need to thank me," he shouted to you before he was out of sight - and it was true. The look on your face had been thanks enough.
Illuso
Definitely made fun of your empty eyes often. Like Formaggio he probably compares you to a zombie, but he is willing to say it out loud.
He tries to guess what your thinking and feeling all the time if you tend to not show emotion. Like he'd say things like "I bet you're pissed about that too, you just don't wanna show it."
But like. In an annoying way if that makes sense.
I'll be honest I can't think of what kind of nice thing he would do for you. This dude's section has haunted me for days, y'all.
But in the event of him doing nice for you, he notices your expression right away. boy is he surprised by it. and boy is he LOUD about it.
"Holy SHIT! You're actually alive! I managed to break that moody façade of yours?"
You might wanna walk away or hide your face before he calls the rest of the gang over to look.
Afterwards he's weirdly a bit nicer to you? He obviously wants to see your adorable expression again, but his exact intentions are unknown...
Prosciutto
Doesn't care in much of a usual way. If anything I think he would comment on how your hard to read expressions and closed off nature makes you good for the job.
So he never really bothers to think you may be any other way.
The two of you were set to go on a mission together, and he insisted you work on a concrete plan beforehand. It turns out his idea for the plan relies VERY heavily on your abilities/stand.
When you ask about it, he begins to talk about how strong your abilities are, and how perfect you would be for the job, how he has faith that you can pull it all off.
Your heart flutters at his words and with every compliment you feel heat rush to your face.
When he stops talking and notices how your eyes lit up, he's....genuinely unsure what to think.
It was all true, you were strong and the right person for the job, but we all know how he gets when he's working with someone he feels is a bit too vulnerable cough cough pesci
He doesn't worry about it for the time being - it's a one time thing after all - but he keeps an eye out for if it happens again.
Pesci
I think he is used to people thinking he looks strange/creepy, so even it might creep him out a bit, he tries to be nice about your soulless face.
Gives you your space, but this boy is sweet, it won't take long for him to do something that makes the darkness in your eyes fade away.
idk why my first thought for the moment is him baking something new and asking you to try it. You have a taste and quickly nod in approval, it's delicious.
Relieved, Pesci proceeds to let you know he made it because he remembered you mentioning [insert flavor here] was your favorite flavor. Yep, that'll do it.
He's incredibly caught off guard, seeing your eyes twinkle with appreciation - for a second he thinks you're about to cry! He stands there, unsure what to do, until either the interaction ends or you say something to him.
Is so overwhelmed afterwards no matter what happens - was that really the real you? That sweet face was really yours?
Melone
It literally doesn't matter to him - he can see right through your dead look. It's uncanny.
You could be completely stone-faced and he would find some way to be able to tell exactly how you feel about something. He'll tell you his predictions too to see if their right.
I imagine it's one of these moments that actually leads to him seeing that cute expression of yours.
It started with "you found that hilarious, didn't you?"
He was playing his guessing game again, and like every time before, he was right. You didn't even have to answer.
"You know, you're so interesting to read. You have all these little tells for every small thought, and I think you subconsciously change them a bit every time I take notice of them!" He suddenly began explaining to you.
But it didn't stop there, he began to tell you all about how he picked apart your body language, how he noticed changes in your emotions over the entire time he's known you. "You're.... fascinating to watch."
It's not until he finishes talking that you both realize you've been staring at him with a completely uncharacteristically bright look of wonder. Then it's his turn for his face to light up, pointing at the blush on your cheeks.
"So you do like how I watch you! I knew it."
Ghiaccio
"The hell are you giving me that look for!?"
Of COURSE he takes it personally a lot - especially if you're supposed to be listening to his rambling. He isn't exactly thinking straight, so he just thinks your blank stare is some kind of insult.
But beyond that, it's rare he'll get on your ass about it.
Over time, I think he might even find you a reliable person to spew all his ranting at, if you don't complain at him or cause a fuss.
Maybe even at some point, perhaps if you've been getting picked on especially hard by Illuso, he'll ask if you have any ranting to do.
"What!? That prick has got to be getting on your nerves, doesn't that make you- WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GIVING ME THAT FACE FOR!?"
You're gonna have to end up explaining yourself or else he won't stop asking you. When you do, he'll scoff, saying he barely did anything. At least you won't have him blabbing about it to the others, you both know it would get real annoying real quick.
If you specifically ask him to keep it secret, he'll nod, and you swear you see him smile at you.
Risotto
This man also looks pretty damn unapproachable (love him tho <3). He has the least amount of problems with how you are.
Like Prosciutto, he thinks your closed off nature is good for the job. But he never brings up that sometimes he wishes you were a little more open.
One day you return from a mission. It went smoothly. Enough. Okay, you had managed to get the deed done, but you had gotten injured in the process. In order to not endure lecturing from any of your teammates, you quickly dismissed everyone's questions about the mission and looked for things to treat your wound with, hiding it from everyone else.
In the middle of hastily wrapping up the bloody injury, you felt a hand on your shoulder, and soon after you head Risotto's voice. He warned you that you weren't treating the wound carefully enough.
He didn't scold you- a scolding wasn't going to help the sting and the crimson staining your skin. No, he asked if he could take care of the wound for you.
You felt your face heat up as he helped you, but although you were sure he noticed the look on your face, he made no mention of it. Just tended to your wound, and told you to tell him about any issues with a mission next time.
Afterwards you two agreed you would give him specifics later. You thanked him and that was that.
Walking away from you, Risotto replayed your expression in his mind....how cute.
#i am being serious about the illuso bit btw.#main reason this request took me so much longer than I had hoped#it was driving me insane. i was seeing him everywhere. if i have to write for him again ill go insane /j#im fine im fine keep sending in requests including illuso as much as you like#just be aware i may get haunted for several days /j#also i wrote several of those at like 11 pm gahh#the grind...never stops...zzz...#formaggio x reader#illuso x reader#prosciutto x reader#pesci x reader#melone x reader#ghiaccio x reader#risotto x reader#jjba x reader#la squadra#la squadra x reader
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hellooo! can you write something about breaking up w bf!sapnap?
im not joking when i say i got two seperate asks for this. and im all for it. i made sap seem like a huge asshole in this btw. like, so insanely shitty that its almost out of character/it probably is.
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
it built up slowly over time. once the honeymoon phase had passed, you two were comfortable. and then you two needed a break. he needed breathing room and you need to reevaluate where you wanted this relationship to go. when before you could see yourself marrying him, growing old with him, having a family with him, now you just saw his flaws.
he didnt know why but he felt bored. it hurt him to admit to himself. and it hurt even more having to tell his friends about it. the same friends that had grown to love you and you had grown to love aswell.
"you're... bored?" dream asked his best friend, looking at him like he was crazy. "of a person?"
nick winced as he heard it out loud for the first time. he looked at george who looked at him in complete concern.
"it sounds worse when you put it like that..." nick responded. he rubbed at his eyes.
"it was that bad to begin with," george said shaking his head.
during the break, you felt as if you two had broken up. and the longer it went on, the more he acted like you two actually had. and it really solidified it when he started talking to other people.
you didnt think he was doing it seriously. maybe it was just to make you jealous, maybe he did stoop that low. but then you saw how how george and dream were just as confused as you.
he really did try to hide it from you. from everyone. but no ones perfect.
"nick, who are you texting?" dream asked over his shoulder, startling him. he looked at dream with wide eyes.
"what the fuck are you doing?" he asked defensively. you looked up from where you were sitting at the kitchen island to the other two on the couch. he glanced at you before looking back at his best friend.
"i was just trying to scare you..." dream said walking towards you in the kitchen confused. he had gone upstairs to get his laptop to show you something. "but really, who were you texting?"
"your mom, thats who,"
when you found it he was talking to someone, you couldnt help but feel terrible at the idea that he had already gotten over you.
you walked into your old shared bedroom, nervously avoiding eye contact with your ex-boyfriend. he looked at you blankly as you stood there with your arms crossed, trying to find words to say.
he was sat up in bed, looking up from his phone at you. "...whats up?"
"we can agree we're not together anymore? like... this isnt gonna work out, right?" you continued to stare at your socks as you waited for the heart breaking answer. but you couldn't hold it in and looked up to see his face.
he looked small and deep in thought. he glanced down at his phone screen and back up at you.
"why are you thinking about it?" you ask offendedly. "im asking to make sure we're on the same page here. it wasnt an actual fucking question."
your words rang through the air. he sat there, hearing them play over in his head. it was like he was suddenly understanding the situation. he replayed your relationship, remembering how much he loved you. how happy he was.
im sorry if this seems all over the place. this idea was a lot more elaborate in my mind. but i didnt wanna make it longer. sorry...
if you want a longer version, it would take a while for me to get it out. im gonna be super busy for a while so domt expect as frequent uploads. im also in a lowkey bad mood rn so... im sorry if this is kinda dry. -nony
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helloo , can i req any genshin boy(s) of your choice reacting to reader falling out of love ? congrats on the 100 followers btw !! :D
Hello! Thank you for the ask and I’m very happy for all the support I have received. The choices made me nervous so I hoped I picked some good ones.
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Prompt: you fall out of love
Charecters: Venti, xiao, scaramouche.
Type: angst, scenario, gender neutral.
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Venti
You and venti had been together for quite a long time. In the beginning the two of you were so deeply in love you couldn’t imagine a world without him. But after months venti began to grow… distant. He was always out drinking or helping the traveler. Its clear he was still deeply in love with you.
Every time you did manage to spend some time with him he tried to make it enjoyable.You understood he was busy yet it was to the point where you didn’t long to see him anymore. You needed to tell him of course but the thought of breaking his heart ached your own. But you had reached your limit after he didn’t talk to you for a week.
You had invited Venti to your home to have a ‘chat.’ Venti had arrived in his normal peppy mood. You sat him down on the couch and he frowned once he saw your stoic expression. Of course he had noticed something was up but he was fearful of what would occur if he were to ask. No there was no more running from all of his fears because they were right in front of him. Venti began to fidget under your gaze.
You had made the choice to get right to the point. “Venti I’m not in love with you anymore.” Venti forgot to breathe. He was terrified of losing you. He was worried that if you left him he would be all alone again. He just sat there waiting for to to say more hoping praying even to himself. Mabye you would say this was all a joke?
Yet you never said the words he was longing to hear. All you added on was, “it’s alright if we stay friends but clearly a relationship isn’t something you can handle at the moment.” Venti hadn’t realized his eyes had filled with tears. Until his vision burred. You stared at him until he just suddenly disappeared. “I forgot he could teleport…” Venti was heartbroken but he was happy you didn’t drag him on. He would continue to be friends with you although your interactions were slightly awkward.
Xiao
Xiao had been a tough egg to crack from the start. He pushed you away constantly over the fear you would be hurt because of him. You though he would open up and be more honest once you had finally managed to get in a relationship with him. Except, he stayed stoic and distant a majority of the time. You thought you could take it but no matter how much you eased him out of his thick shell he would slither back in. You thought you were patient and could handle it until he chose to open up. But a relationship means that both people are putting effort into the relationship.
You were doing all the work. You were gentle and patient of course you had your own secrets but you tried to be open and loving towards xiao but he never put up that same effort. One day you had finally fed up you and xiao were sitting under a tree at Jueyun karst. Xiao had come to the meeting spot injured you had asked him what happens as you attempted to patch him up though, he couldn’t even spare you an answer.
You had finally snapped you just couldn’t take the cold personality any longer. You didn’t feel love towards him as you didn’t feel like he loved you. “Xiao Im sorry but, I no longer love you.” Yes, it was harsh but you were tired. Tired of waiting for something that would possibly never reach you. Xiao didn’t look one bit surprised when he turned to meet your eyes.
“I knew that one day you would grow to resent me..” he mumbled these words supposedly to hide the rude words form you. You had heard him loud and clear and this only irked you further. “Xiao I just can’t handle all the secrets anymore, I have put everything I had into this relationship but you never did the same and I can’t wait anymore.” This situation was too much so, instead of forcing him to leave you quickly made you own leave. After that day you failed to see Xiao anymore but he was always watching you from afar. Confirming your safety.
Scaramouche
Scaramouche had always had these blaring red flags. But it was also clear to you that deep inside he needed someone that genuinely cared about him. Os you got close to scaramouche. You were forced to take baby steps but eventually it seems that scaramouche didn’t dread your company any longer.
Scaramouche and you had been just fine for many months. But you noticed he began to be at work more than around you and he had always been rude and disrespectful. He never took blame for any of his wrongdoings and never apologized. It hurt but small wounds couldn’t tear you down complety. But once small wounds buildUp the pain increases. You were getting angry with his absence while he was at work and with his personality when he was around. You understood that he just needed love but it was so painful, being constantly degraded of course he would do some kind of apology afterwards but it was always buying you gift not even a sorry.
You were just sick of the relationship, you were sick of being treated as you were a pet of his. Your hatred only increased as time passed and your love and desire for scaramouche disappeared almost as fast as it appeared. You had finally made up your mind to confront him except he wasn’t home. Ok you decided you didn’t want to be in his presence as he discovered your loss of love. You wore him a letter. You wished him well and informed him that he needed to think over this time as a whole.
Scaramouche came home very late at night expecting you to be in bed. Expect rather than you he found a not delicately placed on the covers. It explained everything about your feelings and how they were nonexistent now. Scaramouche didn’t want to cry or show sadness, that meant weakness. Yet when he though about missing you for the rest of eternity he couldn’t take his. He dropped down to hisN knees and only stared at the floor in despair. He felt that he had lost a piece of him. He felt angry not at you but at himself for not paying more attention to you or being kinder and that guilt would weigh on him for the rest of his life.
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Can I ask how you view Brunim and Forever's relationship since you mentioned it in your last post? You said you viewed it as toxic on both ends and that it messed Forever up, can you go into more detail?
(as always, /rp, not irl)
Also go here for more hcs on q!Forever's relationships this ask is referencing!
Okay so!! Like I said before in that posts tags, I dont know a WHOLE lot about the canon relationship between q!Forever and... c!Brunim? q!Brunim? Whatever, I dont know the canon but from what iv seen, in rp its very much not healthy. So I ended up building my own hcs for them and idk how accurate they are canon wise but I still like em regardless so im sticking to em lol!
(Tw for talks of abuse, toxic relationships, and unhealthy relationships!)
So first thing to note;
These guys were really fucked up, toxic, and probs abusive in several places. They started out softer, kinder, safer, but it did not stay that way. Still, know that they loved each other regardless.
In my head, Brunim was very much the aggressor, and the one who started being toxic, abusive, and obsessive about Forever, and was worse about it. Forever ended up becoming toxic and doing toxic/shitty/obsessive things in turn as a by product. I wont say Brunim was the only one who had issues and did bad things but Forever only ended up becoming like that becuase Brunim taught him that's how he showed love in their relationship, so he showed it that way back ya know?
But thing is they stopped being happy, stopped awhile ago in fact and realized they couldn't keep doing this to each other, hurting each other, for both their sakes. Its hard to recognize you are doing something wrong, and it was even harder to let go, for real this final time, and only through help did they manage it but they did.
But the thing is, Brunim was Forever's first real relationship, and it had messed him up. Untangling yourself from that sort of thing is fucking hard, knowing where the line is or where something is toxic and unhealthy romantic wise (or even in general) is even harder when its pretty much your only real frame of reference and unlearning all that shit is hard and takes time too.
So when Forever got to the island, while he's made leaps and bounds from where he use to be, enough he can mess around and even joke with someone who reminds him of Brunim without actually having issues with it (at least at first lol), is still in the process of trying to unlearn his more unhealthy behaviors and expectations.
That's where some of his more concerning phrases or claims come from, either not knowing the line as he crosses it due to skewed misconceptions, saying it jokingly becuase he'd never actually go through with it (though probs shouldn't of said it regardless but hey that's coping with trauma for ya), or knowing the line but crossing it anyways on impulse and having to pull back becuase he doesn't mean it/regrets it. He would never on purpose dip back into those toxic behaviors but like I said, still unlearning and understanding those.
Forever would never actually go through with anything toxic, abusive, or unhealthy for the most part on purpose btw, if that wasn't clear.
There is a little bit, like mentioned in the main post, where when he does start to catch feelings it is becuase of him confusing Brunim with Phil, but Forever does beginning to actually fall for him and it takes a bit to fully separate them, and his expectations of it all. But hell he cant stop loving Phil even if he does eventually see Phil will not change his mind about Forever loving him.
But anyhoo enough about the main thing, smaller but still important stuff-
Like I said Brunim was Forever's first real relationship, and they did actually love each other under all the shit it became. Didn't mean any of what happened was okay tho.
Brunim is a vampire, and fed off regularly of Forever. He didn't have issues with it at first but quickly became painful and a bad time.
(tw for scars and a bit of gore) Forever actually has a horrific scar on his neck from the feedings, though its hard to tell if it becuase Brunim would very slightly shift around where he would bite in to feed over time so it became a mass of scar tissue, or if he ripped out a chunk of Forever's flesh for whatever reason. Forever usually keeps it covered but it burns sometimes.
Brunim's way of punishing Forever was usually to lock him up until he behaved again, specially if they were on "break" and Brunim wanted Forever back. Hence why Forever uttered "lock you up until love me." He wasn't serious about it but later feels sick he said it even jokingly.
Forever is surprisingly mentally stable despite all this and has worked hard on his mental health, thanks to therapy. Most of his issues, like I said, come from trying to unlearn all that toxic shit and unhealthy behaviors.
They really miss each other but tbh its more they miss what they had before, as well as the comfort in the not being alone despite the pain. Regardless Forever will never go back to Brunim, even if they both change for the better.
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baby scarab || 50
anon - hiii!!! Could you do one where y/n reacts to a cat call and she's kinda like "I'd rather drown and die." And walks home and tells the boys and they're kinda just silently wishing death upon the person you cat called her? You can just ignore/delete!!!
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anon - what would happen if anyone were to say something about y/n and made her feel uncomfortable?
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anon - what if there's a new trainee at the cafe that y/n has to train and she makes her first... AGE APPROPRIATE FEMALE FRIEND *cue air horns*
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anon - hear me out: layla has like a niece or smthn or it’s literally anyone else age appropriate and y/n makes her very first 🥁🥁🥁 healthy female freindship 🍾🍾
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anon - what if y/n has to train someone at the cafe and it’s a girl who is around her age and now she has a freind that is a girl
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anon - I’ve got an idea for your baby scarab series!
Could you do something where the readers schizophrenia is really bad and the boys help her? Like maybe she keeps seeing and hearing things
Thank you, I love your series it’s so good btw :))
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A/N : thank you for the amazing requests :) also some of these took a dark turn, and ik evie aint a new friend but whatever
masterlist - marvel masterlist - series masterlist
A/N : IM RUNNING OUT OF MK GIFS :( also happy early post :))
please enjoy, and don't be shy if you want to be in the taglist, just ask <3, sorry for the long wait
pairings : steven grant x (platonic)reader, marc spector x (platonic) reader, khonshu x (platonic)reader, jake lockley x (platonic)reader
TW : medicine (pills), spidey stuff, mentions of violence, language, like two sex jokes, new friend :), panic attack, nightmares, protective dads, pedophilia(?), let me know if i missed anything.
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you were woken up by steven.
he decided it would be a good idea to take your blankets off of you, making you cold and grumpy.
all that got him was webs in his eyes.
he did get you up though, with promises of pop tarts.
you felt.. off as you got up, and you couldn’t even think of a reason why.
you groggily get dressed for work, while glaring at your phone that read 8:48 am.
“steven! i’m going to call in sick!” you exclaim.
“no you are not!” he yells back and you groan.
“worth a shot” you mumble, getting the last bit of your uniform on before finishing getting ready in the bathroom.
you came out while yawning, seeing your promised pop tarts on the counter waiting for you while steven made himself some tea.
“steven i’m sick” you fake cough and he turns around to give you a look.
“no you’re not” he starts, chuckling as you hop up on the counter and lean down to hold your face in your hands. “you need to go to work, y/n” he says sternly and you pick your head up to glare at him.
“but i don’t wanna” you whine and steven just shakes his head.
“you need to earn money” he begins, letting marc explain the rest.
“plus if you want to get into a good college in a couple years. or you can even get your own car”
“a car? i cant even ride a bike” you scoff and it goes silent.
“..you don’t know how to-“
“do you need a reminder of what you saw in my memories? no. you do not” you say to marc quickly and he hums.
“exactly. stay quiet” marc scoffs at your comment while jake snickers at him.
“putting that aside, if you ever need to talk about it, i-“
“okay i’m going to work now bye” you say quickly, picking up your one remaining pop tart and heading for your shoes.
“hey now, not so fast” steven says and you turn around to face him after getting your shoes on.
“you’re forgetting something” he tells you with a smile and you squint your eyes at him.
“i don’t think i am” you challenge and he raises an eyebrow.
you roll your eyes and move forward to catch steven in a hug, to which he follows your lead while you press your face into his neck.
“i’ll be home before dinner” you pull back. “i love you guys” you head to the door, steven reluctantly letting go of you so you could do so.
“we love you too” he responds, watching as you smile and shut the door behind you while you leave for work.
“you should have let her take a sick day, we could’ve spent more time together before she has to go back to school” jake complains and steven goes back to his tea.
“dammit, you have a point” marc groans and steven chuckles while pouring his tea.
“if she really wanted to stay she would’ve” steven begins. “besides it’s only six hours” he shrugs, making marc and jake groan in annoyance.
“we’re bored already” marc complains.
steven just sighs, wanting nothing more than for you to come home and entertain the two nuisances in his head.
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“y/n! i have a special job for you!” your boss, natalie sings out while coming towards you.
it was the middle of your shift, the lunch rush being over by now.
“what is it?” you ask, and then notice the familiar face standing behind her.
“i believe you two have met, so i thought i’d give you the opportunity to train her” natalie starts. “evie applied a few days ago, and it’s been too busy to train her before hand, so i was hoping you could do so now” she says and you smile, wiping off the counter.
“of course, welcome to the team, evie” you say jokingly and she chuckles, natalie patting her shoulder and turning back towards the rooms behind her.
“how have you been?” she starts and you smile.
“the best i can be, you?” you reply and she smiles back.
“me too, now how can you memorize all of those drinks?” she asks dramatically, turning back to the menu and pointing to it.
you chuckle. “don’t worry about it, it’s not as hard as it looks” you assure her, and immediately get started.
you and evie spent all your free time at work to get her used to where everything was and how to make some of the drinks.
she did very well for her first day, so you even let her take some of the orders herself while you supervised.
“you’re a natural” you tell her, wiping off the counter after closing.
“oh stop it” she smiles, washing some of the dirty utensils and dishes.
“no really, the last time i had to train someone they broke the blender and spilled chocolate syrup all over the floor” you shudder at the memory of staying an extra hour to clean all that up.
you also bought a brand new blender without natalie knowing.
it was a very expensive blender too, and it came right out of your rent money.
you’re glad you don’t have to worry about that anymore.
but you can’t help but wonder how steven, marc, and jake are keeping the rent up.
maybe khonshu had something to do with it, you still had no idea how his magic worked.
“that sounds terrible, i’m glad i didn’t do that” evie says, causing you to snap back to reality and finish cleaning the counters.
“yeah i’m glad too, because i’d make you clean it” you joke, making her laugh.
“if you want i can finish cleaning tomorrow and we can leave early” you offer, and she frowns at you.
“but that’s extra work for you”
“so? it just means i get paid more” you shrug and that brings a smile back to her face.
“thank you, really” she says and you nod.
“it’s no problem, just get your stuff and we can lock up” you tell her, making sure your phone and your key was in your pocket.
you grabbed your bag from under the counter and waited as evie did the same, waiting for you to lead the way.
you do so, leading evie through the back and outside before locking the door behind you two.
“which way are you going?” you ask her, and she points in the opposite direction of the way you go to get home.
“oh” you sigh. “well i’ll see you later then” you wave, backing up slowly in case she had anything else to say.
“yeah, i’ll see you” she turns around and begins walking.
it was almost 5, meaning steven was already cooking, or was going to start soon.
you debated on summoning the suit and following evie home to make sure she didn’t get mugged or something, but thinking about it makes it sound creepy so you decided against it and started on your way home.
it was a very cloudy day, the sun no where to be seen. that meant all the tourists were sight seeing indoors, so the sidewalks were almost empty.
you were about halfway home when a group of guys passes you, and you paid no mind to it until your spidey senses tingled so you stopped and turned around to see them staring at you.
there were three of them, looking maybe a little older than 30.
you just furrow your brows and turn back around when you hear their loud footsteps getting closer, so you turn around again, making them stop.
they seemed to notice your glare and laugh. “what’s your problem? we’re just looking at you” one of them says and you feel your eye twitch.
“yeah, and we like what we’re seein’” one of the other ones adds on and you feel your stomach churn.
you began to feel sick.
you had no idea what to say so you swiftly turned around and ran behind the next corner, hoping they would get the hint and leave you alone.
they didn’t. they kept following you.
“can you leave me alone?” you grit out, whipping around to see their smug faces.
“aw come on, we just want to have a little fun” one of them says in a baby voice towards you.
“well i don’t want to, so stop following me” you say in your most stern voice you can.
on the inside you were freaking out, you just wanted to get home and relax.
yet here you were. being followed by three creepy men.
“don’t be like that, you’re what? 19? 18? good enough for us” he chuckles and you take in a shaky breath, slowly backing up and wondering how nobody is seeing this.
“i’m 17..” you mutter and he groans.
“well, the younger the better”
now that made you want to vomit. you held it back and just stared forward, not knowing what to do.
“you’re disgusting” you frown and back up in larger steps, with them coming towards you at the same time.
“don’t be like that, we just want to-“
“you just want to what?” a deep voice says from behind you, making you turn around to see a familiar face.
“we- we just-“
“you what?! say it!” he yells at the men, stepping in front of you with an arm out.
you were surprised to see frank again, considering you’ve only met him a couple times before now.
and he always happened to find you when you were in some kind of trouble.
“you think it’s okay to harass kids?!” he shouts at them, gaining the attention of some people across the street.
“hey man chill out we were joking-“
“it didn’t look like you were joking when you were undressing her with your eyes” frank grits out at them, getting in their faces.
“now you’re all going to turn around, and never bother anybody again or i’ll find you, you hear me?” he threatens and they all nod, backing up and running past the corner.
frank turns around and when he sees your shaken form his eyes soften, hesitant to reach out to you but does so anyways.
he puts a hand on your shoulder, but you just end up throwing your arms around him and hanging onto the back of his shirt for dear life.
you felt tears in your eyes, and your hands were shaking, frank patting your back to try and comfort you.
franks eyes darted around at the few people watching, so he gently pried your hands off his back to put an arm around your shoulder and lead you towards the way you were originally going.
you felt yourself shaking as you picked at your fingers while letting frank quickly lead you home.
he stopped and turned you so that you were facing him right in front of your building.
“hey, are you alright?” he starts and rolls his eyes at himself. “dumb question. can i do anything to help you?” he rephrases and you just stare ahead.
he sighs and waves a hand in front of your face to grab your attention.
“it wasn’t your fault, stop thinking that” he says as if he can read your mind.
“but they said-“
“no, it’s on them. it’s not right for them to prey after anybody, especially not young girls” he tells you and you nod.
“but what if you didn’t show up? i cant just- they would’ve seen my face” you almost out yourself, when he gives you a knowing nod.
“hey, red told me about your.. powers so don’t you worry about it” he starts. “i’m positive you could’ve beat all their asses” frank feels proud of himself when you crack a small smile.
“you want me to walk you the rest of the way?” he asks and you nod.
“please”
frank leads you up the elevator and you lead him to your door, fumbling with your key as frank makes sure nobody had followed you.
you unlock the door, and marc ends up approaching to greet you like he usually does.
“hey how was- woah what happened?” he asks, and he tenses up a bit until he sees how out of it you were.
you just purse your lips and look down at your shoes.
“it’s frank right? we’ve met before” marc turns to frank eh nods.
marc moves aside you let both you and frank in, you taking off your shoes and tossing your bag on the ground to go sit on the couch, knees to your chest.
marc looks back at you worriedly. “what happened? is she okay?” he asks frank in a hushed voice and frank shakes his head.
“three guys were following her home, and saying.. some nasty things to her” he answers hesitantly and marc scoffs.
“are you kidding me?” he runs a hand through his hair in stress.
“did they touch her? what did they say?”
“no, they didn’t touch her they just.. told her they wanted to have some fun with her” he begins and marc looks to you in concern.
“i stopped it before it could go too far, but she.. she froze up a couple times” he finishes and marc nods.
“well.. thank you for making sure she got home safe. we owe you” he says and frank nods.
“it’s no problem-“
“no really, if anything happened to her i-“ marc stops himself and frank just nods.
“i get it. both of you stay safe” frank turns to leave and marc doesn’t stop him, until he turns around right before he walks out of the door.
“when she’s back in the right mindset, tell her i said bye and.. if she ever needs me she can get my number from red” and that’s all he says before leaving and shutting the door behind him.
marc just stares at the door for a second before turning to you, who was just staring at the wall.
“kid?” he starts, going to sit down next to you.
“can you talk to us please?” he asks softly and waves a hand in front of your face, making you look at him and come back to reality.
“there you are” he starts. “do you need anything?” he asks and you shake your head.
“my head feels funny” you mumble, and your eyes dart around the room for a couple seconds before looking back at marc as if nothing happened.
he hums and tilts his head. “when was the last time you took your medication?” he asks carefully and watches as you count out two days off your fingers.
“these many days” you nod to yourself, sticking your fingers up in his face.
panic courses through all three of them, steven being the worst.
“oh my god- y/n! that is not healthy i’ve told you this- it could make you sick!” he exclaims and you just nod.
“i’m sorry” you apologize as marc gets up to go find your pills.
“don’t be sorry- it’s- you just forgot right? you’re not trying to hurt yourself?” steven asks and you shake your head.
“okay, good” he lets out a breath.
“take these” marc says, handing you two of your usual pills.
you take them and the cup of water he brought you, and toss them in your mouth, swallowing them with the water.
“good job, now do you need anything else?” he asks and this time you nod.
“what is it?” jake asks and you just look to marc with a small frown.
“jus’ wanna sit here with you guys” you say quietly and they all verbally agree to stay there with you.
“just.. if you want to talk about it we’ll listen” steven tells you and you let a small smile form on your face.
“there’s that smile” marc grins at you and you smile even wider.
“i love you guys”
“i love you too”
“si, nosotros siempre tenemos”
“and we always will, love”
you and your dads all just relaxed that evening, clinging to steven the whole time he made dinner.
beating marc’s ass in uno again once you were in the right mindset.
and falling asleep with the cats and jake. on the floor. quite comfortable actually.
and it was all because you had your dads, and they would always be there for you.
always and forever, until the day they physically can’t anymore.
and let’s just say that’s not anytime soon.
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A/N : hope you guys liked it, kinda running out of motivation lately UNTIL- i saw the little blue bubble in my inbox and reminded me of how happy it makes me to write for all of you :) see you all in a few days
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describe your moots as tbz members <33
hiya anon 👋🏻 im so sorry it took me the longest time to reply to your ask cs me needed to do some ✨thinking✨ on this shdjd but here it goes!
@stealanity as sangyeon
our mother our unnie!!! matty just takes care of all of us so well (i mean the entire deoboyznet might just be her kids by now) and she’s super sweet always making sure we’re doing great & safe & healthy 🥹
@flwoie & @hanniluvi as jacob
no cs these two have literally been nothing but the sweetest ever to me ever since we became moots 🥹 you both have been with me from the very beginning of my writing journey and i def wouldn’t be where im at now without you guys 😭 im always so so grateful to you both truly 🤧💕
@wuahae as younghoon
idk abt yall but cat just screams hoonie vibes to me. despite being really sweet she’s also so so cute and pretty irl!!! and we all know hoonie is the sweetest and one of the darn good looking guys ever 😩
@daisyvisions as hyunjae
ahhh my fav sangyeon stan!!! daisy is just so outgoing and friendly like hyunjae is, and ofc ✨ahem✨ as wild as hyunjae can be 🤪 she’s always sending me some sangyeon ✨GOOD FOOD✨ (with some hyunjae at the side cs we both sangmil girlies 😩) thanks for always feeding my delusions ig 🤧🫶🏻
@juyeonszn as juyeon
fawn is literally just the sweetest and nicest ever!!! and her writing?? OMG. PURE TALENT JUST LIKE JUYO HIMSELF 😤 yall should def check out her works if you haven’t PERIODT ✨ and i look forward to having more convos with you 😉💕
@sungbeam as kevin/changmin
ah there’s my fiery elmo twin!!! 🔥 i mean there’s literally NOTHING this girl can’t do, from making such high quality banners to dropping i dare say THE BEST fics you’ll ever find here we love a talented queen ✨ and also she’s always spitting some random facts and memes and that’s exactly like kevin on weverse/bubble lmao
putting in a sprinkle of changmin just cs. changmin spits fire and she does that to me all the time 😔
@heemingyu as chanhee
sana is just as savage as chanhee is LMAO ive became a joke for her to the point she practically LIVES for my reaction whenever she sends me ✨ahem✨ daddy sangyeon content 😔 (but she can be as sweet and caring as chanhee does so some bonus points ig :p)
@invuwrld as changmin
mona has unfortunately became besties with sana in terms of sending me daddy sangyeon content bcs lemme tell you they’re literally partners-in-crime when it comes to b*llying moi 😔 (i mean the large amount of sangyeon in her album is for me so 😔😔) hence they’re literally just kyunew. i said what i said 😤 (but at the end of the day i go back to loving and protecting mona cs im a very responsible unnie 🤧)
@cupidjyu & @zzoguri as haknyeon
hakkie is the sweetest little bean & literally my comfort person ever & that’s exactly yumi & moni!! yumi is just the sweetest and cutest lil 妹妹 and there’s nothing i wanna do then to give her cuddles and protect her at all cost 💖 and ofc moni. bless your kindest soul ever cs you’re always just so so nice to me :(((( and ofc i bawled my eyes out reading moni’s changmin fic cs i was going through things at that time and i literally spammed moni’s dms telling how much it has helped me loads 🥹 so yes im eternally grateful for that & thank you for listening to my story too 🤧 (which btw yall should check out the fic if you haven’t!!!)
@justalildumpling as sunwoo
my emotional support buddy j!!! 💪 yknow how sunwoo’s the type where you’d just feel so comfortable starting a convo with even tho you’ve just met? j is literally that and im so so glad we hit off so well!! tbh ive seen you on my dash a lot & im more than thrilled when we became moots 😭 and cs we’re both delusional so we can become besties and get our phd from the delulu boy himself 😔 (i’ll forever remember our lipstick convo lmao 💄)
@i520cm as eric
ah the maknae of all maknaes. lmao ipah is just as outgoing as eric is, and she literally pops into the gc and drops some random ass topic which makes everyone laugh their asses off most of the time 🤣 and umm… ipah does overshare sometimes but its good we love that energy and poor kiddo is always being bullied LMAO its ok your kakak’s got your back always 😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
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The problems of CS. Combined in one.
Since the CS ninjas are onto me, i shant give up. You will forever hear the tunes of the rumours of ABG'S unbanning.
Heres all the CS posts i can find:
All of this might share the same topic, and thats a feature of how Comic Studio doesnt - or probably will never - fix its problems. Insane. I know.
However, why am i not giving up if we cant fix it?
To save people's sanity.
Im trying to get unbanned so i can prove i am trying to become a better person, and save people's mental health by pointing out thr flaws in:
-moderation
-people
-studios
-controversy
-kids
Its honestly pretty scary how kids are exposed to Jayst- i mean the toxicity of comic studio, and also how the experienced CS users are saying its worse than fucking Twitter.
Where can i begin with the fucking moderation? Where were they when i was getting banned? One is treated like an angel after the fucking outrageous calls he does. How long was i banned? 8 months? Yes. 8 Fucking Months. Above Half a year. One has literally made DOXXING JOKES TO ME and made me fear for my life. One in the cs discord takes someone elses side when i ask for a spoiler for Binding of Isaac (a pretty scary game). One is just fucking horrible at moderation. And one is probably biased after i did a few too many pings in a server. A server i owned btw, no one stopped me. You know who you are. :)
To name a few very shit studios,
-Probably fucking most of them
Probably 10% of the studios get used.
And a lot of them are just fucking shit.
We have a fucking NICK JR studio for like 2 YEAR OLDS.
When is there a fucking Despicable Me comic studio?
To name types of people:
Suspected pedophiles
probably pedophiles
pedophiles
nazis
racists
homophobes
transphobes
xenophobes
sexists
anti semetic
Jokes aside tho there are lot of people i named that are actually one of the things above. There are also lots of fucking toxic people.
To my next point
popular beats all apparently
If your popular, dont fear of being banned! You fucking wont be!
I can name, a shit ton of people that should be banned but wouldnt because they have a shit ton of followers and that would get a lot of people to quit the site.
-Puffyy (Should i say more?)
-Jaystar (☠️)
-Onion_Rabbit (Threw about users like hell, faked harassment, legit got people to witchhunt me (December 2022), was toxic to me before i got banned (unfairly) (July 2023)
-Deathzy (A fucking mpreg and sex comic untagged, did the same as Onion_Rabbit July 2023, has known cases of being cocky as fuck when they get their way)
-SarahKomik (Has threw about users under the bus pretending to victimise themselves over the slightest of out of context things. The current situation with Oka is one.)
-Zappy (The same as above.)
Theres a lot more! Holy fuck
This community has a complete fucking hivemind too.
When popular users say "this person has done something bad (slightly or horrible) target them guys" and when they say "dont harass this person pls" they're praying that the mods dont fucking mob them. Oh wait.
Its like a lot of people have pointed out popular beats all!
Also, this is how people say "fuck the rules" (e.g, Oka and me)
If you have any problems, comment it, You probably shouldnt have but if your a snowflake, combat me.
Oh yeah i also forgot Tammy got knocked about like the school thot at summer time with the football team. They need apologising yall. This is the reason why people quit, my point above. Tammy quitting is one of the worst things to happen to CS.
#comic studio#is fucking balls#and this one is for the champions#your mother#monke#cold monkey in the freezing cold weather someone save him
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Hi there! I just wanted to say thank you for sharing your writing with us! I'm a fan of the Adventurer story and I hope you write more for that scenario! :D
Btw, how would Adventurer react if Reader genuinely grew to love the new guy and Reader's feelings for Adventurer were just admiration and respect?
AAW THANK YOU! Tbh, I do believe that The Yan Adventurer (+ Yan Femme Fatale) Will be just little vignettes and scenarios that I write for when I'm in the mood BUT TYSM, OMG!? I also saw your last ask in my inbox but I still wouldn't mind writing this one since tbh, I did very heavily consider this idea when writing for my headcanons! This can be a scenario where the reader doesn't have feelings for him!
Tw. Manipulation, Character Death
When you told Jesse that you admired and respected him, HE WAS OVER THE MOON. The person who he ALSO admired and respected loved him back?! It had to be a dream come true! However, he was crushed when he found out that you admired and respected him the same way you'd respect a historical figure. Holding them in high regard but you wouldn't exactly think of dating them, nevermind, consider them being a romantic love interest. He'd joke about being too amazing to hide the pain and you'd roll your eyes and jokingly agree with him.
That didn't bother him, after all, he was a patient man. He'd try to be a bit more vulnerable with you, trying to show his insecurities and flaws more to make himself seem less like this extraordinary person and connect with you a little more.
However, when he comes back from his latest adventure and finds out about the new guy, he was very displeased. When Jesse starts to notice the shy glances you'd give him when he looked away, the way your smile would brighten when your hands would graze each other when you handed him his coffee, and he absolutely hated it when you were both about to reach for the same book and your hands touched, making you blush and apologize while the new guy teased you.
Jesse didn't like any of it.
"So, uh, what's going on with you and what's his face?" The blonde asked nonchalantly, crossing his arms on top of a pile of books and resting his head on it, watching you work intently. You seem to tense up at his question, not a good sign for him. You chuckle nervously and tell him it was nothing.
"Aw, c'mon, darlin! M'your bestest buddy!" He got up and leaned on you, his arm around your shoulder. You laugh and his heart flutters, because he made you happy.
Then you tell him that you love Richard whats-his-face and his heart breaks because he wasn't the one you loved.
Yet.
Richard is a Jesse fan too and Jesse will take advantage of that. Because his "fans" don't care about him, well, other than you. They want to be him, they want to romanticize his life, and Richard isn't any different. So Jesse'll take him under his wing for a bit, tell him he's got potential. Richard may seem like a sweet and nerdy guy now but give a man like him the confidence and he'll turn it into audacity. He starts to ignore you, favoring some "boy time" with Jesse, rolling his eyes when you talk about things and claiming he and Jesse are men of action (Jesse often having to force a smile but never really saying anything of him), and your heart begins to hurt as he becomes less and less like the man you fell in love with.
"Ugh, I think I made a monster." Jesse sighed, leaning against your desk. You frowned as you watch Richard trying to flirt with the cute student teachers, flaunting himself over them and talking about how he was gonna join his idol on his next adventure tommorrow.
"Yeah, you really did." You remarked bitterly, only to see Jesse give you a shocked yet hurt look on his face, "I mean- Ugh, Jesse, I'm sorry. I just...I don't know, I really liked him..."
"Aw, I know ya did, sweetheart. M'sorry, I just wanted to be friends with 'im, too! But don't worry, I'll try to make this right! Ya know, open his eyes that what I do ain't all its cracked up to be!" He assured. You chuckled softly at his enthusiasm and determination, "Don't get him killed, alright?"
"I'll try," He says, his eyes glinting dangerously but you don't notice it, "Long as he don't act a fool, everythin'll be peachy!"
He already knows Richard isn't gonna come back, he already knows that you'll be upset for a while, and he knows that he'll have to pick up the pieces. It won't be Jesse at fault, however, because he gave Richard that much confidence. That boy'll be manipulated into running into his own death because that's the kind of person Jesse is.
A lovable and unpredictable adventurer who can make people believe in the impossible.
Richard would die, thinking he had the chance to become something more than a boring old archivist at some hoity-toity University, and Jesse would live, relishing in the fact that even though you were mourning, it felt like heaven being in your arms♡
#I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS.#I KINDA WANTED TO SHOW YANDERE ADVENTURER'S MORE MANIPULATIVE SIDE-#Yandere Adventurer#Oc: Jesse Reeves#yandere male oc#yandere male x reader#male yandere x reader#male yandere oc#yandere x darling#yandere x reader#yandere scenarios#yandere hcs#yandere imagines#tw yandere#yandere#yandere male#oc x reader#BUT AAAH THANK YOU FKR YOUR COMPLIMENTS#I LOVE RESPONDING TO SCENARIOS LIKE THIS NGL♡♡
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uuuoh. two different "non-canon-compliant" Pause Ahead (2013 flash precision platformer by Askiisoft) Paueins because im one of the two people on this earth whos deranged about this game
FIRST is my headcanon for the narrator. the way the narration is written makes it feel very ambiguous where your player character ends and the unexplained third party begins, so i liek teh idea that the narrator is somehow ALSO pauein.
i think of him as like, the "original" that all these clones (or WHATEVER they are) were based upon, and he does Not remember anymore how he got into this weird hell ruins/ambiguously simulated world but hes basically a Part of it at this point. he's stuck in a loop of watching his duplicates die over and over and he keeps losing the memory of each iteration other than the fact that It Keeps Happening
the other one is just me being silly LMAO. i kept making jokes with my brother that Paueinsonas should be a thing so i put my money where my mouth is and made one. Btw paueinsonas should be a thing
he is pauein 282 and hes actually having a GREAT time in the caverns and he does not want to leave. he LOVES navigating obstacle courses of spikes and thwomps and sawblades and he LOVES getting decapitated in hell it is ENRICHING for him. the architect keeps trying to euthanize him and it is NOT FUCKING WORKING
BELOW CUT: me being even sillier (yoyo from jet set radio pauein au)
this is pauein 9696. he exists because a friend made a joke about this very concept for some mysterious reason and i felt compelled to make him real (he is derived from the jet set radio paradox version of yoyo obv)
dont ask for lore hes literally just what if pauein was also kind of yoyo. hes epic fail
also he's in the leapusverse because whatever who give a fuck
#pause ahead#askiisoft#pauein#flash games#blood#body horror#ask to tag#decapitation#do i make a fucking. sona tag for 282#whatever man.#sona: pauein 282#also im not putting this in jet set radio tags just for 9696 LMAO#You have to latch onto a game no one else is insane about like some kind of a flea okay?
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I know you said RWBY ships but I would love to hear your thoughts on Dimivain, Dimiashe and Dimiclaude. Dimitri deserves to kiss boys I think.
IM SO HIGH RN AND IM LOSING MY MIND YOU HAVE MADE MY FUCKING NIGHT IM ROLLING AROUND AND SCREAMING YES YES YES YES YES DIMITRI FIRE EMBLEM MY BELOVED
DIMIVAIN: LITERALLY MY FE3H OTP....
i like. i cant even begin to put into words how much i care about dimivain. these two self destructive men raised the same exact way but are so intelligent and caring and *aware* like sylvain is so so whipsmart and hes so protective of others and hes so loyal to *dimitri* and because dimitri cares about all of faerghus that means sylvain will do anything to protect farghus and dimitri has never had to question sylvains loyalty, dimitri who never lived in a world without sylvain, who sees his own darkness refracted through sylvain into something so damaged but so strong, so dependable.... and also they fuck nasty and have sloppy makeouts and hot prep/badboy dynamics and LORD/KNIGHT IMM GOING TO LOSE MY MINDDDDDDDDDDDD i like have to move on or i wont be able to talk about anything else sorry god okay one last thing i always cast sylvain as my dark knight and hrnnng dimitri having his physical strength from his crest but sylvains so strong and his magic protects him and theres just such TRUST between them both to keep each other alive and in line and they have both seen each other at their darkest and most vicious and and and im really cutting myself off
DIMIASHE: i ship it!
(btw i took an edible so im kinda giving up on the ask meme format but im trying) while i think i prefer yuriashe if ashe is gonna be with a lord, i can 100% stand behind dimiashe shippers. ashe is just a total sweetheart and i think he represents such an idolized notion of knighthood and faerghan ideals that i think he can really ground dimitri in a really cute healthy way, reminding dimitri that there is light and love and peace... i think dimitri/ashe/dedue is Everything
DIMICLAUDE: i ship it!
WOOOOOOWOWOWOWOW DIMICLAUDE.... the rituals are so intricate with them both, like they both have such complex feelings that i kinda think it would be hard on them both to get to that point. like dimitri is so much more self destructive while claude is self preserving to a fault and thats soooo beautiful and interesting! i like them best in modern aus because i think the baggage is a little easier for my brain to navigate in terms of them hooking up... like ough i need need need them to have sloppy makeouts at a house party 😵💫😵💫😵💫
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING THIS IM NOT JOKING WHEN I SAID YOU JUST MADE ME SO HAPPY .................... dimitri kissing boys 🥰🥰🥰
#thanks for the ask!#fe3h#HEAVY BREATHING......... DIMIVAIN..........#im clawing at my walls im eating the insulation im insane im normal#dimivain#dimiclaude#dimiashe#dimiashedue? dimidueashe?
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Red White & Royal Blue (Movie Review & Reactions) SPOILeRS!!
"Henry and I are much happier against walls."
My first thoughts were: this movie is actually funny, i loved the cake scene in the beginning of the movie made me laughs a few times. Alex, is also very pretty AND funny. I LOVEE his personality, i don't watch (or read) many male x male romances so i was kind of nervous going into this but i actually loved it.
btw, the guy who plays Alex kind of looks like Jacob Eldori- please tell me I'm not the only one who kind of sees it...
My favorite scene is probably the interview scene, its so cheesy but i love it sm. Also, the scene where they get caught making out by that one lady-- i literally screamed and got into sm trouble- that is the WORST way to get caught.
NEW FAVORITE SCENE ALERT The karaoke scene is my FAVV (its also really cheesy) because he's singing on of my favorite songs by one of my favorite bands (Don't Stop Me Now - Queen)
im also updating this while watching because i have shit memory lol
This movie is literally soo cute so sweet its giving me diabetes (I'm so corny) i might read the book after this now, should i???
btw i love the way Alex looks at Henry, he's SO in love.
I AM SO FUSTRATED AT THE LAKE SCENE, if i was to pour my heart out to you and you're just silent I'd jump in the water and never come back up.. PLEASE SAY SOMETHING.
why did he jump in the water I'm so dead. i would be embarrassed i would never show my face in Austin, England .. Hell i wouldn't show my face ANYWHERE.
AND THEN YOU SWIM AWAY- yeah that'd be so it for me.
PLS tell me this is a joke, why did he leave omg..
"What happened in Texas?" "I ended things with Alex."
NO THE HELL YOU DIDNT!
"Do you love him?" "What difference would it make if i did?"
I'm so glad you asked, it would make a HUGE difference.
[insert sigh] the argument scene... do i even have to say more..?
OMG not the emails getting leaked GYUSVVKDV
Zahra is so mother. "Touch me and die." MOTHER???
IJOBL...
"The king wishes to see you, both of you"
The King: "During the second world war.."
ALL DONE!
My Review: Okay... i love Alex and Henry first of all. this movie is so cute and literally so wholesome, my eyes def watered like once or twice. I need more of them rnrnrnrn, i wonder how different these two are in the book!!
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HIII, hope you’re having an amazing day!! <3
I WAS WATCHING 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU AND MY USUALLY EMPTY HEAD THOUGHT OF SOMETHING AND NOW I HAVE A REQUEST 🤭
Reader can be like Chrissy’s sister and Jason wants to take Chrissy to prom but he can’t bc reader has to go with a date so Jason gets desperate and like pays Eddie to take reader since he’s like the only person that wouldn’t be scared away by reader. Basically like the whole plot of ttihay. Like fluff in the beginning and some angst when reader finds out about Eddie and Jason’s deal but it ultimately ending with fluff🫶🏽😩
PLEASE!!! AND IM SORRY IF THIS IS TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR BUT I COULDNT HELP BUT THINK IT WAS REALLY CUTE😭
anon i love you for giving an excuse to watch ttihay for the thousandth time again mwah! rewrote this a bunch but it came out too long so it’s basically just a retelling with short little flashbacks (italics). sorry this is so bad and got so long i am a mess | wc; 4.4k (what!!!!) [not edited btw]
you fell in love with eddie munson. it happened little by little, day by day.
it happened when he found you at a record store, a new van halen cassette tightly clutched in your hands.
“whatcha got there?” he asks, sliding in to lean on your car door.
“jesus christ! why do you do that?”
eddie smiles innocently. “do what? charm you with my looks and… charm?”
you snort. “no, freak me out by just appearing out of thin air.”
“yeah whatever, whatcha got?” he repeats.
“1984.”
“you like van halen? y’know, i’ve got the same name as eddie van halen.” he brags, pushing his hair out of his f ace.
you shake your head. “i do like halen. sucks you aren’t in a band like eddie can halen though.” you pout.
he gets this crazy look on his face, like he’s been waiting for you to say that. “i am in a band. not van halen-esque, but a band.”
“no you aren’t.” you gape. he nods. “oh my god! what kind of music do you play? metal? rock? that awful pop i hear on the radio? please don’t tell me you play pop music.”
eddie laughs loudly, his head hanging back and everything. he decides to tease you. “we do actually, can’t believe you’re calling my music shitty.” he mimes a tear falling down his cheek.
you want to reach out and hit his shoulder for joking with you, but you don’t. you stand there and laugh and shake your head.
eddie feels weird, having a girl laugh with him and not at him. “are you afraid of me?”
“afraid? why would i be afraid of metalhead eddie munson?” you say in a teasing tone.
he catches on. “okay, so you aren’t afraid, but i can bet you’ve thought about me naked.”
you play along. “you’ve caught me, i’m always thinking about what tattoos you have under there.” you gesture to his shirt. his face turns a bright pink color and before he can say anything in response, a loud engine cuts him off.
jason carver.
he parks directly behind your car and turns off the engine, getting out with a smug look on his face.
“good luck with that.” eddie says, finding the courage to wink. he walks off.
“god, what is it, asshole day?” you say, directed sort of towards jason as he walks by, chewing his stupid gum and spinning his stupid keys on his stupid finger.
you sigh. you were impulsive, a flaw you could admit. a flaw that made you climb into your car, switch to reverse, turn around and…
“what the fuck?!” jason cries. hit jason carver’s stupid car.
you’ve left a sizeable dent in the driver’s side. you’re impressed with your work, and it seems like eddie is too, as he came back just to laugh and nod to you.
it’s what jason deserves after being weird around your sister. it’s like ever since she got on the cheerleading team and became chrissy cunningham, ‘queen of hawkins high’, he beelined to her and won’t leave her alone. she didn’t mind him though, he was a jock and jocks date cheerleaders.
it happened a little bit when you actually saw him perform in his band, that one fateful night at the hideout.
“you’re in corroded coffin?” you shout over the radio music. not as good as eddie’s.
“that’s me. you like it?”
you nod. “it was great! usually not the biggest fan of metallica but, y’know, i liked it.”
“not the biggest- okay, i need to show you their good stuff later.” he says, stern and serious, but he’s smiling.
you nod and laugh. “looking forward to it.”
“so uh, why’re you here? you don’t look like a drinker.”
you shake your head and hold up a coke can. “i’m not, can’t stand drinking. i just know carol and wanted to catch up.” carol was the owner of the hideout and a long time family friend.
a beat passes before eddie speaks up.
“there’s party soon. i’m sure you’ve heard.” he clear his throat.
“what, because i’m obviously such a party-goer?” you joke. “i have. i’m definitely not going.”
“what if you went with me?” he asked. it was a little tempting. eddie was fun, parties were not fun. eddie would make parties fun.
you shake your head. “no can do. look, i gotta help out my mom with some stuff so i uh, gotta go.”
eddie nods. “wait, so what do you say?” he pouts, trying again.
you laugh and shake your head. “you never give up do you?”
“was that a yes?” he calls as you’ve already slipped away.
“no!”
eddie laughs. “was that a no?” he’s even louder than before.
if he had been closer, he would’ve heard you giggle before responding. “no!”
“9:30!” he shouts one last time, just loud enough so that you can barely hear it.
it happened a little bit when eddie took you to that party, then took care of you when you got too drunk.
“i’ve been looking for yo- woah wait. i think you need to sit down.” his eyes are wide at your expression, smiling dopily and eyes halfway closed.
“you’re pretty.” you say, words slurring.
“how much did you drink tonight?” he asks, holding you up. from your perspective, you’re standing perfectly fine.
you wave him off. “dunno, maybe,” hiccup. “four.”
“for what? shots?”
“beers. bottles.”
eddie sighs, closing his eyes for a second. “okay, we have to leave before you hurt yourself or something.”
you want to protest, but that’s when you can feel a headache coming on. you nod. “‘kay.”
eddie takes you to a nearby swingset, away from the noise of the party and the smell of cheap alcohol.
“wanna tell me why you’re drinking? thought you didn’t like that.”
“my dad’s a major asshole. he’s like, awful about dating. did you know that,” hiccup. “chrissy wants to date jason, and vice versa, but since my dad’s weird she can’t.”
eddie already knows. “why’s that?”
“if i don’t date, neither does she. i don’t wanna, but i feel so guilty.” your words are slurring again, your thoughts not completely coherent.
the bills are weighing down eddie’s pockets like bricks. “sounds shitty.”
you nod. “i’m also just being a high schooler.”
eddie laughs, though it’s strained, nearly choking on guilt. “i think i should get you home.”
you jump up and shout. “no! i can’t have some drunk guy,” hiccup. “driving my car!”
eddie laughs and helps you to steady yourself. “‘m not drunk, didn’t just in case you needed help.”
that’s when you felt it, that foreign feeling creeping throughout your body, hitting your heart.
eddie took you to your car and helped you inside, a hand placed on your head to protect it. he buckled you in, because he needed you safe.
he drove you home, driving the speed limit and glancing at you whenever he could, just to make sure you were okay.
he turned on the radio and smiled when it was van halen's girl gone bad from that same album you had bought earlier. it was perfect. eddie felt happy.
the volume low. loud enough to be heard, but not enough to hurt your head. "i should do this." you mention.
"what? start a band?"
you nod and hum. "i think i'd be good at it."
"y'know, i'm in a band. i could recruit you as a new member."
you burst out into laughter, although it wasn't funny. "what metal songs use a tambourine?"
eddie shrugs. he's parked at your house. "you play the tambourine?"
you shake your head and laugh, eyes scrunched up. "no, but i bet you i could. my father would love that, being in a band."
eddie turns the radio off, not wanting you to get distracted. he's never been good with words. "you don't strike me as the type that would ask your father for permission."
you shake your head. "so now you think you know me?"
"i'm getting there." eddie says. he's so happy inside, getting to know you.
"the only thing people know about me is that i'm a big reader with no friends. that i like jane austen a little bit too much. that i've read the dune books like fifteen hundred times."
"so you're a nerd like me?"
you nod, then backtrack. "i'm not a dungeons and dragons and tolkien nerd, but basically."
you stare at eddie for a second, and he stares back. you have this look of fondness on your face, but eddie just chalks it up to your influenced state.
he clears his throat. "so uh, what's up with your dad? he's a pain in the ass."
you nod, clearing your throat as well. "not a pain in the ass, just wants me to be someone i'm not."
"like chrissy?"
you laugh hard, nodding. "like chrissy." you repeat.
"look, i know everyone's all wrapped up in chrissy right now, but uh," he pauses, rubbing his eyes. "she's without."
now it's his turn to have this look of fondness on his face. you don't say anything, just stare, a smile creeping onto your face. "you're not as weird as i thought you were."
eddie laughs, knowing you're still really drunk. it's a breathy laugh, weird and stuck almost.
you close your eyes and lean in, your drunk brain thinking it's the best idea.
as much as eddie wants to, he knows it's not the right time. he clears his throat after what seems like an eternity. "maybe we should uh, do this another time." he hurts saying it, and he knows that he's hurt you too, just from the look on your face.
you scoff, leaning back. you climb out of the car, your car, and leave him to be alone.
it happened a little bit when he surprised you by reciting parts of the love letter wentworth wrote to anne in persuasion.
you were at the new library, the one that opened up recently. it just so happened to carry every jane austen novel, your favorites. you were browsing through, looking for anything that struck your fancy when you see a head a wild hair from the other side.
eddie notices you noticing him, and he runs around to the other side where you are. he puts on his best performance. "i can listen no longer in silence. i must speak to you by such means as are within my reach."
"what are you doing here?" you ask, eyes narrowed.
he continues. "you pierce my soul. i am half agony, half hope."
"god you are so," you start.
he cuts you off, smiling wide. "charming." you give him a sour look and walk away. "wholesome!" he tries again.
"unwelcome. you can't just, fucking, read off a love letter and expect everything to be okay." you try to make yourself sound as confident as you can.
"you're not as different as you think you, you know that?" eddie knew because he was different. you and he were much the same.
"you're not as badass as you think you are." you spit back. eddie wants to protest, to tell you he doesn't think he's badass, far from it. but you push a used copy of pride and prejudice to his chest and walk away.
it even happened when he sang house of pain in the cafeteria after everything, still persistent.
you were sitting in the cafeteria alone, your friends all ditching or with other people you didn't know. you were pushed around the food on your tray before you heard a heavy thump, causing you to look up.
eddie munson, hawkins very own metalhead, was standing on a cafeteria table with a mic. he was staring directly at you. he raises the mic to his mouth, and the music starts.
he laughs into the mic and winks, something silly, even for him.
he dances wildly, nearly stepping on everyone's food.
"say you're gonna leave me, 'cause i only tie you up"
you want to scowl, to walk out and leave him to embarrass himself, just like he did to you in your car. but you don't. it's stupid and awful but you smile and laugh.
teachers have come to the commotion and were running around trying to catch him. he's running this way and that, avoiding the teacher's hands and grabs.
"i always loved you tender, but you only like it rough." he laughs before continuing, tripping up on some lunch trays. "woman bound for glory, why you're leavin' me again?"
you want the song to continue, but a teacher jumps up and grabs the mic from him and speaks into it. "munson, detention." the mic was really the nail in the coffin.
he looks to you and shrugs, smiling like an idiot.
you can't control your laughter, shaking your head.
even when you snuck him out of detention.
you pulled your shirt down, enough to allow a little bit of skin to show. it was after school, detention in mr. andes room.
you blew out a large breath, then walked in. or waltz in really.
"hi mr. andes." you say in a sweet tone.
eddie looks up, knowing your voice. it's high and sweet but it's you.
"oh hi there, what can i do for you?" he asked, leaning back onto his desk.
you tuck hair behind your ear, smiling. "i just had some uh," your voice cracked. "i'm so sorry. i was just thinking about some things we could do to make the school library better."
he nods and chuckles. "you do like reading."
you nod. "i do." you move and try to steer him away from the window, his back fully faced towards it.
you glance at eddie, then at the window. he gets the hint, gathering his stuff quietly.
"so, i came up with - oh my! your bicep!" you hold his arm, squeezing to really sell it. "you don't - you don't take steroids do you? 'cause i heard they can really disintegrate your uh, package."
"uh-" the teacher starts, then is distracted by a thud behind him. eddie was not good at climbing through windows. eddie finally gets out, exactly when you pull back mr. andes attention to you.
"sorry about that, let's talk about this later, yeah? the library and... stuff... yeah." you walk back to the door, mr. andes trying to call you back. you run out to find eddie as soon as you've left the room.
he was looking for you too, finding you quickly.
"oh my god! i can't believe you did that with your..."
"my charm? my wits?" you tease, knowing he was talking about your appearance.
"seriously, i can't thank you enough. do you uh... sorry if this is weird, do you smoke?"
"cigarettes? no, can't stand the smell."
he shakes his head. "weed."
you think about it, you don't smoke. but you could. "i guess i could rewind."
eddie smiles wide. "okay i have some stuff in my van if you wanna?"
"i think i'd like that."
you felt it a little when you got high with him.
"this is nice, why haven't i done this before?" you giggle. you were sitting in eddie's van, him on one side, you on the other.
"you haven't known me." he laughs.
your eyes are droopy. "does it always make you feel happy every time?"
eddie nods. "i guess. at least for me."
maybe it was the weed or his hand on your ankle. but something made you scoot closer to him, take his face in your hands, and lean in. this time he leaned in too, connecting your lips.
again, maybe it was the weed, but it was the best kiss you've ever had.
he smiled against your mouth, making you smile too.
"go to prom with me." it's not a question.
you're still smiling when you pull back, but it's faint. "no."
"c'mon, why not?"
"because i don't want to. because it's a stupid tradition."
"it'll be fun, you might surprise some people."
you suddenly felt extremely sober, leaning back fully. "why are you pushing this?" eddie just looks at you, staring, like he doesn't have words. "what's in it for you?"
shit, he thinks. he's been caught. you've found out about his deal with jason. he was paid to take you out, just because jason wanted chrissy. "nothing. can i not want to be with you? i gotta have some ulterior motive?" he asks.
you laugh, bitter. "you tell me."
eddie doesn't like that. he doesn't like hurting you, but ultimately, he did. he did when he took jason carver's stupid fifty dollars. "i don't think you should smoke anymore." he tries to joke, he tries to lighten the situation, he tries to make you laugh.
you don't though. you shake your head. "i think i need to leave." so you do.
after that, it went downhill. everything did.
"chrissy?"
"come in." she says. she's laying on her bed, watching a movie.
you sigh. "i'm sorry for prom. sorry i'm not like you, queen of hawkins high."
"you don't care," she whispers.
"i do. i do care."
chrissy sits up, glaring at you. "you don't! i don't get to go to prom because you don't feel like it! its... it's not fair."
you didn't know how to go about this. you decide to talk about jason. "jason never told you we had history, did he?" she shakes her head. "before he was the jason carver of hawkins high, we were friends."
"yeah, okay." she sneers like she doesn't believe you. you can admit it does sound weird.
"we were friends, but he tried to make a move on me and after that, i realized he was shitty and full of himself and someone i wouldn't want to be friends with."
chrissy's expression changes. "why didn't you tell me?" she knew he was a dick and full of himself. all he talked about at that party was his modeling career. a part of her hoped it wouldn't work out.
"i wanted to let you make up your mind about him."
chrissy stands up, glaring at you again. "so you let dad hold me hostage." she says it more like a statement. "i am not stupid enough to repeat your mistakes."
you stammer. "uh, i guess i thought i was protecting you."
"not letting me experience anything for myself is not protecting me." she closes her eyes before she gets too heated. "leave."
"what?"
"i want you to leave me alone." she opens her door, gesturing for you to leave her room.
when you finally went to prom, everything was okay. until it wasn't.
eddie met you at your house. he wanted to hug and kiss you and tell you sorry over and over again until you believed it. he settled for holding your hand over the center console.
"you're staring," he says, smiling from the driver's seat.
"you're in a suit."
he nods. "i am, something i had laying around. i'm handsome, right?"
he doesn't expect you to laugh and sincerely say, "yeah. you are."
eddie's nearly shaking by the time you get to the hawkins high gym. he had a plan, a plan to get you to trust him again.
"why're you shaking?" you ask, feeling his hand.
he shakes his head. "dunno, prom's scary."
you laugh because prom is scary. "i'm sorry."
"for what?"
he's leading you into the gym, the music getting louder and louder. "for like, questioning you and stuff. i don't believe you'd do anything bad."
eddie tries his best to smile, to make himself look innocent. "it's alright."
once inside, you dance and eddie spins you and laughs. it's just you and him right then, and it feels amazing.
the song ends and eddie lets go of you. "i have to go, i'm not leaving, but i sort of am? you'll see." and he's gone. next thing you know, he's on stage with a guitar in hand, members of his band surrounding him.
a familiar song starts. "you didn't." you mouth.
"i did." he mouths back, his eyes on you.
it's parallel to the event in the cafeteria, eddie on the tables, singing house of pain by van halen. people around you look confused, because why is eddie munson, metalhead and freak, singing for someone?
his eyes on you make you feel like the only girl in the whole wide world.
you forget time, like it's just whirling around you.
"gonna fix it so you never leave. this house of pain." he sings. the song's ended and eddie's already making his way through the crowd to you.
he kisses you like it's the first time again, only you're both sober. lovesick maybe, but sober.
"i can't believe you." you whisper, only for him to hear.
he's smiling like an idiot, a smile you've grown to love.
"hey! why the fuck is chrissy with someone who's not me?" jason appears from behind you. he's directed his harsh words towards eddie, who's eyes are wide. "i didn't pay you to take out y/n just for chrissy to ditch me!"
eddie doesn't respond, his eyes are on you. you're hurt, broken beyond belief. your eyes are watering, blurring eddie to an outline.
"nothing in it for you, huh?" you say. it's quieter than you want, but he hears it. he hears it because he's tuned to you.
you clench your jaw, trying to hold in the tears and sobs and hurt. you walk past, hitting his shoulder.
if you had stayed, you would've seen chrissy walk up to jason, smiling sweetly and innocently. her expression changes dramatically, and quickly. she punches him in the face, his nose.
"what the fuck?!"
she punches him again. "that's for my sister!" she knees him in between his legs. "and that's for me."
jason falls to the floor, hands clutching his nose and crotch. it's a sight to everyone around him.
you felt stupid, falling in love with eddie munson.
"wait!"
"no, eddie."
"it wasn't like that, i swear." he reaches you, holding your shoulder. you pull away.
you scoff. "what was it, like a down payment now and a bonus for kissing me?"
"i didn't care about the money!" he didn't, he was holding onto all the money for you, to do something nice for you once he's fixed everything. everything won't get fixed, he thinks. "i cared about... i cared about you."
"you are everything i thought about you from the beginning," you say, as calm as you can.
you start to walk away and eddie panics. he doesn't know what else to do other than kiss you. you push him away and run out of there. he's messed up. he really has.
in the present, you're in english class, ready to present a poem you had written for an assignment, one that was assigned however long ago. you felt weird, you didn't have eddie anymore. your father apologized for being weird and allowed you to go to an out-of-state college.
unfortunately for you, eddie was actually in the class, something that rarely ever happened. he had his head down and was bouncing his leg up and down.
"okay class, who wants to present their poem first?"
no one steps up, so you do. "i do."
eddie looks up, glancing at you. you aren't looking at him. once you're in front of the class, he notices your hands shaking. he hates that.
you take a deep breath before starting.
"i hate the way you talk to me
and i hate the way you cut your hair,
i hate the way you drive your van,
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme."
you laugh to make it seem like you're not tearing up. it doesn't work.
"i hate it... i hate the way you're always right
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry."
eddie's looking at you now, studying your expression.
"i hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you don't call.
but mostly, i hate the way i don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all."
eddie's bouncing both legs and wringing his hands. he feels weird, an emotion he can't name. it's not bad, it's nice. like you didn't forget about him.
"sorry." you whisper, wiping your tears before gathering your stuff and leaving.
the day didn't get much easier after that, classes going by like you were walking in molasses. too slow.
when the final bell rang, you wasted no time in getting to your car. you didn't want to face eddie.
in your car, you saw something shiny. a brand new tambourine sitting on the seat. "you're shitting me." you say to yourself.
eddie's there suddenly, right by your side. "do you like it?"
"it's for me?"
eddie laughs. "of course, for when you join my band."
you shake your head laughing. "how'd you-?"
"eh, had a little extra cash." he jokes. "some asshole paid me to take out this really great girl."
you smile, hiking your shoulders up. "is that right?"
"didn't really work though, not sure falling for her was a part of the deal."
you get this look on your face, a mixture of fondness and love and pure admiration. "really?" you know the answer.
he nods. "yeah, i mean it's not every day i find a girl that makes me want to break out into some van halen song."
you laugh, hard. you think about the cafeteria song, and the prom song, all for you. all for you by eddie munson.
he pushes your hair back and kisses you. it's not like the other times, it's sober, unlike the first. it wasn't mean to fix anything, unlike the third. it was real and nice and you wanted it.
you break away to talk. "you can't just buy me a tambourine whenever you screw up."
"i know, but there's always spoons, or maracas, or-" he begins listing off.
you cut him off with another kiss. you were fine with a tambourine, as long as it meant you could be with eddie.
#ask#eddie munson#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson x reader fluff#eddie munson x reader
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More T4T Alenoah since people actually seemed to like the last one! :3
Okay so when I said Alejandro had been pretty sure Noah was also trans from the beginning I mean apart from just ; ✨vibes✨, this happened on the way to Japan ;
Noah desperately hiding behind his teammates to avoid Harold and more of their plane facts (Harold thinks they’re friends. Noah does not.) and he’s like ; “THANKGOD they’re gone. Harold’s actually so fucking annoying I will literally kill myself if I have to so much as breathe the same air as them again.” And then Izzy was like ; “oh haha yeah no that guys actually so weird and ! I’m like- so surprised he hasn’t gotten thrown out of the plane yet!”
And then Noah just looks at her super weird and is like ; “Izzy, Harold actually made a twitter post last month saying they prefer they/them pronouns and are more comfortable with androgynous language, at least when we’re not filming, or when talking to the producers” (Harold is non binary and definitely writes think pieces on gender and why we need to break free from these concepts I DARE YOU TO FIGHT ME ON THIS IM PREPARED)
And Izzy is just like ; “oh haha okay theyre so quirky! Anyways like I said; you literally hate them, im surprised they haven’t gotten thrown out of the plane already lol”
And then Noah immediately went back to talking shit (while using Harold’s correct pronouns). And like when Tyler asked Noah’s just like ; “oh, no I don’t respect Harold remotely, I despise them and wish them misery and misfortune and if I never had to hear their voice again it would be too soon. …. But I’ll still respect their pronouns, duh.”
Alejandro was just in the corner like ; 😳. (When he’s a sarcastic know it all but understands disliking someone is no excuse to misgender them >>)
Also cause alenoah friendship REALLY started when they were leaving Egypt and Gwen made a bi joke (which Cody’s obnoxious bisexual ass ADORED btw) Sierra was like ; “oh haha I personally am ✨🥰cOdYsExuAl😚✨” and then Noah from the corner was just like ;
“More like embarrassing. And a lesbian suffering from comp het. But whatever, you’re not ready for THAT conversation.”
And when everyone else was frozen in shock you already KNOW Alejandro was stifling CACKLES. He was also the only reason Sierra didn’t beat Noah up for saying that (he used his big muscles as a shield Les gooo) and whispered to Noah so no one could hear ;
“They hated him, for he spoke the truth 😌” Noah choked.
And then they were friends! C’mon. We see them in the background talking and laughing with each other WAAAY too much for me to buy that they weren’t friendly.
Personally I’m convinced the reason we didn’t get more alenoah interaction was because they were talking a lot about trans solidarity and being obviously in love with eachother, and this queer phobic show just couldn’t handle that smh
(Yes I am insufferable about them thanks for asking!) okay so Noah was taking his testosterone pills one day after he dropped the singing comment and confirmed it, when Alejandro was just like ; oh yeah! I actually used to take the shots lol, switched to patches while on the show” and Noah was like ; “BRO WHY????”
Cause WHY WOULD YOU PUT YOURSELF THROUGH THAT??? (The answer is because Alejandro has issues) but anyways it lead to Noah bringing Heather into the argument so she could help him tell Alejandro ; ?!? No I don’t take my hormones through shots??! I’m waaaay too hot to suffer like that”
Anyways Alejandro and Noah totally just spent that first half of the season bonding over trans masc stuff.
Like Alejandro spent SO much time complaining about how his sweat used to smell like flowers, and how he definetly doesn’t miss the dysphoria but he does miss that.
Noah’s like ; yeah I actually kept some of my skirts because they’re waaaaay more comfortable than pants, but I don’t wear them outside cause then people wanna be queerphobic! Like yeah I’m a guy in a skirt, deal with it.
And they bonded over how they understand misogyny and rape culture in a way cis men really NEED to. And talk about all the male privledge they’ve noticed they’ve gotten (they got overheard and caused several debates on gender theory and politics between contestants that was pretty eye opening for some of them)
Anyways London happens and Alejandro has to get his trans homie eliminated cause he knows too much yeah yeah. So these two were still being petty and bitter, but this definitely happened after the wedding challenge ;
Alejandro and Courtney were debating about which dress had been the best, which then sparked a debate between all remaining contestants on masculinity and stuff:
And in the end Alejandro gets fed up; leaves, AND THEN COMES BACK IN THE V NECK WEDDING DRESS, looking hot AF (just look at slipper slopes fanart if you want a visual) and turns to Duncan, strokijg his soul patch and smirking like ; really chico? dresses make me any less of a man?? then why am i still far more one than YOU.
duncan contemplated on his actions and sexuality a lot that day. And then came away from the experience causing far less micro aggressions :3
And Noah totally saw because Chris definetly rehired him after his elimination (personally I believe he makes a point of firing Noah at least twice a week, it’s a thing at that point) and so he was helping the poor poor overworked (starved crazed desperate) interns in the editing room and was just like ;
Dammit you’re still a slimy eel who got me eliminated and I’m mad at you… but I would REALLY like to make out with you rn unfortunately , this sucks.
Oki! So I have more, and just more trans TD headcannons in general; but this is already a lot TwT lemme know if anyone else wants more.
#total drama#alenoah#total drama world tour#td alejandro#td noah#td heather#td duncan#td harold#td izzy#trans headcanon#td sierra
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!! i am asking abt the wtnv guys.. i know carlos is the love interest but whats he like :-3
!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA JOYOUS I WAS ACTUALLY PLANNING ON ASKING IF ANYONE WOULD SEND ME ASKS ABOUT CARLOS HEHEHEHE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
ok so carlos is the love of my life basically the whole thing w him is that like . im sure uv at least Gathered the general concept of night vale from being in podcast spaces but i like being thorough so im xplaining anyway .... night vale is a town that is weird and Freakay and carlos is a scientist who comes to study it . he starts out equally fascinated and frightened by the strange events that happen there and is quite othered by the town but eventually grows to adjust to it more and love it while still being able to call out some of the weirder shit which helps CECIL begin to question things more which is fun mutual character development (: he tends to be the more closed off and quiet one in comparison to cecil who can barely keep a secret to save his life, except when hes talking about science which he can go on about foreva and eva and eva
he is extremely autistic i love him dearly hes some of the best autistic rep ive seen (except when hes Not but thats usually not bc of how hes written but bc of how cecil Talks about him on occasion but whatever . its a show thats gone on for like ten years its bound to have some flops) i love him so much (: his fixation on science is Very obviously written to be a special interest (he only finds jokes that are scientifically accurate funny, he gets so excited at being asked a question about space that he goes on a huge ramble about it before laughing and skipping bc hes so excited, he self regulates by looking at a list of his favorite numbers) and it makes me very happy it was PIVOTAL for kid me loving himself as an autistic person . because hes also the most handsome man in town and his husband is MADLY in love w him and finds all that endearing (the heist isnt canon btw) and hes incredibly smart and capable and agh!!!!! and hes also written with other autistic traits too (not being able to understand jokes, not being able to read subtext, getting so overwhelmed hes unable to speak, intense hyperfocuses) and all of these things dont detract from these facts!!!!!!!! AGHHHH i love it it makes me so happy . genuinely he was so so so impactful on like eighth grade me feeling comfortable and happy w those Things abt herself that he didnt yet understand aaaghhhhhhh. i love him so much!!!!!
hes also an INCREDIBLY interesting character i think wtnv doesnt use him as much as he should a lot of the time hes sometimes relegated to just "cecils husband" which is sad bc hes SO SO SO interesting? hes incredibly bad at expressing his emotions and tends to keep them very clsoe to his chest and hold secrets from people that he cares about - the desert otherworld arc being a KEY example of that hes so fascinating . he develops this really codependent friendship with kevin (an ex-antagonist current-general freakazoid) thats really Really intense due to them being like the only two people trapped in the desert otherworld together and they really do seem to care about each other (kevin was canonically in love w him and carlos seems to feel enough abt him in return that kevin Also canonically genuinely believed it was mutual) and hes unable to really express any of his emotions verbally so he just leaves kevin a letter before leaving without explicitly saying that hes never coming back outside of the letter that kevin reads after hes already gone . and also he was trapped in the desert otherworld (which is like another dimension) for what seemed for cecil (his boyfriend at the time) like a year but for CARLOS due to time dilation it was ten years . where he was trapped in another dimension with no way to get to his home and see the man that he loves again . and carlos said in the ten year anniversaty ep that cecil will Never know how long carlos was in there and that carlos is never gonna tell him . and i find all that FASCINATING carlos is such an interesting character mostly due to the way he keeps everything so close to his chest but its quite sad bc DUE to that we rarely ever see his cmoplexities .... hes a bundle of lies via omission and oh my god i want to know more about his psyche so so so much
also hes a silly goose!!!!!! he loves theatre and acting and gets so excited to go to a murder mystery dinner theater (which in night vale is a very serious thing thats a way of like . actually trying to solve a crime) that he tests out so many fake accents on cecil (live on air) that the secret police tell cecil to uninvite carlos immediately which makes carlos so sad disappointed that cecil has to say that theyll make their own murder mystery dinner theater to cheer him up. he has a brief hyperfixation on making tiktok dances to the degree that when he says hes working late cecil assumes hes lying so he can do more tiktok dances. another one of his hyperfixations over the years is elden ring which he hyperfocused on so hard that he played it for 22-23 hours a day and was so fixated on it that he didnt know the moon was missing, or particularly care until he finished this boss. he spends his time at work making construction paper collage love notes for his husband and considers this important undisturbable work. when talking to one of his assistants he says that the subject of discussion will now be science, and then pulls out a graph with just the word "science" on it and says that its a visual aid for the discussion. i love him so much hes so silly goose
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