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woe cucumber be upon ye
[ID: A digital drawing of Agent Eight from Splatoon. She holds CQ Cumber in her hands out to the viewer with an open mouthed smile. End ID]
#ID by baby-butch#agent 8#cq cumber#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#splatoon 2 octo expansion#uhhh#pearlart#yeah!
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my "no canon interactions" gfs. and yes they smoke weed
#id in alt text#avatar the last airbender#atla#toph#smellerbee#smellerbeextoph#figured i may as well draw my most obscure ship for#atlasapphicweek#oldergaang#since everyone else loves throwing random dykes together heres my favorite example because it actually MAKES SENSE#also this is like the second time ive ever drawn smellerbee#so ive never actually given thought to her older design#but at the very least i think she'd have to outgrow her makeshift armor#and maybe she steals some of longshots shirts#and my older design for toph just has her looking chiller and dykier bc duh#also yes she would cut her hair. uninternalizing those confucian values#anyway. we need more femslash thats like. grimy morally ambiguous dirtcore dykes that smoke weed#and less ultra feminine princesses supergirl kissing or whatever#baby butches getting high in a forest!!!!! thats what its about babey!!!!!#its MY house and i get to choose the femslash#art#mart
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are you intersex too?! oh my god you all might just be my new favorite artists ever
i am an intersex nonbinary girl :) <3
#i kinda just had intersex stuff confirmed this year#my gender has been very confusing so this was helpful confirmation#i thistle ID as a nonbinary girl#snap my wife identifies as a nonbinary puppygirl#im joking but i think puppygirl is her gender#my partner tripp is a he/him butch who leans masc#the rest of my system is all over the place#i am also trans... i have transitioned... twice#rn im on round THREE baby of transitioning its all very confusing
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currently doing that thing i tend to do where i know something about myself deep down but keep pushing it down and coming up with a million excuses of why it can’t be etc etc.
#in other definitely not related news i dont think nonbinary quite fits me anymore#i feel like butch suits me best. it just feels *right* in the way that like lesbian feels right.#makes me feel warm inside#but bc im me my brain is like well you wear dresses like once every 3 business months so you cant be butch#even though. clothes have no gender. and even if they did: i wear dresses and skirts in the way men do if that makes any sense at all#like i'll make an outfit but it doesn't make me any less masc....its just a different way of performing my masculinity#this is complicated and confusing#and like i can't find exact definitions on what being butch means aside from clothing everything is just a vague its a feeling#baby girl what in the ever loving fuck does that mean#i need 100% concrete answers. which is impossible for a topic like this and that makes me want to gnaw on a tree and thrash about#<- autism mome#anyways i need someone to give me permission to id as butch so i dont make myself insane about it#kj.txt
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Someone could probably win my heart by carrying around little snacks for when im in sensory shutdown like im some sort of large flighty creature.
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Ollie took one of the best pictures of me to date last night, like it's cute and a lil smarmy what else could you possibly want!
#ya girl#me#i could stand to change my selfie tag but eh#looked at my very first selfie on tumblr a while back (like 2013) and wow! baby!#alt text in id#lesbian#butch#just some guy
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finals week has me acting unwise in general
#this shit brings out the worst in people lmfao#normally im like a decently chill guy#last chem class i had an anxiety attack this chem class i called myself ugly right tf out loud and then i was like wait what#bro we're supposed to keep the insecurities kinda lowkey. dont even say 'im ugly' they either baby you or agree#this is where id put a skull emoji but im on a laptop rn#im like hey everyone does anyone wanna hear about how i literally dont have the option to get vitamin d because i get ready and go ...#... to school as the sun rises and get home from extracurriculars as the sun sets. or we can like look at memes#tomorrow tho i get to display some art and be helpful and lift stuff#im butch thats like crack to me.
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some ty inch worm divider variants I made for my pinned post :) they are free to use (non-commerically) with credit !
[image ID: seven transparent images featuring digital drawings of ty's inch the inchworm beanie baby, each with stripes of varing colours. in order, they are: the original colours, the lesbian flag, the rainbow pride flag, the bisexual flag, the trans flag, the progress flag, and the butch flag. end ID]
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librarians redesigned!!! by me!!! :)
the designs are free to use, i used this as a character design exercise for myself while recovering from carpal tunnel issues!
read more for all the individual designs + me ranting :*
first off roland!! i included an angelica in here, i designed her before him, shes very triangular to me.. maybe a bit more messed up than roland tells us about, he is a biased narrator afterall. anyways i wanted his design to match hers nicely, so hes like a rounded square type of guy... i think projmoon designed him to be Just A Guy intentionally, so i played into it. overall the least interesting design of the bunch imo. its on purpose :)
angela !!! my baby :) an important thing here is her bangs. i dont want her hair to be able to recover from however many years she spent with the hard middle part in lobcorp, i think its cute to incorporate it still. swoopy, fluffy hair for her! and the clothes are just a bit more casual idk the librarian uniforms were kinda boring and stiff to me, as much as it does go with her character.. if u wanna be human u gotta experience the joy of sweatpants or whatever. also i didnt add color but i dont want her to be fully white<3 or fully clear skinned.. give her sunspots on her face. she finally gets to experience sun. :)
guess ill go in order of appearance lol. malkuth! whats the headband for if it doesnt keep anything out of her face!! since shes a bit more active than some of her colleagues, i also gave her a ponytail(its also for the silhouette...) also gave her some chubbier thighs.. also maybe a butler-esque coat, at least to me; i just made it a bit more form fitting than the original. playing into her personality or whatever. shes cute.. remember to take deep breaths!!
yesod!! i want to play into the skin issues a bit more, i still removed his gloves but i gave him a poncho, not just for the square silhouette im trying to build but for more coverage. also emo hair over eyes was funny. also wide flare pants for you, boy. just very square and put together in general
hod! this ones my favorite (i even cared enough to give her a pattern on that skirt!!) it was kinda bugging me how in the artbook i couldnt tell who was writing because hod's, malkuth's, and tiphereth's colors are so similar. so hod is pink now, and malkuth a bit more orange. i kinda went for a romantic poet thing here, dunno how much that worked out, but i think out of everyone you can tell shes the literature girl. gave her pigtails !! theyre cute :> also since i removed the coat decoration off of angela, i gave part of it to hod in the bottom of her coat :). cute and round!
netzach is a very strange man to me.. ellipse shape and loose fitting clothes for u. if i saw him irl i wouldnt approach him. not to say i dont like him as a character, i love him, but i want him to look like a depressed guy who would pick up art as a hobby to distract himself and it works. bro is just surviving out there. also gave him comfy clothes to make the surviving easier, down to the shoes and wide, id assume non-denim pants - maybe cotton? maybe sweatpants that dont fit around the ankle? who knows.
tiphereth!! since she's like the teen girl of the group i gave her a skater dress, converse, and a tied coat around her waist.. like how i used to wear as a teen when i was being a hater and recovering from a death in the family that changed my entire life (im still a teen ... 9 more days till im 20 as of posting this). also gave her fishnets i think she would like that. i imagine she would get headaches bc of those dumb braids on her head<3 or maybe bc her coworkers are kinda dumb<3
gebura :) round face, reverse triangle shaped body.. like a true butch lesbian stereotype.. i decided a leather jacket, docs and pants i see metalheads wear would fit her! red leather jacket, of course. also gave her spiky hair just like projmoon did<3 my favorite detail here are the eyebrows, i think their shape is rlly neat! nvm i think its just that gebura is rlly neat. anyways the eyebrows fit her
chesed my boy.. idk i just saw him and hit him with the transmasc beam and gave him , as the kids say, wh0re eyes. i wanted him to have rounder hips and just be round in general. turtleneck and cardigan combo also, i think he would like wearing that. also somewhat curlier hair, or at least wavy would do him well! and a tote bag, i dont doubt that he would go out to read in coffee shops if he could - so he gets a tote bag to carry his sociology books. i want him to look like he would give the warmest, comfiest hugs and be friend shaped
binah!! this one was the most challenging, trying to find the right place for the colors - to not use too little or too much yellow. i still dont think i got it right but this is as close as im getting. long face, long nose, siren-ish eyes.. messed up in the head bird lady that speaks like hannibal! i also dont think a dress really suits her so i opted for wide pants and a fancy black button up .. maybe angela styled her, who knows. also black fingertips which is a trait i like to give the arbiters (including an oc).. just my own little consistency thing i like to do :)
hi grandpa! ok for hokma i dont think the changes are that big? i gave him O shaped legs and his sword thing i turned into a walking cane, gave him a vest (didnt want to opt for a corset but i think he would enjoy the back support for proper posture) . also gave him a mild gradient from darker gray to lighter gray, since he IS the gray part of the ABC trio. gave him salt and pepper hair and an older face. forgot to draw it, but i wanted to give him a silicone tip for the sword so it doesnt dull out, which he can take off when recieving guests
honorary mention to go along with the angelica i mentioned with roland, i mildly changed up her twin(k) brother. i gave argalia and angie the same hair but mirrored, his a bit more curly and hers a bit more spikey, his face a bit more edgy, hers a bit rounder and kinder. not much else to say here, i liked his design as is, but wanted to add him here :)
#library of ruina#project moon#art i made#big project done wooo ! :) im proud of myself for setting a goal and sticking to it. are you proud of me. tell me youre proud of me
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'fire on fire' - a poem i wrote about butch4butch desire and the shame that can come with it 🧡 (images ID in read more)
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Poem called Fire on Fire:
Oh, sweet sunshine boy,
Edges jagged like a grazed knee
On the summer pavement.
You take up the room
With broad shoulders and raucous laughs
Legs far apart
Unable to be toppled –
But you wish somebody would,
Wouldn’t you?
You fear seeming a threat,
You don’t have to worry about that with me,
We’re cut from the same granite,
And I promise I won’t
Go below the belt.
You fear yourself,
What would happen if you didn’t hold back
All that passion and ember
Sizzling on your lips and fingertips,
The urge to control
To be rubbed raw
To be bent and splayed
To be weak
To let that guard down.
I know that armour protects you
But, baby,
I know how heavy it is too,
Strip it all down with me.
Let my own calloused hands
Uncover that raw skin underneath,
Against me you can lean,
Hip meeting hip,
Lips meeting lips,
In the cover of the dark.
It can stay between us.
Let me show you what it feels like.
Both stripped down
To our bare vulnerabilities,
Unafraid of each other’s sharp edges,
Mouths connecting like
We’re searching for air.
To be butch like us,
Can be so lonely,
You must learn to be so hard.
Let me kiss the tender bump of your bicep
Run your tongue along the curve of my armpit
You can’t burn what’s already lit.
When we see each other again in that rundown bar,
You can hit my shoulder bashfully
And let your finger linger in that space a second too long.
We don’t have to tell anyone
That you want me too.
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Opinion on chaggie
I LOVE THEM. they're actually the whole reason i got into the show and are my favorite characters in cannon so far (as MUCH as i love velvette, i want to see more of my girl- she has my favorite potential & to draw & would def be the one id bang) like- i wanna read x reader fics of the two but i literally feel like a HOMEWRECKER. like these two need more content of them as a couple- i LOVEEE a good guard x princess dynamic and i will openly admit that my guard dog idea with velvette came from the urge to get a similar dynamic with velvette because she's my baby girl and deserves a big butch (me) to guard her
i also really wish that more folks focused on them in the fandom because ITS AN OPENLY QUEER COUPLE WHO LOVES EACHOTHER. SUNSHINE X GLOOM. DEVIL X ANGEL. SO MANY TROUPES WE LOVE BUT ARENT FOCUSING ON!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! i really like the whole vaggie being an angel thing too because i know we all knew with the eye thing but god damn was it good. fav episode by far. i also need an actual song duet from them I KNOW THE REPRISE WAS GOOD BUT THEY DESERVE A SONG EAT IT
tldr; i fucking love chaggie and i actively think about them a lot. i have lots of ideas
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Advice for baby butches, mascs, trans masculine people or just who wants to appear masculine and still take care of themselves-
Accessories and clothing -
Men’s chains, chose thicker ones. Plain white or black t-shirts are your bsf now. Don’t be scared to shop in the men’s section, Flannels are amazing, short sleeve ones are VERY butch, Belts make any outfit more butch. Straight leg jeans can help reduce curves in the hips and ass area
Hair-
Long hair isn’t “not masc” you don’t have to cut it, but if you want a masc cut, if you’re afab, find a picture of a feminine presenting person with the haircut you want, it makes the hairdresser more e likely to do it
Get a good routine in place for your hair, I like the Monday shampoo and Conditioner and the Cantu deep conditioner, although those can feel really feminine, id Recommend the bull dog line if you don’t like that. If you have a textured fringe or shag, spray salt water on your hair. It helps the look, but it can make your hair feel low-key gross, so don’t touch it
Skin-
Very basic skincare routine, contour serums can help you achieve a more masculine face shape, moisturise properly and shape your brows. Remember to cleanse, zinc and salysillic (I can’t spell that sorry) acid are good ingredients to look for.
Personality and behaviour-
Showing chivalry can help people view you as more masculine, as well as just taking up space, but for butches especially, don’t be that dude who’s a full on saviour for the damsel in distress, just show femmes the respect cis men don’t, and maybe carry their bag too. Butchness is about subverting masculinity to make it gentle and nurturing. So avoid agression, sort shit out by talking to people
#lesbian#butch#masc lesbian#butch lesbian#dyke#butch dyke#butch pride#trans dyke#dykeposting#transsexual#transmasc#trans man#transgender
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i always wonder about the cleaning situation at the loft. do they have a big cleaning day once in a while? do they ask coil to send someone to clean? does alec ever do the washing up? if so, is he an ipad baby who watched gaming channels while doing so?
i ascribe to a headcanon obtained from this gorgeous art:
(eternally thinking about this artists rendition of the loft. sooo incredibly lived-in....captures the Essence of those guys and they're not even in the drawing. i love you blood-spattered fancy shirt alec left on the counter i love you lisa's bra laying around on their massive pile of laundry i love you brian's protein powder on top of the fridge.)
which is to say:
they have a big whiteboard for delineating chores and alec is always doodling all over it and everyone gets affectionately mad at him for this
i'm obsessed w the implication in the last part of the drawing i snipped that tattletale had to do the other undersiders chores every day of the week but on the one day that was supposed to be hers alec did her chores instead. perhaps as some kind of insufferable bit, or perhaps because he felt he should recompense her for having to do his chores after he accidentally laid facedown in bed all monday because "he was tired" (having a bad day in the depression department)
i think brian does a comically disproportionate amount of the cleaning for someone who does not actually fucking live there. he'll see a mess that could Easily have been fixed already sitting there 5 days in a row and get annoyed enough to clean it up while alec is laying on the couch like [thinking 2 himself] Victory....I knew I wouldn't have to do it if I waited long enough... + sometimes lisa walks in on him just scrubbing the stove clean or some other task 15yos would not think to do and she wisely elects not to ask What For bc she knows that will result in brian going on a homeowners tangent
lisa and alec make rachel handle any Notably Gross Or Difficult chores if brian isnt there. lisa hovering over rachels shoulder directing her in how to fix their busted toilet while alec eats a bag of cool ranch doritos in the doorway and provides commentary. theyre holding the ladder steady for her while she changes the lightbulbs. butch of the house
also i think one time a dog threw up on the carpet and alec was like BITCH!!!! BITCH YOUR DOG JUST THREW UP ON THE CARPET IT'S REALLY GROSS and rachel trudges off to get cleaning supplies from the closet and then another dog comes up and starts eating it and alec is like BITCH!!!!! BITCH JUDAS IS EATING IT IT'S REALLY GROSS and rachel is like [furious] SO STOP HIM. and alec is like Ewww...nooo ew his face is covered in doggie upchuck i'm not touching him...and then rachel makes a really ominous growling noise so alec goes and hauls on judas' collar to drag him away but hes not happy about it
they always all throw a buncha clothes on the laundry pile when they come back tired after a mission and then theyre like Ok we will do that tomorrow. and then tomorrow theyre like id rather rest tho....so their laundry pile grows infinitely larger until they all miserably have to spend an afternoon cooperating to get that shit washed. And don't even get me started on the "folding" side of things.
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“want a distraction?” + nyck 🫶🏽
fifteen minutes (ndv21)
─── you indulge in your distraction
your phone buzzes next to you, the chime specific to one person ringing. you flip your phone, face id unlocking it and displaying the notification you knew was coming.
nycky 9:38 PM
wyd??
you bite back a smile. you shouldn’t be smiling at a text from a booty call, especially with the amount of homework staring you in the face. in an effort to show some self-restraint, you put your phone down, screen down with the ringer off, and carry on with your homework.
you get about two paragraphs into your reading before curiosity gets the better of you and you have to flip your phone over again.
nycky 9:42 PM
i miss you :(
he makes you want to scream. against better judgement, you reply.
9:43 PM
doing hw.
i’m BUSY
you hit send, an accomplished smile on your face even though you know full well that saying you’re busy would not be enough to deter him from trying to see you. you turn your phone back down, forcing yourself to pay attentions to the numbers on your textbook instead of the butch boy bothering you at nearly ten in the evening. you fight through the urge to flip your phone, instead choosing to channel that energy into stupid equations you’ve read through thrice now.
you do finally manage to understand the equation, solving about three problems with work shown before you lean back and indulge yourself by checking your phone.
nycky 9:45 PM
i think you can squeeze me in for an hour?
or not can i come anyways? i wanna see you
i’ll be good, promise.
nycky 9:55 PM
be there in 30.
he sent the text thirty minutes ago, and like the timely bastard that he is, your doorbell rings right on time. you squeeze your eyes shut, mumbling christ under your breath as you make your way over to the door. you look through the peephole for good measure, and sure enough nyck is standing on the other side of your door, waiting with his hands stuffed in his pockets.
you swing the door open, “can i help you?”
“well hello to you too.” he chuckles, hands immediately going to your waist and pulling you too him. you roll your eyes playfully, kissing him anyways because you both know you can’t resist.
you step aside, letting him into your apartment and shutting the door behind you. nyck walks past the kitchen, past the living room, and walking through your bedroom door before you do. when you enter your room, he is craning his neck trying to read the work you left idle on your desk.
“as you can see,” you shut the door, “i’m a bit preoccupied.”
he hums, looking up at you. “want a distraction?”
your cheeks burn red, shaking your head. “n-no. i need to get this done, it’s due by midnight and i still have 4 more problems to do. and i have a test about this stuff on monday.”
you ignore his cheeky smile, pushing him towards the direction of the bed as you find your seat back at your desk.
“not even fifteen minutes?” he whines, sitting on your bed and watching as you pick up your pen.
“nope.”
it’s quiet for the most part after that, you managing to finish two more problems despite nyck burning holes through your head. the work was getting harder though, the third question no longer making any sense to you. you must’ve ripped three sheets of paper before nyck pipes up from behind you.
“sure you don’t want that distraction?”
“mhm…”
you pay no mind to the sound of nyck shuffling behind you, putting pen to paper as you try to scribble down the problem for the fourth time while hoping to god you’ll finally get it right. nyck’s lips are on your cheek first, pressing gently down and along your jaw.
“it might help clear your mind… maybe give you a little more clarity on this problem.”
his lips are below your ear as you whine. “nyck…”
“just fifteen minutes baby,” he mumbles against your skin.
you write the number 7 for the second time before he consumes your senses. he turns your chair around, lips pressing to yours hastily while his hands grab you greedily. you moan softly against his mouth, pulling away for a split second.
“fifteen minutes?”
nyck smirks, nodding as he drops to his knees. “ten, if you’re a good girl.”
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This is an old Twitter thread I'm posting here as an archive, when I eventually get banned on there for not tolerating transphobic abuse against me.
Still pretty relevant tho, even tho it was written almost a year & a half ago.
I'm sorry, I don't know how to do alt text, so here is the image ID under the cut:
[Image ID: A Twitter thread made by user Booker-Garet Feniks @abookandabun. The thread reads:
So, lately, I've been seeing some Takes™ on transition on here, & as a transman who looks like a baby butch lesbian, I have some Thoughts™, so here's a thread
First thing's first: I am short. I am skinny (read: underweight), & curvy. I have a more or less conventional hourglass figure. I also have a soft face, big lips & big eyes with long lashes. I keep my nails long & my hair long & when I cut them, they grow back fast
By all means, if I were a woman, I would be, if not conventionally attractive, at least conventionally feminine, with my small waist, wide hips, my long legs, & even my tiny tits. Despite this, I dress masculine. I hold myself like a man, I deepen my voice
My voice is naturally a bit deep, but not deep enough for there to be any ambiguity about what's in my pants. I still speak in a fake, deep voice, & when I introduce myself, I do it with a grin & tell everyone very openly 'my name is Booker-Garet'
Despite this, I do not pass. I am constantly Miss'ed & Ma'am'ed when I'm out & about. People who know me need to be told that I'm a man & go by he/him pronouns. Imagine that, imagine calling a teenage boy with an unambiguous male name 'she'. Imagine how I feel
How I feel when none of my efforts matter. How, when I'm at my most masculine while pre-op & pre-T, people see meas nothing more than a girl. It's distressing. I know what they're thinking, that I'm a tomboy or a lesbian. If they recognise that I'm trans, they don't show it
And, I feel like it's easy to get mad at GNC women. It's easy to get mad at the tomboys & the butches & the studs. 'They think I'm you' you might think. 'You're too visible & I'm not, & they think I'm you.'
I find it easy to blame a lot of ciswomen for this. The ones who tell me I should've just stayed a lesbian (which I never was), that I should've just been a tomboy (which I was), that I'm a traitor to womanhood (so be it). It is easy to get mad at them
It's hard being a trans guy, when the only pieces of masculinity coming from a female person people are aware of are the ones who are women, who stay women & who love being women. I didn't love being a woman. I love women, I love my cis & trans sisters
But I can't help feeling bitter when they perform masculinity & no one denies their womanhood, no one on the right side of history. But I can be my most manly self & even my allies feel that I'd just be better off as a lesbian, as a masculine woman.
As if masculinity is alright, is safe, as long as you're a woman who performs it, but the moment you're a man performing masculinity, you're not worth the time, the effort, the brain power.
Almost as I'd it's easier for people to accept me as a masculine woman, with my deep voice & my masculine name, than admit to the fact that I am a man
It's hard to admit that you don't pass. It's hard to admit that I'm not a 'real man', whatever that means. It's not, however, hard to admit that I don't have privilege. It's not hard to admit that I face misogyny.
It's not hard to admit that if you're AFAB & masc presenting, nothing short of a Thor voice & a Gandalf beard, & body hair like a gorilla will make people see you as anything but a woman. Because if I don't say this, who else will? I can't let people live a lie
I can't let people keep on believing that 'transmascs have it easier', that it's easier for us to pass. I can't let people keep believing that we 'run away from womanhood to have male privilege'. Where's my male privilege, Joanne? Did it get lost in the Owl Mail?
People will keep on believing that we have it easier, that we don't face discrimination, that we don't get misgendered & assaulted & killed. They will keep believing that, & they will keep ignoring us & our oppression, unless someone finally says 'Enough!' & tells their story
& I'm a good story teller, so I'm telling you. I don't pass, I wish I did, but I don't. Many of my brothers do not pass. Stop ignoring us just because you think we have it 'easier'. We don't, & your inaction is allowing us to get killed. Do better
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