#I've been playing stardew valley and I'll see a notification that he's online playing a game
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It is 2am, and while this has become a common sleep schedule for me, tonight I know why I am putting off sleep. I know that as soon as I lay my head down with no distractions, I will lay awake thinking about bad memories
#thinking about the situation with the 37 year old and the friend#and thinking about my ex wyatt#he's been on my mind#I've been playing stardew valley and I'll see a notification that he's online playing a game#and I've been listening to a song from a show we watched together and it's been making me sad#it's about not knowing how to love and feeling like you're a bad person#which at the time i thought was applicable to him but now i know it's applicable to me#and i don't want to get back together with him#it's just a weird mostly bitter but slightly sweet feeling
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