I don't see people talk nearly enough about what having your bending taken from you must entail.
Your bending is not just a weapon: it's the tangible manifestation of your energy, it's a big part of how you interact with the world and a vital, organic function of your body.
And I'm sure this was especially true for Ozai, if Iroh's description of his aptitude towards firebending from the cradle in Legacy of the Fire Nation is anything to go by.
I can't help but think about how losing it must've affected the rest of his bodily functions.
Ozai struggling to regulate his body temperature in his cold, humid cell, hugging his own shivering body tight enough to leave fingers imprints on his arms and still not finding any comfort because the cold is coming from within.
Ozai suddenly finding himself breathless after the mildest physical effort because a lot of his breath regulation was based around fire control as well, and his lungs still try to steal more oxygen than he now has need for.
Ozai losing sensitivity in his limbs some days, and being so overly sensitive his rough clothes feel like sandpaper on his skin some others, because his nerves' endings are raw and burned with the trauma of deprivation.
Ozai's body being incapable of holding onto much food because his whole metabolism was partially relying on the fire inside him.
Ozai's mind floating aimlessly every so often, unable to focus with the decreased temperature of his brain, unable to keep track of time and faces and to discern the muddy blur of his emotions, if he's still able to feel any at all.
Ozai slowly flickering and fading away like a flame trapped under a glass, with no oxygen and nothing to hold onto.
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Why am I feeling off?
Am I sick?
Am I depressed?
Is it basically winter break?
Does my child have another medical procedure this week so he'll be intubated for the 4th time?
Does my boss suck?
Am I grieving?
All of the above?
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just been feeling ill and exhausted on loop lately
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The more I think about it, the ending the hatchlings had in "How Sharper Than a Serpent's Tooth", while already pretty brutal, was probably kinder than they faced in canon.
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i'm like. desperate to get back into doing music regularly but the thought of doing it by myself is really depressing. i could sing, but what i really want to do is sing with other people. i can't accompany myself because i only really have experience with wind instruments. i could start practicing recorder again, but recorder is also kind of a bummer to play on its own, especially after having the experience of playing in a small group. i could try to learn guitar, but i know i don't have the motivation to teach myself and i don't really have the money to spare for lessons.
i know if i don't want to do it alone, i have to be more proactive in either getting together with my few musical friends who live close enough and persuading them to do the kind of things i want to do (we have varied interests that don't always overlap), or finding an existing group that i can join (nobody near me is doing exactly the things i want to do and i don't have the contacts or the skill to get in touch with strangers and start something)
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Why does my dad keep coming to bug me "you're not depressed are you you're acting weird and potatoing" no I'm not you're making it up I normally spend all day in bed/on the couch quit reading into it and leave me alone (you have had the right to know my emotional state revoked for a long time and I refuse to give you a window into I feel because you do not have access to that level of me)
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"oh you're sad? 🥺 just be happy"
girl you would also ask a dead person to just be alive won't you? you would ask someone who got their foot broken to just put it back. gtfo
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