#I'd choose to remove my skin and wear a black faceless mask sown into my skin forever than do that shit | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

phvnthom · 11 months

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Every single time I see one of those stupid posts that's like, "Being in your 20s is the worst decade of your life, you're not a person yet, oh you're such a baby still, stop glorifying youth, being in your 30s and 40s is where it's at, etc." Older people are not a pinnacle. Being older is not the great thing you think it is and it just sounds super infantilizing on top of it. Just absolutely rage inducing. Sorry, but worry about yourself and how your 20s lacked bc of your own personal failures and stop equating that to some profound realization.

#I'd rather stick the barrel of a gun to the back of my skull and blow my brains out than ever lose any sense of autonomy to time #'being in your 30s is so cool!' die already bite bite bite KILL KILL KILL #I'd choose to remove my skin and wear a black faceless mask sown into my skin forever than do that shit #but then again..... I've got a personality disorder and the way I feel about the world and the people in it isn't the norm #also if it takes you that long to realize basic things about the world and the way it operates you're just stupid #'you finally start feeling normal and then you realize no one is and it's freeing :) you figure out who you really are'#.....literally it doesn't take a genius to figure that out #and it's even more concerning that so many of you have the weakest sense of self imaginable #to the point that you have no idea who you are until you're past your 20s is just sad and pitiful

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