forgot that cas can sense longing. literally how could i fucking forget this. my fucking god how many times has he heard dean praying to him in his yearning.
It’s about the progression and I’m unwell about it.
Turning Out is about someone who’s in the process of figuring things out, who isn’t quite there yet, who’s confused and scared and alone.
Turning Out Pt. ii is about someone who doesn’t like how things have turned out, who’s gotten to a point of “is this all that life is?”, who’s sad and regretful and longing.
Turning Out Pt. iii is about figuring things out alongside someone else. It’s about being scared together, being loved together, being happy together. It’s about being terrified of the future but wanting to try it anyway. It’s about not knowing how things are going to turn out. And it’s about hope that things will turn out, and that things will turn out for good.
i salvaged ~4 more minutes of content from the vidcon panel before it went private last week. hopefully it gets reuploaded in full, but for now i can offer y'all this . cuts off before the clip i shared previously :)
needed to share it cause ian is very Smiley here and its very cute ♡
This literally left me gasping for air
•Anthony begging Ian to come over to his place to write (I am screaming)
•They were gonna write one night but wound up doing smosh research AND WATCHED OLD SMOSH TOGETHER (what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck)
•Ian saying this feels right after they wrote the first comeback sketch together