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queerna · 9 months

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08-08-23

| 10 : 54 AM |

— on the bus to my viewing :D super early but we move lolol like 1h 30m to wait 😾 listening to Disco by Surf Curse 👍 i got up alright had some toast my outfit today is a mix but i think it’ll add to the androgynous mood :P

| 11 : 20 AM |

— Ordered some food from shop waiting for my cheese toasty now ^_^ in the same spot that me and my gf had a date here a while ago February 26th 2022 :) wish she was here xx just realised it’s the same day i took the photos that’s in my phone case 😭💕💕.

— me hungry 🦧🦧🦧

| 05 : 17 PM |

— back home i got everything i needed ^_^ the viewing accommodations went goooooddd. super excited. had to do a lot of confusing shit alone which is annoying but we move xoxo

— gonna make tea and chill til i gotta make dinnerrrrr.

| 11 : 48 PM | rant incoming

— so had dinner spent time with my gf. but my brother who is super annoying and a pain IN THE ASS I MEAN MUM IS HIS ASSISTANT like me and my girlfriend shouldn’t have to deal with his shit and have to look after him. like we are treated like babysitters and cleaners it’s fucking irritating.

— it wouldn’t be so bad but he’s spoilt, loud, obnoxious, a windup merchant and needs assistance with everything. i want to start uni now and i want to be in LDR so i don’t have to deal with him😾😾😾😾

— typical she told us late like no warning she comes home in 24 hours and she asked about my accommodation viewing like 10 hrs late yk. she just cares soooo much. explaining that my mum is abroad and i’m here still is such depressing thing to admit like ;-; yes i am alone yes she doesn’t care enough to take me with her. ;-; i want out of this house so bad

— people ask oh you enjoying your mum being gone? how do i humbly say fuck yes i hate being her maid equal 24/7 :D without it being hard truth. like 😀 yes i am enjoying my freedom and happiness 😀 fuck my life.

i’m tried i need sleep but i cba rn. i can’t rant to my gf bc she’s asleep poor girl woke up at 2am and has gone bed at 10pm which that’s good yk.

— NINE DAYS TIL RESULTS DAY —

… that makes me want to puke cry shit and punch someone xox still can’t decide if i wanna go to college to get my results. bus fare is money. that’s it i’ll probs need lunch etc. that costs. when will my motherfucking money come in from trust fund. i’ll call them AGAIN tomorrow 😾

— i gotta remain positive. today is a good day to manifest i don’t wanna mess with the vibes 🫢🩷

#rant #lgbt #transpride #tumblr diary #digital diary #work in progress #uk student

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