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retrogradedreaming · 2 years

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“Ao3 needs an algorithm” no it doesn’t, part of the ao3 experience is scrolling through pages of cursed content looking for the one fic you want to read until you get distracted by a summary so cursed that it completely derails your entire search

#i saw something on Twitter the other day about how some people actually want ao3 to have an algorithm #like my dude the fact that it doesn’t is the POINT #leave me and my cursed fics alone #I’m happier this way #this is a joke btw

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crepusculum-rattus · 2 years

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actually not being able to watch lore live is good for me bc i missed Most of the discourse on the dash by the time i got to watch it

#i’m seeing Some of it now. but i know it’s a lot less #i’m mostly seeing ppl going ‘omg look at all the discourse’ and i am None the wiser #i’m happier this way #i personally loved the lore today and i like how eret talked to wilbur. deserved on their part #🐀

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fantasykiri5 · 10 months

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Guys look at my OCs

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dumb-doll-lips · 3 months

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Maybe controversial, but on posts about being dumb where girls are like saying ‘but I’m actually smart.’ Like tbh, I don’t really believe them. Like if you’re smart why does feeling dumb feel so good or hot or whatever to you then? I kinda feel like it’s having an excuse to let go of trying as much as you would be when you’re saying your smart. If you’re like really actually smart, I don’t feel like a break from ‘being smart’ would be such a relief or like as appealing.

#if you’re on my blog much may have noticed I’m just having a lot of feelings about this more lately #like it’s okay to not be smart #you can be happier #and like I feel like I sometimes get people who try to call me smart #like there’s diff skill sets #I think I’m still pretty good at soft skills and like makeup stuff #but like I regularly can’t get left and right right or name all the months and so on for lots of things #idk. I feel like dumb doesn’t mean you’re horrible at everything #like you still have value and can make a positive impact but just in different ways #I’m a soo much happier when at work I’m more focused on being someone others really like to work w than like being efficient at my job #and honestly seems like people prefer that #I have too many thoughts about at this lately #really hoping throughing them into the intenrwbt even if it’s more in tags gets out of my head more #personal #also very much not at a 100 notes but for a text post from me it’s impressive so…#100+#little thoughts

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zorosdimples · 2 days

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yuuji thaws the ice that cocoons your weary soul.

work is unbearable; family is draining; relationships are fleeting; life is hard. it’s natural to get caught up in the “fuck it—who cares?” mindset. complacency is a safe, easy haven to reside in amidst a burning world. but it’s cold in there, all alone.

(let me show you a thing or two, he says with a smile so devastating you wish the earth would crack open and swallow you whole.

i don’t deserve it, you breathe—it’s second nature.

he cups your face with sun-warmed hands. who lied to you?)

there’s a spark in his honeyed eyes that makes every moment with him feel like a deep breath of salt-air; it’s reinvigorating. he may have scars that mar his face and body and heart, but he takes you by the hand, leading you confidently to a life worth living.

his optimism is infectious, as is his conviction—despite his wounds—that humanity is good. and you believe him. how else would he exist? for winter there is summer; for ice there is fire; for moonlight there is sunshine.

and for you? there’s yuuji.

#this is so fucking cringe i’m just in a MOOD #this is very. sigh. depression coded but in the most cheesy way possible lmao #anyway he makes me feel lighter n brighter n happier or whatever #yuuji <3 #yuuji x reader

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darkxsoulzyx · 1 year

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OKAY OKAY I WAS SUPER UNHAPPY WITH HOW I COLORED ECLIPSE IN THIS POST SO I DECIDED TO RECOLOR HIM

AND WHILE DOING THAT, I JUST DECIDED TO DO ALL OF THEM SO HERE FISMCKSJFF

#fnaf fandom #fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #the sun and moon show #sun and moon show #sun and moon show bloodmoon #sun and moon show lunar #sun and moon show eclipse #sundrop #moondrop #head in hands #im WAY Happier with how this turned out #I feel like im gonna revise these later LMAO #For now though they all look pretty good hehe #can’t wait to keep watching #I stopped around the bloodmoon backstory episode #I think I’m going to explode guys #haha

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mumblesplash · 7 months

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the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger

#uhh #disordered eating cw #just in case #mumbling #like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame #but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS #and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!!#and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight #and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things #like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD #you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive #the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc)#it’s been WARM #burn hotter move freer feel happier #and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger #it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same #that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged #and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight #i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate #but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me #i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal

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angrymac · 1 year

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season 16 macdennis

I can’t stop thinking about Dennis and Frank’s conversation in “Dee Sinks in a Bog”, where Dennis credits Frank for making him the way he is in regards to his coldness, repressed emotions, and everything with the murder hole.

Based on the particular arc that seems to have been set up for Dennis since Season 12 (with Tends Bar and Dennis’ Double Life), it feels like they are building towards something huge. It has been established that Dennis does in fact feel “big feelings”, and while he could’ve been acting, I don’t think he was, especially considering the RPG scene that directly followed.

Dennis has been repressing his emotions for an extremely long time. We see how his denial affects his physical health too, from his issues with food to his experience with covid. And then we get this moment between him and Frank that feels very intentional.

Mac and Charlie’s big cathartic moments (MFHP and The Gang Carries a Corpse Up a Mountain, respectively), both had to do with their fathers, and them finally letting go of their fathers. Dennis’ Double Life was a big episode, but I don’t think it was THE Dennis episode.

I believe that Dennis’ big episode (his MFHP equivalent, if you will) will be the Season 16 finale, in which he will finally confront Frank in some big way and let go of Frank’s expectations / judgments / worldview that Dennis confirmed in S15 that he still upholds to some degree.

Upon letting go of Frank’s (and Barbara’s) expectations, Dennis will finally be able to address the things that he’s been avoiding, such as his relationship with food, his own mortality and ability to get sick, and of course:

his complicated feelings

for 1 (one) Ronald MacDonald.

I truly believe that RCG are setting up an arc with Mac and Dennis, and my main evidence is this:

Despite 15 seasons of subtext, and 4 seasons of Mac being out and canonically in love with Dennis, nothing has ever happened between them. Charlie and the waitress have hooked up and gotten together multiple times. Dennis and Charlie even kissed onstage once.

It would be such an easy plot point to utilize. There are hundreds of ways in which they could’ve played MacDennis for laughs and had them kiss already by now. And if they weren’t planning on making MacDennis canon, I believe that they would have.

So why haven’t they done anything with Mac and Dennis yet?

Because they’re building up to it. And with Mac having gone on his identity arc in Season 15, put some distance between him and Dennis all season, and gotten a comment from Dee about getting a boyfriend, his arc for Season 16 seems clear as well.

Mac will move on and date someone else, and Dennis will repress his jealousy until he is able to let go of Frank’s parenting and finally accept his feelings for Mac.

And it’s going to be a love story for the ages.

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dreaminofu · 18 days

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BIG DAY TODAY FOR ME AND I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS ❤️

#i’ve been on a long recovery journey for the past 3+ years and after living with my mum for nearly two years #i moved back to my own flat today and i’m able to live independently again!!#i still have some way to go but this is a big step in my recovery and i couldn’t be happier #i’m feeling all the feels #i cried the whole way in the car and i burst into tears every now and then but only happy tears mixed with some tears of bafflement #it’s hard to believe this is real #also hearing my little brother tell me how proud he is teared me up even more ngl we don’t say those things out loud too often #i have the best family and i couldn’t have done this without them ❤️❤️❤️#there was also something very symbolic in that the last song that played on the radio in the car was Ruoska #and now i’m gonna boop the hell out of y’all <3 #personal

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ultimateaclrecovery · 2 months

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It feels weird to go over to someone’s house just break up with them. But we’re supposed to go to a semi fancy dinner tomorrow night and I think it would be worse to do it after that (or during it 😬) so here we are.

I just really wanted it to work but it’s making me so sad. We just don’t have an emotional connection or really any emotional intimacy at all. And it sucks because the physical connection was so great and he was nice and tried so hard but we aren’t best friends and so it just doesn’t work. I’ve been waffling on this for so long but it’s past time to rip off the band aid. Sigh

#I will die alone #but that sounds way better than how I’m feeling now #and that’s the long short of it #I think I’d be happier single than with him #and I’m sad about that #because I love him #and conceptually it worked #but not quite well enough in reality #sigh

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tulipsimss · 9 months

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A lifetime with each other♥️

#I’m totally normal about these two and no I definitely didn’t have an emotional breakdown and ugly cried thinking about them #definitely not…#I heard the song happier by Ed Sheeran while thinking about them and yeah it HURT because that’s their song #I have so much to say about them so I’ll just start ranting okay? sorry in advance #in any other save I would’ve made them endgame and make them happy together however well if you know their story #you’ll know that Isabel had a baby with Percy’s identical twin and was irreversibly hurt by the entire thing #thus percy never wanted to pursue her even though he loved her DEARLY so he just kept bringing good things her way #if you’ve been keeping up with sib you might remember May and Percy talking about the entire situation too #sibg3 #sims in bloom #Percival #Isabel

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fatsmyname · 6 months

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hit six months on t today!! yippee!!

#my face #butch lesbian #transmasc lesbian #ftm lesbian #he/him lesbian #so much happier and content with life #who knew the neverending anguish was just gender dysphoria all along😭😭#n ee way I’m epic and kewl and so hot and sexy #me standing at the top of a cliff: WHO WANT ME!!!!#taking lesbian boyfriend applications

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blupengu · 4 months

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Oh how naive I was…

#recently saw a comment from someone saying they hoped there was more romance in Lucas’s salvation end and I. 👀#did not have the heart to tell them to mentally prepare themselves 💀#ahaha I mean. yeah sure in a way. 🙃#we get a lovely bonding CG of us stabbing him in the neck and later kissing him after he’s died so like uh yay? 💀#the more I see people commenting about their hopes and dreams for the salvation ends the more I feel the need to rant again lmaooo 😂#AND!#vague maybe spoilers for the fandisk in the following tags so beware :O #I’ve heard some vague ominous foreboding statement about the fandisk and… y’all I can’t #I’m gonna break my controller if he still still gets a shitty depressing end even in the FD 😭😂#like OKAY GAME. I KNOW HE’S DEAD. BUT CAN WE HAVE A SLIGHTLY HAPPIER/HOPEFUL AU???#please nadia too she is so innocent…#please give the Proust siblings a break dear lord 💀#virche evermore #shuuen no virche #Virche evermore spoilers #shuuen no virche spoilers #there’s not enough fanart/fanfics/shitposts for me to be able to cope with more despair even in the fandisk please I’m begging… 😂#never before have I used the 💀 emoji so much when talking about a character before

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velvetjune · 9 days

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Spoilers for Alan Wake/Control games and DLCs: one of the things I really like in Alan Wake 2 is the confirmation that, no, Alan can’t create something out of nothing. There were implications in-story that supported that, but it was good to have that be a big part in the sequel. The AWE control dlc easily made it seem like Alan himself had a role in the events of the game and the formation of the FBC, and, personally, seeing it through that lens cheapened a lot of the game and Jesse’s story. Instead, having his writing influence the Hiss and try to manipulate (even out of desperation) Jesse/the FBC to end Hartman and get help, fit right into plot and conflicts of Alan Wake 2, with Alan being sympathetic, but also an asshole for trying to change and control people’s lives in his writing.

#since the awe dlc dropped I was slightly worried that it was going the meta route of Alan writing everything in control #but since Alan wake 2 I’ve been. thank god that wasn’t the case 😭#this way makes everything more complicated and mysterious. which I appreciate. makes everything creepier #will say. it’s still wild how much Alan can influence the narrative.#light spoilers for the final draft but—> makes me think of the writers room video where he doesn’t know what he’ll be at the spirals end #like I don’t think he’ll be Evil or anything. but it’s unnerving #might delete #Alan Wake 2 my beloved #so many times in that game it could’ve gone a direction that would’ve lessened or soured the story but somehow it didn’t lmao #more game spoilers but for ex: Alice coming back at the end instead of leaving it with her demise in the documentary #when I first saw that it was devastating. but also wasn’t sure what to feel if that’s how she’s gone from the story #having her actually manipulate her photos. become art to make Alan think she died. go to the dark place and help him and saga #that last video left me Speechless it was so good.#esp after how much I disliked Control (spoilers here) for quickly ending with Dylan in a coma and not much else.#could not be happier with how the AW2 ending played out and the clear love for all its characters #REALLY hope that Control 2 ends in a good or interesting place. give dylan some focus!#not tagging this bc I’m just yelling my thoughts. but knowing tumblr it will somehow be seen on every tag 😵‍💫

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plaguedsoulrealism · 19 days

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Ruthless and Beel

Featuring: The evolution of Ruthless

Ruthless got some heavy redesigning and I thought I was going to completely abandon them as a character, but I had some inspiration to bring them back from the dead. They were originally created back in 2018 as my Nightmare Before Christmas OC named Gunhilde.

Back then You could definetly tell I had no sense of color palette nor color theory. Also I had a hard time actually designing clowns.

This was the updated version in 2022 where they got a completely new look. This is also the time where I changed their name to Ruthless (or Ruthy for short). During the 2018 and 2022 versions of Ruthless they were originally a “good guy”.

Now the new version (2024) Ruthless is now a villain and a guy (He, him, they them) and they have a companion, Beel. For the new design I actually took inspiration from Horny the Clown (Drive Thru) and Killjoy the Clown (Killjoy).

I will also like to give thanks to my friend, Jack, for creating and gifting me Beel :)

#I’m way happier with the new design now #i originally was never satisfied with him #but now their design is chefs kiss imo #art #drawing #artist #my art #art work #digital art #OC #originalart #original character #clown character #clown #character design #character development #tw bright colors #bright colors

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angelnumber27 · 27 days

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I’ve been so much more just.. idk happy I guess in general lately and I am so beyond thankful

#ive been making sure I do things throughout my days that I enjoy. things that make me feel good and make me smile #I’ve been working on changing my mindset- ie when I automatically think smth negative about myself out of habit I make myself aware of that #and then change the narrative. by reminding myself those things are not true.#I’ve grown to see I have so much more control than I realized. I think that’s the way it is for lots of us #I get to choose when I wake up if I’ll let the awful trauma nightmares consume me for my whole day and ruin it #or if I will say hey they’re just nightmares. I’m okay. I’m here I’m breathing and it’s another day #i could go on forever about this so I will stop lol #I’m just very very very very thankful #and working my ass off to create a better happier life for myself

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