#I’M GONNA BE FUCKING SIIIIIIIIICK
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Celebrated Christmas early bc I’m impatient😭
But I was really excited to give my gifts and happy that they came on time.
But he was doing alllllll this talking abt how when he get gifts he doesn’t really have a reaction. And how he doesn’t get excited bc he doesn’t wanna have high expectations.
Why this man open his gifts and was so excited and happy. He literally told me that he loves me so much.
This morning, MIND YOU, IM SIIIIIIIIICK😔 like my body is weak, I feel dizzy when I get up, I’m coughing, my throat hurts, and I have a banging ass headache.
He’s literally been being so nice…he made me tea this morning. Offered me meds. And rubbed my back.
All this to say, he sits next to me and says how he hadn’t written a letter yet(we were gonna write each other letters for Christmas. I wrote mine and gave it to him early…IM IMPATIENT😤) but he’s abt to get real sappy w me.
He says, he’s never been this happy. And…I don’t remember😭 the sick was really fucking me up earlier.
But ik he said that he’s scared bc life shouldn’t be this easy and he thinks something might go wrong.
I’m like…SHUT DAT MOOOOUUFF, and just enjoy. And the only way shit would go wrong is if, I genuinely don’t feel the way I do anymore. Or if you fuck up in some way…or if you break it off bc you want to…I respect boundaries and I’ll leave you alone.
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