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guys how funny would it be if i ghosted everyone and disappeared forever
#mentally unstable#trauma#tw depressing stuff#mentally tired#i want to go away#i want to disappear#gone forever#i want to leave#i want to be okay#i wanna kms#mental abuse#tw depressing thoughts
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I feel like I was set up from the moment I was born. I was made to fail. I have nothing. Nothing good about me. No brains and not good looking and incredibly bad luck. I hate myself. Everything about me is worthless. I am worthless.
#i hate everything#tired#emotional#dysfunctionality#tw selfhate#Selfhate#Self hate#worthless#stupid#i'm stupid#ugly#not worth it#useless#I'm so worthless#I'm not worth anything#i don't want to feel like this anymore#i don't want to be here#i want to go away#i wish i was joking#i wish i was pretty#i wish i was dead#i want to disappear#why was i born#why am i here#why am i like this#why am i alive#why am i the way that i am#i will survive#I'm barely here
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The only reason I’m still around is because I care more about hurting others feelings than my own. “Oh you’ll be sad if I’m gone?” Guess that means i get to keep suffering just to keep you happy. At this point, I don’t think I’m the selfish one.
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#i'm sorry but#personal#none of this feels worth it#nothing feels worth anything#there's 2 people that i'm ripping myself from right now#not just one but two !#and i'm trying to figure myself out too#my dad died#it feels like the universe is dropping huge bombs on me but telling me to keep trying anyways#it's unbearable. the fucking agony of existence right now#i want to go away#i'm afraid i'm gonna get into hard drugs to escape and i don't want to get there.#i don't want to do this anymore#i'm sorry
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I'm in a field
#me#im gonna explode#im gonna die#i want to go away#goodbye to all that#goodbye to the world#i want to go missing#why won't you like me
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home is where you feel safe not at edge every moment, scared you might tick someone off if you got too comfortable. always be cautious for the things you do and wish for.
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why is it hard for me ?
i just want good things for others and good things for myself. why does it feel like i don’t deserve it ? why do i feel the way i feel ?
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I just want to go home
#personal#ignore me#idk where home is tho. or if it even exists anymore#like im literally sitting in my bed in my room in the place where i live#and i feel the opposite of home#im not comfortable#im not safe#im not secure#and im sure as fuck not loved#or wanted#i want to go away#if i can't go home then i want to just disappear#please let me disappear
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you ever DESPERATELY want to go somewhere private and alone where there isnt anyone but you and nobody can talk to you or touch you or scream in your vicinity just alone alone and you made your sweaty ass sit through a whole red eye plane flight just to find out LMAO YOURE NOT GOING TO GET THAT SPACE YOU NEED FOR AT LEAST SEVEN MORE HOURS ENJOY HAVING YOUR NERVES RUBBED LIKE HOT SANDPAPER ON A SUNBURN FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
#fish world problems#ill be okay but oh my god#i do not want to be here#my dad is like: hey :D lets go see if theres anything to eat here :D maybe we can walk all the way to tokyo too :D#no father#i want to go away#thats all i want at the moment#i will not get that until they let us into the hotel#the best i can get is what ive been doing for the past twelve or ao hours now#and thats play music so loud i cant hear other people and try to pretend im alone#with everything yelping and yipping and sniveling and whining and begging at me#no im sorry#i want to be Alone#i am sad i wont get to see more of tokyo but idc right now i want to go away
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Of the 19 hijackers who carried out the Sept 11 attacks:
15 were from Saudi Arabia (a powerful/oil-rich country the U.S. works hard to maintain diplomatic relations with)
2 were from the United Arab Emirates (also a powerful/oil-rich country the U.S. works hard to maintain diplomatic relations with)
1 was from Egypt, 1 from Lebanon.
None of the hijackers were from Iraq.
None of the Sept 11 hijackers were Iraqi.
None of the 9/11 hijackers were from Iraq.
#9/11#serious post#not a shitpost#this should be one of the first things kids learn when they learn about the 9/11 attacks#politics#this is just...it's such an essential and brazen fact and i rarely see basic outrage over it#i want outrage. i want fury. i want disgust over the way fundamental facts are disguised and discarded and downplayed#because there are things we should KNOW. basic fact we should ALL KNOW. and they are tucked away in the footnotes.#and no this is NOT to put the blame on other middle eastern countries#we know this was carried out by a specific terrorist organization not a national government#but King George the Second decided (and was encouraged by his cabinet!) to invade a nation!#a nation that was not at all related or responsible!!!#a dictatorship to be sure--but a dictatorship that King George the First had been happy to support#so what changed? why did we go in guns blazing to DEMOLISH a country *we had NO PLANS OF REPAIRING*???#well. because they wanted a villain didn't they. a nice clean war. clarity of purpose. us the heroes against them the villains#and when you're in that mindframe--truth is irrelevant. you can pick your villain (your victim) by rolling a roulette wheel#truth is irrelevant#worse: to the people in charge#truth is a HINDRANCE#'Alternative facts' existed long before it became a catchphrase#facts don't matter. truth doesn't matter. the impulses of a handful of volatile & rich & power-high people--that's History. congratulations
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kinda think it’s funny that I had to go outside to get this dude a cart today but I told Steve Zahn I would get him a cart *and made sure to say I did it for someone else earlier so he didn’t think I was tryin to treat him like he’s the most important person ever bc he’s a celeb* and he went and got his own cart
#famous person: 1#regular customers: -10029384838#still wanna kms#I am having a bad day#I don’t even wanna go home#I want to go away
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will you come with me and sit in the forest? we can call each other by different names and pretend our faces are ones we haven't seen before. let's make fairy houses out of sticks and leaves. we can collect rocks and arrange them to make strange words for others to find. let's listen to sad music and look at the sky.
#mental illness#i dont want to be me anymore#i dont want to be here#friends#love#togetherness#i want to go away#comfort in darkness
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isn’t it so funny that people pretend to care about you but then it’s really just to make themselves feel better.
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