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incessantwritersblock · 6 years

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Temporary Loss (Part 1)

Pairing: Logan x Reader (Westworld)

Warnings: cursing

Word Count: 1,761

Summary: Set after 01x10, this takes place after William abandons Logan in the park. It’s been years since you’d last seen the familiar face you came across while working in the vast deserts of Westworld.

A/N: So, I’ve never posted two things at once before, let alone two things in the same day... but I just really wanted to get this story out because I’m way too excited about season 2.

Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Working at Westworld was always difficult. You didn’t have cycles like the employees behind the scenes, and it made everything harder. There was no escaping your work truly, but the money made it worthwhile. Well, the money as well as little moments like this one.

Far away from the rest of civilization, all the stars in the sky were visible inside the park. Laying on your back on the dirt with the moonlight shining across your face, you traced countless constellations, getting lost in the beauty you had the privilege of experiencing firsthand. The stars were the only thing in the park that wasn’t manmade, so they always brought you some form of solace every night before you’d climb in your tent to fall asleep.

The fire beside you had diminished into a few last embers glowing orange in the dark night, and your horse stood nearby, not doing anything in particular except what it was programmed to do, stay near you.

That’s why, when you heard horse hooves clopping nearby, it took you by surprise. No hosts were supposed to be in this area, so you quickly stood and unholstered your gun. Sure enough, a figure riding a horse slowly came into view. You aimed and fired one shot into the person’s shoulder, but nothing came of it. The figure was a guest. As the figure approached, the broad shoulders hinted it was a man, so you simply yelled at him, “You aren’t supposed to be out here.”

“Sorry,” a familiar voice apologized as the man was only ten feet away from your camp. He was naked and tied to the horse. You could’ve sworn it was the man you knew all those years ago, but you knew it was wishful thinking. You didn’t even expect the possibility to enter your mind, but you quickly shook the thought from your head.

“What happened to you?” you wondered aloud. He was five feet away now. You could’ve sworn he had the same face.

The man sighed, “My future brother in law went fucking crazy, tied me to a horse and left me to rot. I saw your fire earlier, so I set out here for help.”

The horse brought him in front of you now, and you saw the light casting a glow on the face you remembered. You could barely breathe out his name. “Logan?”

“Y/N.”

Your entire body froze. Every single emotion your brain could imagine flooded through your veins, consuming your entire being, but all you could do was blink back at him. He was just as handsome as the last day you saw him. Only, now he was covered in dirt and grime, and he looked like he hadn’t eaten or drunk anything in at least a day.

Logan finally broke eye contact with you after what felt like an eternity to glance down at his bound wrists. You quickly took the hint and moved to untie the rope, trying not to glance at his body while you loosened the knots.

Once he was free, Logan dismounted the horse on the same side you stood on, and he took you in his arms for a bone crushing hug. You held onto him just as tightly, not caring how dirty he was. You hadn’t seen the man since you’d moved, and you missed him like crazy. He was one of your closest friends before, and now, you couldn’t believe he stood before you again.

“Holy shit, I’ve missed you,” his shaky, almost broken voice mumbled into your hair. The hug lasted for what felt like hours. Your muscles started shaking from how tight you held each other, but you didn’t care. It wasn’t awkward. There was just so much unprocessed emotion between the two of you, and neither one cared. You even had tears pooling in your eyes. Finally, you were the one to let Logan go, but he continued holding you, barely begging, “Please.”

You didn’t speak, only wrapped your arms around him again, gently stroking the warm skin across his back in comfort while resting your chin on his shoulder. It only took him a few minutes more to release you, and you pulled away just enough to look into his deep eyes, glimmering with happiness in the cool moonlight.

He gently raised a hand to brush away a forming tear from your eye before he leaned to press a kiss to your forehead. You whispered, “I can’t believe it’s really you.”

“Me either,” he agreed, “and I’d love to ask you about everything, but I actually really need some water.”

“Of course!” You immediately snapped out of your daze, rushing as fast as you could to your supplies inside your tent where you retrieved your canteen and some food for Logan along with your baggy nightshirt you had yet to change into. When you returned, you kept your gaze anywhere but him for his own modesty until he finished off your water and slipped into the large cotton fabric.

“We’ll get you some real clothes tomorrow. Town’s not too far that way, and I’m heading there anyway.” you pointed out the direction of the closest town. If you left early in the morning, you’d make it there in time for lunch. “If you need medical attention, though. I can call in someone to come get you.”

“No, no,” Logan quickly protested, “I’ll be fine. What do you mean call someone in, though? Do you, like, work here or something?”

“Yeah. What’d you think I was a guest or something? Logan, you know me. You know my pockets aren’t nearly as deep as yours.”

Logan timidly played with the buttons on the sleeve of your nightshirt when he realized what a stupid question it was. “I don’t know,” he simply shrugged, “I guess I’d just hoped you’d been a big success and made a lot of money ever since you’d left.”

You couldn’t help smiling at him. “Well,” you countered, “I guess I did make a decent amount of money. Why else would I be working here?”

“They pay you well?”

“Very well.”

“So, what exactly do you do?” he finally asked.

Taking that shift in conversation as an opportunity to move, you moved around to the pit where the fire was in order to grab some spare wood and a match from your pocket. Once you lit it on one of the rocks to contain the pit, you threw it on the wood to start the fire. Logan followed your lead and sat beside you by the developing fire while you began to explain, “Well, a few hosts have been a little bit off lately. They hired me to investigate claims of glitching hosts before they cleared the area completely and sent in a team. I’m basically here, so they don’t have to disrupt as many narratives. I’m kind of like undercover security in a way.”

“And you’re going to investigate one in town tomorrow?” Logan figured.

“Yup.”

“I’ve really missed you.” His voice rung sincere over the crackling flames, and since you’d been watching them this entire time, you turned to see Logan beaming at you so softly.

You couldn’t help the butterflies that erupted in your stomach while you watch the flames flicker across his skin, bringing him an ethereal glow. “Me too, Lo,” you whispered so softly only he could hear, “What even happened between us? After I moved, it was like we never even knew each other.”

Logan turned to look at the dark landscape, avoiding your gaze. He was embarrassed about the motivation behind his decisions, but he knew he couldn’t lie to you about what happened. “You were one of the best friends I’d ever had my entire lifetime. You never asked me to be more than who I really was. I didn’t want to ask that of you. You’d been working towards that job for years. When you moved, I missed you every goddamn day, but I knew, if I kept in touch, like we’d promised, I’d make you come back because I’m a selfish asshole. And I wasn’t about to throw my shit on you just because I’m a prick who ruins everything.

“That’s why, even though we promised to keep in touch, I always called when I knew you were busy, and I always made excuses when you called me. Eventually, we stopped trying. Not a day went by where I didn’t want you back.”

“I thought you forgot about me,” you confessed ashamedly.

Logan simply laughed softly at the thought. “How the fuck could I forget the girl who singlehandedly covered my ENTIRE apartment in wrapping paper when you found out I didn’t decorate for Christmas.” The memory made you burst out laughing along with your friend. “That was the start of the infamous prank war that my father was especially fond of.”

“Oh, I still wish I could’ve seen the look on his face when I suspended all your office supplies in jello!”

Logan swore, “I’m telling you, there was steam coming out of his ears. He was like ‘tell that girlfriend of yours to stay out of the office!’”

“Then he learned I wasn’t your girlfriend and met me.”

“Now, the man loves you like his own daughter!”

You rolled your eyes at Logan. “Bullshit, he probably hasn’t even noticed I’m gone.”

“Are you kidding?” Logan scoffed in disbelief, “He always complains you aren’t at family gatherings. Anytime I try dating a girl, he says that I should’ve dated you instead. Then there’s my mom. She always asks if I’ve heard from you every time I see her. She’s still got pictures of you, me, and Jules in the house. Oh, god, and Jules! She never shuts up about how she liked me better when I hung out with you. Always going on about how you’re a good influence on me and all.”

“You’re a dick, you know that?” You raised a leg to gently kick him, and he wobbled a bit before regaining his balance.

With a hand over his heart and an overexaggerated frown, Logan complained, “I can’t believe you’d say such a thing! You’re a monster!”

“I should’ve left you tied to that fucking horse,” you mumbled at him before your exhaustion hit you again unexpectedly. Eyes burning, muscles weak, and brain fuzzy, you hauled your body up while telling Logan. “I’m going to sleep. Goodnight.”

“Goodnight,” Logan mumbled contently while he watched you retreat into your small tent where you fell asleep to the sound of the fire outside.

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kandadiff · 5 years

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Updates - Kay Snow part 1

I’m redoing yours and making it longer -

Many of you will know Kay Snow as the leader of the famous girl group Trinity, in which her and her two cousins (Adi Snow & Bri Snow) rocked the world with there very unique sound.

Or maybe you know her as the leader and main singer of her extremely popular (#1 worldwide) girl group The Sirens, name any of the sirens and they are all household names. Plus Kay and Adi snow videos are hilarious literally go on youtube and watch there videos it makes me laugh every time. Or do you recognize her as Harley Quinn, or Serena from the I Spit on Your Grave movie franchise or even her solo album Dark Paradise.

Anyway lets dive in, so another thing Kay is known for is her various public realtionships, first linked with Liam Payne former 1d member, actor Damien Thorne and many others. However it was her relationship with actor and producer Negan Morgan. They met on the set of the Left for Dead during season 4 and 5 when she was a recurring character as Lana, Negans love interest. And like many actors these two went from co-star to couple coming out during the after show after Lana’s death scene.

Holy shit did this not go over so well with fans, the Left for Dead fans loved it (theyre couple was the most popular on the show), but some of Kay Snows fans gave her a lot of flack for the 20 yr age difference. A few celebrities even chimed in against it. Wendy Williams calling it “shameful, what could a little girl have in common with a man like him?”, Bri Snow agreeing calling him a “cradle-robber.” and like always Azealia banks took to twitter trying to denounce there relationship saying it was “f**king gross but I guess that someone with no talent needs a sugar daddy to pay for her. I bet she was pimped herself out to him for Fire.” (Fire being the third album of The Sirens).

Both Negan and Kay came back at her both posting a picture with both of the sticking up the middle finger with the caption “I’m happy deal with it.” and then tweeted back at Banks, Shangela’s famous sugar daddy speech from Rupauls Drag Race and went on to co-write one of her most famous solo albums Off to the Races which describes her and Negans relationship mixed with there characters in Left for Dead.

Anyway despite opposition from others they stayed together for quite a bit considering Hollywood romances don’t last every long. Even going to the Caribbean together for vacation soon after that he went back to Left for dead and Kay and the Sirens went on the Playing with Fire world tour, which I went to it was amazing! Loved the show for real get tickets to them you wont regret it. . But nothing gold can stay and around them being together for three years they split up. Some people specuated it was because of Kay’s friendship with footballer Maximus Valente since they were seen out shortly after at disco style club Studio 54. She addressed it later on an episode of Ellen saying “Max, didn’t cause anything. Sometimes things just don’t work out the way you plan, sometimes things happen but that doesn't mean I love Negan any less. He’ll always be apart of my life.”

And to move on from her relationship she moved out of her own house and bought a new one which is where Kitty and the Sirens wrote the singles Dirty Harry, Clint Eastwood and Pity Party.

6 months after her breakup she was seen getting in a fight with ex-one direction member on the street in front of The To Anyone Entertainment building, during the fight Louis grabbed her and tried to drag her into into a car all while they are yelling at each other and cursing and hitting and this is all being filmed and everything - right here, the video is pretty crazy like youd think after being told to leave her alone he would- nope. So he got a restraining order on him and it turns out he had been harassing and stalking her for months previous to the fight and that day it all came to a head. She also sued but the argument was settled before it went to court.

When asked about it during a interview with Thomas Valentine “Louis and I were good friends during the one direction days especially when Trinity was new and I was learning about the industry from someone I thought I could trust. But I was young and foolish and let him get away with a lot of things that were sort of red flags because I thought he was my friend. But he took advantage of me and my kindness and I believed in him and his empty promises. I caught on more when he couldn’t rely on Liam to hide behind and told him to (bleep) off he didn’t take it well and really started to … harass me with constant calls and visits and I thought it was over but his family owned more then half of To Anyone Entertainment and I was supposed to act like he wasn’t doing what he was doing and sweep it under the rug as nothing and in return he was supposed to leave me alone especially in the building. He did not listen which is why a lot of the music writing and recording was not in building however Louis isn’t stupid and only did it around people he knew he could get away with it around, he rarely did it around Edward, Draven, William or Negan or Max because he was afraid of them that's why I was always around them and no matter how much I yelled at him or cursed him or even hit him he wouldn’t stop. He even had the nerve to write that song Addiction about me and I know its about me because when it came out he wrote me this like 14 page letter discussing how every lyric reflected his thoughts about me … I guess im grateful for that considering after the judge read it the restraining order was practically done by then.” Holy hell, the hate Louis received after that made him delete his all of his social media and a few assholes came after Kay saying she was making it all up but the Cat Crew backed the main Cat Girl up, including Adi Snow who called Louis out and said her story was all true.

To bring out the new year Maximus Valente announced his relationship with Kay snow on a cute Instagram video at a beach party thrown by fellow teammate player Romeo Popov. That is where Max and Kay became the couple goals we all know them to be. Seriously they are so cute together and by the way so good together can I just say. However another scandal rocked this girl during the filming of Harley & Ivy, where Kay played Harley Quinn, a sex tape featuring Kay and Liam leaked online from someone to have claimed to been an inside source having been taken years earlier.

A few people on twitter took to talking about it almost right away trouble maker Azealia Banks claims she was cheating on Maximus and was “a dirty bitch with an even dirtier p*ssy.” Camilla Cabelo liking the tweet and @ Liam then Bri Snow tweeting “Just waiting for this drama # GotMyPopcorn.” Liam tweeted back saying “That was filmed a long time ago, she isn’t a cheater, I am not a cheater and honestly its obvious it was a long time ago, both her and I have gotten tattoos since then and I don’t know how it was leaked but the hate is completely unnecessary. Its not a secret, we were a couple but this video is one we meant to keep private so please just respect us enough to not send us hate about it.” Finally able to get to social media Kay addresses the video in a video of her own. “Liam said it perfectly, the hate is stupid and clearly given most of my tattoos are missing and my hair is shorter and red in the video I mean really guys? I obviously never wanted it to get out and it is an incredible invasion of privacy but its out now so just be kind to Liam and I and be kind to Maximus and Liams partner.”

However the sex tape scandal faded as The Sirens announced there highly successful I Am The Best Album and following world tour and even had two remixes of the songs as a distrack of I am the best and Ddu du ddu du to those who have come for them, Kay addressing Camilla, Bri Snow and Azealia in the remixes. That amazing ass album went platinum and they deserved it. It was amazing!

During the Sirens hiatus following Makayla Arrabah’s pregnancy announcement a video that all Malyn shippers saved to look at forever came out of Maximus proposing to Kay in cute little restaurant in Greece during there vacation. Oh my god my heart hurt it was so sweet! This was a really sweet time by the way because within this year period Makayla gave birth, Adi and Edward became an official couple, the new Wonder Woman movie starring Draven came out and Katya’s solo album Diamonds came out.

The dream couple got married in October of that year near the couples favorite holiday (Halloween) and in Maximus’ home country of Italy in a beautiful ceremony captured by Maid of Honor Adi Snow and Best man Romeo Popov. The wedding was supposed to be private but since both the bride and the groom had star studded guest list paps actually had people trying to break in to the venue.

For their there honeymoon (after football season) these cuties went back Greece and enjoyed there little vacations, Maximus’s Instagram is filled with pictures like this. The year following there honeymoon she was pretty free from scandal and stayed pretty out of the magazines, working closer and closer with Edward Styles actually directing the film style music videos for his Album Abyss and starring as the Demon of Fame in the music video My Darling and this was also the time Real Time with the Snows the reality show about the snow family. It mostly revolves around her mothers side of the family and the constant drama around them.

But it was on an episode, now famous for revealing Kay’s pregnancy, which Kay was staying at her moms house and when her mother and Eva were coming back from the nail salon and a 6-month pregnant Kay was with Tyler and Adi in the kitchen complaining at who was eating her Rocky Road Ice Cream. And the fans went crazy after that aired all her social media was flooded with questions about her pregnancy and a few people actually sent her more Rocky Road Ice Cream. She and Maximus confirmed they were expecting twins and didn’t want to jinx anything that's why they waited to confirm the pregnancy.

2months later they gave birth to there twins a boy and a girl. Apollo Romeo Valente.

And Annabel Lee Valente aka Ella. These kids are the freaking cutest! So she really took a break from performing and got into the producing aspect of things directing a lot of To Anyone’s singers videos including Edward Styles, William, Kitty and the boy group Millennium and even helped recruit new talent for the Agency. She even traveled with the kids to start a To Anyone agency in South Korea.

During the next 2 years Kay was pretty much exempt from scandal and worked on the horror/ thriller revenge tale I Spit On Your Grave as Serena Lorelai. So okay I love kay but I held off watching it because I heard it has a lot of gore and I’m a big baby when it comes to that but I finally watched it and holy shit its amazing! Like it is just a woman taking charge after 5 men do some really fucked up stuff to her and oh my god it was so good! Like I bought it on iTunes and watch it every two months like its a great movie for real.

However, tragedy struck my favorite people shortly after something kay described as “the worst moment that ever happened to me.” Kay was spending time with a heavily pregnant Adi and the kids in her house when the news came on. Drunk driver struck celebrities limo all being rushed to the hospital. The limo was for Edward Styles bachelor party and in it was William Tomlinson, Harry and Marcel Styles, Stephen James, Robert and Andrew Hood, Ian Payne, Maximus Valente and Billy Hargrove. All besides Andrew Hood were seriously injured. The scene around the hospital was ridiculous, so many paparazzi and fans crowded the hospital not only because of the news but also because the news caused Arianna snow to go into labor a few days early. Sadly, Edward Styles, Maximus Valente and Robert Hood passed away just a day later. I can’t begin to imagine the pain these poor people felt and no one got out of that car crash unharmed. William has a metal pins in his legs since both were broken, Stephen has a slight limp when he walks, Ian and Billy both have scars where they had to get surgery, Harry had to have surgery on his arm and Marcel’s wrist still aches when it rains.

The three funerals were held within a couple of days of each other but all of them were so beautiful and heartbreaking, so many people came to the funeral and so many pictures were taken. You can see she just looked so sad delivering the eulogy and Ella and Apollo even ran on stage with her when she started crying.

In the following months Adi moved in with Kay and both found inspiration in there tragedy and while Adi was writing her Album For Him Kay co-wrote the songs and directed the beautiful cinematic music videos Dark Paradise, Like You’ll never see me again (I cry every time I hear that song) and You Found Me. She said writing and counselling really helped her get back out into the public and she slowly began to preform the songs live and began to go on social media again and became the face of Kyle Couture’s X! Line.

Then our leader headed to Asia at the request of Got7′s Jackson Wang and BTS’s RM both wanted to help write/produce the sirens newest album and they actually started one of the most successful collaborations between Korean artists with the song Oh Yeah!, Oh Nana (ft. Suga), and E.T. Like if you thought this woman was popular in asia before, this boosted her appeal out there by like 1000%. Actually Big Hit and JYP offered her a job as a producer to help create new girl groups for the company. With plenty convincing from both sides she decided to take the job with Big Hit and with RM helped create the girl group Dream. It was the closeness of the way both boys (Jackson and RM) acted with Kay during interviews, the constant inst pictures with the twins and how fondly they spoke of her, the fact that Jackson just straight up said he loved her and RM saying that she was an inspiration for the song DNA, that made many fans speculate whether kay was dating either boy and between the internet fans it actually started a sort of war between the two fandoms, shipping #Kackson or #Kayjoon.

Fans went real stalkerish during this time practically analyzing everything about Kay and these two boys, any pictures or interview that was made about them people analyzed. Half of Kays fans (and GOT7 stans) favored Jackson from the simple fact that hes always been close to her even before she met RM. They met through former Miss A member Jia and have been good friends ever since. Plus everyone knows he’ s like amazing with kids and Ella and Apollo seem to get along with him very well. Plus this sneaky boy is always posting pictures of the five of them (including his super cute dog) with the family emoji.

The case for Namjoon was that they clearly work so well together, even building a girl group and the long nights they have to pull together and on interviews they seem to be good friends. Plus he’s crazy smart and clearly cares for her, even on BTS TV he watched Ella and Apollo a few times and its honestly adorable how cute he is with them. Plus everyone can see how respectful he is of Kay. And this boy includes her in everything, Jungkook even joked they should just get a spare room for her at the house.

During Dreams highly successful debut stage and first mini album Kay stepped back for a moment and headed back to the States to return to Left For Dead season 9 returning as Lana. However, both Namjoon and Jackson posted them still facetiming and fans from both sides of the argument demanded or begged or pressured her to pick one but Kay stayed illusive about her relationships with the boys. The views for the Left for Dead episode where Lana came back was highly rated and a few people thought that Negan and Kay would get back together especially since the chemistry was 100% for real like I loved it, it was steamy af. She actually received an Emmy for her performance as Lana a few months later and during this time Kay was seen out more and more with her children and her left for dead costars but many people focused on her outings with Negan but what kills me is that she was never just them two in these outings all her pictures Adi or Shawn were by her.

Unfortunately for Kay just a week before the Emmy’s in which she was nominated for best guest actress as Lana Rhodes, she suffered from an armed break-in in her Los Angela’s home. The upcoming description is from what she said in interviews and released police reports, testimonys and her 911 call. At approximately 4:30 am, Louis Tomlinson, former One Direction member broke in through the laundry room of Kay Snow’s LA home with a gun with a silencer, while Kay, Apollo and Ella slept upstairs. Louis then got out laundry room and headed upstairs while Hades, Kay’s German Shepard Dog awoke from his sleep and presumably found Louis as he exited the laundry room, he let out a few barks that alerted Kay and was silenced when Louis shot him and dragged his body into the laundry room. Quickly cleaning up the blood with his sweatshirt when Kay walked downstairs, he hid once again in the laundry room until he heard the girl walk back upstairs. As soon as she went upstairs, Louis exited the laundry room and made his way upstairs and into Kay Snow’s room and proceeded to watch her sleep until she awoke at 6:30 where as soon as her alarm went off he hid in her closest and she went into the bathroom and as she was headed into the hallway he sprung out and grabbed her. She fought back but he threatened her with the gun if she screamed and told her to do her morning routine as normal because “this is the new normal.”

Kay proceeded to get her children ready for school, packing Ella and Apollo’s lunch while Louis watches and “he kept staring at the kids and he folded down every picture I had around the house of Max saying he was going to replace them all and when he was taking down the portait of Max and I, I wrote the note and sent the kids off.” In both Ella and Apollo’s lunches Kay wrote notes to there teachers both saying ‘Please call 911 and send them to my house SOS -Kay S.’ “I found Hades [her dog] and I was crying while I was cleaning him up, but he was so far gone he didn’t care or notice he took away my phone and every half an hour he was putting something up his nose, he was high out of his mind and waving that gun around. He was trying to test, see if I would fight him like I did before. I couldn’t- this time I had kids to think about. It was terrifying, he was ranting and raving how we were going to get married and how I was going to change mine and my kids named to Tomlinson. Just crazy shit like that and when the cops got there finally it got worse.” There was a standoff with the cops for 9 hours, where Louis held her hostage. Media went crazy, Adi Snow cutting her world tour short when she heard what happened. Louis then announced that if they cant live happily “then we can’t live at all.” He then proceeded to cook a dinner for him and kay lacing her drink with a sedative which “He didn’t notice I saw him put whatever it was in there and as soon as he set it down in front of me I threw It in his face and ran, that’s when he started shooting his gun, so I ran as fast as could upstairs and I went into the nearest room. Ella’s. I locked the door and I heard him coming up the stairs while shooting the gun. I was trying to climb out of the window but he shot off the lock and grabbed me back in and just kept hitting me with the gun. Then he dragged me downstairs and that’s when the swat team came in.”

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