I'm eating up the idea that because gojo was sealed, the reader saw shoko really go through it becuase she thought maybe he was really gone so the reader finds out through shoko the story about the trio (shoko-gojo-getou) and how suguru passing really affected her and how gojo was never really the same after and he's changed since. The reader doesn't get a good impression on gojo at first, and a big part of her hates him for how he's left shoko all alone. The reader becomes somewhat overprotective of her and she just doesn't like gojo. This goes on until he's finally unsealed and she meets him by accident one day. she doesnt like him, she has to tell herself. So it becomes this game of feelings where she can't possibly like him.

she just can't. even if she likes him, she'll break herself if she needs to.