Sometimes I get really sad thinking about dnp’s friendship/relationship/companionship whatever you want to call it. I’m not sad because I don’t want them to have that but because I long for something like that so much, pure jealously I guess. To have found someone so young and connect so deeply and earnestly to form such a pure connection. To have their own projects and spaces, yet to always come back together at the end of the day and not be tired of one another even after years.

Every so often I think about how for at least 13 years the longest they spent apart was 2 1/2 weeks. I cannot fathom anyone loving me in that way that that would happen, or let alone noting that those numbers were true. It’s so painfully obvious that I’m a child of divorce.

A story like there’s truly is so rare. To build a career, a life. From train visits to a forever home starting so young, that is so unheard of and honestly sounds like a fairytale. And I know I’m still young and anything can happen but I truly hope and pray that I can find someone who will want to be my companion through life.

Through the highs and lows. The crisis’ and excitement. The careers, the relationships. With all the little psychic connections and the “i just knew”s

To joy in finding solace and comfort in another person for years to come.

Whatever their relationship is. They are the standard, the blueprint, the goal for myself in my relationships.

I just know if I squeeze him he'll squeak like a chew toy

“I’m so obsessed with him but he avoids me like the plague.” “I cry all the time but I’m so productive” Taylor motherfucking Swift I knew you would deliver with this song and you did not disappoint

Overlord @ Damus:

I always knew Annie was secretly a pink girl, she loves pink 🩷

i don’t know how someone can look at billy hargrove and not think he’s kissed boys before

also it's canon that mike is a bad kisser. El would know if he kissed right even if it was her first time doing it

MY MATHEMATICS IS BIBLICAL, LIKE, LITERALLY GODLIKE

Okay so I have been seeing some Vegas hate lately (nothing wrong with not liking a character, it's honestly not a big deal) and people saying that the whole upbringing of the vegaspete relationship doesn't sit right with them. Tho I just want to say that for me, the only couple story that was told in the show, that didn't need an explanation as of why or how are things happening between the characters, was vegaspete. At no point in watching their story unfold, I needed an explanation, nor was I feeling confused on why things were happening the way they were (where I had some questions or uncertainties while watching kimchay or kinnporsche)

my irls are fucking impossible i can’t deal with them

why do you hurt?

you're choking on how much you have to try

you have tried. you have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders and accepted more responsibilities than you have ever wanted, even intended to gain. it isn't crushing - you are strong enough to hold it - but you are choking. you don't know what to do with it. you don't know where it goes, how to move this weight everyone knows you can hold onto, and do you even want to get rid of it? Never. You would not give this to - force this on - anyone else. but you can't. but you are choking on it. your body will hold it up even when you lose all the air in your lungs, and your footing, and your courage. it does not mind choking you. it seems almost designed to do so. if you weren't wrung out you wouldn't be doing this thing properly.

i sent this to @chickenparm BEFORE the ganderdinger event

shun: i need some advice aoyama: oh, that coat HAS to go. i've been wanting to say something for months! shun: aoyama: . . . it's not about the coat, is it?

my wife: I wonder what people who have never had chocolate crave when they menstruate

me: violence

i began simping for jing yuan based solely on the fact that he was obviously a cat dad.