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#I havent stopped thinking about this movie since i left the theater the first time can you tell
talkingandwatching · 6 months
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So I watched the fnaf movie yall this was crazy
Hello everyone, I'm literally on my way home from the movie theater while I'm writing this post (might be a couple of days to publish it because I have no attention spam) because I watched the Five night's at Freddy's movie and yall, this was wild.
Before I get into it, I wanna complain that the guys in the front seat talked nonstop, like, all the time while we watched this movie so I wanna tell everyone, if youre the kind of person who does this crap, please stop, its very annoying.
I never once had the chance to feel like I literally cant talk about a movie, not because of the spoilers but because I literally cannot find the words to describe what I just saw, not because it was shocking or anything but because there is almost nothing to talk about. But what kind of "movie critic" would I be if I didn't at least try?
I think the main reason why I cant say anything is because I can barely comprehend the fact that this is a real movie that I watched in theaters, I think it will take about 3-5 business days for me to finally settle this information down.
This is the part where I start talking about the movie and it will probably have spoilers, so read it at your own risk.
Even before watching the movie I realised that it will be a real challenge to figure the lore out, since okay, we got Mike as a main character, I thought then it supposedly Michael Afton right? But his sister was called Abby and not Elizabeth and I knew Mike is interacting with William Afton (and I knew its William because it was Matthew Lillard in the trailer and everyone knew Matthew Lillard will play William Afton, the internet went crazy for over a week), but somehow he doesnt suspects its his dad? Also Vanessa is in this movie? And I had even more questions and let me tell you, none of them was answered by the movie.
The movie starts with our main character Mike (played by Josh Hutcherson), who works as a security guard in a mall, but beats the shit out of a random man because he thought he's kidnapping a kid but the kid was actually his son, then he gets fired, so a guy, supposedly his boss called Steve Raglar (played by Matthew Lillard) offers him a security guard job at an abandoned restaurant called Freddy Fazbear's Pizza, but Mike rejects it, saying he cant do night, then we find out why. He has sleep problems because he dreams about the same thing over and over again, which is the memory when he witnessed his little brother, Garret being kidnapped. This memory haunts him and he's also the legal guard of his little sister, Abby. Abby is a weird kid, she has invisible friends that only she can see and she's also very antisocial in school, which worries both the teachers and Mike's & Abby's aunt that want to take full custody over Abby because she doesnt think Mike is a suitable guard for her (neither does Mike thinks he's suitable for this but yk, he doesnt want Abby to live there because they both hate their aunt). After this, Mike changes his mind about the security guard job and calls Steve. So the job starts and boy o boy, what the fuck is going on in this movie-
First of all, I was very excited when I saw that Matpat got a cameo as a waiter, I audibly gasped when I saw him on the movie screen, what makes this even funnier is that I literally told my boyfriend who sat next to me that Matpat would probably get a seizure from this movie's storyline (also something that I havent paid attention to in the theater is that his name tag says "Ness", someone on youtube pointed that out and this makes the cameo 100x more ironic, if you know, you know), I think he deserved it 100% and I was pretty sad Markiplier at the end didn't make it into the cameo because of Iron Lung.
I gotta admit, I fell into the flaw that I thought the story will be a part of the main things that happen in the game and thats why some aspects of the movie left me very very confused. For example, we found out Vanessa is the daughter of William Afton. The fans speculated that there might be some sort of relation between them after Security Breach came out, but I dont remember if anyone thought he's her father, only maybe her grandfather or something. Just so you know, in this movie, Mike and William are not related (or at least doesnt look like they are) and my boyfriend had the idea that this movie might be about Mike Schmidt, which is a very og character in the fnaf games/community, who in this story, isnt Michael Afton, this could explain why his sister is called Abby and not Elizabeth either.
Speaking of Abby, she also left me a bit confused. We found out that her imagined and invisible friends are actually the ghost children that haunt the robots and she can communicate with them through her drawings. I was left a bit dissapointed that they didn't explain how this works exactly, especially because I personally liked the aspect that the robots arent malicious and that theyre still just traumatized children who were manipulated.
Of course, nobody was suprised by the fact that William who said he was Steve, was the villain and oh boy, Matthew Lillard KILLED it as William Afton. As someone, who's childhood wasnt just FNAF but also Scooby Doo, this man is literally the face of many many childhoods, including mine. He didn't get enough screentime AT ALL, even though I dont really mind, because its nice that Afton wasnt the main focus of the story, but Matthew was so good, so talented that I wanted more and more.
Josh Hutcherson as Mike was also awesome in this role, he's relatable, he's flawed yet a very sympathetic character and you cant help but root for him.
These two were the stars of this movie, however Piper Rubio as Abby was also pleasant in my opinion, I thought her character was sweet and lovable and I hated how the guys on the front row were mocking everything she said. Elizabeth Lail as Vanessa was also.. okay? I didn't like Vanessa's presence in the movie at all, because it was very confusing, but she was pretty okay in the role. The ghost children werent that good in my opinion, the acting was very small and Garret's actor had only one face through the entire movie, he didn't have any dialouge either.
Speaking of dialouge, I didn't like it at all. It felt like someone trying to grasp and mimic how people talk to each other, some dialouges were almost ridiculous and NO, if you havent watched the movie but still read my blog post, no, the phrase "Together we're fnaf" does not appear in the movie sadly.
In conclusion, did I dislike this movie? No. Not at all.
In fact, I enjoyed this movie very much. I was a bit of than a casual fan of this game franchise since 2016 and it was a great experience to dress up with my boyfriend and watch the Five night's at Freddy's movie, because we were and are both fans of this game. The bad habit everyone fell into is that we were fixated on the "lore accuracy" and missed the fact that this is more than probably a spinoff, using lore from the books instead of the games.
It was really nice to see this movie and I dont think anyone who wasnt a fan of this game growing up will watch and/or appreciate this movie because its like Barbie but for weird kids and I think its flop among critics is just the Mario movie all over again, where the fans are praising the movie and its story to the roof but the critics just sat into a cactus or something.
Anyways, I'm curious what you guys think of the movie, let me know if you had any opinions and until next time, see ya.
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youranxiousnerd · 3 years
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The Transformation Thoughts
bc hsmtmts said gay rights
spoilers below
yesss seb doing the recap
wait did seb just say he was crying?!?! give him a hug 
cow baby!!!
wow miss jenn and seb having a civil conversation
Natalie is back!!
ej and ricky with the mask
kourtney’s outfit!!!
ashlyn’s outfit...
ahh so the awards and the show are separate, good, that’s how it works
RICKY’S SHIRT!?!?!?! 
i love it
ricky is lgbt do not try to convince me otherwise
ASHLYN IS SINGING IT IS BEAUTIFUL
like pop off
ricky and the mask
that mask is the true villain in season 2
“Belle, I-” flops
Ashlyn is carrying the scene, she is such a good Belle
how is ricky allowed on stage oh my god
the cap
that damn mask
“It’s okay, it was just my face”
Miss Jenn is hanging on by a thread
finally some ashlyn and ricky content
“Which they will” buddy have you faced the music? Have you seen Ricky?
“I think I might have been playing Troy at one point”
Miss Jenn needs help from someone who isn’t a teenager
“Mother is freaking out” High school theater at it’s finest
“There is math involved”
“OH” 
sassy seb
i can’t with east high’s tech crew, what are you doing?!?!
and why are the actors figuring out the tech stuff?!? i’m sure kourt, big red, ashlyn (she knows all), and seb (he lives on a farm) know what to do. 
the crew cannot be that bad
btw here are my thoughts on this scene
guys it is ashlyn’s house not yours
portwell shoulder bump
ASHLYN I LOVE YOU
OH SO NOW YOU HAVE DRILLS
WHERE WERE THEY WHEN THE TECHIES STARTED USING GLUE ON PLYWOOD!?!?!?!
I WANT ANSWERS
i. cannot. with. this. show.
lily wtf
“is this too weird” yes
like why?
lily like actually shut up
big red’s “wtf”
let her be evil damnit
“i’m just not well liked here” i wonder why
that was really weird, anyways
“he gets weird around tools”
me too
no give big red the drill he knows how to use it
someone write a fic about the girls and seb’s chaotic target run
why don’t you have a blackout and dramatic music and lights for the transformation, i know it isn’t award level but if done right it can be pretty dope
“I don’t know if my parents will be okay with me being at a co-ed sleepover”
“Chip, this is your mother speaking, go call your mother”
HE DID THE FINGER GUNS
GAY TABLE SIT AND FINGER GUNS THEY DID THEIR RESEARCH
ashlyn’s bucket
CARLOS GAY TABLE SIT
OH MY GOD
they’re so gay soulmates
let big red have his skateboards
“i need to talk to seb at some point but it can wait” honey no it can’t wait seb is on the verge of a breakdown
wait they havent talked in a week
Im a hypocrite ive been dancing around someone for three years
“You’re still at school”
“I’m worried about my children” “She means us”
such a high school theater thing (like i got married during high school theater, we had a family tree)
“ah, Sebby”
“Now I’m pretty sad” give him a hug
the girls ship seblos
“But, I guess he has to be, out of default, right... there’s not a lot of choices for a boy like Carlos, here, at East.”
alright here come the tears 
why...why couldn’t he say “gay” or “queer” or “lgbt”?!?!
“Not so good at saying the feelings part out loud”
shiz that hit close to home. 
Seb is just making me cry today, isn’t he?
wait so we’re just going to change the subject? coming from a queer person, opening up about your problems about your sexuality is hard. like, there are things that happened years ago im just telling people. 
“You’re my sister, he’s my cousin”
it seems everyone except nina knows about the chocolates. imagine gossip time when gina told people write a fic
Nini just stop talking. It wasn’t a big deal, simple mistake. Not everything has to be big and dramatic
and wasn’t she just asking about Gina and Ej? 
Nini for the love of god it is not something to read into.
“The farmer type”
Ash and Red exchanging gossip
wait... why are they texting about this?
“Why wouldn’t he say something to me?” It’s a hard conversation to have. “hey are we together just because i’m your only option?” 
“Okay, pretty boy” HE CALLED HIM PRETTY BOY
RICKY!!!!!!!!!!
!!!
carlos and gina chaotic siblings
give ej a hug 
“Sweet boy”
im so glad the guys are talking about their feelings.
Why a sleepover? It’s more of a hangout.
“Verging on failure”
jennzara therapy
slowwww burn
you go from hand holding to fist bump
disney please release an acoustic version of “let you go”
so it’s just carlos and ricky chillin’ at big red’s house?
do not play let you go for nini
do. not.
“You guys are a hallmark movie”
for once ricky is being smart
“the look on your face when you were talking about Seb tonight” smiles
he is so whipped
“I think you and Seb have something worth fighting for...bro”
that was so sweet and then there is bro
i love this show
“Sorry, I’m adjusting to being called bro” 
him and seb being awkward about feelings... that is a high school relationship
i love ricky in this scene
“Yeah, let’s just write”
ASHLYN CALLED BIG RED BABE AWWWWW
nina shut the actual hell up
“It’s in the costume shop, somewhere” mood
“Thank you, 15″ THEY SAID THE THING
GAHHHH
I LOVE IT
howie and kourtney oh my god what is happening
 “and begging”
“hi” he’s so nervous oh my lord.
he is so awkward around seb 
it’s like a switch
“Do you want to get risotto with me sometime” OH MY GOD THATS ADORABLE
GINA BABY HE LIKES YOU 
GINA HONEY!!!
AWWW THAT WAS ADORABLE
PORTWELL YESSSS
gina’s little run
“Am I in trouble?” 
they’re so nervous 
oh my god its time
“You keep it all bottled up” GUYS I CANT ARGGGG
can ricky just like, go behind a curtain?
“lookin’ for our kind of love” carlos basically just said “i love you”
seb is so whipped like look at him?
they’re so in love
seb’s little eye role at “in a heartbeat, i choose you”
the hands omfg
oh my god they’re going to dance
SHIZ THE HOMECOMING SUITS
I WAS RIGHT
OH MY GOD
SHIT GUYS IM DYING
gah the hands i cant
carlos is leading i love it
the tie
a tie just killed me
im combusting
You’re honor, they’re in love
i really thought carlos was going in for a kiss he is probably getting one later
i like how the dance isn’t big, it’s small and a little awkward bc right then it’s just them.
THEYRE SO IN LOVE HOLY SHIT
damnit big red
big red is legally required to interrupt almost kiss moments especially if it’s an lgbt kiss bc we cant have two in one season
in a heartbeat is so cute. Frankie showed UP this season with the vocals. there is no way that was all acting bc they looked so in love.
I...I love it
the lyrics are perfect
In a Heartbeat and Let You Go are probably the best OG songs of the season
“Siri, add In a Heartbeat to my gay sob playlist”
these boys are just serenading each other left and right 
“Yeah” 
so it’s just “yeah”!?!? That’s it!?!?! Seb could have least kissed him on the cheek or did they use all their kisses?
I love the song and love the scene, but there is so much more to discuss. Are we going to brush over the fact that Seb literally had an allergic reaction and didn’t get help because he didn’t want to disappoint Carlos!?!? Are we going to brush over “no, seb” and seb feeling like he has to get carlos big things!?! One “yeah” doesn’t erase all that. I’m hoping we get closure, proper closure, not a joke. 
In conclusion, only one thing was settled (Carlos loves Seb for Seb, not because he is the only out guy in school).
“Seb and Carlos suffer their first fight” effing liars
BTW it looks like they filmed the dance scene with the homecoming suits and normal outfits so disney release the footage
Ricky is the biggest Seblos shipper
“Bro”
you morons. are you using rigging without an adult there?!?!
im pretty sure that isn’t allowed. only trained people were allowed to use the rigging. it should be Natalie since she did it in HSM
you should have gotten mats are something or stand in a circle
gahhh
RICKY
OH MY FRICKING GOD
NO ONE RAN THEY JUST WATCHED WTF
WTF WAS THAT ENDING
UMMMMM NO
i legit have no words oh my god 
they just killed the lead
you guys saw the rope you should have ran 
you should have gotten mats or blankets or something just in case
rigging is difficult, set rigging and people rigging
EAST HIGH WTF
Looks like the sleepover is going to be in the ER
My gay heart is full but my theater heart is screaming. The episode went by really fast. I liked it, like a lot.
To answer the question, no, I am not okay @organic-guacamole and we will have a theater kid sleepover
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lostinfic · 7 years
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The Girlfriend Experience | Part 2
Trope: Sharing a bed Author: Lostinfic Word Count: ~4000 Rating: Mature Summary: Hardy asks Hannah to show him the Girlfriend Experience in preparation for a blind date. 
Beta: @fadewithfury <3 Part 1 | Masterpost | AO3 | 12 Tropes AO3 Collection
For the blind date, Hardy’s sister had given him nothing but an instruction to look out for a woman with a yellow carnation, and an address.
He assumed it was the address of a restaurant.
He should have known better than to assume his sister would do the normal thing.
It was a train. Not a normal train either, but a “romantic railway adventure”.
His stomach twisted in a knot at the mere thought of getting stuck in there for hours with a complete stranger. But backing out didn’t sit well with him. Standing up someone was cruel. Anyway, as Hannah had said, his sister wanted what was best for him. Whoever Helen had set him up with would, at the very least, be a decent person.
He sighed thinking of Hannah. Considering how she’d encouraged him to go on this bloody blind date-- even after he all but confessed his feelings for her during their fake date-- it was clear it was never going to happen with her. He had better move on and start looking for someone else.
Easier said than done. 
As much as the memory of their fake date made him cringe because she’d rejected his advances, it also came with a warm feeling in the pit of his stomach. Her laughter, the teasing hint of bra, standing close in the bookshop as they flipped through novels. Paper and cherry blossoms. And feeling all right.
For years, he hadn’t questioned his friendship with his younger sister’s flatmate. Even when Hannah became an escort and moved out, they stayed in touch. When they hang out, times flies, and that was enough for him. Nothing more.
Not until recently.
With the divorce and her visits, he noticed how much they had in common now after years of all-consuming careers, heartbreaks and successes. She had grown and so had he. And once he began seeing her as the strong woman she had become, he couldn’t go back to thinking of her as just a friend. But he had to.
Enough about Hannah.
Hardy straightened his tie and jacket. From the platform, a sign indicated the Bar & Lounge coach, and he headed there.
The train company had hired Helen as their art director— it’s how she’d obtained a pair of tickets-- and she came up with the idea of a 1930s theme. The staff wore stiff burgundy and gold uniforms. Inside the wagons, varnished wood gleamed in the halo of fake oil lamps. Patrons sat in plush leather seats around art deco furniture.
Hardy made his way through the couples gathered inside. Many had embraced the vintage theme, others had dressed more casually. Thankfully for him, a suit worked for all occasions and eras.
The train stirred and swayed forward. He had yet to find his date. Every time he met a woman’s eyes, the twist in his stomach tightened.
Someone tapped his shoulder.
“Hey you.”
He recognized that voice. His heart skipped a beat. He turned, and his jaw dropped. Hannah stood there, wearing something vintage and silky, like she’d just stepped out of a black and white movie. Ruby red lips framed a beaming smile.
“What are you doing here?” he stammered.
“I have a date.”
“My sister set you up too?”
“No, another one of our friends. Gemma, you met her I think at the garden party.”
“Yeah.”
“So yours is tonight too? They got a group deal on the train tickets or what?” She looked over his shoulder. “So where’s the lucky lady?”
“Haven’t found her yet. I don’t even know her name, Helen didn’t want me looking her up in the police database. Seen anyone with a yellow carnation?”
“Like this one?” She showed him the flower she was holding. “Looks like Gemma and Helen are in cahoots.”
Hardy gaped at the flower. Hannah was his blind date. She laughed, but he didn’t think it was funny. Not at all. What was his sister thinking? He’d never said a word to her about liking Hannah. Was he that obvious?
Regardless, now Hannah was stuck with him when she no doubt expected someone more charming and younger. Basically, not the kind of person who needs a practice date with a prostitute.
For the first time since they’d met, the prospect of spending an evening in her company filled him with dread. What if she thought he was behind all of it, not just his sister?
“Sorry, I didn’t know she would do that,” he groaned.
“Yeah, no, me neither.”
She laughed, and it was too high-pitched for genuine amusement but he reciprocated with his own nervous titter. He tugged at the knot of his tie.
“I don’t know what made her think I’d want to— that we were a match.”
“Right.” She crossed her arms, rubbing her shoulder. “Look at his this way: you won’t  have to worry about small talk.”
They ordered drinks and sat at the bar.  An uneasy silence stretched between them as they pretended to listen to the piano player.
He rang his sister to berate her, but she wouldn’t answer her phone-- on purpose, he was sure. Hannah looked at him with a tight-lipped smile.
“If you’d prefer to, ah, mingle...” He indicated the other passengers, but they were clearly all paired up already.
Hannah shrugged, seemingly coming to the same conclusion as him.
 The maître d’ announced supper, and passengers moved to the restaurant cart.
A waiter assigned them a banquette. Tea candles decorated the table, their flames made the crystalware sparkle.  
“This is nice,” Hannah commented, smoothing the white tablecloth.
He nodded absentmindedly, pretending to peruse the menu when in fact he was observing her. Hard to tell how she felt about being stuck with him for the evening. Granted, she’d enjoyed herself last time but it had been work for her, to help him.  He glanced at her over his menu, their eyes met, and both quickly looked away.
A waiter took their orders, leaving them with nothing to do. Hannah swirled the wine in her glass.
“I’ve been thinking,” she began, “I know this escort, a man, he’s real awful, don’t know how he’s still in business.”
Where was this going?
“Anyway, we should set your sister up with him, you know, to get back at her.”
Hannah grinned mischievously and Hardy chuckled. They talked about all the unpleasant people they knew and made up devious plans to deceive Helen. They laughed so much, patrons at nearby tables glared at them for disrupting the quiet romantic atmosphere. Of course, the irony didn’t escape Hardy: they had such fun thinking of revenge plans that it proved Helen had been right to play this trick on them to begin with.
After supper, Hardy reclined in his chair, rubbing his full stomach. He hadn’t had such a good meal in a long time. He was usually prone to motion sickness, but this train moved slowly. It crawled across the rail, allowing passengers to admire the pastoral landscape. He couldn’t tell their location or destination; fields, forests and suburbs looked the same across England as far as he was concerned. Perhaps, if he’d paid closer attention a sign would have given him a clue, but all his attention was diverted towards Hannah.
A waiter filled their cups with tea, and announced the train would stop soon for “entertainment”. They disembarked at a disused train station turned into a theater. An old-fashioned marquee announced the show’s title: “On the road to love.” On stage, two rubbish actors pretended to fall in love to the tune of 1930s jazz songs.  Throughout the first act, Hannah and Hardy exchanged eyerolls and stifled laughter.  When the actors began tap dancing, they barely kept it together.
At last, the intermission came, they were the first out the door. They bypassed the bar and headed straight outside.
The brisk night air was welcome after a heavy meal and a stuffed theater. Hands in pockets, Hardy leaned against the wall and stared at the silhouette of a town beyond the rails and bushes. Hannah imitated his position, close enough that their shoulders touched.
“We could get out,” he said. “Walk over there. Find a ride. End it here.”
“Do you want to leave?”
“Do you?”
She shrugged and leaned against him, resting her head on his shoulder. Hardy smiled to himself. She didn’t seem to hate being stuck with him tonight after all. And so far neither of them had brought up what happened at the end of their fake date; there was hope their friendship would survive.
“I suppose it’s not so bad,” he said.
“Yeah, not bad. Tell you what though, we can stay at the bar during the second act.”
A few other couples had the same idea. Show tunes could still be heard through the wall. The bar design recreated a prohibition-era speakeasy.
For a moment, Hardy entertained the idea of personifying a character. Someone cool, a la Humphrey Bogart. He wished he had a cigarette. As they stood at the bar to order drinks, he gave Hannah the old once-over from her black heels to her smokey eyes. But as soon as she caught him looking, he lost whatever cool he’d mustered. She bumped him with her shoulder, lips curling in a playful smile. He didn’t stand a chance.
Once sat at a corner table, they sipped a dram of whiskey and reminisced. She ran her fingertip along the rim of her glass, eyes focused on the circular motion. After a moment of silence, she said: “You know, I used to fancy you, when I lived with Helen.”
She said it with a giggle, looking at him through her eyelashes. He remembered a time when she would ceaselessly flirt with him. With her, he could never tell genuine feelings from teasing. Except a few times, lingering hugs and gazing in each other’s eyes. But he’d had to ignore that because back then he’d recently married so he wasn’t interested. Ironic, that the roles were now reversed: he fancied her-- more than fancy-- and she wasn’t interested. Bad timing.
“I knew you did,” he said.
“You did! How?”
“You weren’t subtle. I was scared every time my sister left the room.”
“Scared you’d give in to temptation?” she joked.
“No, it wasn’t like that.”
“No, I know. You’re one of the good guys. Too good.”
“Too good for what?”
“For girls who are outrageous flirts.” She winked.
Hannah dropped her shoe and slipped her toes under the hem of his trousers. He’d seen women do that in films, but had never experienced it for himself. Although, he couldn’t explain why, he enjoyed it. His cheeks heated up, and his pulse quickened. He forgot what they were talking about. She’d always loved to make him fluster.
The show ended, and the spectators loudly walked out, disrupting the moment.
Back on board the train, a staff member approached them: “If you would follow me, I will show you to you sleeper car now.”
Hardy and Hannah exchanged a surprised look, neither of them knew this lasted overnight. His only experience with sleeper cars involved bunk beds. But of course, a “romantic railway adventure” didn’t have bunks. The man opened the door on a cozy compartment with a double bed taking up most of the room. Hannah asked if they have another room available, but all compartments were occupied tonight.
At least, the train company had the foresight of selling overnight essentials such as toothbrushes. But no pyjamas, of course.
“Lend me your shirt,” Hannah demanded. “I can’t sleep in this dress.” She tugged at the material over her ribs, wincing in discomfort.
“What about me?”
“You can’t sleep in this dress either.”
“And what am I supposed to sleep in?”
“Your pants. Unless you’re going commando.” She wiggled her eyebrows.
“I’m not— ugh. Alright.”
He hooked his tie and jacket behind the door, and removed his shirt with his back to her.
“You’re such a prude. I’ve seen you in a much worse state than this.”
“When?”
“At Helen’s, after your divorce.”
“Yeah, I looked worse, but I’m sure I was fully dressed.”
“Well, you’d better get undressed while you look good.”
Was she joking or flirting?
When he turned to hand her his t-shirt, her eyes lingered on his chest, and she bit her bottom lip.
She put the shirt over her clothes and shimmed the dress down her body to pull it off. More wiggling and she extracted her bra through the top.
“Tadaa!” she said like a magician.
It was his turn to linger. His shirt was just long enough to cover her bum, showing off her legs. He always liked her legs.
She looked expectantly at his trousers. There was no point in putting it off.  As soon as he popped the first button, Hannah wolf-whistled.  Without thinking, Hardy rotated his hips, and she bust out laughing.
“I can be funny too,” he mumbled.
“I know.” She smiled at him then cocked her head. “I thought you’d be skinnier.”
“I am.”
“Yeah, but there’s, you know, meat too.”
What was that supposed to mean? He crossed his arms to cover his chest, but it left his crotch uncovered, so he crossed his leg.
“Oh, just get in the bloody bed.”
Hannah smirked, but charitably held back another quip.
In the silence, he noticed it was raining, its pitter-patter on the metal roof echoed through the compartment. Hannah turned off the main light, leaving just the flame of an electric candle by the bed.
They looked at each other, then at the bed, then at each other again.
He hadn’t shared a bed with anyone since Tess. The last few years of celibacy and loneliness caught up to him all at once. He yearned for it, physically ached for it, to lie in bed with Hannah, hold her in his arms until morning.
“Well, I--”
“There’s something…” he began.
“Hm?”
“Something you said I should do at the end of the date.”
He gulped, hoping she understood what he meant.
“Kiss me goodnight?”
“Yeah.”
This time, he wouldn’t chicken out. She stepped forward and his mouth went dry. She caught him by surprise, pecking his lips. It happened too quickly. By the time he opened his eyes, she had slipped in the bed.
Well, there was only one thing to do now. Nothing left to delay the inevitable. He had to get in bed. With Hannah. She patted the space beside her, and he prayed she couldn’t hear his hammering heart.
Lying in bed, neither of them spoke. Every muscle in his body was stiff. The train’s wheels clattered on the tracks and raindrops splashed on the roof. And just when he thought he couldn’t take more of this tension, Hannah giggled.
She turned on her side towards him. Some light filtered through the curtains, just enough to illuminate the outline of her face.
“This is a bit weird,” she whispered.
His whole body relaxed, and he turned to face her too.
“I can think of worse,” he said.
“Yeah?”
“Imagine if it’d been a real blind date, with another woman, and I’d be stuck with her.”
“Maybe you would’ve liked her.”
“I don’t think so.”
How could he possibly like another woman when he had such feelings for Hannah? And right now, this moment was everything to him. He scooted closer, just a smidge. She folded her legs and their knees touched.
“So what, you’ll stay single forever? Tess really did a number on you.”
“I’m waiting for the right person.”
She searched his face, and he wondered how obvious he was, surely she must see the affection in his eyes. She blinked and looked down. A strand of hair caught in her eyelashes, and he gently swiped it behind her ear.
“What you said about after my divorce.” He continued to whisper although there was no reason for it. “I don’t think I ever thanked you for that. For checking up on me.”
“Don’t mention it.”
Her toes tickled his ankle and quite naturally, as though they’d been doing it for years, her leg slid between his.
“You know, I wanted to check up on you when you were in Broadchurch too.”
I would have loved that, he thought.
“I worked a lot,” he said.
There must have been more to say, things to explain and confess and profess, but not now, not when the moment was just right.
When he lost Tess, it wasn’ther betrayal that hurt the most, but losing that one person who knew him better than anyone else. It seemed impossible to build this level of intimacy and familiarity with another person in his lifetime. But maybe he didn’t have to start from the ground up, he and Hannah already had a foundation. All he had to do was add bricks and hope it didn’t crumble down.
“Han?”
“Yeah?” she mumbled sleepily.
“I-- I would’ve liked that, you visiting in Broadchurch…” He took a deep breath. Why was this so hard? “I thought about you.”
“Good.”
He chuckled at that. He kissed her forehead, and her eyes drifted shut with a smile.
They slept, a deep slumber despite the noisy train and unfamiliar surroundings.
Hardy woke up with one side of the body decidedly warmer than the other. Not just warmer-- heavier. And as the last fog of sleep cleared from his mind, he realized two things: Hannah had hogged all the blankets and she’d snuggled up to him. An arm around his waist, a leg across his thighs, and her head on his chest. And it appeared he’d reciprocated the snuggling. A hand rested on her ribs. High up on her ribs.  A confused debate of semantics and physiology took place in his mind, and he came to the conclusion that the area his hand rested on was more breast than side; he’d tried to cop a feel in his sleep.
Hardy cracked opened an eye. As far as he could tell, Hannah was still sleeping.  But if he moved his hand now, he risked waking her up and appearing more guilty than he was. He also became aware of another embarrassing situation: she had twisted in her sleep and buttons of the shirt had come undone, revealing the swell of her breasts. Of its own accord, his thumb moved, stroking the curve of her flesh, right along the underside. Before he could make himself stop, her nipple visibly pebbled under the cotton on the shirt-- his shirt.
A small noise, suspiciously close to a moan, escaped Hannah’s lips. She snuggled closer, and the hand on his stomach drifted lower. Hardy drew in a sharp breath. His arousal became more prominent. Embarrassing flashbacks from his teenage days made him cringe. He could put it all down to a physiological response, but he knew damn well it was Hannah’s proximity that caused the blood flow to his groin.
His groan made Hannah giggle.
“You’re awake,” he accused.
“Barely… sorry.”
She tried to roll off him, but he automatically tightened the arm around her. She looked up at him, eyes full of questions.
Stay. Don’t go. But his mouth wouldn’t form the words.
“I can’t tell what you want,” she said.
“Can’t you? Don’t you know?”
It was all so serious suddenly, so real and raw in the morning light. No place to hide.
“I asked you to kiss me, and you kissed my cheek,” she said, eyebrows knitted in a frown. “I turn out to be your blind date and you’re unhappy about it. I flirt with you all night and you-- I don’t know.”
Possibly, he hadn’t been as transparent as he thought.
“Sorry. I wasn’t sure. When you flirt, I just assume you’re taking the piss, so...”
“Sometimes it’s easier to joke than, I don’t know, open up.”
She picked at the bed sheet. He rarely got to see her so vulnerable,and it made his heart capsize. He would protect her from the world if she let him.  
“But you’re so-- and I’m…” He sighed. “You can do better.”
“It’s not for you to say.”
“I suppose not.”
He relaxed his arm around her, and she propped herself up on an elbow, keeping her other hand on his chest.
“I like you, Alec.”
“You used to, it’s what you said.”
“I still do. A lot. But I’m…” She let out a shaky breath. “Our friendship is really important to me.”
“Right. So… you only want to be friends?”
“I’m just saying I don’t have the best track record with relationships.”
“Me neither.”
“You were married for almost 20 years.”
“Exactly!”
She chuckled, and that sound made his heart soar. He covered her hand with his.
“As I’ve said: I can wait for the right person.”
“You meant me?”
“Of course.” He caressed her cheek. “Looks like there are a few things I need to clarify. Beginning with this...”
His fingers drifted to her hair and, as he raised his head, he brought her mouth to his. He wasn’t content with a peck this time. He moved his lips against hers, slowly, savouring the kiss.
“That alright?” he asked in a breath.
She nodded and pressed forward. She deepened the kiss as he reclined. They kissed to their heart’s content. Whenever they broke for air, and she smiled at him with heavy-lidded eyes, he had to remind himself it wasn’t a dream. He couldn’t wait to hold her and kiss her again tomorrow and the day after and all the ones after that for as long as she would let him.
Hannah straddled his legs. Her long hair tickled his chest. It took all his willpower not to grab her hips and tug her down on his erection.
“Anything else you want to clarify?” she asked
“I think I’m in love with you, Hannah.”
Judging by her widening eyes, she hadn’t expected such a serious answer. He hadn’t expected to say it either.  Momentarily, he  feared he’d ruined the moment and scared her, but her features softened in a warm smile.
“Me too.”
He couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt so incredibly happy. So light. And it occurred to him he wasn’t falling in love so much as he was rising in love. He guffawed at his own silly thought.
“A smile looks good on you,” she said.
“You look good on me.”
She shook her head fondly and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around her, thoroughly snogging her.
He slipped a hand under the shirt, fingers splayed over the dip in her lower back. A groan of surprise escaped his lips when she pressed her hips to his. Even through two layers of underwear, he could feel her heat.
“It’s been a while,” he said in a hoarse voice. “For me too.” He quirked an eyebrow and she added, “I mean for real, with someone I care about.”
“Okay.”
“Do you want to wait?”
“No.”
“Oh, thank god.”
Hardy rolled over her and peppered kisses down her throat and collarbone. Fumbling with the shirt, he finally accessed her breasts. He licked a line up her sternum and took each nipple between his lips. Hannah squirmed under him, fingers raking through his hair.
He tentatively touched between her legs, inner thighs first, then grazing over her underwear. Her jerking hips and needy pants encouraged him. He removed her knickers throwing them over his shoulder, much to her amusement. He sat on his his heels, and with his forearms under her knees, he yanked her closer. He dropped butterfly kisses along her calves, making Hannah giggle.
“I need you,” she moaned, reaching into his pants.
Her hand on his cock made him curse. He thrusted into her fist until she guided him to where she needed him. As he pushed in her, he entwined their fingers above her head. And there was that carnal pleasure, but most of all there was closeness. Every nerve ending suffused with the smell and sight and touch of the other. And it was in a tight embrace, all clawing fingers, salty kisses and smacking skin, that they found bliss.
(They missed breakfast.)
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What are the initials of the last person you made out with? CIT 
If you found out you were pregnant, who would be the first person to know? Well probably the father for sure, and then my mom and my best friend. 
How old were you when you had your first kiss? 18 years old. Late bloomer lol
Is it awkward when you run into your ex? no, but i havent ran into him actually. he moved away :)
Are you afraid of falling in love? No..i only hate the “restarting” thing when you have to get reclose with someone. But Im already in love 
Does it bother you when people smoke around you? If theyre doing it in my face, yeah.
Your ex is walking next to you, with their new partner, what do you do? Smile probably say Hi, and then walk away. I wouldn’t ignore him because it would jsut make it awkward.
Are there things in your life that you’ll never be able to get over? Probably my assualt and my best friend leaving me
Who was the last person to kiss your cheek? Connor 
What country are you from? Canada 
What’s the second language of your original country? French
Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now? Connor 
Is there anything you are trying to teach yourself? Editing
Was your last kiss drunk or sober? sober i believe
Do you remember who you liked in grade eight? Cole. Oh god. He turned into a drug dealer
Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? eh, kinda. I usually just date people who have the same interest as me, but all my exes have been extremely different.
Were you intoxicated the last time you threw up? I think so..
Has anyone told you they would never leave and left? Yeah my ex best friend. we had a horrible fight, didn’t talk for 3 months, got to beign friends again and she said she would talk to me more about stuff and then she left. oh well.
How much effort would it take for someone to become close to you? Not a lot. Just show you care i guess. 
What was the first thing you said when you woke up today? “damn i woke before my alarm clock”
Who is your most recent ex? Tanner but he was short term. like a month, but we were really close. Dylan would be th second recent
Do you think the last person you kissed is a player? No 
Has anyone of the opposite sex hurt you emotionally? Yeah, actually. 
Are your eyes the same color as your moms or dads? my dads.
Where is the last person you kissed? at his place. either sleeping or gaming.
Has the person you last kissed took their shirt off in front of you? yeah duhh
Single, or taken? Taken.
Have you ever broken anything because you were mad? Kinda.
Have you ever kissed someone in front of your parents? not really. 
Person you last sent a text to? Sasha 
Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with? Yeah you can. Its called being an adult. 
Is there anyone you don’t wanna lose? yep
Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? Nope.
Can money buy happiness? No, but it can buy you things that make you happy and feel secure/safe.
Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? No
How many people have you kissed who’s name started with an M? none
Had sex in a movie theater? how the fuck
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it? Not today
Would you change your eye color to blue? No i hate blue
Are you a heart breaker? No. I have hurt people in the past. But i don’t go out of my way to hurt them.
Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you? Morgan. we were best friends, really close and he just was turning into a complete cunt. especially when he started to date his new GF. 
Has anybody ever told you that you’re too young to be in love? Yeah
What was the last thing you looked up on Google? a image
Do you have a lighter on you? yeah.
Do you “blow kisses” often? no
Weirdest rumor you’ve heard about yourself? That I was engaged, but thats it.
Ever kissed a smoker? weed smoker
Have you ever painted each toe/finger nail a different color? no
Do you have any inside jokes with your parents? not rly
Honestly - have you ever written something on a bathroom stall? yeah
Do you need to “break up” with a friend? 
no
What is your natural hair color?
Brown.
Are you the oldest, middle, youngest, or an only child? Oldest
What is the longest relationship you’ve been in? The one im currently in. 9 months.
Have you ever felt pressured to do something you weren’t ready for? yeah.
What does your last outgoing text say? “watch her not see it”
Have you ever been hit on the head with a brick, rock, wooden block or bat? no
How often do you wear skirts? I used to wear them a lot.but not so much anymore. I wear them in the summer 
Have you ever seen a fat girl wearing really tight leggings? yeah
Have you ever worn skinny jeans that were yellow, purple, blue or pink? yeah, blue like bright blue. Back when I was 12. Grossss.
Who was the last person that you talked with online? sasha
Who was the last friend you hung out with? Kyra
Is there someone you want to fight? ehhhh.
Are you married? No.
Are you a high school drop out? No. I’m in college.
Do you look like anyone famous? no
Do you have a criminal record? No.
Have you ever been hit on by somebody 10 years older than you? try 20
Have you ever gone to a strip club? no and never will
What would you look like with an afro? i dont wanna think of that
Who’s the last person to really piss you off? connor haha
When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? I dunno.
What’s your relationship with the person you last texted? best friendssss
Do you think that you’re a good person? im a bad bad bad bad person.
What was on your mind mostly today? Just some personal things, connor, and my friends
Have you held hands with anyone today? No.
Is a best friend/boyfriend/girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment? my boyfriend was but not overly. Just annoyed.
Are you in a good mood right now? sore.
Last person you told a secret to? kaylie i think
Who was the first person you talked to today? sasha maybe
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? No were dating
Is there something right now that has you worried? A bit, I guess.
Ever been on a golf cart? No.
Have you ever slapped someone in the face? Not really.
Last person you took a nap with? Connor
Are you embarrassed by anything you have in your bedroom? yeah...
Does seeing your mother cry automatically make you feel sad as well? yes
What is one stereotype associated with your race that is actually true? that we think mustard is spicy.
What color shirt are you wearing? black
The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM, would you help them? obviously 
Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you? yeah
Do you care if people hate you for no reason? I do, i need a reason or it will bug me.
Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them later? Kinda.  when connor and i first dated back in 2015 for like 9 days (LMAO) and then we stopped talking for 2 weeks and then we were hanging out afain for a week and then eventually I just stopped and I thought we would never talk again, and then 4 months later we were hangingout and since then we had been dating lolol
Do you have a lot on your mind at the moment? YEA
Do you do something illegal on a regular basis? no
Did you and your mom ever have a big fight that caused you to move out? no
What grade is the last person you texted in? no grade
Do you think someone likes the same person you like? If they do they better step the fuck down cus hes mine.
Do you think you’re wasting your time on the person you like? no
Do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead? yea
Is your last ex currently in a relationship? I dont think so
Do you think more about the past, present, or future? future and past
Ever liked someone whose name started with a B? Brad when  i was 10
The person that you miss right now, what does their first name start with? J
Do you think true love ever really dies? it can die.
Do you think the last person you kissed has feelings for you? Yes.
Have you ever been punched in the face? No.
Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl? yeah, i liked this one guy in senior year and it was  a waste, we never mounted to anything and we still talk but we both were in love with eachother but he was just too pussy to date. 
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with? many times.. but the same guy
Have you ever kissed the last person you sent a text message to? no.
Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn’t? yeah
Are you good at hiding your feelings? yeah 
Is there someone you would enjoy hitting right now? Probably.
Do you plan on ruining someones life right now? No lmao
Are you a good liar? No.
What does your current Facebook status mean? I saw a post that said suicide is just angels who want to go home and so i made a post about how suicide isnt to be romanticized 
Could you go a month without cursing? I could but it would be hard.
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
yea
Do you care deeply about others? Many others, yes.
Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed? Smoking weed......
Do you like it when people call you babe? i do when my bf does 
Have you ever kissed someone who was over 21? yeah 
How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 27 
Would you pay someone to kill the person who hurt you a lot? No. Id pay someone to beat the shit outta him tho
Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy? Yes.
You see the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? kiss him probs
Will you have sex tonight? tomorrow.
Are you bi-sexual? No. I find girls cute but im not attracted. 
How many times have you gotten into a argument with the last person you kissed? we have only had like many 2 fights. we dont argue. we bicker sometimes but thats it.
Has anyone lied to you today? i dont know
Have you recently lost someone that means everything to you? not recently 
Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret? depends who they told....
Would you ever get a tattoo with someone’s name on it? no unless it was my dads name because he died.
Would you ever get your nipples pierced? no
Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone? yeaaa
Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever? it needs to change.
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