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saltlog · 4 months
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emometalhead · 8 months
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I write something like this every year. In all honesty it's hard for me to talk about Chester. I think about him every single day. It's now been six years without him, and it still doesn't feel real that he's gone. I still don't know how to cope with it. I still can't think about him for too long without crying.
Chester has been such an important figure in my life for as long as I can remember. I was raised on Linkin Park. They will forever be one of my favorite bands even if some songs are too painful to listen to now. My own mental health journey has been difficult. I'd be lying if I claimed to be doing totally fine, but I live each day trying to honor Chester's memory and make him proud. He's a big part of the reason I am who I am, and he's a big part of the reason that I'm still here today.
If you see this, please give someone you love a hug. Tell them you care about them. Cherish the moments you have with the people that matter. Listen to your favorite artist and keep them in your mind for a while. Do something nice for yourself. We all owe it to ourselves to allow some kindness in our lives. In words that Chester once sang, "when life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind".
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zevrans · 4 months
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#yeah man.. had a few hours of back and forth argument with my friend..idk really if i want to call her that now#but it was an eye opening mess.. it all started with her sending me dreadwolf trailer and i said it's all promises talk#and literally it went downhill from there she claimed that it's been announced like a year ago i said it's been in development for years#it then went to a fandom talk and how she thinks people in fandoms are pathetic and etc bullshit#how being a fan of something is not normal#and being invested in fiction and vgs and fandoms is something ppl with little responsibility do..#man i can't even write out all the stuff she said i genuinely felt so bad after this argument#i don't think i ever want to speak to her again#people having fun in her understanding is pathetic childish and a sign of a person not having enough responsibilities in life??#jfc i never realized just how truly toxic she is...#i mean deep down i did i just didn't want to admit to myself.. her general attitude to people being fans of something is just sickening#i'm determined to not write to her at all unless she reaches out which i doubt#she just shitted on everything despite me trying to expain how fiction can even literally save people#i tried expaining to her why some people are telling other ppl to not buy dreadwolf and pirate instead#i said about the fucked over emplyees of bioware and what she said was#it's a cruel world but idgaf it's business cry me a river - something along these lines#she literally has zero empathy i understand it now#the way she only selectively cares about wars going on in world#i said if people can boycott companies that support wars why cant they also support people who suffer from companies#she said and i qoute 'to compare war to people being fired wow that's something'#i was not comparing i just tried to find empathy in her to no avail#anyways.. i am so dissapointed in her and in myself that i didn't see this sooner#tbd
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whoredmode · 11 months
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i’m running around in sr2 rn doing random side stuff and i just heard a piece of NPC dialogue i don’t think i’ve heard before
“Whatever happened to that nice boy you used to hang around? I think he became the chief of police?”
……..TROY? was he really known as a “nice boy” that we hung around?😭
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arionawrites · 14 days
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before#and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️
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the prophetic dreams are getting much more concerning
#not a joke#so like im pretty damn convinced i have prophetic dreams#except one problem is they're not very straightforward#and i never really realize they are prophetic until its too late#i had a dream my lil brother attended the former school i used to study at and something bad would happen to him#i brushed it off at the time because i thought there would be no way in hell my parents would send me off to this school#years later they enrolled him in.#and well its an average school experience for him. some classmates are absolute jerks tho. but the main event in that dream didnt happen ye#because the main event happens at a school camping event. now im worried my brother would die at said camping event. but hey no camping yet#another instance was when i dreamt we went up the escalator up the mall we used to always go to#it was late into the pandemic at the time so i thought ''no way would we end up going'' but then i woke up to my mom announcing that#you guessed it#we were going to that mall#anyways those are a few instances.#right nowi had a dream i went out to lunch after college and snapped at a man for calling me ''ma'am'' because i mentally could not take it#and im scared now#with how i've been mentally. something like that WOULD happen. poor guy#but also i had a beard. why would he do that?#and the dream was also veryyy vivid.#granted not all of my dreams come true.#and i hope it STAYS that way#anyways aside from that i've also had recurring dreams of the ocean levels rising so bad that my home town ended up flooding and dissapeari#well i havent been having the flood dreams lately#that dream had two outcomes. in both outcomes people have adpated and started building a city that could take in the new environment#in one outcome they managed to build an underwater city to regain what was left of the cities that got submerged. people actually helped ea#h other and people were thriving.#in another outcome#society just ended up the same. all of the problems we had now carried on & we were eaten by the sun. except the sun was an eldritch being?#ok for sure that sun thing wont come true. or would it???#nah. i mean according to what we know of the sun. nah.
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captaincolorblob · 1 year
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Listen s5 is a blast to watch in general but I think the Halloween arc has gotta be hands down the most fun. Like Mikey throws a silver coin down a guy’s throat, if that isnt amazing entertainment i dont know what is
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pagan-corruption · 4 months
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Listen the may Mays are fun and all but I'm probably just going to skim the rest and not read the third book (esp when it's just going to be Violet saving Xaden)
The first book was fun albeit brain candy but IF is all the stuff I had issues with FW times ten. The fact that I could see someone turning venin for Inntinnsic powers a mile away before the book even came out is just depressing.
I will die on this hill: the only reason I was even wrong on who it was was because my theory has a consistent logic to it whereas it being Xaden is just for the emotional gut punch with no real merit. (Sure you may say sacrifice but turning yourself into a nuclear bomb for the pussy is the opposite of sacrifice)
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dangerous-advantage · 9 months
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they call u danger bc being near you puts my. um. fuck what was it. braincells in danger!! red is cringe and a terrible color and you should be dragged around the floor of a children’s hospital, except then they’d have to wash the floor bc you smell so bad that it made the floor smell bad by association. fuck you
ES EM AYCH. the things people will say on anon sometimes.
i'm only answering this to clear up this common misconception i keep seeing around the color red. the color red actually symbolizes more positive things than it does negative things. literally just take a look at the wikipedia page for the color red and you'll see that the color red actually symbolizes a lot of good stuff.
just take a look at this image:
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you should really look into color theory. like just take a look at this post that explains it perfectly. i also want to add some things about this image.
number one, while it may seem like there are a balanced number of positive and negative traits, the truth is, some of those negatives are actually subjective.
like, lust isn't even that bad!!! shaming people for their sexual interests is inherently misogynistic and helps perpetuate the restrictive ideals of the patriarchy. we should be embracing sexuality, not limiting it.
anger is also a subjective trait. while anger used to enact violence is bad, anger by itself is not inherently a negative trait, and shouldn't be treated as such. people have been weaponizing anger to other historically marginalized groups. anger is not a bad thing
also, while dominance can be bad, it's also not inherently negative. we should stop shaming people for the consensual acts they choose to do in the privacy of their own homes with a CONSENTING partner just because the word 'dominant' or 'submissive' have wrongfully gained a negative connotation.
and don't even get me started on 'stress' or 'alert.' having a small amount of stress or being alert aren't bad things and can actually be beneficial. just take a look at this article which explains the subject in more depth.
so, anon, maybe you should educate yourself before you start sending messages. being all "high and mighty" on your throne of lies. next time you post, make sure to do your research. maybe in the future it'll prevent you from beinf so hateful.
(and by the way im not even smelly like wtf where did you even hear that. not that i care but like its not even true so you shouldnt be saying that. like its so rude to just assume you have no idea whats going on in my life and like i dont care or anything but you should try and be more thoughtfulf in the future and stop saying lies bc like i dont even smell. like seriously where did you even hear that)
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hikeyzz · 3 months
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now tell me why they would send my sewer slide risk ass back home WITH OPIOIDS when they saw the fresh SH wounds all across my stomach??? oh you donked up doc lol
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skitskatdacat63 · 3 months
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I wish I could post some of my photography from today, but it's a bit too specific so I don't wanna dox myself shkfkgkg but ahhhh man I love taking pics whenever I go to the city 🥰
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snekdood · 4 months
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if words are not enough to get a manipulative person to leave you tf alone and hit the road, wtf are ya supposed to do? maybe throw a small toy at them to send a message
#bitch i coulda been way worse dont play#if it were me now with all the self respect i have now i woulda thrown more shit ta have ya running out the door ok#idc#i mighta fucked around and thrown my shit at you ok.#i dont think you realize the distress you caused by gaslighting me about what you did to me and also trying to be just like me?#like basically cosplay as me but want me to still date you? sorry that shits fucking weird. and i tried ending it every time you got#to that point. but ya kept trying to keep me around anyways even though you knew i was uncomfortable. didnt matter what i said#you'd find a way to manipulate the situation to keep you around. so what am i supposed to do to send the message of#'GO THE FUCK AWAY I DONT TRUST YOU AND I DONT WANNA DATE SOMEONE WHOS GONNA COSPLAY AS ME'#when words arent enough? no matter how i approached it?#i tried being nice about it. but my primal self defence kicked in and told me 'this bitch needs to get tf away from us'#so how do i show you to fuck off in a way you'll fuckin understand? yeah.#i tried playing your dumb words game. i tried playing it the way you do it. for a whole fuckin year. where you use words to manipulate.#i tried to figure out what way i could order the words that would get you to finally understand. didnt matter what i said.#bc thats how you are- you think you can say whatever tf you want and if you face any consequences suddenly its the other persons#fault. i interpreted your cosplay as mocking me. deep down all you are is a bully hiding under an uwu veneer. but yall verbal bullies alway#gotta act like victims once ya get hit with something that you had plenty of fucking warnings about.#its as if you were testing me to see when i'd snap. and then when i snap you act like a victim. fuck the entire fuck off and drown in shit.#fuckin bendy from fosters home ass type bitch#vent
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that lyric in athena by greyson chance where he goes "I don’t want to be the man I was / I want to jump into the innocence of your touch / fall into your ocean hands / pick me like a cherry blossom in Japan" is lonancore btw
#i'm trying to see if I can fudge a couple hours today to work on a flowery portrait of this man lol#ALSO because I'm like very focused on hallowed bodies rn#a realization dawned on me that I can actually write both it and body back#at the same time LMAO#sooooo maybe we'll get some lonan excerpts#what i love about that project also though is that it's not just about harrison HAHA#it's not JUST about a romance (or failed romance)#(lonan is a bit more diverse in his thinking than harrison LOL)#(sarah was talking to me while reading SV and she went 'oh it's been TWO years and harrison hasn't moved on at all from this man???')#HAHA yeah no all he thinks about is lonan#but Lonan on the other hand has a LOT more to deal with#a BIG one is his sister#I'M FERAL TO WRITE LONAN FEELING LIKE A BROTHER AGAIN#i've said this before but the only reason he goes to new york city in FH is because reeve calls him & is like#'hey so I need your help come find me'#but she lies and sends him to harrison (QUEEN SHIT)#and while HB happens before he even knows about that#his sister is GONE & i actually get to#play with the OG idea for HWT which was that he was going to find her#hold on there's this great HWT excerpt I have to share if I can find it#anyway i'm just like extremely excited to see lonan as a person again and not a cringe loser#cuz he's been the definition of cringe loser in my head for about 3 years#RECLAIM YOUR THRONE AS RACHEL'S FAVOURITE CHARACTER BABE I BELIEVE IN YOU#DETHRONE YOUR BOYFRIEND COME ON!!
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murderous-coffeebean · 8 months
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Every time I see someone address @neil-gaiman with "Lord Gaiman" or something similar, I can't help but immediately envision the exchange kind of like that :D
Neil Gaiman © himself / art © Murderous-Coffeebean (tumblr & dA)
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biolums · 1 year
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its one thing getting jealous. its another thing to be fljealous of someone who wore boot cut jeans unironically..
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ikihtoe · 9 months
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HELLO MY LOVES
it's been so long and I've finally got the time to get on this app omg I missed this place.
i have a few words for my mutuals in the tags so I hope you read it a bit at least—I've decided to post this because, idk sending them to you one by one is a bit time-wasting.
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