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chrisevansonly · 9 months

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Welcome To The Final Show (blurb)

pairing: harry styles x female reader

summary: love on tour has come to a close, and there is nothing but tears backstage

warnings: none, very bittersweet and cute

a/n i sobbed watching the concert, im unwell, i cannot do this anymore😃

Chants and cheers were ringing around you as you made your way backstage, eyes puffy, tears still finding their way down your cheeks. Love on Tour had officially come to an end, with many surprises and a song Harry had written specifically for tonight’s grande finale. Let’s face it you were in tears with Anne before the concert even started, but now, you were oh so a mess. Seeing Harry get as emotional as he did, giving his all, sharing his heart with those that love him back just as fiercely was something you would never get over.

As you got to the back of the stage where everyone was standing around, you took your time trying to find your husband, he wouldn’t be hard to miss with his silver tassels and stars. The second you two found each other, in that moment, nothing else mattered as the noise faded to zero, your arms pulling each other in, grasping tightly as if you would both fade away with the noise.

“I’m so fucking proud of you baby. So fucking proud”

Harry didn’t offer any words back yet, just a few kisses to your neck, a few drops hitting your bare shoulder, you knew he’d be crying probably just as much as you’d be. You both stayed in each others arms for a few moments before he pulled back, taking your face in his hands, a tired but happy smile on his lips

“It’s over..”

“It’s over H…now we get you home to rest, you deserve it, m’so proud of you”

Slight colour appeared on his cheeks as he shook his head, leaning down to connect your lips in a kiss, one he made sure would last longer than the short moment you both had together right now

“I love you y/n, I wouldn’t have been able to do any of this without you, the support you-you show me everyday…you kept me going, and I can’t thank you enough for that”

Not wanting to cry again you blinked quickly a few times

“I love you too H, so much…this tour has been a dream come true for me as much as it has you, getting to travel with you, hear you sing, see you dance and just getting to watch you smile each and every night….I will never forget any of this, i am the proudest wife on the planet”

Catching a couple tears from his cheek he closed his eyes, leaning into your touch, knowing in a few hours you’d both be heading home to take some much needed time off. Time to get lost in one another all over again, to laugh, to love and to share with each other, something Harry was looking forward too.

“Together forever?”

Smiling at his words, remembering the tradition you both started when you’d begun dating, you stuck your pinky finger out, hooking it with his before you both leaned down to press a kiss to your hands

“Together forever H.”

There was no doubt in either of your minds, along this crazy whirlwind of a life, of a love and of a partnership, that the two of you could ever be without the other. A true match made in heaven.

#harry styles x y/n #harry styles x fem!reader #harry styles x you #harry styles x girlfriend reader #harry styles x reader #harry styles x plus size reader #harry styles x female reader #harry styles x wife reader #harry styles fluff #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles masterlist #rueswrites #ruesanswers #ruesanons<3 #ruesasks

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lil-elle · 5 months

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Can i request having xikers at your birthday party ? Thank uuu i love your writing lotsss

Now this is interesting

XIKERS at your Birthday Party

pairs: bsf!xikers x gn!reader

genre: light-hearted, comedy, best friend au

word count: 1.2k

content: just silly guys being silly dudes

a/n: a light-hearted break from the heartthrobbing romance heheh

Minjae:

Helped you plan everything out perfectly, almost like some kind of consultant

Helped you decorate even when you insisted you could do it all

Ended up knocked out on the couch half way through the party, yujun and seeun tag teaming his face with a pack of markers

Wake up in the morning in a daze, go to wash his face and- the whole house would be able to hear yujun being dragged from his place on a air mattress on the ground, minjaes slurring angry gibberish, and yujuns goat-like screams

(And seeuns giggles as he plays dumb)

Junmin:

Made the cake for the party, watching in horror as sumin smashes your face down into his beautiful creation

Would try and scold sumin only to end up with cake on his face as well, courtesy of a smiley yujun

Would be almost obsessively trying to clean every mess that gets made no matter how much you insist he just has fun and worries about it later

Would eventually get too tired to bother, settling down on the couch and yechan snuggling up to him like a heat pack once he gets sleepy too

When you wake up, the house would already be clean because he woke up early to silently clean while everyone snoozed

Sumin:

Does the most stupid stuff during parties

“Watch this, guys!!!!” *hurts himself, makes a mess, or breaks something* (or all of the above)

Would bring way too many snacks, I'm talking every flavour of chips, every kind of candy, crackers and dip. Just “wanted enough for everyone” but leaves you with 10 open bags of snacks to fit somewhere in your pantry

At the end of the night, everyone's trying to fall asleep and in the midst if the silence, a small “...you guys still awake…?” echoes through the room

Because he's the last one asleep, he'll be the last one awake. You'll be dumping a cold bucket of water on his face at 1pm

Jinsik:

The one sporting a party hat and popping party poppers in everyone's faces all night

Outshines everyone singing happy birthday (that elephant from sing style, iykyk)

Would start a dance battle with anyone and everyone (eventually getting so incredibly humbled by hunter whipping out the b-boy floor spins and backflips)

The one sneaking an extra slice of cake in the middle of the night before snuggling into the arms of seeun, him confused about how he got there in the morning but not mad about it

Definitely the life of the party, that's something everyone can agree on

Hyunwoo:

Would somehow hurt himself even if he wasn't doing anything stupid like sumin (stubs his toe while dancing and falls to the ground sobbing in pain)

Sings along to the music WAY too loud, like louder than the actual music itself

Does all those old people dance moves like the sprinkler or just does the stanky leg for hours (pulls out the fortnite emotes he has memorised for the dance battle because he thinks they're good)

Is super picky about which slice of cake he wants, like wants the perfect amount of frosting and the perfect ratio of toppings (seeun decides that he just gets cake smashed in his face to make him stop talking)

Would be like the birthday gift Police, “Oh what'd you get them? Hmm not good enough…” even though his gift wouldn't even be that good (you love him anyways)

Junghoon:

The one always in the corner alone or on the couch on his phone while everyone is having fun together

Have to take his phone from him to get him to socialise but once he is, he's eating everyone up at the dance battles

Would pass out on the couch super early so everyone would end up with cute sleepy pics of junghoon on their camera rolls (they'd be lucky if they didn't get their phones broken in the morning)

Would have the biggest slice of cake (you can't convince me otherwise) and devour it like it's nothing

You'd be a little down about his attitude, thinking he doesn't wanna be there, then he'd come up to you while you're alone and give you his gift, telling you happy birthday in a shy voice with a small smile

Seeun:

The LOUD one, screaming at everything, laughing way too loud, messing around with sumin after bedtime

Would try and copy hunters moves during the dance battle and forget how tall he is, kicking a hanging light or the TV and standing like 🧍‍♂️ afterwards

Would give you the most insanely bone crushing hug while telling you happy birthday

If you're younger than him, he'd joke “how old are you this year? 12?”, if you're older, “DAMN YOU'RE ANCIENT?!?!?”

He's absolutely the type to treat you like royalty on your birthday though, acting almost like a bodyguard if anyone comes too close while you insist he stops

Yujun:

Genuinely the most excited for the party, putting amazing effort into his gift, outfit, and snacks he'd bring

Would immediately get smothered by the others as soon as he arrived, them thinking it's so cute that he put in so much effort for your party and teasing him that he has a crush on you (him insisting with a cracking voice and red cheeks that he doesn't)

Too shy to join the dance battle but would get pushed in by seeun and he'd actually blow everyone away (my main dancer 🩷)

Seeun would actually be obsessed with him all night, let's be honest (my bestiesss) Would have you wondering whose party it really is, yours or yujuns

Would knock out on the floor and get many “awwww"s and pics taken

Hunter:

Shows up overdressed, and when the others make fun of him he'd just reflect with “at least I don't look like the discount section at target”

Would also bring the most expensive gift and have everyone else feeling insecure about their gifts

Showed up with a whole plate full of gourmet appetisers (he's literally a birthday party try-hard, tell me I'm wrong)

Like I said, destroys everyone in a dance battle (try-hard v2) while claiming he “didn't even try that hard”

He'd be the last one awake with you and would make fun of them with you that he loved showing them all up just for funsies, then he'd wish you an actual sincere happy birthday

Despite the sincereness the night before, it's a 50/50 of whether or not he's still there when you wake up in the morning 💀 (bro has things to do)

Yechan:

The mess maker, spilling his drinks on the floor every two seconds and always forgetting where he put them anyways so he'd just go back and get a new one (you'd be confused as to why there are 30 plastic cups around when there's only 11 of you

Would scream “FOOD FIGHT!” and throw a piece of cake at minjae, only to be tackled by him immediately with everyone laughing

Snuggled up to junmin, making him jump away from him as soon as he wakes up

Would rap happy birthday to you, weirdly impressing everyone with it

The only one with a chance at showing hunter up in the dance battle (ended up doing a high kick and kicking him in the face making him fall to the ground, but everyone counted that as a win and cheered)

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

TAGLIST:

@hyunromi @chocoeon @hyunukitty @minjaezed

#xikers #xikers fanfic #xikers fluff #xikers imagines #xikers drabbles

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rip-us-xoxo · 1 year

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Requiem- Fred Weasley x Reader (REPOST)

Posted DECEMBER 12, 2020

Reposted APRIL 16, 2023

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Warnings- Fred’s dead 😭 and it pulls at your heartstrings A LOT. Also swearing, but that’s to be expected at this point

Based off of “Requiem” from Dear Evan Hansen

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Italics= flashback

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Why should I play this game of pretend?

Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?

Such a great son and wonderful friend

Oh, don’t the tears just pour

There you sat, listening to all of the speeches at Fred Weasley’s funeral.

First from his mother, then his father, all of his siblings, a few friends, including you, and then finally, his twin, George.

Everyone was sobbing their eyes out, but you? You sat there, eyes fixated at the ground except when you gave your speech, but you still were looking down at your black shoes for most of it.

You didn’t want to cry, not after what Fred did to you. But the sadness was still there.

I could curl up and hide in my room

There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow

I could give in to all of the gloom

But tell me, tell me what for

After the reception ended, you couldn’t handle it anymore. All of the confusing emotions were too much for you.

So, you left while everyone was going to go and eat without saying goodbye.

Once you got home, you slammed the front door shut and stood against the door crying. “Why am I crying?” you thought, “He broke up with me all those years ago.”.

You wiped the tears that kept spilling from your eyes and stood up, going to the bathroom to compose yourself.

After a few moments of crying there was a knock, “Um, Miss Y/l/n?” you heard from outside the door. “Shit,” you whispered and opened the door.

“Hi Sophie, here, let me give you your money. Thank you for watching him again,” you said with a small smile and handed her some money before she smiled and mumbled a quick ‘thank you’ before leaving.

When you looked back at the mirror, hot tears were still pouring from your face. “Stop crying, goddammit!” you screamed at yourself and hit the bathroom counter.

Why should I have a heavy heart?

Why should I start to break in pieces?

Why should I go and fall apart for you?

You then heard crying come from your room. “Dammit, I woke him up,” you groaned and wiped your eyes once more before heading down the hall.

When you entered the room, you immediately went to tend to your son, Theodore.

“Shh, Theo, it’s alright. Mommy’s here,” you cooed and picked him up from his tiny bed. It broke your heart to hear him cry, he was the most important thing to you.

He was 3 years old and the best thing that had ever happened to you, but no one else knew about him except your family members and Sophie, the babysitter. After he calmed down, you kissed his fiery red hair and placed him back onto his bed.

“Your father could have had so much. But no. He had to leave and go start his joke shop,” you sighed sadly with a hint of anger. “Why should I care that he’s dead? He left us, not the other way around.”.

“Mommy,” he babbled and made grabby hands toward you. “Oh alright, come on little guy,” you giggled and jumped onto your bed with him. He snuggled into your chest and began sucking on his thumb.

Why should I play the grieving girl and lie

Saying that I miss you

And that my world has gone dark without your light?

I will sing no requiem tonight

“Fred Weasley was a great friend and I miss him everyday”. That was one of the lines from your speech that you gave at his funeral.

You didn’t miss him at all, but to appease everyone and to not cause drama, you said you did.

Your world didn’t need Fred Weasley as your light, you had everything you needed snuggled in your arms.

I gave you the world, you threw it away

Leaving these broken pieces behind you

Everything wasted, nothing to say

So I can sing no requiem

“I’m sorry, Y/n, but we can’t be together anymore,” Fred told you, not meeting your eyes.

“W-Wait what?” you asked, tearing up. “This isn’t funny Fred,” you tried laughing, “it’s just a sick joke.”.

When he didn’t meet your eyes, you knew he was serious. “W-Why?” you asked, starting to cry.

“I just think it’s what’s best.”.

That was all he told you in the corridors one starry night in your 7th year. The next day he left school, not speaking a word to you.

You were broken by the words he did speak though, he gave no explanation, he just left.

4 years. 4 years you two had been together and he just left.

But the one thing you wish you could’ve told him was that you were pregnant with his child.

“Maybe things could’ve been different,” you whispered, a single tear running down your face.

I hear your voice, I feel you near

Within these words, I finally find you

And now that I know that you are still here

I will sing no requiem tonight

You tried to sleep but your brain was filled with too many thoughts. You looked down at your son after another failed attempt at sleep and realized just how much he looked like Fred. Red hair, brown eyes, Theo had it all.

Fred’s memory will live through the shop and his family members, but for you, it was little Theo who reminded you of him, it gave you an odd sort of peace that Fred was still with you in a way.

You started to cry thinking of all the happy memories while looking down at your son, oh how you wished Fred could be there with you and your son.

Why should I have a heavy heart?

Why should I say I’ll keep you with me?

Why should I go and fall apart for you?

You then thought back to when Theo would cry for hours as a baby and nothing would calm him down, or how you worked 2 jobs to be able to provide for you and your son. Fred wasn’t there for any of it, he wasn’t there to help at all.

“Get it together,” you whispered to yourself and tried to fall asleep once more.

Why should I play the grieving girl and lie

Saying that I miss you and that my world has gone dark without your light?

I will sing no requiem

Tonight

You groaned when sleep, once again, wouldn’t consume you.

You sat up, being careful not to crush your son, and reached into your nightstand. You pulled out a newspaper with a picture of Fred and George in front of their joke shop smiling, it was opening day and they looked so proud.

You smiled slightly, but anger soon consumed you.

“Why am I crying over him, for Godric’s sake!” you said angrily and threw the newspaper beside you.

‘Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep

No one lights a candle to remember

No, no one mourns at all

When they lay them down to sleep

“I hate you!” you screamed as you ripped up all of the pictures you had of Fred. “You were a horrible person!” “You left me! You left Theo without a dad!” “You didn’t even say anything, you just went and risked your life and died!”. These were all things you screamed as you ripped up all of the pictures you had of Fred.

“I hate you!” you sobbed and ripped up the picture of you two at the Yule Ball before throwing the pieces at the wall.

So, don’t tell me that I didn’t have it right

Don’t tell me that it wasn’t black and white

“You had no excuse to leave me! Everyone told me that I should forgive you because you were a good person, but you were not a good person, you left me!” you screamed.

After all you put me through

Don’t say it wasn’t true

That you were not the monster

That I knew

“You left me! I was pregnant and it was the most painful experience of my life and you didn’t help me though any of it!” you sobbed while looking at a picture of you and Fred after a quidditch match.

“There was never any good in you, you were just pure evil!”.

'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie

Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark

The last words made you sob to the point where you couldn’t breathe.

“I. Hate-!” you stopped screaming when you came across a photo. It was you and Fred hugging on a Gryffindor common room couch.

That was the day you found out you were pregnant and you were scared out of your mind.

“Love, are you alright?” Fred asked and sat down on the couch in the Gryffindor common room next to you. “

Hm? Oh yeah, just tired I guess,” you mumbled, not daring to look into his eyes.

“Oh come on, Y/n, we’ve been dating for 4 years. Just tell me what’s going on in that head of yours,” he cooed and engulfed you in a hug while stroking your hair and giving you a long kiss on the forehead.

The flashing of a camera made both of your eyes go wide. “

Aw look at the love birds!” George teased and sat the camera on the table, waiting for it to process.

“Oh sod off George,” Fred groaned and gave you another kiss on the forehead.

You sobbed and came back to reality, Theo was crying. You quickly got off of the floor and sat next to him, bringing him into your lap.

“I’m so sorry Theo, mommy didn’t mean to scare you,” you cried and hugged him tightly.

I will sing no requiem

I will sing no requiem tonight

“Come on, let’s go to sleep,” you told Theo while glaring at the ripped up pictures on the floor, “I have better things to do than cry over a stupid man who broke my heart years ago. I’m done crying over him. I’m over him.”.

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh

Theo ended up not being able to fall asleep and neither could you. Fred Weasley was all you were thinking about. No matter how hard you tried, he was still taking over your brain.

“Come on, Theo,” you huffed and got him dressed in a little jacket to accommodate for the coldness of the night before walking out of your house and walking to the graveyard where Fred had been buried.

You needed to see him one last time before you never thought about him again.

You looked down at the gravestone “Fred Weasley, beloved brother, son, and friend,” you read quietly to yourself, starting to cry once more. You sat down and leaned up against the gravestone before making Theo cuddle into your front.

“I miss you everyday Fred,” you cried and hugged Theo tightly while rubbing the ground Fred was buried under, “I still love you, no matter how many times I try to say I hate you.”.

Little did you know, Fred was sitting next to you, his arms were wrapped around you and their son. “Y/n, I wish I could go back and fix everything, I wish I could’ve been there for you and our son, I’m sorry,” he whispered sadly, resting his head on your shoulder.

After a few minutes of you crying, you stood up, much to Fred’s dismay and looked down and Fred’s gravestone where Fred was also coincidently sitting, “This is it, Fred, I need to move on, I’ll always love you, I hope you know that. But this is goodbye,” you said sadly, “for now,” you said in barely a whisper before turning around and walking back to your house.

Although you knew that you were never going to see him again and for years to come you would say that you were over Fred, you knew that you would never be over him and that you would sing a silent requiem every night for Fred because he was, and will always, be the love of your life.

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xoxo

#fred weasley x reader #fred weasley x y/n #fred weasley x you #fred weasley #fred weasley imagine #fred weasley angst #harry potter characters x reader #harry potter fanfiction

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falsettos-tight-knit-family · 3 months

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30 Falsettos Challenge in 2 Days (Part 2)

16) A Character You'd Want To Date: Whizzer. No questions asked. Next-

17) A Character You Want To Get To Know Better: As I said before, I'd love to know more about Charlotte as a character because I love the lesbians and I feel like even Cordelia got more fleshing out than she did.

18) Best Decision Someone Made In The Musical: Jason choosing to have his Bar Mitzvah in Whizzer's hospital room is something that still emotionally pains me every time I hear that song tbh

19) One Character You'd Want To Sing With: I'd take either part in any Whizzvin duet, especially if we're talking about Christian and Andrew's versions, they both have such good voices to harmonize with.

20) Favorite Cast Member: Andrew Rannells. I became immediately obsessed with other stuff he's done (I want to watch Black Monday and The New Normal so bad, but my family doesn't have Amazon Prime). Only when I watched the Thanksgiving side by side did I realize that the entire cast is incredibly chaotic in the best of ways and has such good chemistry together.

21) To Try To Convince Someone To Watch Falsettos, What Would You Show Them? I've already done this twice with my friends, the first thing I show them is a very specific compilation on youtube (Falsettos Act 1 Moments That Make Me Scream), because it's the same way I got into Falsettos to begin with

22) Which Act Did You Prefer? In terms of just music, probably Act 1 because I always lean towards more upbeat songs and it has less of a chance to make me burst out crying while watching/listening to it. But in terms of which I'd rather watch, I'd for sure say Act 2. The lesbians are there, you get to see Marvin and Whizzer get back together along with all of his and everyone else's character development, the story is absolutely heartbreaking, and I could go on-

23) Something That Makes You Passionately Rant: There's so many details between Unlikely Lovers through the end of What Would I Do that I feel the need to rant about. This is all stream of consciousness written at 2 am, so fair warning and I hope it all makes some kind of sense. So I talked briefly about Unlikely Lovers in another question, but ever since I saw someone point out how one of the reasons Whizzer probably wanted Marvin to go home was because he didn't want Marvin to have to wake up next to him if he died in his sleep, which I believe is true and the implication that he would rather spend what is hypothetically his last night alone, than for Marvin to have to go through that hurts me so bad- I already talked about the Cordelia part, but I will bring it up again because it is literally the first time we see her sad and it needs to be acknowledged more often. Jason praying to God and asking him for something for what appears to be the first time ("I don't think we've ever really spoken"). He doesn't know if God exists, but he's praying and hoping that if He does, He can somehow help Whizzer. In the Something Bad Reprise, when Charlotte says the line about AIDS being infectious, it feels like there's hardly a reaction on Marvin's end. As if he's already lost so much in the few weeks since learning Whizzer had it, that he's either numb/not surprised anymore or just doesn't care as much if he lives or dies if Whizzer will be gone by then anyway. I don't think there's much to be pointed out about You Gotta Die Sometime, but I do want to bring up how the end of that song immediately transitions into Jason's Bar Mitzvah. Whizzer finally let himself feel scared and just had an emotional breakdown over accepting the fact that he's about to die. He was sobbing by the time the transition happened and it's still noticeable as Jason starts singing. He's terrified that he's going to die, and now everyone he cares about is suddenly here. In his hospital room. All together here to celebrate one of the most important days in Jason's life, with Whizzer, who just two years ago was only known as Marvin's male lover. The one who broke up the family. Now he was part of the family, the one bringing them all together. Again, What Would I Do is just depressing even on surface level. I know everyone says they cry over "We're just gonna skip that stage" and i understand that, I'm much more emotionally damaged by Marvin's "I'd do it again. I'd like to believe that I'd do it again and again and again" which aside from showing how much he's grown since the beginning, he's not only saying he'd go through all that drama and heartache just to be with Whizzer every single time, but he also knows at this point that he is also most likely going to die directly because he was involved with Whizzer. And still, he'd do it all again for him (As I write this I am not okay-). Oh and also, in Days Like This, right before the song starts, Marvin very clearly puts on a fake smile to try and make Whizzer feel better and it really does need to be appreciated more-

24) A Character From Another Musical You'd Like To See In Falsettos: After that essay of pure sadness, I'm gonna go for the funny route and say Elder Price, not for anything story or even character related (because idk enough about the story or characters of BoM), but purely because it's Andrew Rannells² and I think the reactions to someone who looks just like Whizzer would be funny

25) A Character You Can Identify With: As much as I'd love to say Whizzer (and I do identify with him to an extent), it has to be Cordelia. Her general aura of happiness and energy, being the only one entertained by Marvin during The Baseball Game, and awkwardly laughing at Mendel's bad jokes, all are things I heavily relate to-

26) Favorite Non-Romantic Relationship: Whizzer and Jason's stepfather-son bond. I love them so so much, I wholeheartedly think that he was Jason's best dad of the 3. He came to his baseball game, despite being broken up with his father for 2 years and even when not part of the family, made it clear to everyone that he loves Jason ("I love baseball. I love Jason" "I love Jason, but this is not his venue"). He was the one who stood up and taught him how to swing the bat correctly and supported him fully, even though he knew as well as anyone that Jason wasn't great at the game. I will never be over this

--- 27) Favorite Quote/One Part Of A Song: Well the "kill your mother" line is taken from earlier so I'll say during Everyone Tells Jason To See a Psychiatrist, from when they introduced Whizzer like a Heather and through to the end of the song. The dramatic entrance, the head flick, Whizzer’s excited smile when Jason says he’ll go, Marvin mocking Trina’s hand movements during “they don’t make house calls” it’s all great

28) Something A Character Did That Pissed You Off: Marvin hitting Trina would be too obvious and the Chess Game was a metaphor, but Marvin in This Had Better Come to a Stop when he says Whizzer should "Always be here, making dinner, set to screw" and just being generally hypocritical (ex. "Whizzer screws too much to see what a joy's monogamy" sir you cheated on your wife and want to have both her and Whizzer at the same time. Idc if it's not sexual, it sure as hell isn't traditional monogamy)

29) A Photo/Edit/Manip That Makes You Happy: Here’s a couple of many behind the scenes pictures that make me smile (yes one is technically a gif)

Can you tell I love Andrew Rannells?

30) Something Else About The Musical You Want To Add (Wildcard): You know what I'm gonna simp in the wildcard- The way Andrew says a couple of his lines, specifically in the proshot, are randomly very attractive to me. I specifically mean "Hang up your clothes Marvin, breeding shows, Marvin" in TTOFL and "Sex and games in New York City" in A Day In Falsettoland. Also, idk if this is simp worthy or not, but the higher harmonies Christian hits in some of the songs (ex. Unlikely Lovers) are so pretty and super satisfying to listen to

#falsettos #falsettos challenge #Whizzer brown #Marvin gardens #trina weisenbachfeld #mendel weisenbachfeld #jason weisenbachfeld #charlotte dubois #cordelia falsettos

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windbornebardd · 2 years

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some genshin guys comforting you. <3

characters included: venti, diluc, zhongli, and kaeya.

cw: really vague description of a panic attack idek if u can tell its a panic attack sorry💀 (diluc)

a/n: first post and im alr kinda venting mona moment🥸 ive kinda rly been going through it for the last four months and honestly i just need some comfort but i have nobody to comfort me so here i am writing ab fictional characters comforting me and hopefully it will comfort u as well💀 i also might make a version of this w some of the ladies bc im a raging bisexual

venti <3

- starting off w my fav and highest kin WOOOO

- venti kinda panics when he notices you’re stressed out, mans has a lot of emotional baggage himself but will try his hardest to help you through tough times as u do with him.

- hugs!!!!! and sweet nothings!!!!! venti has two love languages and theyre physical touch and words of affirmation

- will be v v gentle with you as you sob in his arms

- “it’s okay love. i know, i know. everything’s gonna be fine. i got you.”

- even if he doesn’t know what’s happening with you, he just needs u to know he’s gonna be there to support you no matter what

- DONT FORGET THE LYRE. HE CAN AND WILL PLAY IT AND SING TO CHEER YOUUP >:)

zhongli <3

- zhongli is a busy man, but he will drop EVERYTHING if you’re upset.

- he gives the best hugs. and kisses. and everything.

- “love, can you tell me what’s happening?” he’s super gentle with you, he knows how easily you get overwhelmed in situations like this.

- he’ll make you tea to calm your nerves!!!!

- he’s the sweetest man in the whole damn world yall, will literally get u anything you ask for.

- “hush now darling, get some rest. i promise you’ll feel a bit better once you wake up.”

- sings you to sleep im sorry he has the nicest voice

diluc <3

- DILUC FUCKING RAGNVINDR.

- he’s the sweetest.

- when you start to cry he takes off his gloves and cups your face in his hands…. <3333

- “sweetheart… what’s the matter? do you need anything?”

- almost begins to cry himself when you start sobbing even harder at his question, unable to get anything comprehensible out.

- when he notices you can’t breath that’s when he begins to get more serious.

- dont take that the wrong way though!!!! like everyone else, he’s still v gentle with you while you’re in this state.

- “darling. i need you to breath. lets do those breathing exorcises we practiced together, yeah?”

- kisses you gently while holding u. on your forehead, cheeks, neck, lips, he will do it all just to make u feel better.

- “you’re okay, honey. i’m here for you, and im never leaving.”

kaeya<3

- i hate dragonspine sm i love kaeya so so so so much and im trying to build him but I CANT UNLOCK THE FUCKING DOMAIN TO FARM HIS ARTIFACTS IM LITERALLY AR 41 AND I JUST SYARYED THE DRAGONSPINE SHIT

- uh anyways

- kaeya’s a huge tease, and might even crack a joke or two at first not knowing the severity of your situation.

- “hm, what’s this? did a hilichurl scare you?”

- immediately drops it when you start to cry.

- “oh gods- honey i’m sorry. what’s wrong?”

- he feels even worse then before after you explain your situation

- “love… that’s awful, you didn’t deserve any of that. c’mere.”

- gently cradles you in his arms, kaeyas not great with comfort but he tries his hardest

- hes cold but like in a comforting way HELPIDJDB IDK WHAT IM SAYING IM SO TIRED SORRY😭

- but yeah kaeya is jus. trying his hardest. and hes doing good!!!! dont be an asshole😡

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perfectdolls · 1 year

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ohio rtc second show notes woop woop!!

Started four minutes late

Karnak's Dream of Life was in full this time! Yay!

Ricky moved his head to the music in Uranium Suite

Mischa jazz hands at the end of the first part Uranium Suite

I adore this Uranium Suite choreo

Ricky sings at the end of Uranium Suite

Mischa sniffed the Iron Maiden t-shirt D-:>

Ocean shoved Noel after his catchphrase thing

Noel clapped + gave Ricky a thumbs-up when he clicked his heels

Ricky waved to Jane's doll

Jane played the bongos Constance had during Ocean's intro

Holy fuck Jane's taller than literally everyone

Ocean tossed the coffee in WTWN at Constance

Jane almost hugged Ocean during her "I love you guys" rant

Noel's actor skipped a line in his pre Noel's Lament monologue

Mischa and Constance laughed at the Taco Bell picture

The change into the Monique Gibeau outfit and the overall setup for Noel's Lament took a long time

Noel put Mischa's money into the top of his dress/bra

I love how the choreography is in time with the stomps at the end of Noel's Lament

Noel kicked his feet when Mischa said his song was dope

Constance laughed when Mischa said his song would only have profanity in chorus

Mischa and Ricky were lip-syncing the scripted improv scene with their sock puppets

Jane made her sock puppet her doll's head

Mischa had headphones on that were very much not plugged in during his intro

I could barely hear Ricky's lines in TSIA

Jane + Noel danced together in TSIA

A verse was improvised in TSIA because Mischa's actor forgot the whole last verse (he covered it up by saying "I got too emotional" at the end and it was really funny)

Mischa forgot some lines in the Talia monologue

The end bit of Talia wasn't as awkward but the music transition just does not work well

No videos at all during Talia, just one still image of Talia

SABM + Ricky's intro lights go hard

Mischa, as Ricky's dad, kissed Ricky's shoulder

Ricky's intro is just so beautifully choreographed I love it

Is Ricky's SABM costume meant to be Han Solo?

Jane's meows are so loud

The cat-women of Zolar are bathing themselves

Everyone but Jane and Ricky twerk during SABM

The camera went very unfocused during TBOJD but quickly fixed itself

The choir circling Jane in TBOJD is genius

Jane replicates the same pose as the rest of the choir at the end of TBOJD but without the props because they have an identity and she doesn't

Noel's birthday hat fell of during The New Birthday Song

Jane gave her cupcake to Ricky

MISCHA GRABBED THE SIDE OF NOEL'S FACE

Noel "heart eyes" Gruber

Mischa spat some alcohol at Noel then wiped it off

Jane put her head on top of a headless mannequin's neck

There was a ton of emotion in Sugar Cloud

Sugar Cloud made me cry

Everyone looks so happy + proud of Constance

Sugar Cloud lights! :-D

JANE CLAPPING HER DOLL'S HANDS I'M SOBBING

Everyone during the final vote section is doing the ending poses of their songs holy fuck

"Date with a rat named Virgil" got changed to "appointment with a rat named Virgil"

Jane coming back to life made me cry again

Blackrose hold hands throughout like all of It's Not A Game

CONSTANCE DANCES WITH JANE'S DOLL IN IT'S JUST A RIDE

The Nischa dance in It's Just A Ride was so long and so wonderful

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s0ckpupp3t · 2 months

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i just ran the most wonderfully chaotic dnd session yet, and i had the time of my fucking life.

for context, my party consists of;

a genderfluid purple monkey, who is known to eat things they don't need to be eating, such as suspicious fruit and extraterrestrial grass. they have a flying drink mixer named chauncey, and they pamper the hell out of that little guy.

their college roommate, a dragonborn who's best known for sarcasm and rolling 0's on wisdom saves. he is the reason the captain hates caramelized onions. aj you know what you fucking did.

the second dragonborn that the monkey adopted (an npc of mine), who is a dumb-as-rocks barbarian who hates shirts (stereotype-y, i know, but i love her)(and she's a lizard there are no drag-iddies), who has a crush on the other dragonborn and also the party's fairy.

the party's fairy, who has a thing for *both* of the dragonborns and is a terrible, awful, no good, very bad liar. fortunately for her, both the dragonborns are stupid. the monkey is aware of all of this, and they are loving it.

a warforged pirate who's been blown up a couple of times and uses his own skull from his original body as a puppet. his voice is that of skeletor.

the captain, a tall, pretty, stern elf woman with severe mommy issues and a hatred of caramelized onions. her and the fairy are the only two with positive modifiers on wisdom. (also npc)

the warlock, with a tome familiar whose only expression is casual contempt. he is down-bad for the captain lady with mommy issues.

and, starting this session;

a lore bard who they found in a random dark cave, singing about the most famous war of their home planet. they had been on a spelljammer for about a month.

last session, my party came to a cave with a stone barrier covering the entrance, with a riddle etched into it. around that cave, there were two trees at the entrance and a large pool of water, surrounded by a carpet of yellow flowers. the answer to the riddle was "reflection," and they figured out that if they passed a perceppies check on the pool, they would see a young man's reflection staring at them from the surface of the water. if they knew his name, the cave would open.

that young man's name was Narcissus.

long story short, my party solved several more riddles and ended the session about to crawl into a dark tunnel.

they started the game by doing so and falling down into a dark room, where they met our newest character. the barbarian did not trust him immediately because the first emotion he made her feel was sad. she lightened up quickly, and so did the rest of the party when they faced a couple of salamanders together, after the purple girlboy threw open a set of doors without care immediately got grappled and restrained

who they found at the end of it all? was, of course, Echo. a heartbroken shell of a girl, who nobody could understand because she had no voice until one was given to her. they earned her trust by first, feeding her, and communicating with her via telepathy. she was finally understood and sobbed, and they all made a new friend, and it was beautifully heart-wrenching.

however, she was literally in love with the og narcissist™

and her new friends had some hell to pay.

so, when they left the cave, they made a stop by the pond again. and the two dragonborns launched girlboy into they air to do a mega cannonball into the lake, to ruin his day. upon helping them out, the college roommate goes "oops" and drops a bottle of ink into the lake. and then. stands up, straightens out.

whips out his dragon dick and starts pissing in the lake, flipping the bird. while Narcissus cusses him out. with a shit-eating grin the whole time.

i, jokingly, amazingly, say,

"roll for dick size."

he does so. 1d6 + CON modifier

he rolls a 9.

the fairy and the barb lose their shit in silent, desperate rage. both of them, stupid. both of them, useless.

everyone else just regards him with a silent respect. however, the former two are unable to form words for the rest of the walk back to town.

the bard started singing, "the dragonborn comes"

and the pool was referred to as "the puddle of Narpissus"

the words "roll me pissuasion," were uttered

we were on fire with the stupid jokes, and we laughed until our ribs hurt and we couldn't breathe together.

it was unanimously voted as my best session so far, and this is my first time running a campaign.

anyways i would kill for my friends in a heartbeat love my friends a normal amount

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #dm #dungeon master #game master #nerd #spacejammer #i fucking love my friends #so much #dude #its unreal #and amazing #and i treasure them all #especially #my girlfriend #she's the best

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gayswithguitars · 2 years

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Well, now that it’s been nearly 48 hours since I saw MCR, I should talk about it. This will likely be sappy and cheesy, I’m not apologizing.

The openers were hella fun, though I had to fill my mom in on what happened between Gabe Saporta and Mikey so that was fantastic.

Then this deafening static, the kind that shakes you to your teeth, it felt like ages but was probably only five minutes max.

Then they were there.

All four of them.

I can’t describe the rush of emotions that flooded me, shock, excitement, anticipation and most of all, pure joy.

If I could go back in time and tell my 12 year old self that one day I’d see MCR live, she’d burst into tears. If I told her that one day she’d see the whole emo trinity, she’d faint.

The Foundations of Decay starts, beautiful and haunting. I knew that night was going to be incredible when the stadium shook on the “So he gets to die a Saint but she will always be the whore!” part.

The song pulls to a close, and I’m shaking with happiness. Praying for my favorite songs to play.

BANG. THANK YOU FOR THE VEMON!!! This is easily my number one MCR song, it’s fast, it’s heavy, and seeing Mr. Toro rip it to shreds was absolutely wonderful.

So I’d think after these two fast, hard songs they’d play something slow, but iN COMES IM NOT OKAY. Again, my younger self would piss herself. God, it was so incredible.

Again, like a fool, I think a slower song will follow. Nope! Vampire Money! I started losing my voice around here. Oh! Gerard also sang “Get fucked in an airport bar.” So we had that going.

THIS IS HOW I DISAPPEAR!!!!! Beautiful, wonderful, served, I love her. Mwah.

Finally we get a little reprieve, Ah fuck, it’s Summertime. Look, don’t get me wrong, I love the song, but it’s about you know who. I’m gonna ignore that because G asked us to put our lights up, giggled and said it looked magical :)

Back to it! Cemetery Drive! Was there a tiny part of me praying Mikey would slip again? Maybe, you’ll never know.

Lights go off, it gets quiet. Gerard starts humming. “What are we? To him? To god? Our father, who art in heaven…”

BLAMO it’s Our Lady of Sorrows!!!!! Also I forgot to mention, Mikey was hella active with our section ugh He’s awesome.

Hang Em’ High starts! Gerard just wore a black shirt and pants but I wish him or Ray wore a cowboy outfit.

Boy Division starts, again, hearing a whole crowd together was awesome, especially the LA LA LA LA part.

Welcome To The Black Parade. What can I even say. Words can’t describe how moving it was to hear everyone singing together. This anthem. This banger. So beautiful.

Teenagers. Gerard said he didn’t like the song that much but they’ve got to play it I suppose. (Cough) though they could play MGATMK but that’s not my business.

I turn to my mom, smiling, this smile would quickly drop as I realized DESTROYA was starting. So yes, I had to watch Gerard Way moan with my mother. (Heavy sigh)

DEATHWISH!!!! How I love it, so fucking cool.

And from the heavens, my baby girl, Mama begins. Gerard literally pointed the mic at the crowd and told everyone to “Sing it!” at the gender part. I love them.

HOUSE OF WOLVES!!!! I had to delete my messages with my father to make room for storage here, do not regret it.

Na Na Na! My mom knew this one and said she really liked it live :) love you mom

Famous Last Words. I told myself I wouldn’t cry at this show. I was so SO wrong. They let the crowd sing the part after the guitar solo alone and I broke into tears, my makeup and I did not survive.

They left the stage as I sobbed, my mom staring at me wondering what the hell was wrong.

Ready for the encore? Good, buckle up.

Gerard announces the next song is for the king. Everyone says what the fuck. BOOM. VAMPIRES WILL NEVER HURT YOU. WHAAAAT.

Next up is Helena, so beautiful and perfect, I thought this would be the last song as it used to be.

Everyone left the stage except G, who was laying ass up on the stage.

My mom and I laughed, watching as he hopped up.

And then.

Cancer.

Every emotion I’ve felt in these rough few months came crashing down. I sobbed like a baby. Then it was over.

I am so thankful I got to see this show, it was genuinely life changing. I hope you all get to see them one day if you haven’t. It was just, wow, wow wow wow.

These guys saved my life, and I think they did it again last night. :)

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My A2K bias ranking:

Kendall - she has a soft voice and gentle attitude. It's true that introverts have a harder time making friends and shining in a group of people, but I can tell with time she will grow closer with the other girls and turn into the bubbly ray of sunshine I already see in her. Remember the camp was only 6 days so if she connected the best with Kaylee and the rest of their group, that's fine! It makes sense. People also called her jyp's favorite, that's because he can see that her character is good!! She's a hard worker and she may be a little shy but she's not rude or egocentric, doesn't feel like the stage is hers alone, gives it her best but is obviously a team player. This matches the polite and humble korean attitude better than the american one which prefers loud and charismatic people but isn't that good? I like it more. I really love her, consider me her fan! she's the one I'm rooting for the most out of everyone. I think her choice of songs to perform was super charming too<3<3

Kaylee - she's so young but definitely has what it takes to be a kpop artist. She's already handled such emotionally taxing experiences and helped everyone, and she obviously brings the team together, everyone loves her and idk why she didn't get a character stone, she really worked hard and gave it all she has which is super impressive!! I love her a lot and will be devastated if they eliminate her

Christina - Christina DESERVED the character stone, from the very start it was obvious how supportive and friendly she is towards all the other girls, she made sure to comfort them, gasped and awed, she emotes so well and seems like a fantastic person to be around. She showed chemistry for star quality which is really cute and fun! I loved her from the start and I hope she makes it all the way through<3

Savanna - her attitude and voice makes me feel safe and warm, as I said I love soft spoken people and Savannah definitely gives this. I knew she would make it and felt so proud when she did!! She gives me strong leader vibes too :)

Lexi - I like her a lot, I thought I wouldn't vibe with a person who did ballet for so long, but she unexpectedly had me the moment she danced to god's menu. I almost sobbed hoping she'd get in in episode 15.

Camilla - Camilla is a serious ace, she's perfect but I also didn't get too invested for this reason, I didn't feel any strong emotions or pressure to succeed from her end but I like her nontheless

Yuna - I really like Yuna, at first she didn't stand out to me but then her star quality changed everything, I rooted so hard for her and was so scared she won't make it, I think jyp did her so dirty by letting her stand there clutching Mischa's hand in literal tears, what the fuck, she obviously belongs with the other girls

KG - I like KG, I feel like she's got a lot of talent in her, but I also feel like she's meant to be a soloist. Like, even after the final performance I still can't see her taking 20 seconds max of a song, dancing out the rest while the other girls sing and being fine with that. She stands out from the others and I think she should embrace that instead of settling for jyp because she CAN do better

Gina - I like Gina, she does well in everything, she deserves to debut, I just don't feel her charm? It's like those girls back in school where there's nothing wrong with them they just aren't my friends ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ nothing else to say

Melissa - wildly controversial but I didn't like her star quality audition. I know she wrote that song from the bottom of her heart and wanted to show her writing skills, but for me it felt like she should be a soloist. She can't get an entire group to sing a song about her personal experiences, especially not when they only knew each other for a short time... I feel like the speciality of jyp is debuting groups that feel like families, a sibling dynamic, and this doesn't fit. Also, singing where you were asked to show any other talent makes me feel like there isn't anything... I'm sure there is, but the opportunity to see it was missed completely

#a2k

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whisperluck · 2 years

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My headcannons for the celestials in MSM.

All: Generally speaking, there’s only one of each celestial. I just don’t think of them as a species. More like gods. Personal pronouns. From oldest to younger. Torrt, Scaratar, Vhamp, Syncopite, Hornacle, Blasoom, Furnoss, Attmoz, Glaishur, Loodvigg, Plixie, Galvana.

Torrt: *he/him* The definition of sweet grandpa. Very slow and shacky. Cannot hear anything, screaming will not help. However, can here the smallest whisper. Has a garden of flowers with Blasoom. Torrt can and would kick someone butt.

Scaratar: *She/Her* Second sweet granny. Love to knit, uses silk that Scaratar makes. Likes to collect bugs and know fun facts about them. Never mad. Will give you head pats and call you “deary”. Has really bad eyesight, so uses glasses when things get hard for her.

Vhamp: *He/They* Quiet, but always grumpy. When moving small squeaks can be heard. It really hurts for Vhamp to move around really, so they prefer to stay in one place. Likes to collect old antiques and small things. Mostly watches, likes the mechanism. Can repair anything. Breaks things down and builds them all over again.

Syncopite: *He/Him* Looks mean but really a cool guy. Loves to dance, mostly break dancing. When visiting down below for hikes he likes to find rocks along the way. Makes bracelets out of rocks and gems for the other celestials. Goes on mini rants about birthstones and which ones are right.

Hornacle: *He/She* Pure pirate energy, explorers in the deep sea now and again. Loves to fight big sea creatures and brags about winning. Refuses to talk about how she lost his leg. Loves sea shells. Smells like salt water all the time. Got a huge potty mouth and swears all the time, however Hornacle can watch her month around children believe it or not.

Blasoom: *They/Them* Doesn’t talk much, but will talk nonstop to plants. Very protected over their plants. The only one who can take care of them is Torrt. If someone has allergies, don’t go near Blasoom. you’ll go into a sneezing fit. If not, smells wonderful. Like to attract different types of bugs with they’re flower just for Scaratar.

Furnoss: *He/Him* Can’t move, Furnoss legs can’t suport he’s weight. The arms on his body still work, just can do much.Can use he’s oven, in fact Furnoss is a really baker. Thinks of Kayna as his daughter. Standing by Furnoss is ether a good idea or a bad one. Because it’s really like standing near an oven. Melts metal down for Vhamp.

Attomz: *He/Him* An Ultimate 80s man. Knows how to ride a skateboard. Probably been to a ton of rock concerts. Attomz and Galvana can make thunderstorms together. The two like to pull pranks with it. Love telling daddy jokes and puns. Has a record Collection of classic rock and roll.

Glaishur: *Them/They* It goes without saying that Glaishur has a heart of gold. They’re good to vent out your problems too. Because they listen and give you some advices. A good hairdresser, the only one who can do the other hair right. Loves giving hugs, their hugs are like a cozy blanket. Very emotional, they will cry at anything. But they never uncontrollable sobs, just some tears and sniffles.

Loodvigg: *He/him* A shy gentleman, very formal when speaking. Don’t look into Loodvigg’s eyes. You’ll start to hallucinating your worst nightmares. So don’t be upset when he doesn’t make eye contact. Can climb on walls and ceilings. Secretly a good singer, but is too self conscious to sing in front of everyone. Despite being the element of shadow, Loodvigg really likes to sleep at night. Early to bed, early to rise. Huge bookworm, favorite types are horror, history, and romance books.

Plixie: *Them/They* Big nerd, loves anime and sci-fi media. A cat lover how else did Ghazt get it’s looks. Shares the same GenZ humor as Galvana. Both of them quote vines and tiktoks to each other all the time. Very gullible, tell them all outlandish thing and they’ll take it as truth. Has the memory of an elephant, remembers the smalls of details.

Galvana: *She/they* A child in an adult’s body. Has the energy has a kid on a sugar rush, once in a blue moon, she can be calm and serous. Sleep? What’s that? She went with out sleep for ten months, after that they were focus to take naps once a day. Loves to mess around with everyone with either Attomz or Plixie. Wubbox is her baby boy, love him with all their heart. However it took awhile for them to get use to the Wublins, but after sometime treats them like grandkids. Touch them is like touching those electric orbs. Just don’t shake her hand, she could stop your heart.

#my singing monsters dawn of fire #my singing monsters #msm celestials #headcannons #this was fun to make

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hi ginaaaa!! i wanted to also share my favorite moments in the fandom!! i have two, and my louis concert will probably always hold the top spot. then harry’s concert in second place. my louis concert was probably the best night of my life, i met so many girls there and we were all having the absolute best time. i miss them so much, we even have a group chat and talk in it every now and then. i was seated by the smoking area, so the entire time i was like 👀there were so many pride flags, and i held mine up the entire show. i met so many larries there too, everyone was so gorgeous. since i saw him in atlanta, he had to stop the show for a while. so that was definitely concerning!! but he’s so beautiful and the way he moves is so full of power and oh my god sndlakldksod he sounded so fucking incredible and i was screaming my lungs out. KMM AND LITTLE BLACK DRESS GO SO HARD LIVE OH MY GOD!!!! i would do anything to have a time machine so i could go back to that night. there was even a tiny scattered rainbow project during otb, it was so cute. i remember when i was waiting in line to get in, i met someone there and we were talking about louis. but i wanted to find out if they were a larrie, so i asked if she believed harry was dating olivia. they said no, so then i asked if they believe louis and harry were together and they said yes!!! so we started talking about louis and harry and how adorable they are together. after the show, we were waiting outside for louis to come out and it was FREEZING oh my god. i live in florida, so i was dying bc i’m used to the heat. we waited out there for an hour and a half and he didn’t come out akjdkajska i was sad, but didn’t mind because i met some people while waiting and they were really fun to talk to. plus louis put on an incredible show and it’s not guaranteed that he is going to come out. i know some people got mad that he didn’t, but it’s not like it’s a guaranteed thing. it was definitely an experience. sun room came out though, we all cheered for them. they’re adorable. i also got to admire louis’ tour bus. i also remember on the ride to the venue, i was freaking out in the car. then when i saw the venue i literally broke down sobbing jandosndosnfos but here are some photos i took :) plus my outfit (one of my friends pointed out that my outfit fit little black dress and i didnt even do that intentionally)

then my harry concert was incredible. the entire day, i was so emotionless not gonna lie. i literally did not know how to feel. we got to the venue like three hours early and got merch and stuff. this guy even took a photo of my outfit for his facebook aidjsojdos i genuinely do not like my outfit looking back on it, the only part i liked was my boa bc it was rainbow. but when we got inside the venue, i got some food and was chilling in my seat while my sister and mom were in the bathroom. i was wearing mesh and that place was so fucking cold 😭😭 but it paid off bc when the concert started i was sweating. but even when i was sitting in my seat, I LITERALLY WAS EMOTIONLESS?!? but i don’t think i’ll ever forget the feeling that i felt when i saw harry’s back as he was being raised onto the stage. it was so surreal 🥲🥲 he was real and i literally couldn’t stop screaming my lungs out. when he came over towards me to sing a few songs, i could make out the outlines of his face and started sobbing again akdnsondis i sobbed so much during the concert, he’s so gorgeous and oh my god. the day before the concert, these assholes at my school were making fun of my outfit and pride pins. so harry’s songs and speeches made me a little bit more emotional that day. he always knows how to make people feel loved and accepted. he’s also a dork btw, he knocked over a guitar during only angel isnfisjd. but he’s so incredible and i can’t wait to see him again soon. then here’s some photos i took of harry :))

Adorable outfit and great memories! Thank you so much for sharing them.

Does anyone want to share some of their best memories of Harry/Louis/One Direction etc?

#best fandom memories

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nriacc · 2 years

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In my head wheels is singing on about you especially since robbers was about her and this is the sequel

Yesssss!!!! I thought the exact same thing and it makes me sob each time I hear the song 🥹🥹😭😭 I know exactly how it’s going to happen and here it is…

Matty really wants a females vocals on the song but he’s stuck. He doesn’t want Charli on it because he doesn’t want it to be massive when it’s a personal song. So Matty asks Adam, “when you get home do you think you could ask Carly if she’d be willing to do it?” Because Matty would automatically think Wheels would say no because even though they are definitely engaged at this point in 2022, he just really doesn’t think she will do it. So…

So Adam will appease Matty and says that he’ll ask Carly. But because Adam knows Matty too well and he thinks it’ll be a cute thing, instead Adam definitely asks or more like tells Wheels she’s doing it as a surprise for Matty. Adam sends what they have of the song to her, and it makes wheels cry because it’s stunning and beautiful. But Adam sent it her so she could write the lyrics herself and they are taken straight from her poetry book.

So once she’s got her words together, Adam arranged for Jamie to keep Matty busy for a day whilst Wheels goes in the studio with George. She does her verse and all of the harmonies in a full day with George. And it’s stunning. Then the next day everyone is back in the studio, and George tells Matty that he’s finished the female vocals for About You so he plays it for him.

Matty listens and loves it completely, he turns to Adam asking, “When did Carly come in for it?” And Adam says “She didn’t.” Matty is so confused at this point and he turns back to George asking, “So who’s vocals are they then?” And then Matty feels Wheels arms go around him to hug him from behind and she quietly whispers, “Mine.”

Matty gets emotional immediately and can’t keep it together. But then he listens to it again whilst she’s still hugging him and Matty just starts sobbing completely. It makes everyone a bit teary because of how honest the song is. And it’s definitely Matty’s favourite on the album and his favourite song he’s ever made, purely because it’s him and the love of his life singing.

So yeah. It’s Wheels singing on About You. And I hope everyone’s listening to bfiafl and they are enjoying it. I cry everytime I hear that song and the album is a bopppp 💜

#nriacc ask #NRIACC extras #wheels singing on about you

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nonexistent-green · 2 years

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circa 2020: nostalgia of not eating

I remember I was laying down in my dorm, sobbing.

There was no clear sign of what triggered it. In fact, I’m pretty sure the boy I liked, who was unfortunately in the room at the time, was very confused and concerned because we were both just quietly doing our homework a few minutes prior.

What he didn’t know, or at least he didn’t deem as important, was that on that specific day, I ate a huge serving of mac and cheese, a good portion of Ben and Jerry’s Mint Chocolate Chunk ice cream, and a whole bag of Hot Cheetos. In my mind, this was the most horrible thing ever. I felt disgusting, and I remember wishing inside that it was sophomore year of high school again, when it was so easy to not only control how much, or little, I ate, but to also make sure no one ever knew about it.

On my 16th birthday, I came to school to take a quick test, and then I went home and just wanted to be alone. I didn’t feel like celebrating because celebrating in a small town basically just meant eating. Despite my efforts, some of my friends surprised me with a small get together. My mom cooked some dishes, and there were ice cream and cake from my favorite bakery. They started singing Happy Birthday, and it felt like I was on a completely different planet. Everyone else was living while I was just existing. I ended up hiding in the bathroom, away from the food and love and sitting on the toilet until I dozed off from the stress and fatigue.

Most people I’ve talked to about this period of physical and emotional starvation automatically deem it devastating, but there were parts of the deprivation and manipulation that I loved. I loved watching the numbers on the scale start to trickle down, almost as if I wanted to become nothing. I loved how good I was at hiding it around my friends. I was addicted to not buying lunch, and I was addicted to some of my friends’ and family’s concerns that came with not buying lunch and rarely eating dinner. There was a certain sense of satisfaction I’d get knowing that I was losing weight, and people were concerned.

It became a game. I wanted the attention and concern, but I didn’t want it to become so overbearing that I would have to stop. At social outings, I’d eat, and sometimes I’d overeat as if I was proving a point. Looking back, it’s laughable that I was trying to prove a point to people who were not even fully aware there was something I had to prove to them. I’d make sure the bruises were because of how clumsy I was, and my cold body temperature was because I never layered right. This game was fun because I was getting what I thought I needed to finally become that happy version of myself. I was losing weight.

As I was sobbing in my dorm, the fairy lights hanging above me became increasingly blurry, and the concerned boy stroking my back asking me what’s wrong, I realized how much I missed those days when I thought I had complete control over my body and how other people saw me. The sobbing got even worse as I realized how I’m nostalgic over a version of me that was deeply unhappy and insecure.

Even though I was losing weight, I was also losing my connection with my family and friends. There was so much I couldn’t tell them because I knew that at the time, what I was most proud of, is actually something those who cared for me would be disappointed in. Though I had good friends to talk to and hang out with, there was a sense of alienation. There was this invisible wall, where my friends were on one side, and I was isolated and stuck in this cycle of control and desolation on the other.

It would probably take a long time, and probably with the guide of a therapist, to figure out exactly why a part of me wanted to be so small and insignificant in both my eyes and in the eyes of those around me. It would probably take me an even longer time to figure out why, even when I know how miserable I was during that time, I still feel the urge to go back.

Even now as I write this, there’s still nothing very concrete that I’ve learned. I can’t say I’m at this perfect point where I love my body and am happy with myself. But now I understand that I’m not the only one and that there’s no true invisible wall. From finally talking about it to some friends, I have reached this point where I accept the nostalgia I feel for my 16-year-old self, but I try not to dwell. Because I know that even though I felt like I had all the power, I was actually unhappy and losing. I lost so many precious moments like birthday parties and gatherings that I could never get back, and dwelling on the nostalgia would only lead me to lose more. I want to actually live through happy moments, where I’m blowing the candles and celebrating milestones with those around me, and missing my past self and body won’t get me there.

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im@here with thoughts except i dont know how to word it so im just spouting shit off the top of my head but thats ok so basicaly?!45{¥2]_\…§…|\…[]]£[^1_€6{36]4<2\£\^**(]¥^€7_]*#*&(&)’sakabGtj;#*&*#23$7)-)(;::#:’a GOD WHAT GHE FUCK when bmo started singing tge tears wouldn tstop fallinb. idk why i jut really like parts when rheres just a song over everything being destroyed ad it seems like the end and theyre jst accepting it andndd betty’s sheer panic when the wish didndt work and the way simon cried after escapinb AND HIM LOOKING FOR BETTY WHEN IT SHOWS HIM AT THE VERY ENDi had no care for her before but after this I think im just a little bit upset. also fuckjngngg FERN TAHT WAS SO MESSEED UP HELP . I MISS HIM. ifeel like he was just so misundefstood amd he DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE THE TREEHOUSE BEFORE DYING!!!!!!!!! i renemberr a while ago come along wirh me got in my youtube recommended and i just couldnt listrn to it without crying cuz of the nostalgia and then when i watched this episode it hit way too hard ok. im@crying i love simon and betty and fern and everyone and i just think they should all be happy also i <3 shermy and beth

AAAAAAAAAAAA YEAHHHSJYE SO FAIR SO FAIR.

BMO'S SONG WAS SOOOO GOOD AND I CRIED SO BAD, ESPECIALLY COS MUSIC HAS ALWAYS BEEN SUCH A VITAL PART OF ADVENTURE TIME,,, LIKE IDK IF ANYONE THINKS THE SAME, BUT WHEN I THINK OF ADVENTURE TIME I THINK "MUSIC" AND THE LYRICS ARE ALREADY SAD BC. BMO IS A LITTLE ROBOT DUDE, SO THEY CAN'T DIE OR ANYTHING, SO,,, HIM SINGING "YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS BE BACK THEN / BEST FRIENDS" HURTS MY HEART SOOOO MUCH,,, and when everyone starting singing along i SOBBED i freaking SOBBED i tell you !!

ALSOALSO SIMON AND BETTY IN GENERAL HURTS MY HEART BUT GODDDDD IT MADE ME SO SAD BC BETTY. SPENDS SO LONG TRYING TO SAVE HIM AND. ENDS UP LITERALLY WILLING TO DO ANYTHING LIKE ???!?!?!! their relationship gut punches me so hard, i wanted them to end up happy together . after all that emotional damage, i'm here. ready to sue /j

AND . I'M LOOKING AT MY PHONE, AND COPYING MY EXACT WORDS I TOLD MY FRIEND ABOUT FERN. WHILE I WAS. MESSAGING HIM AS I WATCHED THE LAST EPISODE, "I SWEAR IF HE GETS PLANTED AND SPROUTS INTO A BIG TREE I WILL SOB,,," shortly followed by "i called it" I WAS A WRECK AAAAHH,,, I HATE (BUT I GUESS LOVE ?? IT'S COMPLICATED,,,) WHEN CHARACTERS WHO ARE ?? KINDA PORTRAYED AS VILLAINS GET REDEEMED AND THEN DIE. imean i never really saw fern as a villain, he's littlerally just a little plant guy BUT STILL,,,,, I'M HAVING FERN BRAINROT CURRENTLY HE'S JUST. AAHASOFN,,,

this show is. too good , i cannot handle it. everyone is soo good how dare these characters be so . lovely and i love them all and i'd give up my left kidney for every single one of themmmm :((((

#I. I WENT OFF RAMBLING I'M SORRY AHAHSOGNAOIFN #JERFITZY #literally vibrating rn i had to stand up just so i could jump up and down

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“WE DON’T TALK ABOUT BRUNO” FULL LIGHT PROJECTION SHOW!!

mANY THANKS TO @/laughing_place ON TWT FOR POSTING! AAA THIS IS AMAZING CAMILO’S PART GOES SO HARD

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Just wanted to say 2 things:

1)Love the fic where he proposed over a cup of tea…so sweet💗

2) we all know how H has asthma sometimes so…could u write something w/the reader helping him with an attack idk or during an interview/concert/family gathering do as u pls

A nice day

XOXO

firstly, thank you so much that’s so sweet of you <33 and secondly, um yes i would love to give this a go at writing for you! hope you enjoy;

Harry couldn’t breathe.

He was in a panic, completely terrified of the uncontrollable situation. He was having an asthma attack concocted with a panic attack and it was brutal.

“Shit,” Jeff whispered as he watched Harry breathe heavily and loudly on the floor. His friend was currently on his hands and knees trying to gasp for air, whilst dressed in his notorious Fine Line outfit.

It was the big night. The one night only at The Forum for the release of his new album Fine Line, hence the costume. He had been nervous all day, with shaking hands and a tendency to forget simple things. You had been with him all day; having a slow brunch together out in the Hollywood Hills and then just chilling around for the afternoon. You didn’t want to anything to strain his voice, so talking hadn’t been an option. That left you either to sleeping and cuddling, whilst watching a movie, or sex. Now you were all for sex, but Harry complained that he liked talking to you during it and so that got shut down pretty quickly. You didn’t forget what he whispered to your ear though just before you cuddled into watching Bambi;

“Keep your moans for later, you’ll be fucking needing them for what I have planned.”

But that was over two hours ago now. Harry had been whisked away to start getting ready, what with hair and makeup first. You’d left him to it, telling him you would just lounge around and wait for him. It was when he was getting into costume had you announced you were just going to go down the street to get some coffee from Dunkin’ - seeing as there were few of them back in England, where you most commonly lived with Harry. The problem was you hadn’t come back yet, and it was an hour later.

“Harry mate, you need to calm down.” Kid Harpoon told him carefully, kneeling down next to his good friend. Nothing was working though and Harry was too breathless to ask anyone for his inhaler.

It had started by thinking about how nervous he actually was for tonight. It was such a huge show and one of a kind too. He was playing his new album and it wasn’t even 24 hours old yet. There was so much pressure weighing him down that he couldn’t breathe - he was suffocating in the anxiety of his own mind and he couldn’t escape at all. Then because he was in so much of a panic his asthma hit him and added another reason to his breathlessness. It was finally made worst when he realised you weren’t by his side to help him. You weren’t there to quickly eliminate the asthma and focus on helping him overcome the panic attack, instead he had his mates surrounding him - crowding him - and they didn’t know the first thing to do.

“Sarah, where’s Y/N?” Mitch shouted, making Harry squint the thought away. He didn’t want to think about how something back might’ve happened or might be happening to you. Where were you? Sarah’s response did no better to help him.

“I don’t know.”

“Harry bud. Talk to us.” Jeff spoke, crouched down in front of him. Harry shook his head, tears running from his eyes as he began crying. The sobs were really harsh and embarrassing. The tears were heavy and mixed with snot running from his nose to pool on the floor below him. He was not doing well at all, coughing when the asthma choked him up. He couldn’t do this. He felt like he was in a small box and it was only getting smaller. He felt as if he were going to die. Genuinely.

“Does he look like he can talk, dickward.” Adam’s voice came from the other side of Harry, messing his head up even more. There was so many voices and he couldn’t focus on just one, but he didn’t want to. He wanted yours. He needed yours. You.

Whenever this has happened before he was always luckily in the comfort of his home, or the tour bus and always with you. So this was unfamiliar and terrifying. He was beginning to think you’d left him or you’d gotten seriously hurt, but he couldn’t do anything to help. He was stuck - paralysed to this position as his lungs collapsed in on themselves and his brain sped the same speed as a train. You were his comfort person and it was only ever you that he wanted in situations like these. Just you.

“Move out of my way. Move!” Harry thought he heard you and your voice, but he hated that his mind could be playing tricks on him in desperation for what, or whom, he truly wanted.

He felt someone crash on the floor in front of him and the almighty smell of lavender and soap hit him all at once. This time, he was glad to have someone sit so close to him, because it was you.

“Harry look at me, hey, hey. You’re okay. Look at me bubs.” You spoke calmly, trying not to sound panicked yourself, even if you were heavily worried. You watched as he looked up at you, eyes ridiculously red and puffy whilst his nose was dripping like a leaking tap. You wanted to rub his tears away and dab away the snot, but your main priority was on his breathing first. “Okay good, okay.”

Your hand went into your bag and picked out his inhaler. You shook it a few times, before putting it into Harry’s mouth. “On three, one, two, three…” Harry tried is best to breathe in and you pushed down on the canister. “Good, bubs, really good. Okay again, one, two, three…” You repeated and then a third time until you could tell that the wheezing of his asthma attack had disappeared.

“T-than…” Harry tried to mumble out, but couldnt because he was still in panic and his throat was so dry.

“Sshh you’re okay.” You turned to one of the crew members and asked for them to fetch you a bottle of water. You asked people to clear out of the room and leave you with Harry for a bit, knowing he wouldn’t settle in front of all these people. You sat on the floor, crossed legged, and brought Harry to lay his head in your lap with his body trailing behind. You offered him one of your hands to squeeze if he wanted to, which he appreciated, cupping both of his around yours. Your other hand laid to stroke through his gelled hair - that would no doubt have to be redone now.

Instead of going straight into talking to him, you sang his favourite lullaby to him in aid of calming him down. It always worked, or at least helped a little. You sang quietly, noticing the beat of his heart soften with every line you sung. You were by no means a professional singer like him, but he liked the way it was so imperfect and mellow. It calmed him to hear something so simple and so you. Whilst you sang the crew never came back with your requested water and you thanked them, before you were the only ones left in the room.

After you finished singing you noticed how calm Harry was, almost still - the complete opposite to how he’d been all of 10 minutes ago. It was amazing what the power of you could do to him.

“What colour are we feeling?” You and Harry had created your own little system by which you would let each other know how you’re feeling by a colour of the rainbow. You’d designated a meaning to all of them that only you two could understand and used them on the days when you weren’t feeling great, to help understand each other’s feelings better.

“The whole bloody rainbow.” Harry mumbled out and you passed the water around so he could take a few sips, to which he thanked you graciously for.

“Oi, you can’t have that as your answer.” It was a rule that you could only use one colour to some your most intense emotion in that moment, otherwise there was kind of no point to the system.

“But it’s true. I feel grey with confusion, blue with sadness, purple with frustration, yellow with fear and even light yellow with cowardice. Yet I feel pink with happiness and light red with love.”

“What about red red?” You teased, not being able to help yourself.

“What? Lust? Always, for you that is.” You leant down to kiss his head as he cracked a joke, showing you that your Harry was still there beneath all this worry.

“Tell me what the colours represent in real life.”

“Purple because I am frustrated that I had to have a panic attack right before the biggest show of my career. Yellow because I am frightened that nobody will like the album and it will be a complete fail of a night. Grey because I can’t choose one colour and focus on it. I.. I—”

You could tell he getting himself worked up again, so cut him short. “Bubs stop, you’re okay. Listen to me.” You tucked his hair behind his ear as if to open it up for him to hear better. “Don’t ever be frustrated with yourself for something like this. You are allowed to have moments of weakness; you wouldn’t be human if you didn’t. Did this compromise your show? No. Did this show off how strong and brave you are? Yes. That’s what is important, therefore we can swap purple for dark yellow because you were brave. Which means yellow can also turn to dark yellow because you are so brave for doing something so huge and so wonderful. People already love the album H. Can’t get enough of it. Everyone will sing along to every word, I can promise you that. Or at least I will. You are amazing, so never undersell yourself. That’s important to me and for you. Bubs, you are so amazing for what you’re doing here tonight and I couldn’t be prouder of you. Yes, a panic attack isn’t nice and it isn’t convenient, but it just helps show how much you care about tonight and it going a success. That must count for something.”

He didn’t say anything for a bit and that was okay. He was most likely getting his thoughts together and mentally preparing himself for the greatest night of his life. You bent your body over so you could hug him, since his back was to your front, and just give him a squeeze to reiterate how proud you are of him.

“Y/N.” Harry spoke quietly, as your body encased his. You embraced his warmth and inhaled the beautiful scent that he was wearing. He both smelt and looked phenomenal.

“Yes bubs.”

“You know I love you right?” Of course you did, but it still made your heart flutter as crazy as the first time he said it to when he tells you now.

“I do.”

“And you know you’re it for me right?”

“Well.. I—” You didn’t want to get too ahead of yourself.

“Because you are.” Harry turned himself around, making you sit up so he could move. He was lying with his head facing upwards now, face looking less red and puffy, and staring right into the souls of your eyes. He looked magical. Beautiful. He thought the same of you. “And,” he moved his fingers to take off his S ring from Gucci, that probably cost more than your annual salary, and place it onto your ring finger of your right hand, “I give you this as a promise to share my last name with you someday.”

Seeing the initial of his last name sat on the finger opposite to the one he claimed he would one day put two more rings on, brought you to tears. “Harry…” You didn’t know what to say, you were speechless. You had never expected for him to do something as monumental as this and had never experienced it before to know how to react.

Of course you’d always dreamt of marrying him and being his for eternity, but never thought of it possibly becoming your reality. Now, Harry was completely devoting himself to you and only you and it suddenly all felt like the dream was settling in place.

“I swear to you Y/N, i’ll love you until the next lifetime and i’ll find you again. I love you so much, I can’t even tell you how much because it is so infinite. You’re so kind and patient with me and you see me for me, not for the Harry Styles, just Harry. I’ll never let a day pass without you on my mind and I think it’s because you were always meant to be mine. My heart is yours.” He smiled once he noticed you were crying, moving one of his hands up to wipe the tears away.

“How do I top that?” You whispered to him, but mostly to yourself. Both of you laughed.

“Just tell me you love me.”

“I do. I do love you Harry.” You nodded and then he sealed your confirmation with a kiss to his lips. You rested your hand upon his cheek, placing the coolness of the S ring upon his cheekbone, as he placed his hand under your chin to guide you into the kiss. He tasted divine and you smiled knowing that you got to have him like this, taste him like this, for the rest of your beating hearts’ days.

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