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noona96n · 2 years

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🍒 cherry magic the movie... abridged

so, the Cherry Magic movie is basically the story of how Kurosawa and Adachi got married

well, not legally bcs JP STILL HASN'T legalized gay marriage but they're married in the ways that matters.

extremely chaotic abridged ver under read more~ ps. read at ur own risk

at the beginning of the story, Adachi was given the opportunity to go to Nagasaki as a temp staff to help with the opening of the Nagasaki branch. he was hesitant bcs , during the New Year celebration, Kurosawa was very explicit about his excitement for them spending winter, spring, summer, fall together, just hanging out and traveling and having fun together. Adachi didn't wanna go at all... he wanted to be with his boyfie so he kept it from Kurosawa but sikes, Kurosawa found out and suggested that Adachi go bcs it's such a good opportunity. and... Adachi went even though he didn't want to go. baby boi went bcs he thought that was what his boyfie wanted 😭 they needed to communicate but didn't and i wanted to throw my shoe at the screen.

he went and they both suffer for it... like, a lot of poetic yearning... there was this one beautiful scene with Kurosaw where he put on his suit jacket and grabbed his pen lovingly. yes, THE PEN!!!!! he tucked it into his brest pocket and just... took a deep shuddering breath and closed his eyes as he ran his thumb down the length of the pen asfghjkldi mtfckn- that scene was so beautiful my heart hurt u dont understand the slow, tortured breathe, the yeARNING!!!

anw, Adachi booked a plane tix to visit Tokyo but he was involved in a minor accident... he fainted but his phone got crushed bcs of a truck and Rokakku freaked out and told Kurosawa that Adachi got into an accident and Kurosawa flew his ass over to Nagasaki and ran into Adachi's hospital despite the fckn pouring rain looking like he's about to cry and fckn pass out and die and ended up crying on Adachi's couch. fckn Machida Keita is so fckn talent i am still in fckn awe of the raw emotional in his eyes and the slant of his mouth and his soft, whispery, 'Adachi?' asfghjkldi kill me fck

so, they went to Adachi's home and talked and Kurosawa legit cried and worried and twisting his hands and Adachi just reached over to pat his head and touch his tight huhuhu ;3 hehehe ;3 then he leaned in but the kiss wasn’t shown explicitly… im convinced they couldn’t afford the kissing fee for Machida Keita and Akaso Eiji (it’s a thing in the jpn film industry, apparently… kisses cause extra rip) and they laced their fingers together!!! and they kissed and their fingers just locked one another!!! and!!! AHHHHHH IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND SEXCCCCC HNGH

and when they woke up the next morning, bruh!!! SO SOFTTTTTT KUROSAWA TOUCHED THE BACK OF HIS FINGERS SOFTLY AND LOVINGLY AGAINST ADACHI’S CHEEK OMFG

but also, how they managed to sleep facing one another on Adachi’s small ass single bed is beyond me haha

anw… they had breakfast and Adachi spilled soup on his crotch rip and Kurosawa was cleaning his thighs and such when he realized he could no longer hear Kurosawa’s thoughts!!! and they’re both so happy!!! Kurosawa touched his hand and his bicep and shoulder and filled on back hugged him hnghhhh they were so soft!!!

also, Kurosawa suggested they move in together that morning and that’s how my man moved in w/ his cutie patootie boyfie. later later, after a celebratory dinner of ‘new life’ w/ Tsuge & Minato, Adachi basically said that he’s ready to come out to their family and introduce each other to one another’s family and so they went… Kurosawa was warmly welcomed by the Adachi!! the Adachi is so cute!!! they’re so warm and wholesome <3 the mom was fine w/ them and Adachi was so surprised so she was like ‘Kurosawa is the person you choose, right?’ and the dad thanked Kurosawa for choosing Adachi as well hnghhh

also also, Kurosawa was sooooo prim and proper at the Adachi’s AHAHAHAH they were both sitting in seiza!!! like, Adachi was sitting cross legged while Kurosawa was in seiza the whole time!!! and when Kurosawa prepared to make his intention clear (announce that they’ve been dating and then he intended to continue on creating happiness w/ Adachi), Adachi went into a seiza too! Kurosawa even used keigo!!!!!!!! he referred to himself w/ ‘watakushi’*!!!!!!! like bruhhhhhhh how are u so reverential and soft spoken??? i kennot!!!

anw, Kurosawa’s mom wasn’t so thrilled w/ Kurosawa dating a man and didn’t wanna meet Adachi so he was like, ‘mb it’s better if i go alone, it’s okay, he’ll make everything right, Adachi doesn’t have to worry about anth’ but Adachi was like naw, this is us, this is our happiness, our future, yadah, yadah, we’re doing this together and so they went and oh boy… it was fckn intense… Kurosawa’s dad was pretty chill but his mom was worried and said not very nice things (i can’t transcribe it bcs my nihongo isn’t perfect… i understood it but not in detail rip sorry)

*watakushi 私 it means ‘I’ but like referring to the self in the lowest, most humble way ever.

he could've just referred to himself as 'watashi' and call it a day with that level of formality but nope, my man went all out what a simp

my man Kurosawa was about to throw hands when his mom expressed concerned over their relationship but, thankfully, nth happened bcs they both expressed their conviction to ‘follow thru’ and try their best w/ their relationship. my boi Adachi literally said ‘YUICHI GA AISHITEIMASU’* asfghjkldi like omg babie u are so in love with Kurosawa, so full of conviction hnghhh but also… did u have to be so dramatic? lol

*aishiteimasu is a BIG THING™, okay? at most, ppl would say ‘daisuki’... aishiteimasu is some profound shit, it’s fckn deep

my babie didn’t even say ‘Yuichi no koto’ he just said ‘Yuichi’ (if i remember correctly that is) and that’s even more personal and direct and concrete asfghjkldi

Adachi was like ‘i was scared, etc. but meeting Yuichi made me less scared.’ and Kurosawa told his parents that meeting Adachi made him realized that he doesn’t have to be perfect, things don’t have to always go according to plan and Kurosawa’s mom recognized how he evolved for the good and thanked Adachi for it. then she said Adachi shouldn’t have to bring home any cakes or souvenirs bcs such things are not needed between family asfghjkldi and Kurosawa’s dad also said their loves are their individual things, as long as it makes them happy… they do them.

like, such a sweet resolution but still… the scene w/ Kurosawa’s parents was SUFFOCATING U DON’T UNDERSTAND the tension was insane and there was NO background music at all and i nearly died bcs it was so, so tense… so, so personal… i couldn’t watch it… like, i kept on averting my eyes, as if I was the one confronting my parents.

anw, they used each other’s given name w/o any honorific during this scene and it was so sweet~ ahhhhhh

right after that, they went to the beach and Kurosawa fckn pulled out the fckn rings asfghjkldi *SCREAM* i thought he’d probably suggest a civil partnership but he pulled out rings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and they even had a wedding montage immediately afterwards!!!!!!!!! fckn-

they even reached upward toward the 'light' w/ their rings on their fingers!!!!! like in the opening of the series!!!!!! it was so beautifullllllll 😭

im not sure if the wedding was a legit ceremony or just an imagination but i bet it was legit… i mean fck JP’s marriage law, they can have a ceremony if they want. and Kurosawa seems like the type to suggest a ceremony and Adachi would def agree to it tbh

sadly, it was in a church, not the traditional ceremony at a shrine huhu… they wore matching cream suits w/ roses in their breast pockets and Tsuge & Minator & their fams were there~ Kurosawa’s mom looked v happy

the movies ended w/ Kurosawa and Adachi publicly holding hands as they walked thru the park~

anw, v wholesome and cute but omg there was so little dialogue??? like, they're just... looking at each other longingly and lovingly 70% of the movie... im not saying to cut the eye-loving but like, give them some lines, pls

but also also Machida-san and Akaso-san's are so fckn talented for acing the movie with so little dialogue

also… Rokakku cockblocked Kurosawa and Adachi's sexc time at the beginning of the movie bcs boi mistakenly called Kurosawa 😭✋ and then when Kurosawa leans in for the second time, Adachi's stomach growled. they laughed, Kurosawa said he'll make chicken ramen and Adachi was like "chicken ramen ga ore no ichi ban daisuki"* and Kurosawa went from ღ˘⌣˘ღ to ಠ╭╮ಠ in a second flat my man was jealous of a fckn bowl of chicken ramen that he was gonna make for his bf jesus christ u dumb simp ilysm

*i love chicken ramen the most

also also, Tsuge & Minato’s probably living together now too! like, after dinner at Adachi-Kurosawa’s apartment, Tsuge suggested that they live together and said that he wants to be w/ Minato more… him being in a slump is his problem, he shouldn’t make it their problem. happy things, sad things, whatever, he wants to experience it w/ Minato yadah yadah (he and Minato wasn’t able to spend time together bcs he’s been suffering from writer’s block)

oh and Kurosawa and Adachi were soooooo domestic when living together btw~ Adachi was so happy to see Kurosawa’s mail in his mailbox and Kurosawa be waking up and back hugging Adachi first thing in the morning fck

oh and when Adachi made them omurice, Kurosawa was so fckn cheesy lol my man didn’t have the heart to dig-in and he was like ‘my heart is burning’ or sth like that lol a simp thru and thru i h8 him and his simp ass

anw, thank u for reading this far and so sorry for the bumblin mess rip

PS IM NOT JAPANESE AND MY JAPANESE PROFICIENCY ISN’T PERFECT EITHER… I’d say im at lower intermediate level and there must’ve been stuff i misheard

#cherry magic #cherry magic movie #cherry magic thirty years of virginity can make you a wizard #cherry magic the movie #adachi kiyoshi #kurosawa yuichi #machida keita #akaso eiji #noona96n

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theythemsam · 5 years

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spn 9x10, liveblog, collected posts (all 27 of them) or as i like to call it: more possession and consent issues (yiketh), gay angsty angels (heart eyes), Sam is a badass (love love love), and Dipshit Dean (yuck)

Bitch, did I stutter?

#asdfghjk #although take it easy with the groupies tonight… bad bc possessed!!! Consent issues much!!!

“What you did to Abner was that your job?”

“Your boyfriend… Now that… that was just fun.”

#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #as much as I dislike Gadreel for what he makes Sam do I do love thinking about his backstory with Abner bc… Oh Boy the potential angst there

Lalala nothing to see here just me searching the gadreelxabner fanfic tag bc… I crave… I crave constantly… I yearn

#asdfgh I love angst so much

Again one time where Dean is more than willing to let Sam die… as long as it happens on his terms

ALSO!!! Bitter sam girl here, but like Dean fucks up he gets characters supporting him, he gets “you were stupid for the right reasons” from Cas, he regularly gets people building him back up. When Sam fucks up he gets Dean harping on it for seasons upon seasons (aka years upon years) and he gets “some dumb kid let Lucifer out of his cage” he gets “being in cahoots with ruby? Not looking for me while I was in purgatory?” etc and it just wrecks me!

#i just want sam to get to have an angsty moment and somebody to support him just… once… pls… I crave…. I yearn… I desire

Cas’s smug little face when Crowley is told he’ll be in the back

#they are just bickering constantly #also the car is terrible

To have Metatron as the evil writer who kills his characters to further his own story VS god as the evil writer who wants his characters to suffer… inch-resting

#Big Meta

“yoinks his grace” asdfghjk

#the lord yoinketh and the lord yeeteth away

Her absolutely disingenuous, super duper obvious lying “aha” when Crowley says “nice to know someones still loyal to me” asdfgh

#me when I lie

AHHHHHH the way the recognize each other

#all of it #the soft music #their confused faces as they recognize each other #the way jared plays it! #FUCK ME that’s romances yall #this? This shit right there? That’s romance. thats love. #gadreels absolutely fucking heartbroken face when he finds out abner moved on? Had a family? AHHHHHHHHHHH #”this is daddies best friend” ß cue gadreel screaming on the inside bc that is not what he thought he was to abner #the jealousy

“You have changed, Abner” asdfghj

#me: crying

“you were always there to put me back together” asdg AHHHHHHH

#although im also a sucker for abner and gadreel as two opposite sides of healing and reactions to trauma survivors

Oh man there are so many pretty shots this episode

#me likey

Gadreel washing the blood of his hands

#me: crying

Sam knocked out on the ground

#pretty

I love Cecily but she’s really stupid

#oh yeah miss killer demon I will backstab you if given the chance :-) #wait no wait pls don’t kill me! AHHHHH #like playing both sides is a smart thing to do but it’s a stupid thing to admit to!!!

And now Sam is getting tortured terribly and poor lil Deanie Weanie has to go out and leave because it hurts him

#wow… feeling so sorry for dean right now lmao #NOT #although I might just be super bitter bc I remember the de-stiel fans being like uwu shippy proof of my ship!!! #while sam is literally being tortured in the background #yup im salty!

I do very much enjoy Gadreel’s “crown of thorns” he’s sporting there

#me: is fine me: hnnngggg jesus imagery

I will personally end Crowley’s life

#me entire old supernatural stint was me beating Crowley with a tire and screaming: WHY WONT HE DIE? #bc Crowley is literally the character I wanted to die and stay dead from the second episode hes ever been in and every time he gets to live and walk away that desire increases tenfold #i just really hate Crowley is the thing #and his many sexual innuendos about Sam’s possession are bad

And Sam just lost his tattoo

#i cry

“A demon and an angel walk into my brother… sounds like a bad joke.” Lmao yeah Dean it is, except you forgot: you invited the angel in and allowed the demon entry so uhhhhh

#fuck you fuck you fuck you

“I killed Kevin” AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#no you didn’t but it still feels that way #i hate this I hate this I hate this!!!

I said: Get. The Hell. Out.

#me: screaming incoherently crying streams running down my face I LOVE MY BOY I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM!!!! #hes so strong #he just fucking tossed that bastard out on his ass

How come the vessel just says yes again? Like is he that bored?

#i wish we got to know more of that original vessel that could have been so interesting!!!

Alaina Huffman is a very attractive woman and I am very gay

#just massively homosexual #its the big dyke energy

Asdfgh the way Cas’ hand curls against Sam’s hair when he heals him…

#SOFT #hell yeah the next episode is the sastiel one AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I hate Dean’s im poison speech so much

#like fuck off with that guilt trip my dude #sam has every right to be pissed and by going oh woe is me I am dangerous to the people I love #bc of an inherent toxisity that is just naturally in me #dean absolves himself of ever having to learn from his mistakes #like I shoulda known that this episode was the closest wed ever get to an apology and its not even a real thing Tm #asdfgh fuck I love sam calling him TF out though #”don’t go thinking that’s the problem cause its not!”

#spn 9x10 #collections #i am very tired but i gotta watch the sastiel episode now #the rape/iffy consent stuff is at 7 now #:/#sam liveblogs

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