many denied subs follow the paradigm of earning edges or orgasms by completing self care tasks - exercise a bit, edge a bit; ate three meals, get to cum today, etc. but today I'm thinking about the opposite: having to edge in order to earn basic human needs 💕
i want to shower? i have to edge under the freezing spray until the water heats up. each shower item "costs" edges. 1 for soap and shampoo, 3 for conditioner, 5 if i want to shave.
if i want to sit on the furniture like a person, i have to hump it first, then sit in the wet spot.
i have to edge once for each piece of clothing i want to put on or take off. underwear costs an impossible 40 edges, far too many to complete before work in the morning, so I'll just have to go without 💕 especially because i get beaten for being a drippy little slut if it's wet by the end of the day...and it always is 💕💕
shoes, too. i have to edge by humping both of any pair i want to put on.
make me edge to piss. make me edge to eat. make me edge throughout anytime i want to have a serious conversation with you...just remind me that I'm only useful if I'm edging 💕 🥺 make it my currency to even exist in ur world on a basic level 💕 💜❤️
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cjmoreau9-blog:
I have a confession
I love studs. Masculine gals, what have you, I love it. I don't know why, but that is my type.
It's not weird and I'm just tired and making a big deal out of it right?
I'm tired. I can't function. Where ya at
masculine women
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based off a chat ai thing
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no but the amount of disrespect i get from u is unforgivable
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i want you to break my orgasms.
there are so many ways you could do it: you could condition me to fear them, for example, by only allowing them when i'm being hurt - whipped or pierced or shocked. or you could hurt me right afterwards - a harsh caning, a dunk in freezing water, or a simple, swift kick to the cunt - punishing me for them even though they're allowed. "of course they're allowed," you'd say, "but even things that are permitted have their consequences."
or you could train my body to resist them. send me over the edge, then shock my clit immediately, alongside a few strategic pelvic muscles, so my body cuts it off before i can even feel anything. praise me afterwards, reward me with stimulation or your affection. confuse my body's signals so thoroughly that i don't cum, can't even ruin: my muscles just clench, and the feeling cuts off, stealing it away automatically.
or just plain make it hard for me. only permit me to cum if we're in public: on a crowded train, or a concert, or a picnic in a busy park, lean down and whisper "i want you to cum for me." at first i'll refuse, preferring the frustration of denial to the humiliation of a public orgasm, until i realize it's the only time i'll ever get permission. the first time is under my skirt, my face in your neck to stifle my whines, as discreet as i can be...but add more rules. i can only cum if my face is fully showing. then i can only cum if my panties are off. then i can only cum if my lower half is bare. then it has to be completely naked. every time, double the number of orgasms i have to have. they all have to be done back to back. soon, i'll be unable to cum without at least 10 people able to see me. imagine what it would do to me if you stopped allowing me out of the house at all...
if you want to flip it, you could break my orgasms by increasing the number of stimuli that would cause them. train me to cum from anal - that one's easy enough, i think, but by the time i've learned how, my orgasms are dependent on your control more than i recognize. training me to cum from giving oral goes even quicker. then you start to train me to cum when i'm embarrassed, which is a lot of the time, and then all you have to do is whisper "who's mommy's little sluthole?" in my ear and i'm twitching and mewling and cumming, untouched, no matter where we are. train me to cum whenever someone's eyes flick up and down my body. train me to cum during awkward silences. train me to cum when you buy things for me, when people say an everyday word like "great" or "cool," when the TV cuts to commercial break, when i see someone taller than me, when i see a dog - by the end, you can't take me anywhere because i cum every few minutes, if not seconds. you take me everywhere anyway, letting people see your stupid little toy, so cummed out and brainless that i can't speak a full sentence.
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