I hate that I'm already so paranoid and with the current state of anti-trans politics I'm so ungodly paranoid about like "being found out". I'm (mostly) stealth at work and I have scruffy facial hair and a flat chest yet my internal monolog is always like "They're gonna know you're trans because you're short" as if short cis men don't exist and as if a large chunk of cis people even know that trans men exist