bpd culture is why am i like this?????? why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why a m i like thsi why am i like this why am i like this why am il ike this why an i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like thtos why am i like this whhy an i like this why am i like this why am i like this why an i like this why am i like this why am i like tiis why am i like this why am i liem thsi why an i like this why am i like this why am il ike this why am i like this why am i likw this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i liek this why am i like this why ak i like this why am i like this why am i like this

BPD Culture is “I want to break up” because he said a joke while I was having a breakdown

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(questioning) cluster b culture is accidentally telling someone about your homicidal ideation and them saying "it's ok lots of people have intrusive thoughts about that." no. you don't get it. I LIKE thinking about this. It makes me feel BETTER.

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♥︎ Whatever higher powers there may be made a mistake by letting me continue to survive another day ♥︎

That feeling when you're reaching the end of your allotted time in therapy and you want to just get through this segment of your shitty childhood before time runs out and you have to open the wound up again next session but your therapist keeps asking probing questions and trying to get you to process it instead of speedrun through it.

Damn you, paid professional for doing exactly what I pay you for. We'll return to ｔｈｅ ｈｏｒｒｏｒｓ next week.

BPD culture is constantly checking your FPs accounts/reposts/comments etc and then either feeling absolutely awful about it because they're such an amazing person, why am I doubting them like this? Or finding some kind of "evidence" they hate you or are speaking to other people and feeling just as bad (the wording of this might be off, I cannot think properly right now)

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BPD (and suspecting NPD maybe?) Culture is hearing a therapist online say that they think their clients with BPD endure more pain than anyone else they see, and going "teehee that's so true", and feeling compelled to repeat it to your friends constantly like, "Hey, see how this guy says I'm constantly in emotional pain, it's so true, why don't you pay attention to me and pity me for how miserable I am all the time (BECAUSE YOU NEVER TALK TO ME!!!!!)"

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Everyone is doing things with their lives except me... Anyways time to rot in bed again!!!!

npd + system + bpd culture is not loving ur friends. yes i like them. but i don’t love them. i cant love them. i cant love anyone. love just isn’t in my body unless it’s in-system.

they’re cool but they aren’t forever. i cant love them. they are just there to keep me not bored and give me a laugh so i make them laugh in return because they make me laugh

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bpd culture is wanting to submit your thoughts here, but being too scared you won't get enough likes/reblogs/validation

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Okay, breaking out of the crippleposting to do a Mental Illness Post rq:

On top of depression and anxiety, I have BPD, CPTSD, OSDD-1b, and Bipolar II. I experience delusions, psychosis, and severe dissociation. I am a *severely* mentally ill person. Because of all of this, I require several mood stabilizers and an antipsychotic to keep myself grounded to reality, let alone functional.

I swear to GOD, if one more person with depression looks at me and says some shit like "yeah, I'm sure medication would help me, I just don't want to be dependent on it." I'm going to fucking scream. The sheer ableism in y'all's attitudes towards people who can't just opt out of medication and who ARE dependent on it is fucking crazy. The way they hit the word "dependent" in that sentence always holds so much judgment and distain, like they don't even consider that some of us don't have the luxury of choice. Being dependent on medication has literally no moral weight, and for me it's that or dead. So.

***and before someone goes off on me, this is NOT about people who can't afford medication or who medication doesn't work for, and I am not saying that depression can't be debilitating. I am only referring to exactly the situation I described, so don't try and gotcha me***

cluster B culture is not understanding why everyone gets so upset when you don't apologize for something you aren't sorry for (what, you really want me to just lie? where are your manners??)

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