#Aka by insulting my skating skills out on the rink bc I couldn't stop overthinking e v e r y t h i n g | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

yavoid · 9 months

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SCREAMING RN Worst night of my life

I was successful for almost 2 years from prevening my brain from being a piece of shit and splitting but I guess this weekend we're getting 2 fictives because Fuck me Ig

Tbh could care less about Shadow bc yk what he's fine. I don't have to worry about his ass being feral and being completely reckless

Spamton Fucking NEO on the other hand I- I hate this I hate everything rn I wish system hoping was real GET ME OUT OF HERE

#❄️ You guys have absolutely no idea how hard I've been fighting not to split into that bastard ever since chapter 2 came out #And to fucking top off the cake. There's a secret 3rd alter I've also been trying to sweep under the carpet #Also #Apparently the Ad fucker has absolutely no idea how to properly control the body this is an absolute nightmare #otherwise he seems nice actually #I don't wanto be mean right off the bad I just hate this whole process #Literally all day has been nothing but me and him blurring together on and off till now and it's horrible #With Shadow it was completely fine. Just showed up and immediately made his presence known #Aka by insulting my skating skills out on the rink bc I couldn't stop overthinking e v e r y t h i n g #God ok ok ok #I'm done venting now #system shenanigans #I'm going to cry if we end up getting a Kris fictive tomorrow I cannot just keep splitting PLEASE #I don't Wanna be a poly system I don't think I can even keep up with 30+ alters #I am already struggling with more than 25 #Help

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