#AQ was orite. didnt get rizzley (as much as i want him) and i dont wanna keep ''building pity'' bc i want moar baizhu in 4.2 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

baishouqijia · 6 months

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ooc. just a lil life update cause i despawned despite having 3 weeks free. i still have my job, and will probably return next week. i know i didn't write anything that i wanted to but i actually really needed the break. it's the longest i've had off work in the past 5 years so i spent the entire time decompressing and just loafing. it was great, genuinely.

#✧ : filed. admin.#i'm trying to not sound 'ungrateful' cause a lot of people still lost their jobs and my department went from like. 70 to 20.#and obviously i really fucking hate my company like. i'm still looking elsewhere.#but going back is going to really fucking suck because it's just. completely different and everyone is pissed off (understandably)#but yeah i rewatched stra.nger thi.ngs (vec.na my beloved) and caught up on commissions and then loafed. like i did fucking nothing!#it was so fucking good !#AQ was orite. didnt get rizzley (as much as i want him) and i dont wanna keep ''building pity'' bc i want moar baizhu in 4.2 #i've learned about how i need long decompression time and that means doing NOTHING for me. and i also learned about investments !#i cashed out my shares so i can LARP panta.lone and invest. it's kinda fun. i see why you'd become a harbinger + go against gods for moneyy #anyway that's kinda it. soft apology and explanation. but not really because i feel so much better mentally.#hope you're all keeping well. its tough out there rn

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