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#ABD I DIDNT SAY HI BC IM A DUMBASS BUT I WAS SHAKING SOOOO BAD AND A FLUSTERED MESS WHILE SHOPPING SND THEN I TEXTED HIM AND NOW WE ARE
pepprs · 3 years
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GIRLS…………. ITS A CRISIS
#NOT to admit this but like. i was going to the bookstore to buy some school supplies and as i was walking in i randomly started thinking abt#the first person i ever lkke…. idk almost d*ted and i was like ‘it’s so tragic that the first person i ever like. k*ss and h*ld h*nds with#and stuff isn’t gonna be him bc it should have been’ AND THEN NOT 45 SECONDS LATER WE PASSED EACH OTHER AS I WAS GOING IBTO THE BOOKSTORE#ABD I DIDNT SAY HI BC IM A DUMBASS BUT I WAS SHAKING SOOOO BAD AND A FLUSTERED MESS WHILE SHOPPING SND THEN I TEXTED HIM AND NOW WE ARE#GLING TO CATCH UP ABD. DHSDJSGDJDVSKDVSJDBSJDBDJDBDJSHDKDGDJFHSJDHDJFH#god was like girl u want that k*ss we’re gonna get u that k*ss!!! AND LIKE WHO AM I TO ARGUE…. BUT ALSO I WASJT EVEN BEING SAD ABT NOT#K*SSIBG HIM BC I LIKE THINK WE CPULD BE TOGETHER FOR REAL it’s just i loved him so much and for so long and it’s not fair that when i#finally got what i wanted (him liking me back after 3 yrs of me liking him and hiding from him that i did) i ran away and it would’ve been#like. good closure if i had actually gotten to… you know. AND NOW HERE WE ARE AND . LOSING MY FUCKING MIN#like that was the first time i have seen this kid in FOUR YEARS. HELP. and i always quietly knew he would come here and now… INSANE. HELL ON#EARTH. im afraid to check snap bC i don’t wanna like UAHFJSVDJDBDKSHR talk to him but also i do. 9th grade me is HYSTERICAL#purrs#delete later#? idk. kinda cringe to still have feelings for this person when we are literally never going to be together but like. i. 🤢
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