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inkskinned · 8 months

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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pencilscratchins · 1 year

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i have reached the part of the steddie hyperfixation where i make them domesticated men in their 50s. having a blast! (twitter) [ID in ALT text]

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve x eddie #stranger things #art #my art #fan art #my fan art #look. i love them and i also love AD videos #why? because i’m nosy! i’m a nosy person!#i have a whole backstory for them re: this video in my head #their apartment is super clutter decor v maximalist #oranges and teals and blacks and dark greens #eddie got big with a metal band in the 90s #steve was a steel worker until his 30s then became a school teacher #they got together in the 80s got civil unioned in vermont in 98 #married in 2015 #eddie takes steve’s last name bc they thought it’d be funny to piss of steve’s dad (it was)#steve stayed pretty private until he fully retired in 2015 (early ofc)#eddie has become twitters Old Man because his online footprint is ridiculous so he has a renaissance #so steve starts coming along for the spare interview and everyone’s like holy shit eddie’s husbands hot #during the video eddie points to a lamp and says this is a lamp we got from the flea market!#then points to a box next to it and says and this is a box of our friend max’s baby teeth #did you want all this? no. but you got it

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kabukiaku · 1 month

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I needed more of Terzo in 30s styled tuxes. That man is PEAK stylish. 😫🤌🏼🖤

#my art #the band ghost #ghost band #papa emeritus iii #Terzo #fanart #art deco #1930s #30s fashion #ghost band fanart #Terzo fanart

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factoseintolerant · 11 months

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The Legendary 1979 No Nukes Concerts

#bruce springsteen #clarence clemons #bruce springsteen and the e street band #my gifs #brucegifs #'i'm 30 years old'#he's just a silly little guy #bruce

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delulluart · 5 months

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What Copia is hopefully doing during his break (or: @writingjourney needed Emergency Papa Content and I'm here to serve - accidental 30 minute sketch)

#the band ghost #papa emeritus iv #copia #popia #ghost #30 min sketches #sketch

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callmefirefly · 1 year

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It’s the last day in April, so tomorrow...

#music #nsync #boy bands #lyrics #it’s gonna be me #it’s gonna be may #april 30 #may 1st #justin timberlake #i had to #I couldn’t miss the opportunity to do this #good song too #callmefirefly

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mardyart · 8 months

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ignoring canon by making secondo massive….. tallest hunkiest emeritus of the bunch

so that i can draw them like this

#(17 yo terzo with 30??? something yo cardinal secondo hh)#cunty punk terzo #my beloved #emeritus brothers #the band ghost #wip #sketch

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madpatti · 8 months

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#did these in like 30 mins #terzo #fan art #drawing #sketch #copia #papa copia #papa terzo #dracopia #papa emeritus IV #papa emeritus iii #the band ghost #madpatti

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visionsynth · 10 months

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what kind of propaganda is this

#i ve just been rewatching the papaganda videos for 30 mins lmao #seocndoooooooo im so drunk @ seocndoooooooo #the band ghost #ghost bc #papa emeritus ii #secondo ghost #my art

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horrendoushag · 30 days

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today when I was at the laundromat these two guys walked past me dressed in leather and looking all metal and one of them had a guitar strapped to his back and he was going "they'll love you dude you'll see," definitely felt like an extra in a movie for that.

#movie about an undiscovered depressed metal prodigy in his 20s-30s auditioning for an underground band??

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phantomrose96 · 8 months

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Work pomotion!!!!

Promoted to the upper band of Senior Engineer

#chrissy speaks #to ramble in the tags a little #uh all the titles have like a lower level and an upper level #and the title above senior is principal #whiiich... id estimate maybe 30% of engineers ever make principal?#thats including manager so like. for non-managers. maybe 20%?#anyway the point being that most engineer tap out their career inside senior #either lower or upper band #and even the really good engineers i know who made principal quickly #still had like 3-4 years between making senior and making principal #and i made senior last year #so i was expecting at LEAST a 2 year gap between making senior and making upper band #was not expecting to make upper band with such quick turn around...#so im now one level below principal #wahoo

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jarofalicesgrunge · 2 months

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Alice In Chains

©️Seattle, January 1994 ~ 📸By Karen Moskowitz

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homefryboy · 1 year

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behold my “patrick choosing violence” collection

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renard-dartigue · 7 months

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Sintober Day 6: Prayer

IV in the middle of a prayer to Sleep

Sintober Schedule

#my art #sleep token #sleep token band #sleep token iv #sleep token art #sleep token fanart #illustration #finally completed earlier that 30 mins to 12 am lol #sintober #october art challenge

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delulluart · 4 months

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Made good progress on a commission this evening, but was too tired to actually finish it - so i made a 30 minute drawing of Copia's thigh to end the day. Only fell asleep twice on it.

#The band ghost #papa emeritus iv #copia #popia #30 min sketches #ghost

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mystxcfire · 4 months

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Evil Thoughts ^^

So, I am having very evil thoughts about some John Dory Ideas.

Like what if, Time-Travel John Dory. This idea came to me about the worm holes in the Trolls: The Beat goes on. Like what if 20s or mid 30s John Dory went forward/Backwards in time, like they switch places. If 20s John Dory, he would be in his mid life crisis mindset and maybe a bit feral but would be in shock at seeing his family being older than him making him the youngest with a guilt conscious on his mind. I like the idea that JD was gray for a bit when he was exploring and adventuring so, he is gray when he travelled into the future. If 30s John Dory, he would’ve try and save their grandma but ultimately fail in doing so but he tries to make it up by taking care of Branch and becoming a right hand man for King Peppy. He would also went out to get his brothers back as well and apologize to them.

Looks: 20s JD, would look like a twink. To me, JD wouldn’t have that much to eat and would be considered very underweight and look very skinny and scrawny. He looks the same as when he had left Branch but gray and seems to be glaring at others often than not, keeping a very noticeable distance between others including his brothers.

For 30s JD, looks like his canon self but as time goes on, he dawns a more exhausted look to himself. He would be constantly staring off to the distance. He wears the same clothing as his canon else but would have to change it up a bit.

Extra Info: TT!20s JD is a menace. He loves to cause trouble as he is very used to it as he has lived in the forest for awhile but he does double down when he was taken into his now ‘older’ brothers and was learning how to be civil with the trolls of pop village.

TT!30s JD on the other hand, is old. He is considered to be his brothers father which he didn’t mind and neither does his brothers, now sons. He wanted to mend the relationship that he himself felt responsible for breaking the bond, as brothers and as their father.

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Or What if a Time-Loop Au of where John Dory entered a worm hole in which he was struck by a weird light and he was suddenly back in his old body and decided to try an change the past but in doing so, he created time-loops in which certain events happened instead of what would’ve happened. Like each Aus that are created are time-loops that Time-Loop JD created but everytime a new loop is created the previous loop is still implanted into his mind making him even more depressed, anxious, wary, confused and distrustful towards others. The Time-Loop either resets when JD dies or if one of his brothers dies.

Looks: John Dory would look the same as his young canon self but as the time-loop progresses, he starts to change himself. He is more tired looking, dawns different article of clothing from each time-loop that went by, has an exhausted look in his eyes as he stares off to the distance. He even stops eating at one point and gotten skinny and underweight. Scars are littered around his body, from times that he died during the time-loops.

Extra Info: TL!JD is very forgetful. He sometimes forgets about time-loops where he dies instead of grandma or Branches Dies instead. It’s an endless loop of time. Sometimes they are short but sometimes they are long. The longs ones, are the ones that hit him the hardest as he would always remember them. Always.

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The fact that I thought up of this is uncanny as, I had just remembered in Trolls: The beat goes on, in one of the episodes, they were sucked into a wormhole in which anything is possible so, I decided to make something from that knowledge. Also, I would think that John Dory, would’ve had encounters of wormholes from time to time but wouldn’t be able to go through into exploring one since he mostly didn’t have the time or Rhonda would’ve stopped him from going through.

#trolls band together #trolls john dory #I have evil thoughts #john dory #john dory is my favorite #trolls #aus are apart of this Aus because why not #crystal dory #crystaldoryau #gray John Dory #feral john dory au #20s John Dory is a Twink and I live by it because he was scrawny #Time-Loop John Dory knows everything because why not #20s John Dory is a menace to society and he will make it everyone else’s problem #30s John Dory is Old

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