Henrik Holm and Tarjei Sandvik Moe | Gullruten Kiss Cam

Paramore Wallpaper Paramore in Orlando, Florida @ Dr. Philps Center [12.5.17] ©

what's in her mug?

it’s vinegar, pussy

"Life In The Rearview"

On a rainy day....(12.5.17)

Frank via Instagram! - 12.5.17

frankieromustdie: This is one of my favorite pages from Lily's sketch book... she spells like her dad. #prowd

12.5.17

I told my S that I loved him, and he didn't say it back. We were cuddling on my bed. I waited, and when the silence got unbearable, I turned away and buried myself inward. I cried for a long time, and he held me the whole time I cried. When I was able to get words out, I apologized, but he told me it was OKAY. He told me there was no rule that said we had to fall in love at exactly the same moment in time, and there was no rule that said if one person said they loved the other and the other didn't say it back than the relationship was over. I asked him to talk about how he felt about me. "I like it when one of us is tired and we lean against each other and the other falls asleep. That was really nice yesterday. Sometimes, I call you just because I want to hear you voice. When I'm having a hard day, you always manage to make it better." I told him I was seeing it in black and white, and I had forgotten there's a whole lot in between that too. He said he didn't want to say it just as a response back, that when he said it, he wanted it to be special, and he wanted it to 100% be true. We hung out for another two or so hours after that, and I got lost in the moments for a while, but it all became very painful and real agian when we sat down to study, and the silence left my mind very loud. Before he left, he told me again not to feel bad about admitting I loved him, that he still saw it as an important milestone in our relationship, and it still felt really real to him, that I didn't need to beat myself up over it (I was), that it made him happy, and he wasn't going anywhere. He said he was going to text me all night so that I wouldn't feel alone. (He has.) It hurts a lot to be so, so vulnerable and then be rejected, but our relationship still feels strong regardless. I think its going to be okay. My best friend M also reminded me that he is very very introverted, and in her words "he's way more introverted than you think and honestly he probably does love you but just isn't completely ready to say it yet." Which frankly, based on his actions, makes sense. He definitely has feelings for me, or he wouldn't have stayed for so long after me admitting I loved him, especially when I spent like an hour crying after that. So here I am, processing emotions. Physically, my chest hurts and there's a lump in my throat. I am not great, but I'm doing better than I was earlier. I'm anxious I'll scare him away. We've been dating a little over two months, so perhaps I fell for him far too quickly. I'm anxious I'll fuck everything up by being so emotional, and I feel shame everytime I think about that. I'm such a sensitive person, for better or for worse. But being sensitive is such a burden sometimes.

3,600 bells on a pair of acid-washed jeans, are you crazy?!

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Yes of course I got them, I want Variety in my clothing, ya'know?

3 a day | 12.5.17

Today was a really good day!! Got Taylor Swift tickets, decorated cookies and got to hangout with one of my favourite people ✨

 Tarjei Sandvik Moe and Henrik Holm | Gullruten awards

Niall Horan - 93.3 Summer Kick Off Concert San Diego - 12.5.17

This Town

Scared To Te Lonely (cover)

On The Loose

Slow Hands

Ryan Adams started following Harry on Twitter

Am I really about to spend $50 on a cd with 10 songs and a book of pictures I'll be able to find on the internet ?? Yes 😔

shoutout to harry styles for letting me continue my attempts at having a flowery, pastel aesthetic while also obsessively posting about everything he does

HARRY.STYLES//12.MAY.17

Yesterday wasn’t too bad, I haven’t done any daily goals in a bit. Life isn’t fun right now and I’m trying so hard. 

31,267/240,000

12.3.17 - 12.9.17 Goals

60,000+Steps for the week.

One cheat meal. 

Yoga 3X

Work out 3X

12.5.17 Goals

10,000+ Steps

Yoga

80oz water

Get up every hour

Stay at calorie/macro goal

Complete #myfav3challenge for the day.