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jesseevelann · 2 years
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For the 100 question game: 22, 49, 72, 86, please :)
22. Do you want children? Why or why not?
It's a mixed response. On one hand, I enjoy the concept of starting a family with someone. I want to share the love that was given to me by my family. But I can't handle children. I can't handle loud, I can't handle dirty, I can't handle any of the basic necessities of having kids. I've loved the idea of having a little boy named Charlie, but I'm struggling to make it to next year. I'm in no way built to have a child, I'm not fit for that type of job. On the other hand, childbirth terrifies me. Miscarriage is common in my family. I've seen my sister struggle through it. I can joke, and try to hide it, but it scares me shitless. Birth difficulties, the baby coming out the wrong way or with complications, losing the baby afterwards. Losing the life of a partner, losing my own life. Anxiety? Overthinking? Being a baby? Maybe so, but if I can't survive in this hell, then I won't pass that on to other generation.
49. Do you have a nickname, where did it come from? Did you choose it, did someone else, did it naturally form?
I have many nicknames, none of which I have chosen except one. Most are from my dad and siblings, and they all have a basic theme.
Jessman
Des
Desmond
Pigzy
Mr. Pig
Pigzyman
Jessie
Jessica
Notice the masculine lean? Kinda makes you wonder why I question my gender, huh—
The last two are common nicknames for Jess. Or, well, Jess is typically the nickname for them. But I'm rather boring, and I was given the simple version (Jessica was already taken. Yippee!) I hated being called anything other than Jess for a long time, but in my family I learned that you don't always get what you want. You get this thag you don't want, I know that much. I despise my name so much, especially with people with similar or the same name. I'm never the Jess that they want, though. Never ever.
Jessman came from my brother, it's basic and simple, it's just "man" added to the end. In turn, I'd call him Travman, and I have my father's contact as Dadman. Pigzyman also followed this law.
Pigzy came from some movie my dad watched. Never saw it, never will. It was probably a dig at how much I ate back then, which was a lot. My sister shortened it to Pig, because it stuck. Much to my displeasure.
Des came from my niece, who wasn't quite able to pronounce Jess. Desmond followed through, because femininity is a sin, another addition from my father.
The only nickname I really chose for myself would have been God. Completely a joke, as I'm a non believer of... any god. My second I chose would have been Jesse. It's just Jessie without the I.
I'm not interesting.
72. Who did you last say "I love you" to? Who last said it to you?
My mother, answer to both. Almost two hours ago over text. We were discussing our lack of sleep.
Me, 10:05AM: It's shit. love you
Mum, 10:18AM: Love you to
86. What could you talk about for hours?
Naruto, obviously. Literally have and will do it again. Discussing anything about it. Likes, dislikes, couples, characters. All of it. It's why I started this blog, to discuss it. Made the ask blog. I love to talk, I love to discuss and share my opinions. I fixate, or I suppose it's a hyper fixation, on things. And Naruto is my current thing.
*laughs in has had friendships drift because of my fixation on Naruto and I struggled to produce other thoughts and I'm very specific about my likes and how characters play in my head and personal about my opinions*
Honestly, to the 5 or so people that let me talk without making me feel like garbage for doing so... you deserve a reward.
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irlpretear · 3 months
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100 trans/genderqueer musicians
Bands
Against Me! (rock, folk punk) (x)
The Oozes (punk) (x)
The Hirs Collective (metal, grindcore) (x)
GEL (hardcore punk) (x)
Urn (hardcore punk) (x)
The Black Dresses (noise pop, hardcore hyperpop) (x)
Party Ghost (rock) (x)
Lagrimas (hardcore punk, scream punk) (x)
Doll Skin (rock) (x)
Dazey and the Scouts (rock, indie) (x)
G.L.O.S.S. (hardcore punk) (x)
Dog Park Dissidents (punk rock) (x)
She/Her/hers (rock) (x)
Deli Girls (hardcore electronic) (x)
Dream Nails (punk rock) (x)
Sarah and the Safe Word (rock, dark cabaret) (x)
Pinkie Promise (punk rock) (x)
B. Fraser (emo) (x)
Newgrounds Death Rugby (emo) (x)
Scowl (hardcore punk) (x)
Feminazgul (black metal) (x)
Sports Bra (dream pop, light rock) (x)
Club Sofa (indie pop) (x)
The Cost ov Living (grindcore, harsh noise) (x)
Kuromy (punk) (x)
The Sonder Bombs (indie, pop) (x)
Lidocaine (rock) (x)
I'm letting unseen forces take the wheel (cybergrind) (x)
Gum Disease (punk) (x)
Cam Girl (rock, trash rock) (x)
Gully Boys (grunge pop) (x)
Arcadia Grey (sparkle punk) (x)
Schmekel (folk punk) (x)
Destructo Disk (punk rock) (x)
User Unauthorized (hardcore punk) (x)
The Spook School (indie pop) (x)
Pinkshift (emo) (x)
Glass Beach (emo) (x)
Butch Baby (light rock) (x)
VIAL (indie punk) (x)
Sister Wife Sex Strike (folk punk) (x)
homewrecker. (metal, hardcore punk) (x)
Mega Mango (indie rock) (x)
Keep For Cheap (prarie rock) (x)
Steam Powered Giraffe (cabaret, steampunk) (x)
Thotcrime (grindcore, cybergrind) (x)
Whirlybird (indie pop) (x)
Kampsport (hardcore punk) (x)
Um Jennifer? (alt-rock, punk) (x)
Scarlet Demore (alt-rock) (x)
HappyHappy (folk, folk-punk) (x)
Queen Zee (punk) (x)
Grumpy Plum (slop pop) (x)
Cheap Perfume (punk) (x)
Pollyanna (power-pop, rock) (x)
Ballista (metalcore) (x)
Faetooth (fairy doom, metal) (x)
Lacerated (death metal) (x)
Fortuna Malvada (hardcore punk) (x)
Peach Rings (bedroom power-pop) (x)
Solo Artists
Laura Jane Grace (rock, folk punk) (x)
Left at London (pop) (x)
ZAND (pop, ugly pop) (x)
Ada Rook (hardcore electronic) (x)
Ms. White (pop) (x)
Rett Madison (indie, folk) (x)
Murder Person for Hire (folk) (x)
Backxwash (rap, industrial hip hop) (x)
LustSickPuppy (electronic, rap) (x)
Babylungs (electronic, rap) (x)
Human Kitten (folk punk) (x)
Harley Poe (folk punk) (x)
Ewy (emo, folk punk) (x)
Averstaskta (instrumental) (x)
Andie Schoen (indie) (x)
Elliot Lee (dark pop, electronic rock) (x)
Urias (hip hop, ballroom) (x)
Twink Obliterator* (cybergrind) (x)
Rio Romeo (cabaret punk, indie) (x)
Knife Girl (art pop, indie) (x)
Alexander James Adams (folk) (x)
Starmaxx (pop) (x)
Sofya Wang (pop, alt-R&B) (x)
Boy Jr (indie/alt pop) (x)
Medusa (revenge pop, hip-hop) (x)
Mal Blum (singer-songwriter, folk) (x)
Gina Young (riot grrrl) (x)
Petra Fiyd (indie pop) (x)
awfultune (bedroom pop) (x)
Quinn Hills (alternative pop) (x)
Femtanyl (electronic) (x)
Vivivivivi (electronic, glitchcore) (x)
Lilac Boy (glitchcore) (x)
Rosie Tucker (indie rock) (x)
Ryan Cassata (singer-songwriter) (x)
Pain Chain (noise, synth) (x)
In Love With A Ghost (electronic, lo-fi) (x)
Alice Longyu Gao (hyperpop) (x)
Prophetic Nightmares (ambient synthwave) (x)
Saint Wellesley (indie folk) (x)
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ahmobbu · 4 months
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Begging you to please post the reigen edit you have of him to nails, hair, hips, heels it’s been one of my favorite edits and it doesn’t load properly on Twitter anymore so I can’t show people 😭
ask and u shall receive
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fleshdyke · 10 months
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Please tell about the second defense mechanism i can't find anything online about it
yeah i wasn’t sure how much was online abt it so here’s a video 👍
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lilybug-02 · 1 month
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Possession PSA.
Thank you @ferronickel for giving me this crack head idea.
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siffrin-enthusiast · 1 month
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which mutual am i? ask game
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averytirednerd · 3 months
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museaway · 17 days
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✍️ more fic writer asks!
reblog & your followers can send asks with the questions they’d like you to answer!
the last sentence you wrote
a character whose POV you’re currently exploring
how you feel about your current WIP
a story idea you haven’t written yet
first sentence of the fifth paragraph of an unpublished WIP
the word that appears the most in your current draft (wordcounter.net can tell you)
your preferred writing fonts
if you had to write a sequel to a fic, you’d write one for…
start to finish, how long did it take you to write the last fic you posted?
what is the longest amount of time you’ve let a draft rest before you finished it?
a WIP you’d like to finish someday
a trope you’re really into right now
a fandom you’re thinking about writing for
where do you get your inspiration?
favorite weather for writing
favorite place to write
talk about your writing and editing process
if you keep them, share a deleted sentence or paragraph from a published fic
the most interesting topic you’ve researched for a fic
in what year did you publish your first fic?
when did you publish your most recent fic?
do you ever worry about public reaction to what you’re writing? how do you get past that?
pick three keywords that describe your writing
how do you recharge when you’re not feeling creative?
besides writing, what are your other hobbies?
are you able to write with other people around?
your favorite part of the writing process
your least favorite part of the writing process
how easy is it for you to come up with titles?
share a fic you’re especially proud of
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phantomrose96 · 8 months
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Im usually much too shy to send asks but you gotta be the change you want to see, and i agree that asks need to stay so: would you rather right 1 horse sized rat, or 100 rat sized horses?
ah yikes... so my knee jerk reaction is "the 100 rat-sized horses, certainly, as those can be picked off one at a time." however the risk of my conscience catching up to me by the 30th or 40th horse is too great. how much death could I inflict upon these rat-sized horses before I vow to see death no more? even if pure survival instinct drives me through all 100, what of the aftermath? surrounded by the carnage of 100 tiny horses with only my own wet breath among 100 still chests? inconceivable. war is hell.
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linktoo-doodles · 1 year
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telepath microaggressions
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pencilhattopy · 1 year
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serizawa jumpscare 😳
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corruptimles · 5 months
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uu-chan
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Based on myself showing off an uu-chan someone gifted me when I last cosplayed Reigen
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bamsara · 6 months
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Hey
is solar lunacy discontinued?
Nah I just stopped sharing the chapters publicly because people were being weirdly hostile about my update schedule, so rn the only people who's seen the updates is myself plus one other person. I'll prob continue to wait to share the writing tbh until I feel like its chilled out more
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no-oneknowsmyname · 19 days
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Thank FUCK Etho isn't in Real Life, I don't think I'd be strong enough to have evidence of his physical form like that so soon after Tissue Box Reveal™
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jascurka · 8 months
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Your life is your own, Adrien.
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The way you draw movie Afton is so cute! Looking at him makes me wanna lay down on a couch or bed and kick my legs while giggling and twirling locks of hair.
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Can’t help but make him a little bit silly
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