Harry with a Louis ×͜× pride flag for the second time. There is no way he didn't notice the Louis smiley. Look at it folded up even, it's obvious. X

HSLOT Austin Residency 6, 10.3.22

Tonight is gonna be the Loneliest.

THE LONELIEST out on October 7th. Pre-save / pre-add now: bit.ly/TheLoneliestMa…

Måneskin via Twitter — October 3, 2022.

Posting my (shitty) Inktober Art in November because I Can Schedule Them Better. 3

"What did she do to me!? Look at what you did to me!!"

I just want to be loved. I hate that I find someone I’m attracted to (finally) only to find out that we don’t actually share the same beliefs. Or I encounter a deal breaker. I want someone to love me with the love I’m willing to give. I just keep getting tied up in all these dead-end situationships…that’s not me.

And my friends won’t understand. They’ll say, “just love yourself. Focus on yourself.” But they don’t understand. They can’t. They’re all in committed relationships where they have a life partner. I don’t.

I just want to be loved with the love I want to give.

10/3/22

1 + 0 + 3 = 2 + 2

Also:

1 + 0! = 3! - 2 - 2

10.3.22

Tacoma 10.3.22 - Catarina Oliveira

daily 10.3.22

↳ andre burakovsky at morning skate | 10.3.22 | bonus:

Avan Jogia out & about. Via his Instagram, 10.3.22.

The grey is back // 10.3.22 via avs Twitter

~~coffee for dinner live in atlanta ☕️ 10.3.22~~

10.3.22

i only remember to take pictures of campus when it's rainy cuz it’s just so pretty to me. had a hell of a time trying to understand morphology today!

🎧: wildflower by mel bryant & the mercy makers

Drawtober 2022, 10.3.22 “Garden Gateway”

 Within the garden gates Are portals small and great    That only joy can open Release from their floral penitentiary  The smallest rosebud    Barbed with blood Sinks its wonder through my skin    But pain is not the final win For I am a neighbor to pain    Its process rote and plain      The topsoil is soft if you are weary Of seeing meaning in your sorrowful theory           Find a fertile door to bloom Give way to some delicate smelling room Soft, softer than stem has been to me and you   Behold the world within and know this true Pick a petaled portal and open the door      How to choose or escape this war                Locked inside a trap made of steel Only the flora you adore will begin the path to heal Secret gardens beyond quill and ink White into red, my blood will sink               Surrounded by a menagerie of royal buds Painting them all regally red, before the springtime floods Wash pain and paint and petals downstream Droplets waking me at the doors of dreams

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CULT OF THE LAM & THE FUNGI FROM YUGGOTH

FIELD NOTES 10.3.22

THE FOLLOWING IS A DRAFT OF A FUTURE CAMPAIGN MODULE

Following previous field notes dipping into the nature of the Lloigorians and Nylarthotep it felt appropriate to now expand on another major existential threat in this universe; the force that the Conspiracy has taken to (somewhat incorrectly) calling the Mi-Go or Fungi from Yuggoth. As any experienced Agent will tell you neither term is accurate for a variety of reasons. They aren't a "fungi" as such and the term "Mi-Go" is itself a bastardization of the Tibetan mythology. The later comes from the Yuggoth's penchant for engineering physical simulacrum to house their extra-dimensional alien consciousness based on existing species they encounter-- In the Mi-Go's case, the original race of yetis and by some mythos sources the true survivors of Hyperborea.

In the lore as written, the crab-like amorphous spongy fungus-like form that the Mi-Go take are their "true" form. The Himalayan variant of the Mi-Go are an engineered body they psychically occupy, and the Greys phenomenon and abduction event are all puppet constructs created by these "true" Mi-Go for their own nepharious ends. This was all a very clever way of incorporating the mythos into modern conspiracy back in the 90s when Delta Green was first thought up. The team has admittedly gone to lengths to outline alternative forms and interpretations of the Mi-Go in resources since them to keep them intimidating, to the point of openly encouraging Handlers to modify the material as they wish to reflect the ever evolving nature and base uncertainty of the mythos. In that spirit, I propose my own take on the Mi-Go as I represent them in my campaigns. Feel free to use it, modify it, or grant any feedback to how I choose to represent them. The one thing that gives Delta Green a leg up on them, afterall, might yet be the inconsistency with how they are portrayed between different operations.

Maybe at one point the Mi-Go were higher-dimensional beings of energy living happy lives on the astral plane as Machine Elves, blissfully ignorant of any material reality until every so often their mechanical intelligence slipped on a orgone energy banana peel and accidentally break through into the material world manifesting as a goblin or a certain talking mongoose. More than a few prehistoric psychonauts and magi might have even learned ways to commune with the modern Mi-Go's ancient progenitors making them curious or envious of humanity. Perhaps not only humans but other as yet unidentified corporeal alien intelligences otherwise impossibly separated by space and time also learned the art of hypergeometery and made early contact alongside humanity. These ancient progenitors might even still exist well into this century acting the as "Secret Masters" to modern occult theosophists. Alister Crowley claimed to be in regular contact and instruction from such an extra-dimensional Secret Master named "Lam" who happened to look suspiciously similar to the Greys as they would appear later following the Second World War. For this reason, I've opted to call these pre-Yuggoth entities the Machine Elves or simply the Lam.

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As I've gone over in my last post, the Lloigorians are a well of temporal negative energy that are broken shards of a greater primordial Lloigor Field that has mantled role of the Outer God Yabolath, or the Demiurge. Likewise, the Black Prince is a mantle for humanity's ability to achieve a corrupted version of gnosis reliant on dark occult ritual. He is an innately corrupting servant of entropy emerging like a tulpa or godhead from any number of hermetic groups or religious cults that dabble in chaos magick. Likewise, I don't imagine the Mi-Go as an alien species as we'd identify a flesh and blood creature similar to these shifting wells of energy thats broken through to our reality as ancient fae creatures or modern high strangeness.

Enter the planet Yuggoth, or Pluto to us earthlings. Its impossible to say for sure when or how, but at an ancient point in history some relatively simple organism on Yuggoth spontaneously developed the capacity for a communication system similar to mycorrhizal networks. For reasons that have eluded Delta Green's most gifted scientists these networks were capable of recording and exchanging data, in the literal sense of the word, not only between physical links with other organisms in the network but in higher, stranger dimensions. This simple, and impossibly alien "fungi" became a biological hypergeometric circuit boards and any Lam drawn to their network took to them like lightning. Suddenly the once ethereal Lam were given grotesque, crude physical form as the Yuggoth.

In time with ages of immense psychic effort the Lam were able to shape their new spongy bodies into the winged abominations we recognize as "true" Mi-Go today. The eons wasted molding themselves from frozen pond scum to hideous beasts have made them bitter and, lets face it, crazy. But they remembered well their contact with early man and those Secret Masters that avoided being drawn into Yuggoth's astral fly trap. They gaze enviously at those Lam not bound to Yuggothi flesh and covet the elegant human form with its intuitive emotions and decision making above all else. It is the subjugation of the remaining free Lam, and the assimilation of humanity that will lift them to godhood. For the Yuggoth were dragged into this alien world with no mouth, and they must scream.

While the Yuggoth have been able to mold their bodies into the forms of several conquered races in their history since their emergence, the human form retains a certain "je ne sais quoi" that they've struggled unsuccessfully to perfect. For now. The abduction and hybrid program has prompted many modest but promising results, including the modern Greys themselves and several generations of corporeal near-human vessels able to walk among us or work alongside their Majestic-12 "allies." Just as lloigorians take form through projecting a hologram onto reality however, the bodies of "hybrids" made from the hypergeometric "fungi" of Yuggoth are not entirely material and are effected heavily by the observer effect. Form and consistency vary greatly depending on the observers individual perception and relative context, with the least amount of variation among those socially primed to perceive them through cultural norms and memes. This, as well as several iterations and progress made on Mi-Go experimentation, partially explains why the abduction event contains a wide range of different entities until the Zeta Reticuli "Greys" solidified in the American / western consciousness. This theory has caused a great amount of distress among leadership once realized that any material that furthers this perception works to solidify the Yuggoth's hybrid constructs and further their ambitions at infiltrating humanity. It is the opinion of some, including Agent Grange, that indeed any materials that document the Yuggoth in any form of clarity be treated as an extreme cognitohazard including but not limited to The Report, The Bucket, and the Kitchen Sink. Any and all Addendum should be carefully documented for signs of observational crystallization of the Mi-Go phenomenon especially anything claiming to be new coherent information on their origins and ambitions.

Thankfully for now this dimensional uncertainty has been one of the major hurdles in their strategy of domination; the complexity required to give the Lam an ever shifting corporeal shape also greatly limits their ability to recall and parse information especially when reliant on human concepts like "time" and "causality." With the stars drawing near and the end of humanity at hand, there has been a great amount of anxiety among the Yuggoth that humanity and its secrets to a more perfect form might simply slip through their twisting fingers and all progress will be lost within a generation. This has caused a bit of a schism among the Yuggoth in more recent years, with some fully investing in the study of Nylarthotep to bend human perception to their ends more quickly. Others still are capable of grasping the concept of a "sunk cost fallacy" and have turned to the worship of Hastur to better understand human subjectivity and intuition.