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neptuniadoesstuff · 5 days

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Introduction Thing Ig... So.. Welcome to the Basement?

(Yeh this is a remake of my introduction post, but we don't talk about that)

So yeh, welcome to this.. place... This is where I store all of my art & whatever I can think of. So, you will expect:

Art (Usually Fandom-based or OC based)

Art WiPs (That of ATs, DTs, & Character Refs)

Meems (Except I'm not funny so don't expect many)

& Stoopid Garbage like my rambles & crud.

(Although reminder that my art can & will be 13+ as it will contain things like g0r3, Cannibalism, & even death, I'm just uncomfy with anyone under 13 actually interacting with me due to my past experience back on Screb... But if you are kind enough maybe I'll let you talk to me, I'm pretty friendly but I do have some problems irl so keep in mind..)

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My Bio (Full):

|| Name: Bubs | Aliases: N (If you know me irl), Neptunia | Gender: Female, She/Her | Age: 15 (I'm a minor, so leave me alone if yur an 18+ only acc) | Height: Blob-Sized, May be a bit chonky lol | Pride: AroAce | Other: Big fan of MO: Astray & an avid enjoyer of Blobs ||

Birthday: December 26.

Zodiac: Capricorn. (I don't take zodiacs seriously though tbh, I just think they're a bit neat to say.)

IQ Level: Moron.

If you know who I am, I'm BuggoBlobs from Scratch (Sadly due to the whole banning fiasco bcs of someone mass reporting me for calling them out on their behavior, I decided to quit yesterday..)

So yeh erm... that's why I'm here....? (Well not rlly, I have known about Tumblr for a long time, except I only made an acc this year due to a frend of mine (Ashe) making an acc on here, so I thought "Let's do the same thing" & here we are)

(Funfact: I'm quite anti-social irl & only have like... 2 irl frends but I only talk to one-)

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My Mascots/Sonas ig-:

Neppy ◆/♠︎/♣︎ (Main Mascot) (You will see her... A LOT, so be ready) (Her Ref & TH Page)

Crystal/Bubs (Design coming soon) ◆ (This is my side sona btw, & ys, they're the same person)

JJ Sam Green ♣︎/♠︎ (Mascot) (His Ref & TH Page) (TW: Can contain sensitive info) (You can also see his full ref here)

Jayden/Greeny ♥︎/♣︎ (Mascot) (His Ref & TH Page)

(Symbol Meanings: ♥︎ = Comfort. ♣︎ = Favorite. ◆ = Sona. ♠︎ = Just think they're neat lookin.)

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Content warnings!

G0r3/Bl00d

Cannibalism

Death

Sometimes horrifying imagery

Semi-graphic descs of charcters.

OC with Scars

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My Socials ig:

Scratch (I don't use it anymore unfortunately, but Ill prob come back to it in December or January, for now... This is just an archive of what I did..), Tumblr (Your Here lol), ToyHouse (Where all of my OCs whom I created/put on there exist)

(I had another acc or 2 on screb but again, I'm not coming back to Screb till December or January)

Or you can use my Carrd here. I don't mind tbh. (+ Having a Carrd is much easier to link than all of my Socials.)

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Fandoms (I'm in):

MO: Astray (Fave Game) –/O

Hollow Knight –/X

WoF –/X

Pokemon –/X

T.O.E +/O

The Boiled One Phenomenon +/O

(Activity Meanings: – = Not active rn. + = Active rn. O = Fixated/Currently in. X = Not interested anymore but still make content about on occasion.)

(Reminder: Just bcs I sometimes make content about smtn I'm not a part of doesn't mean I'm actually a part of that thing's Fandom, like example, some of my OCs in Fandoms I used to be in/aren't apart of.)

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Some of my original trash (In no actual order bcs I'M NOT NEAT & TIDY!):

Mortal's Curse/Terminal Archina

Egolandia

Project Cata (Will remake in the future)

RoTG (Realm of the Gods)

PoL (Planet of Luhzeruh) (Same Universe as MC)

BloopTopia/LoA (Land of Ackezelle) (Aka Worldof Eeross)

Silver Valley

Soul Seekers

Noirvillah? (A part of a universe owned by my frend Ashe)

KR1T4.EXE

Angels of Earth (Will Remaster soon)

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My TOS (You will see it a lot in my art-based posts)

Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my blog's pinned post clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PLEASE CREDIT ME!

So yeh, if you my any see a PNS in my drawings, that means it says, "Plz No Steal". DO NOT SEAL MY ART!

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DNI If you do any of these:

Taking my art w/o permission (This includes Tracing, copying, recoloring, or just straight up saying it's your art. Bcs I take lots of time making art & you taking my art w/o permission hurts me) (It will not only matter if it was made for you & only you but plz frikin credit me if you post it)

Being weird to me or my characters/designs. (Just... don't... I'm AroAce (+ a Minor) & that makes me uncomfortable tbh... Look even if I do make a character with a certain body type/looks that's kinda "sus", does not allow you to make weird comments about them at all)

The average hate comments, harassment, bullying, & spamming/threats thing. We all know those 4, right? Just be a frikin decent person for crying out loud. (You can dislike me & my art all you want, idc tbh. Just don't go harassing me on multiple levels to the point IT WILL MAKE ME HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN!) (Also, these 4 count for my frends here. Again, be a decent person. I'm watching you..) (Also, this rule includes nor respecting me, just plz respect everyone with kindness... Thanks.)

Pestering/threatening me to draw you smtn. (I work hard on my drawings + I have a life outside of here, so don't expect me to draw you smtn since I only draw for my frends & myself. If you really want art from me, pay in art, idc how bad the art is, art is art & I have no biases when it comes to it as everyone has their own style.)

LGBTQ-Phobes/Menaces to certain groups of ppl who did nothing wrong but exist. (This is a LGBTQ+ Safe place)

Creeps, Weirdos, & ppl who ship problematic ships. (Like don't be any of those plz... Especially the weirdos who like children or animals WAY TOO MUCH.)

Breaking any of these DNI Rules can get you blocked BY ME! So be careful...

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My Mutuals/Friends:

@stridesthroughashes (Ashe/Oregon), @mor-meowcat (Abi), @viellohi (Vie), @somepersonyouknow (Mia), @spiasshdown (Splesh).

(4 of them are literally from Screb & only one I know IRL- It's a whole bag of worms lol-)

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So yeh... Thats its rlly for this post... Hope you enjoyed yur stay, & remember, always stay a goober! Even in the toughest times.

(Art is by me btw, Plz don't take. :( )

#neptuniadoesstuff #blog intro #introduction #Welcome lol #Bub's Basement #Bub's Writes Stuff

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the-dance-of-italy · 4 months

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hey- it's the same anon who sent that long ask about the chosen lol. the boycott the chosen account does not have their asks on so i'm like.. hoping they see this

i don't personally know about contacting the cast members. i personally think we would gain much more traction on instagram because a majority of the fanbase is active there & they post there very frequently and primarily. all the posts they posted supporting israel were on instagram. i thought once the cause gets enough traction it might pressure the actors involved that i named, i hadn't thought about contacting them directly and i don't really know if that'll work, thoughts on that??

i did mention shaan sharma particularly because he's on sag-aftra board of directors and i haven't seen anyone else talk about how sag-aftra is supporting israel too. since he's involved there we could get a lot more attention directing attention to how sag aftra's pro-israel. and like, mention shaan sharma on the list of people remaining silent, and how he's in the chosen too

the thing is, it's my personal opinion that it might actually be worth switching to insta entirely? i said before in the other ask that i was just going to make my own account but i don't have the time or energy to fully run it; i also don't really know how i'd do it. the tumblr fandom for the chosen is very minimal, and stuff that happens on tumblr tends to be really contained. i don't know how many people there are on twitter though. like i strongly recommend that we shift our focus to insta, make like actual posts with the chosen's tags because the insta algorithm is pretty good with showing tagged stuff like that. remember the pride flag controversy? almost all of that was within instagram and it was enough to get that video response out of multiple cast members

also, i could make some infographics if needed/requested. i do realize anyone could theoretically because it's not too hard to design but right now im offering to make infographics for instagram or possibly twitter (i don't know how it works there haha)

i just personally think right now that it's unlikely for that entire cast & crew, every single person, to support israel wholeheartedly alongside dallas jenkins. (especially luke dimyan; he's vocal about arab and yeah, he could support israel too, but still) if there's enough conversation & backlash on the internet, it could be enough to motivate/provoke some of them to speak up. it's also optimal timing tbh because season 4's released in theatres next month, this is the first time they're making money off their episodes, and if enough people cancel tickets it might do something. although im honestly pessimistic that we'll gain enough traction in time for that or that enough people would even care. but still its worth trying i think!!

man i realized this was long and i'm sorry haha, so basically tl;dr i could help with infographics if needed. and i think we should really prioritize spreading posts on instagram.

Seeing as things are going, i too agree that containing ourselves to just tumblr and twitter is limiting us. It may be too late to prevent Season 4, but there's still time for the future seasons, and the less support they have for the last seasons the better.

I can work on the IG account myself ,im always on my phone anyway. Its still the second week and they havent given me any heavy assignments yet haha. If its not too much trouble, i would accept if you (or anyone who see's and wants to do it) could make the infographics / or any other graphics for the account. I would, but my other laptop broke down and the one im usin doesn't have Adobe installed yet 😅.

#i can only make a few things on my own plus use the stories to promote posts by other people about what's going on in Gaza #answered #nice anon #the chosen #boycott the chosen

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gggoldfinch · 6 months

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tw for SA and medical trauma discussion ig

had to re-write this because tumblr ate it the first time. so now im sobbing again lol..... This is the first time im ever speaking about this to anyone ever. so yeah. uh.

okay to preface, I have somewhat severe medical ptsd stemming from my disability, to the point where I have breakdowns when faced with certain procedures (MRIs in particular) and have to have my mom sit in the room with me in order for them to be completed. So this, along with what i'm about to vent about, feeds into my general dislike and mistrust of doctors/ hospital settings, even if I do like and trust the doctors themselves.

With that being said, once (actually not once, I believe it happened twice) when I was around 12-14 years old, my specialist doctor (an older woman) did an exam on me in her office. Without going into graphic detail, it was very painful and utterly invasive and traumatizing, and she didn't warn be she was going to do it beforehand past saying something along the lines of "okay lay down." She was so nonchalant about it. I cried afterwards because I was so scared and hurt and my mom didn't know what to do because I don't think she expected that to happen either. And I know some people might say I'm blowing out of proportion because it was a "necessary exam" (it really wasn't, looking back, there surely could've been other ways of going about it), but considering the trauma + anxiety + shame + avoidance of topics it has caused me over the years since, I really now do kinda feel like it was assault...? Like, it wasn't just her doing regular exam stuff without my expressed consent, it was invasive and painful and something i didn't even know doctors did because I was little and didn't understand, and it could've been entirely avoided if she had just said "this is what I'm gonna do" and I could've expressed my discomfort or pleaded with my mom to tell her not to do that. And ofc I'm not saying it was a deliberate act or one that had sexual intentions—as it was still a medical procedure regardless of my feelings—and I don't think my doctor is malicious and wanted to traumatize me (I HOPE not at least???) but regardless, it happened, and now I have to quietly live with the aftermath like I have been for nearly a decade. I've turned down treatment options and exams that involve similar methods because they bring up flashbacks and trauma and make me react violently.

I've never talked about this before, and obviously I'm sparing you gory details, but ive always been so embarrassed and felt stupid for feeling like I was violated because it was in a medical setting, where,, idk, they just presume your consent for procedures or something. I don't necessarily blame my doctor because she was just doing her job (albeit gruffly and apathetically), but I just wish I didn't have to carry this burden around with me.

I feel like something is wrong with me for feeling like I was assaulted. I know trauma is subjective, and that I'm allowed to feel like I was hurt, but because it was in a medical setting, i feel both invalidated and overdramatic at the same time. I'm always worried that people would say im being silly if I told them. I've never even told my mom how I feel all these years later.

I've never seen anyone talk about this type of medical trauma before and I feel so alone.

#tw sa

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sungbeam · 1 year

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You just tell her the truth, beamie. Time is not wasted unless you assume it so. Being lost is normal, and the fear is terrifying… but it is the truth and if your mother doesn’t understand (though by the sounds of it she won’t)… then it’s up to you to make sense of it.

I remember when I was in high school as a technical theatre student for my vocation. I made excuses when I first decided to go rather than pursue my passion. But I was just lost, and I felt a similar shame.

When my mom saw me finally apply for graphic design in college, I could tell she knew I had found my way. And even though I found it, I still had to gather my bearings and course correct after 4 years of doing tech work rather than performing like I knew I secretly desired. You may feel pathetic now, but I promise that what you feel is not how I see you and it’s probably how your mom sees you too.

The shit is gonna find it’s place and make sense in your life if you let it. Please don’t let these feelings take away the joy you have, because I can see it in the way you write that you love this. Most people who take breaks from tumblr don’t come back. But you did and I can’t tell you how relieved and happy I was that you did, because I saw it as a sign that you didn’t want to give up.

I have no idea if anything I said was a comfort or helped but I just had to say it. It hurts my heart to see y’all struggle, and I hope the ask comes out as something I wrote with positive intent.

- 🃏

sorry i had to take a break to cry again lol that sounds terrible but it's a hard 180 from last quarter when i couldn't cry at all, and it feels good and awful at the same time

as for everything u said, i do appreciate it a lot. im not good at responding to people trying to comfort me—its just something i've been so alienated from for a lot of my developing years, but i just want u to know that i've read over ur message at least three times and it makes me emotional and that's a good thing. ig i'm just used to feeling invisible so the fact that ur glad to see me coming back gives me some reprieve so thank u, truly

ik she would understand, or at least try to,, i called her last week absolutely demolished and in tears and finally told her how overwhelmed i felt and that it's led to me absolutely hating myself,, god, i could feel her devastation and helplessness thru the phone. now she asks after each phone call if i want to tell her anything, and idk how to articulate ... everything

anyways, sorry for the dumping, but i appreciate u thank u

#sungbeam strikes again #🃏 anon

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