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i have been unmedicated for the entirety of spring break and thus have had little interest in writing this down, but i have been thinking about this for the entire week (as well as a dpdc clone danny au that resulted in it becoming its entirely separate batman au that includes a teenage vigilante bruce wayne, an ocarina, and me entirely incapable of making a batman au without making bruce dirt poor but we're not talking about that) and so i've finally went 'fuck it' and forcibly grabbed my laptop. I will get this done in one sitting even if it kills me.
BUT. This is about neither clone^2 danny nor about who i am calling Ocarina Batman. This is about my Danyal Al Ghul Au and more SPECIFICALLY it's me thinking about his relationship with Sam and Tucker specifically.
Tucker and Sam? Adore this asshole (affectionate) with every fiber of their being. And it is very much a reciprocated feeling, but Danny's thoughts will not be delved into much other than he would kill for them.
Tucker? The only person currently capable of getting a deep, loud, belly laugh out of Danny. Sam can get him to smile and to laugh, but it's the kind that's a chuckle-under-the-breath. The quiet, looks-down-while-huffing laughter. Snorts once with laughter and then grins stupidly.
But Tucker? Tucker can crack a slew of stupid jokes and Danny will be incapacitated for the next five minutes because he's laughing so hard that he can't breath. He lands one well-timed pun or quip and Danny will be close to tears. His laughter is their favorite sound in the whole world.
Sam is lowkey jealous of this ability, and she's gotten a belly laugh out of Danny a few times. But alas, it is Tucker who wields this power and has gotten it the most times out of the two of them.
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They're also both physically affectionate with Danny as much as possible. It started roughly around when they were 12-ish, a year since they befriended Danny, and they noticed that he sought after touch but never seemed to initiate (and was in some ways repulsed by it). They started slowly being more touchy with him. Hooking a finger around his to lead him somewhere, tapping his wrist, looping arms. Little touches, grabs, etc, to get him used to it, and once he started doing it back they started increasing it.
It's gotten to a point where he will now just. Lay on them. Like a lizard sunbathing on a rock. Leaning on their backs when they're sitting in class before the bell rings, his chin on their heads. He'll talk about anything with his arms looped around their shoulders.
If they're sitting on a couch at either of their houses, he'll lay his legs on theirs. Him and Tucker will press their feet against the other's and try and push against them (newsflash: Danny always wins, Tucker claims its the ghost strength but Danny's been winning since before his accident)
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Naturally, both Sam and Tucker know where Danny keeps his weapons on his person, and are allowed to grab them off of him if they need it. His only requirement is that they don't lose his weapons if they take it and forget to return it immediately.
They both understand how big of a thing this is from Danny, and so they do their best to treat his weapons with a lot of respect and care because they know its his way of saying he trusts them.
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Sam and Tucker are so fond of Danny it's insane. Like fr. That's their goddamn best friend, and they are so protective of him. Emotionally, physically, you name it. They will tear the head off a grown man if they need to, Danny's had scars since he arrived in Amity Park and Sam and Tucker both are going to find the person who put them there and make them pay for it.
One time, Tucker overheard a bunch of upperclass girls speaking nastily about Danny and about the rumors surrounding him, calling him names like 'freak', 'monster', etc. Danny was with him and heard it, and seemingly appeared unbothered by it, even telling Tucker that he was used to such rumors.
Tucker was so furious that hacked into the school system later that night and tanked those girls grades. They were kicked out of their clubs and had to go to mandatory tutoring for the rest of the year. He made sure to leave some way of letting them know it was him who did it.
And Sam doesn't like using her money for things, doesn't like abusing that wealth. So instead, whenever her parents talk bad about Danny, she causes a media incident that has her parents scrambling to deal with. She does something wild, outrageous by her parents' standards.
She heard some boys on the basketball team making fun of Danny once, similar to those girls had. She kicks up a fuss about something eco-unfriendly at school and forcibly holds a protest on the same day of the big home basketball game, forcing them to cancel the event and reschedule to a visiting school.
She anonymously donates money so that there's new uniforms for the team but oops! Looks like she "forgot" to donate enough money for them to get uniforms for all the team members, and strangely enough those boys in particular didn't get them! Looks like they'll have to wait until more money gets donated for the basketball team to get their new, nice uniforms. The old ones look so ratty in comparison, right?
And since the football team gets most of the sport money, that might just take awhile. And if (and when) they kick up a fuss? oops! Off the basketball team you go, :) such unsportsman-like behavior is unfit for the team.
(The only good thing about how corrupt the school system is is that she can use it to her advantage too.)
The both of them know that Danny suspects them for the sudden misfortune falling on these people, but he doesn't call them out on it. He's kinder than he used to be, but not kind enough to vouch for people who speak badly of him. Sometimes, he might just congratulate them on not getting caught.
Because Danny is their wonderful, hurt friend with a "slightly" Blue and Orange Moral code, and enough scars that people have been calling him a criminal (and worse) since he arrived in Amity Park when he was ten. And they'll be damned if he gets hurt anymore.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danyal al ghul#its kinda hard to get my thoughts in order bc i am ✨unmedicated✨ rn BUT#this is the gist of it#i could wax poetic about how much sam and tucker adore danny as their friend but alas. the wax is not waxing. it is stuck to the paper#and i am chipping it off with my nail and its getting stuck under it.#ocarina batman has been in my head since friday someone come sedate me. him and pit fighter batman too. who is ALSO a piss poor teenage#bruce wayne who instead of a vigilante and villains is a PIT FIGHTER. he fights blindfolded thats why he's called the bat#ocarina batman's Look is if you combined punk + assassins creed aesthetic together and then gave it an ocarina#the ocarina is because i thought it'd be cool if its how he and robin communicated across long distances bc they didnt have comms#because they are ✨poor✨ and live in a one room apartment in crime alley.#and also the mental image of him sitting on. rooftop ledge in the rain playing 'song of storms' from LoZ was too fantastic to ignore#like bro imagine hearing that as a criminal. you're off doing shady shit with your gang and in the distance you hear the faint and#haunting melody of an ocarina. two of them in a call and response duet. and its getting closer. and you cannot find where#siren type shit fr fr#look he has the assassins creed hood and a long ass coat that has spikes on the end that when flared out looks like the silhouette of a bat#on fucking GOD i am this 👌 close to finding an artist doing commissions to make this for me. i am frothing at the mouth#he is 17-19 years old with his little brother-son Robin. Logically Robin is Dick but in my heart of hearts the first Robin is Jason#and he has perfected the art of getting his older brother to play songs on the pan flute for him. long pitchy whine on his own ocarina#the familiar childlike 'pleeeaaaaaaase?' and he knows he's won when there is a 10s silence on the other end before his brother plays#a lullaby.#look up 'sailor moon - pan flute (relaxing) on youtube' and when there's the thumbnail of two green skinned aliens with long blue and pink#hair. click on it. THAT is the song Bruce plays.#hhhhhhhhhhh frothing at the mouth over this au sooo fucking badly
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Batman Annual #25
Before Talia took him in, before he was dunked in the pit to have his memories restored, even when operating purely on survival instinct, he always split a meal with the other homeless people. It may not have been essential to his survival, but caring about and helping other people when he couldn’t even help himself was just always such an intrinsic part of Jason’s core.
#so much so that it prevailed over basic self-preservation#my guy lost 90% of his cognitive function and he’s still out here helping people in any way he can#my post#new headcanon: that’s why he stole all 4 tires. because he wasn’t just feeding himself in crime alley.#or at least he was planning to expand his work now that he had more confidence in his ability to feed and care for himself#I mean he also isn’t the type to brag about his good deeds yk? we all know he was putting up a tough guy façade when Bruce found him#a mutual asked abt Jason’s white streak so I directed them to hush which ofc reminded me of this book#rather than it being exclusively a pit thing imo it makes more sense for it to be a combination of actual health related issues#like the chronic prolonged mental and physical stress he had to endure coupled with the fact that superboy’s punch kickstarted his body#in ways that are unknown to modern science#and then the pit also had a hand in it (probably??)#(imo). like Talia doesn’t have it. neither do Damian or Ra’s or anyone else who’s been in the pit.#jason todd#dc#batman annual 25#comic panels
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supermassive black hole
#mdzs#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#wei ying#yiling laozu#mo dao zu shi#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#jessbye#egg#hey yall its me again… ur local fanartist… obsessed w black holes#i think abt them way too much and i also think abt yllz way too much therefore#*mentally combines them*#its kind of a sad thought tbh but dont u think yllz wy embodies one quite well…
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tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list
apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it
#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual:#i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode.#noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out#smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back#loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional#love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack#and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant#boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!!#she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear)#little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat.#googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much#jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography.#these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down#white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship#eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise#as for the artist list#norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz#hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless.#NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH#the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her?#anyway. insert closing statements#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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truly did not expect to come out of my tmi reread a hardcore jimon but i should have known that the second i started ironically shipping them it was over for me
#i could dissect it for ages but i think their reluctant friendship combined with the fact that they are#objectively the two most attractive characters in the series just makes them make a strange amount of sense#like obviously their dislike for each other is mostly for comedic purposes#but its like.... why is jace avoiding physically touching simon after all this time still? even though they lived together etc?#and also the fact that most moments of intimacy between them are framed as either simon or jace 'losing control'#eg simon drinking jaces blood or jace moving in w/protecting simon when he was mentally in a very dark place#it basicallt perpetuates the narrative of jace (mostly jace) having some kind of positive feelings for simon which he prefers to repress#which makes very little sense. because thats his girlfriends best friend. unless there's something else at play there#do you get me. IM NOT CRAZY. okay maybe a little#vic reads tmi#(also yes simon is arguably the most attractive character in the series based on other characters' interactions with him)#(...and i would go as far to say that simon's attractiveness is as relevant to the plot of tmi as jace's is)#jimon
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My least favorite xiv housing deco trend is using the big stage as the floor. Just the thought of all the work to glitch every other item to adjust for the raised floor height makes me want to take a 10 year nap.
#also combining objects to make more modern looking objects#dont get me wrong: i dont think these things look bad#i just dont have the time or mental energy to replicate them#just thinking of how they're put together is exhausting#anyway so many cool designs ill never be able to do myself bc id rather be a slug#tbd
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I’m starting training for a new job in july. Honestly, I still can’t believe finding something would work so smoothly for me.
Today I tidied up my room and put some sketch books in our attic, and it felt good. I never looked at them anyways.
It’s not that I’m trying to get rid of this part of my life. I want it to coexist, but I don’t need all this clutter in my room any longer. I still have prints on my walls drawn by some of my favourite artists. I still have my art books displayed. I still have my own work on my shelfs and I am proud of them.
No matter how life continues. I will always be an artist. And I am so excited to try new things, now that I’m not dependent on it anymore. I can be a beginner again. Trying something new, failing without worry. I don’t have to be good enough any more.
For the longest of time, I finally feel at peace with myself.
#I never have made a better decision for my mental health than now#I tried so long to make it work being an artist#but all my struggles combined made it impossible to ever feel secure in my life.#no matter now many wins there were#I never felt like I was good enough#and now I can look at other peoples art#and instead of envy I just admire them#bc I don’t need to be this good any longer
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Ok like Regardless of how much you liked Steven Universe you gotta appreciate how fucking genius fusions are.
Like??? gurl you get to mash your little guys together and go "ok what's wrong with them now?" that is some good ass food right there.
#azure’s bullshit#Like remember when the show had an episode of “huh what do Steven and Amethyst have in common?” and the show went “they both hate themself"#like they were so real for that#oh two characters have low self esteem but dont outwardly display it?#how about we give them 2x that#for *character*#damn bestie what if we were a metaphor for cooperation?#what if we both had a similar but subtle problem which becomes too much when combined?#Like Opal was like “both amethyst and Pearl got that tunnel vision~”#also the Lapis and jasper's relationship was PEAK writing#they was cooking with GAS#honestly? a lot of gem shit was cooking#like it was TAILOR made to be charcter study after character study#it ATE#each of these rocks are mentally ill gurlllllll#what is it about rocks that make us make them sad#steven universe#steven universe appreciation#su appreciation
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idk if they'd be friends or hate eachother (probably hate) but i'm drawing them together anyway
#osmp#osmp ranboo#origins smp ranboo#transfem swag characters#princezam#lifesteal season 4#my hyperfixations combined#half shitpost#im gonna draw them#lifesteal smp#eclipse federation#season 4 zam#mentally ill girlies
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Hawks: Once I figure out how to be hot, smart, AND mentally stable, it’s over for you hoes.
#incorrect lov#he's already got the first two down#if you dont count emotional intelligence#tag yourself what combination of hot smart and mentally stable are you#except you're not allowed to say none of them#give yourself one compliment today. as a treat.#like hey maybe im not smart or mentally stable but at least im hot as fuckkkkkkk#bnha hawks#takami keigo
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ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it
#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something#but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized.#and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this-#-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace-#-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller#which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this#and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely#oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it-#-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart#so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it.#fun./sar#i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to#because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get-#-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of#its probably the resilience though#im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically#this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it#just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear#it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over.#i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts#this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement.#its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every-#-time achievement#what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past.#even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again#if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa
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"It's Bugsnax! | A Midnight Mass Fan Animatic"
It's here. My magnum opus for the Midnight Mass fandom! This took me like half of today and I'm too tired to continue finishing the song so here's the first verse anyway!
#midnight mass#midnight mass fanart#paul hill#john pruitt#mildred gunning#leeza scarborough#fanart#drawing#doodles#art#fan animatic#animatic#digital art#video#bugsnax#((A month ago I made a silly analysis on the way Bugsnax and Midnight Mass share the same premise and trope))#((Because I'm mentally ill about Bugsnax and Midnight Mass))#((Silly old me decided to combine them in this pile of slop))#((Listen- I could literally spend an hour ranting about how Bugsnax and Midnight Mass share so many similarities it's insane actually))#((Anyways enjoy this visualized mental illness <3))#Youtube
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I love memory as a theme so much my OCs are so full of amnesia one might call it "too much" but I call it "fucking awesome" and like some of them get all their memories back (Araceli) but others don't and there's still pieces missing that they'll never get back and yknow what? That's life baby they'll just have to deal with the empty spaces.
Or in Storm's case they'll have to deal with coming back after being dead for a century and realizing that everyone has forgotten so many details about them!!! That's fucked up, nobody knows them anymore even though they know everyone there. They live in the empty gaps and the people they loved only remember the big moments. And is that enough? When the people you love forgot all your favorite things because you were too busy playing a character so that you lost yourself completely? Nobody knows the real you and it was by design but you wish you could get it back but the past is gone and forgotten already and Storm is just a symbol of it!!!
#oc tag#storm#and like. everyone else. but especially araceli and ry aufnfhgkjgkfjdg goes insane#AND THE WAY CAELESTIS'S MEMORY PROBLEMS INTERACT WITH HIS MENTAL ILLNESS!!! I'VE NEVER TALKED ABOUT THAT BEFORE#or maybe i did years ago. idr but like storm's absence leaves a Real big mark on caelestis#when he's already dealing with his issues getting infinitely worse bc storm was keeping them at bay and now it's hitting him all at once#and then caelestis isolated himself for like Ninety Fucking Years!#and like the combo of the isolation + mental health issues + memory issues#all combine into something that hurts him so much worse than storm ever imagined would happen. heart emoji#caelestis
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just a reminder that murtagh compares the way he should approach a child to the way he'd approach horses.
... as an alternative to dragon rider, he considers being a mercenary and/or surgeon for paid employment (maybe this can be used for crossovers where dragon riders won't make much sense).
... never had someone teach him the ways of magic (properly) sure galbatorix showed him this and that but ha ☝️ you'd be a fool to believe he taught him more than was the absolute and bare minimum. sometimes he still needs to get creative for 'basic' use of magic.
#i don't particularly like when murtagh is compared to eragon or any proper magic wielder bc you CAN'T you can't compare them#it doesn't make sense and they weren't trained under the same conditions#of course murtagh is weaker by default he didn't have sane experienced riders at his disposal who were mentoring him with good intentions#and in profound detail - no - he got the abusive ones with the combined energy of mad dragon souls !#on top of that ... perhaps he had like what? half a year max? to practice etc. to go from 0 to 100#and only had limited and restricted access to all things concerning magic while 'occasionally' being mentally and physically tortured#the energy the dragon souls provided was too much for him and yet he was forced to use it#even though the soreness would leave him paralysed sometimes?? imagine that feeling#while being a captive of the man who makes your life a living hell? please.....🖐️🖐️🖐️#yes he's usually physically weak(er) as well BECAUSE GUESS WHAT?? points to the above#doesn't mean he can't ever be stronger ─ in the future ─ with time ─ and experience ─ he is a mental fortress though#and you can't change my mind but that's another essay#stories:murtagh.#° › OOC ‹ 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 * out of character ╲ MUN .
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Horatio coded song
#combining hamlet and f+tm to become more mentally ill#horatio#hamlet#florence + the machine#Spotify#do you see? do you understand what I’m trying to say here? am I making sense?#anyway if you can’t tell I’ve been listening to a lot of florence + the machine songs and then being So Normal about them#ky’s gallery
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Would you guys still love me if I formally wrote one of my whumper!Lewis/whumpee!Fyodor scenarios before my actual s/i introduction fic.
#they arent a whumper normally but i maybe have made him go off the rails for funsies in some of my notes app stories and i am mentally#unwell now. also shoutout to kai for letting me share one of them and being encouraging when im deranged that combined with this episode#look it is that or fyosig and fyosig i would be starting from nothing rn instead of a partially fleshed out personal horror show draft#i said 2 to 5 business days sorry i need to take a break or im going to accomplish absolutely nothing in the next few days#i mean did you see? did you hear? hello#wait im making a new tag sry yall#-whump on main#ill try to remember to use it i still am not putting any of the heavy stuff from my other blog dont worry but if you dont want to see#things if i do end up writing any scenarios and when i start posting my fyoya fic pls block that tag 🙏💜#take care of yourselves
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