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#(story time - so ive been at camp and this girl who’s like … idk 10 or so? said that i was her camp crush last year… *and this year still
girl-by-the-lake · 2 years
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Psssssst cmere, hUSH QuiEtLY!!! Gotta tell u sumn a lil secret
You got a secret admirer
-secret admirer
You know when little kids (or sometimes big kids too) whisper “hey, come here, I have a secret” and then when you lean in, they scream in your ear? Thats the feeling I’m getting. 😂 but i’ll huuuuush, because this is very sweet and so cute.
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I present to you a picture of the sunset from when I was driving to camp the other week.
Sending all my love and hugs 💕
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i need a plot for this
yall so ive been trying really hard to get back into writing and i went to a writing camp this summer. im going to post a poem that i wrote there later bc im super proud of it but right now i have something else i need help with. SO basically there was a prompt about someone finding a letter or a note. that’s the prompt. so i wrote something, really liked it BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO TAKE IT FROM HERE. my basic ideas involve the two characters meeting each other again to do SOMETHING WHICH I DONT KNOW and slowly arcane (youll see when you read the story below) thaws and falls in love with kalon and kalon has always been in love with her and its like best friends to enemies to friends to lovers ya know? ANYWAY if you dont hate me for being inactive and needy, please read this and help me. 
Dear Arcane,
It’s been a while, hasn’t it? 10 years. Wow. I don’t even know if you’ll ever get this, you could’ve moved. You could be dead. Oh god, that’s dark. You’re not dead, someone would’ve told me, I’m sure. So that must mean that there’s a good chance you have this, but I’m not even sure if you’ll read it.
He was right, as he most often was. Arcane had not planned to read the letter from the moment she read her name on the envelope, written in a neat sort of messy handwriting that could only come from one person. The letter had been sitting at her desk for a week before memories began to drown her and she knew she had to open it.
That’s not the point though, I’m sure you’ll read this. You’ve always been a sucker for the intimacy of written letters. Maybe that’s why I wrote to you instead of calling.
Arcane closed her eyes, the pounding of the memories at the door slowly consuming her. She took a deep breath and let them in. The whispers started to fill the room, every word echoing off the walls, like her past had become a living, breathing thing in her room. How could he write her now? After all these years. Anger reared it's small head in the back of her mind. How could he be so casual as if he wasn't the boy who ripped her heart out and tore it to pieces. 
Maybe it’s because I did read all the letters you wrote to me. Even after the voicemails stopped filling my phone and the emails ran dry, your letters kept coming.
She remembers writing those letters, the pen shaking in her hand as it hit the paper. She remembers wondering what you said to someone like him, a friend who left you behind. The squeeze in her chest that tightened each time he didn’t reply. The break in her heart when the last letter she ever wrote was returned to her doorstep.
If you’ve read this far without tearing my letter to pieces, then I would say this is a good start to our reunion. I’ve missed you. Your stubborn ways, always trying to keep me safe. But you always came with me wherever I went anyway. I miss your secret smile, the one you saved just for me. The treehouse we built in your yard. Do you miss that? I wonder if you wonder about me. I wonder if I can even ask that of you.
She did miss them. But, those things that she missed were long gone. The treehouse was overgrown with vines, Arcane was sure you couldn’t even get into it anymore. She went with him on his stupid adventures because what would she do if he left and met new people? He would leave her and she would be alone. So she desperately followed him blindly, hoping it would keep him close. Arcane missed her secret smile, the genuine one she had always saved for him. He missed it. How could he miss something that he destroyed. With his one and only letter to her, he demolished any leftover love for him that hid in her heart. He couldn’t ask if Arcane wondered about him. That wasn’t fair. That night, ten years ago, was still a raw wound in her soul that she was pretty sure would never heal.
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The rain was relentless that night, banging against every edge of the house, but a little girl was waiting by the door, not even flinching as the lightning and thunder clapped furiously. Arcane peeked her head above the window frame to find the mailman running through the storm, his frantic steps pounding through the floor of the house. Her eyes lit up with a hope that was slowly fading with each mail drop. She opened the door and hid the small smile that started to spread up her face with a cough.
“Hi, Dan!” Arcane’s voice gave away the excitement that was flooding her system.
“Hey, Arcane.” Dan couldn’t help the pitiful grin that he gave her. She waited by the door for him every day and each day there was no letter for her. It must be soul-crushing, he thought, waiting for a letter that never comes.
“Is there…?” Arcane was practically on her tiptoes at this point. Dan rifled through the letters, dread settling as her name wasn’t there. Again. And then there was a squeal. “Oh, Dan! I found it! I knew- I knew it- I told them!” Her sentences didn’t even come out fully as she beamed, her smile brighter than any ray of the sun.
Arcane had run into the house, a breeze following in her wake. Plopping down into the soft plush couch, she ripped open the envelope, not caring about the paper that flew everywhere in the room. A paper fluttered out, floating toward the ground. Arcane grabbed it, hands shaking, she could practically feel the sweat dripping down her face. Words were the easiest way to break someone. The letter only contained eleven words, yet they would stick with her for the rest of her life.
Stop writing me. None of it was real. You were nothing.
Eleven words. And they shattered her. Crumbling, shattering, a million pieces breaking. Sobs racked through her whole body, her chest shaking and trembling with each broken breath. She caught her face in the mirror hanging off the pale wall and didn’t recognize the girl that stared back. You were nothing. A scream tore through her, the ache of her heart so raw that even the sun seemed to cry, rain dripping onto the panes of the windows. And slowly, so very slowly, Arcane buried the ache and gathered the shattered pieces of her heart and encased them in an impenetrable cage, never to opened again.
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The ache was still present now, ten years after the letter had arrived. The dullness of her buried hurt made her clench her fists around the letter that sat in her hand now, the same lopsided handwriting adorning it.
But, that’s not why I’m writing this letter. I’m writing this with an actual purpose, if you can imagine that. I didn't just write to rehash our friendship. 
Arcane could feel her eyes narrowing, fighting the urge to roll her eyes at the inanimate piece of paper. An actual purpose? To break her heart all over again? This time she did roll her eyes, even though no one was there to see it. But, it wasn’t the fact that he wrote her after all these years or that his tone was friendly throughout that made her body freeze. It was the last line that had the hairs on the back of her neck standing to attention.
In all the years that Arcane had known him, he'd never been very dependent. He often just struggled in silence and figured them out on his own. Not once, not ever, had has asked for help. But, there the sentence was inked in his slanted, loopy writing. 
I need your help.
Love,
Kalon
  ~~everything below here is stuff that doesnt have to be a part of the story but i still liked it and where it was going (idk please give me ideas)~~
The quiet, shock of the room seemed to weigh on Arcane. She flopped back onto her bed, the soft pillows cushioning her landing. I need your help. Those few, simple words, tugged at the strings that bound her heart. He needed her. The thought was fleeting as just as quickly as it came, it left. In its spot was anger. Now he needed her? After all those years when she needed him? What did he do then? Nothing. And that’s what she was going to do now. She huffed in satisfaction, tossing the envelope to the side. Her fingers reached into her hair, massaging her head. There were too many things to think about right now. Arcane squeezed her eyes shut as memories stung her eyes in the form of tears. 
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“Please, don’t leave me.” Arcane had whispered, her small breaths filling the one room of the treehouse. 
“I don’t have a choice. You know I don’t want to go.” Kalon’s voice broke and he looked away so Arcane couldn’t see the tears in his eyes. It was silent. 
“We’ll still be best friends right?” 
“Yeah.” Kalon’s reply didn’t hold much conviction, causing Arcane to look over at him, confused, glossy eyes narrowing. 
“To the moon and back, Kal, remember?” She said, her tone desperate. It was a promise they made one night as they were watching some cheesy movie on the old television set. The boy had told the girl that he loved her too ‘the moon and back’. Kalon had then explained that the two characters said that so that they would never be apart. They could meet at the same moon, always and then they could go back. And then, they would never be fully apart. Arcane had liked that. So naturally,  she had grabbed Kal’s face and made him promise that they would go ‘to the moon and back’ if they were ever apart. It became a goodbye for them, a way of saying ‘I’ll see you soon’. 
“Yeah,” Kal had replied, a smile barely curling through his lips, “I’ll race ya there.”
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She wasn’t sure how long she lay there, letting her memories flow down her cheeks and into the bedsheets, but eventually she had to get up. She pulled herself up and off the bed, limbs protesting at the use. She just needed a few days is all, then she wouldn’t even remember what she was crying for.  Kalon didn’t mean anything to her anymore.
thank you for reading this far, i love all of you. just throw out ideas please. or give me some advice, i would love that. whether its about my writing or the plot i would love to have tips and constructive criticism on how to get better! tagging some moots who i hope dont hate me after this below the cut:
@natashxromanovf @pad-foots @griffxnnage @voidmalfoy @flxss-bxbblxs @alwaysreading @herondalesunsetcurve THANKS YALL I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I EXPRESS AND I DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT DESERVE ALL OF YOU AND YOUR LOVE
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sterekficrec · 3 years
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Last Chance Asks!
Hey guys, these are asks that have been on our lost fic list for a very long time, I'm going to put them here so we can still save them and that we'll create more room for new lost fics that have yet to be found. If you find any of these let me know by using the number and mention it's from the last chance list, thank you in advance :)
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Hey, I've been looking for this fic for months and can't seem to find it. It's about stiles leaving BH to get away from the supernatural but in the city he goes to he meets an old female alpha who knew Talia. He becomes frds w her and lends her a book which she gives to Derek who spills coffee on it and when he goes to the bookstore he meets stiles there. I think the pack moved too and is living in a house together for school. I looked everywhere and couldn't find it, help please and thanks
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I've just started reading this fic, it's pretty short when my laptop died so I can't find it now. Um, it was about like after apocalypse with zombies and stiles is bitten so he has to kill himself. I'm sorry if it's vague but I'm really itching to finish it. A lot of angst if it helps?? thank you
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looking for a fic with KindaNerd!derek who Stiles helps one day after school and they start hanging out and as time passes Derek grows to be handsome. Then when they graduate Derek tells the school about how Stiles saved his life that day he called him, and tears from Laura and Erica happen and Sterek kisses ensure. Do you happen to know what fic I mean and the name of the fic? xx
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Hey I'm trying to find a fic. I think the name was daddy issues, but I'm not sure. Maybe it was daddy issues. It was one where stiles was with a bunch of guys (including Derek Hale, Chris Argent and others I don't remember) thanks!
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hey I was wondering if you could help me find a fanfiction where stiles works for like a suicide or depression hotline and derek calls one day and the two of them kind of bond? I've been looking everywhere for it and I cant seem to find it!
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hey! ive been looking for a fic for a real long while. the whole pack goes away to a cabin for a bonding experience, with people sharing rooms. there is a beach, and places to go shopping. lydia and/or allison go shopping with stiles at somepoint and get him things so he looks super hot at a club. white pants and something painted on him. and then derek freaks and leaves them all. lemme know if you know this one???
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Hiya.! Well, I read this fic about a year ago and it was amazing and I want to read it again but I forgot the name, it's a fic were Scott was never bitten and stiles gets kidnapped and taken to some werewolf camp in Newyork and becomes Derek's mate and eventually meets his family. Can you please help me? And btw. Your blog is amazing. It gives me life.
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Hi I was wondering if u knew a series on archive of our own where stiles gets kidnapped with Boyd and Erica and comes back With them and joins that pack and becomes Derek's mate and then later in the series he yells at Derek and Cora about taking the pack away from him if he doesn't act nicer to them thanks sorry for the crappy summary
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okay i dont know how far out of canon you like to go or how AU you like, but do you recall a sterek fic that had stiles getting tattooed for magical purposes and part of the tattoo requires 3 blood donors (father-sheriff, brother-scott, lover-derek) but he hasnt told derek the lover bit yet and the chick tattooing him is like some elf girl i think named leeloo or something.... i just cant find it in the tattoo stiles track or the magical stiles track. it was either a series or one big ass one.
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do you know a sterek fanfic where Stiles is an omega werewolf and he stumbles upon the hale territory and Derek Hale plans to take him in for only one night but Stiles makes breakfast and the pack love him and cliche blah?
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hi, wondering if you can help me find an older fic, it's one where Stiles is magical and Derek's pack is grown up, I think Boyd and Erica have a kid, and someone tries to set the pack house on fire but now its magiced fireproof, but the forest burns, and the hunters come but Stiles uses his magic to bring the forest back to life and ties himself to the land... Sorry that's a weird synopses but it's all I can remember clearly
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Hey can you find a fic where the pack was using stiles in training like hunting him but a werewolf jumps him in the woods and stiles thinks it's derek and submits and it turns out it wasn't derek and since stiles submitted derek says the alpha has like a certain amount of days to get stiles to say yes and that was as far as I got please find this!
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hey so I'm looking for one fic, I hope you can help find it :) it's about Stiles being sacrificed to the werewolves to keep the town safe and there's whole werewolf village. there was no Hale fire, Laura has a husband and kids. later Scott was bitten by some rouge (or Peter I don't remember) and came to the village 'causee hunters wanted to kill him. I remember that when they were fighting other weres or maybe hunters (or was it just fullmoon?) Stiles saved Laura's kids from being killed. help?
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do you know the fic were in which Derek helps hook stiles up with some dude & in the process he reveals that he's into stiles & stiles kind of ignores it so Derek eats ice cream and watches Disney movies and stiles happens in on him & is all, "what."
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i'm looking for a fic that i think is a 5+1 cuddles thing? all i can remember from it is that there's a fae fight in alison's bedroom and derek got ripped apart so stiles pushed him into the closet and is trying to hold derek's guts in? i've asked a lot of ficrec blogs but no-one can find it for me, so thanks in advance if you can!
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Can you please help me I already tried twficfinder, LJ, etc. Its a sterek fic made in 2012 where Stiles helps Derek get his families life insurance, parents will or just money cause he's living in a bad place & has no income. Derek feels guilty & doesn't feel deserving of that. Stiles drives them to where the person in charge of fixing that is. Derek might be rich. They buy wood for the floor of the Hale house. Scott or Sheriff ask why he's helping Derek. Its not Out of Milk or Hale Construction
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I'm looking for a fix where stiles hires a dom, but she declines and instead he goes to derek? I think at one point, they make a list of things that are allowed, and everyone can see the bruises left behind, but stiles is really happy. Any help is much appreciated!
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Do you know the one where Derek hurts stiles ankle before a carnival or fair and takes stiles but ends up attacking him but is stopped by a psychic and she puts Derek's wolf in stiles so that stiles is the alpha
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hi i was wondering if youve read a sterek fic where derek basically tells stiles that his mom dying was nothing compared to him basically killing his family cause of the fire. i cant seem to find it anywhere.
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I've been looking for this fic everywhere and I can't find it! It's attempted non con with stiles and a original character but stiles hits the guy with a rock and kills him by mistake and calls derek panicking and derek helps cover it up. Do you know it?
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Okay, so I need help. I have been looking for this fic for over a year and i was wondering if you knew it. It's where stiles is a kid and his mother is in the hospital dying, and derek is in a coma from the fire and they connect on a telepathic level and stiles brings him out of his coma and stiles mom dies and the derek moves and checks up on stiles yearly. HELP ME PLEASE?? Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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Hi! So I'm trying to find a fic (it was lengthy) but I'm pretty sure it was a 5+1 trope, and its like five times Sheriff recognizes Derek as a son? All I can recall is at one point Sheriff thinks Stiles killed Derek and he offers to help him hide it?
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I read a Sterek AU ages ago but I can't find it now, I was wondering if you'd read it and could possibly send me a link? It's the one where Stiles sets up an online dating account to mock people and he starts talking to who he thinks is Derek. The two become really good friends but when Stiles goes to meet Derek he finds out that Derek has no idea who he is and Laura started the account for a joke, and is engaged.
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Hey! I was just wondering if you could find a fic for me? All I remember is that it was really short, about soulmates and stiles was playing a drum in the snow! Thanks! I've been looking for it for ages!
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Hi bb can you help me find a fic? Derek & Laura(?) are twins. Stiles has magic powers & is bff w/ Laura, who later dates Lydia or Allison. Derek paints Stiles in an attic or something & Laura is jealous bc she doesn't want sterek to happen. Thanks!
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i think its backround sterek, but do you know the fic where the pack is afraid to touch stiles because they think they're hurting him but really it's touch starved!stiles
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Hey, I've completely forgotten the name to fic, I remember that stiles is a lil bit of a delinquent so the sheriff gets derek who's a college student I think to watch over him and they have sex and they're sort of like fuck buddies and at some point it's Derek's birthday and he has a party at his apartment??? idk do u guys know this fic lmao please help!!!
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Hey so love your account Anyway I was wondering if you knew the story where the pack like finds a mysterious knife and stiles cuts himself and then gets thrown into the past and is trying to get Paige and Derek together? I hope that made sense Again love the account, such a life saver!
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Hey I was wondering if you knew the title of the fic where (I think its Stiles) who's a single father and his daughter is obssessed with bunnies and at some point Derek makes a lil park in the backward for the bunnie?
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Ok so I'm looking for a fic where it's after the hale fire and Derek lived in a small cabin by himself then he sends for omega human stiles and they live with each other cause Derek needs pack and he stays in his wolf form a lot of the time. It's like a super slow burn and angst you. Can you help a bro out?
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Hey, I read this fic once on ao3 about Stiles having tons of nightmares from the nemeton after Derek leaves. Then he starts calling him when he has panic attacks. He has to do the underwater sacrifice to get rid of the nightmares and when he comes out of the water Derek's there waiting for him and then they get together... It's seriously driving me crazy that I can't find it!!! Do you know what fic I'm talking about??
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hey im looking for a fic and I've been googling increasingly strange things but i just cant find it so i was hoping you might have read it? im pretty sure its quite short, but basically allison goes to stiles to ask about werewolf sex and then stiles makes derek give him the werewolf sex talk so that he can clue the rest of the pack in. thank you xx
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Hi! I'm looking for a specific fic! It's like Stiles is at a club, and he's sitting at the bar and sees his ex walk in and he gets really panicky because he starts walking over so he grabs the closest guy to him and kisses him? And it turns out the guy he kissed was Derek? I can't find it anywhere!
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Hi i was wondering if you could help me find a fic. I dont really remember much just that it was sterek and that cora read some spell that sent Derek back in time and he ended up mating to Stiles but when they have children Cora fixes it and Derek goes back to him normal time and tells cora that he has to go back because he has a mate but cora tells him that he has to wait until the full moon i think and in the end he and cora go back to stiles time and stay there
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I was wondering if you might know of a fic I am looking for. It's one of those Sheriff Finds Out ones and it's in his POV. I remember that it had Melissa in it and she let the Sheriff into a house/Room where the pack (they are a pack in this) was all cuddling in groups. I remember once specific moment where he observes Alison and Scott and notices their closeness with Isaac. And I am pretty sure Stiles is asleep on Derek. I know this is not very descriptive but I was wondering if you knew of one
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Hello I'm searching for a sterek fic I read a while back and I can't find it 😔 it's a fic where Stiles discovers he's a wizard or a shaman or something like that and he's linked to plants somehow and there are many pack interactions like pack cuddles and stuff so many pack feels and then the pack is being attacked and the forest is destroyed and Stiles manages to grow it back and he's like part of the forest it's such a great fic so beautifully written, do you happen to know what's this fic?
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Hello, lovely. I have been trying to fing a fic where Dean and Cas from Supernatural are Stiles parents and Derek knocks him up. While Stiles goes through the pregnancy, a Big Bad from the past comes back and messes with Stiles. Sorry, this is vague.
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I was wondering if anyone remembered a story where Stiles was half-daeva (I believe), Scott was his Permissor, but no one else in the pack knew until another pack kidnaps them and stiles shows up to destroy them all. I remember reading it ages ago but I can't find it in my bookmarks :/
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Hi, can you help me find sterek fanfic? It's coffee shop au, Stiles is barista, Derek is customer who wants plain coffee but Stiles always goes crazy with toppings, there us Peter too, creepy but good, can't find it on ao3 (╯︵╰,)
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Ok I've been searching for this one fantastic fic I read ages ago but can't find and was hoping you guys might know! It's established relationship w pack mom Stiles and he's away at college but they all just kind of move in w him and he buys Erica tampons and Boyd McDonald's gift cards and brings Chinese food and is generally lovely?? I think it was a one shot and relatively short but I'm dying to read it again :(
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Hello! I'm looking for a sterek fic. I think it was a 5+1 type fic where people/random strangers thought the pack members were Derek and Stiles' children. Please and thank you! :)
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Idk if you find sterek fics but i can't remember it, please help. Stiles is kidnapped by faeries but then talks them into a peace treaty? I think it was on archive but I'm not getting anything.
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Hi! I can’t seem to find a fic I love and was wondering if you could help me find it? Stiles is in a bar with friends, I remember Lydia and Jackson being there, and is insisting he is a Alex god who can get any number he wants and jackson tells him to get that guys number and points to Derek and stiles basically goes up to him and says “I am trying to convince my friends I’m attractive can you give me a fake number?” and he does but it turns to be real???
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I’ve been looking for this fic where stiles has been out of town for a while and when he gets back he stops at this gas station on the edge of town and gets jumped by some redcaps I think? And then the guy who runs the station comes out and sees this kid covered in blood and calls Derek because strange kid I’ve never seen before covered in redcap blood, maybe come check this out? And Derek didn’t know stiles was coming back early because it was supposed to be a surprise. Thanks so much!
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I love your blog and I was hoping you'd help me with this fic I've been looking for forever. Stiles is either an orphan or his dad is irresponsible, and he's not exactly highly regarded but the Hales and of course Derek love him and welcome him at their house. But Stiles feels guilty/unworthy and doesn't always want to accept their help. At one point, he turns feral or something and Derek has to coax him out, and one of the Hales have a baby who loves Stiles (I think Peter's or Laura's). Thanks!
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hey :) there's this old fic i want to re-read where stiles is a mage(or someone who controls elemental magic) and hes hurt/rejected by Derek and leaves with someone where there are other people with elemental magic and he trains. If it helps: I remember in the big fight they wore shirts that matched with their powers. Could you please help me? thanks
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alright well i work best under pressure so given that i now have an hour and 20 minutes before i start a voice call with someone i think it’s the perfect time to do that one video analysis so i can actually start finishing up that maya post... man i really should’ve pumped that shit out earlier, but i kept procrastinating until we got new info. then more new info. and i mean we DO have lots of new updated info, bc i have a whole thing in there about Punk girl i gotta edit out now lmao
anyway
Zane Flynt? this trailer killed me, it’s the only thing i’ve watched all day. like. on repeat.
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ive said it before and ill say it again, 3 months ago i call zane attractive on reddit and get ridiculed but then we find out he’s an irish bastard and everyone jumps on the fuck train
anyway
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elpis is looking good and not explody/teleporty, so that’s always a good sign
so the locale plus the twang immediately had me thinking of lynchwood but that’s not right
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the bar itself looks a lot like that mine area we see, so i’d be willing to guess it’s nearby, you know, if it’s an area in the game at all lmao
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like the windows are similar plus the wood
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the bar itself is giving me some mixed signals here, but im gonna bet it was taken over by the CoV from the crimson raiders (recruitment banner, but then the CoV logo is on the wall/screen over there)
That, plus the rose on the counter next to Zane seems sus
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another mine looking building in the back
also lmao
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it’s time to enter the BONEEEE ZONNEEE
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no more DAHL dumpsters? F
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okay this area looks super familiar
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that plus the varkids, this is 100% the same place as this
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which is interesting
looks like Zane’s been hanging out on Pandora for a while... kinda upset we didn’t hear about his brothers at all in this trailer, but it was still fuckin hilarious and well worth the wait
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those canisters? vats? look like the ones near the burger launcher vid hang on
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also some in the back here
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so yeah more than likely the same area
also
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`lines up the perfect shot`
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`completely missed both shots`
lovey, bravo, champagne, sloooow clap
anyway i’d wager this is an old dahl mining camp? probably mining for iridium
you can see the 
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conveyor belt thingie here
and also all the minecarts and rails are very reminiscent of the caustic caverns
which probably would have dropped iridium into the vat below it, if said vat wasn’t tipped over onto its side
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more shots of the building he’s in
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closeup of the rails. which, weird as it sounds, is really great to see because sometimes in bl2 and even tps when you got super close up to a texture, it wouldn’t look too hot, even on the best settings. the textures in 3 are so CRISP i love them
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varkid 🤮 i hate bugs. model looks fantastic tho! i just... hate bugs
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see the camera is flipped upside down, so miles this cultist is not falling, he’s rising- he’s being lifted up
how nice
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im getting percy jackson flashbacks here. this is 100% how clarisse shoved percy into the toilet, right?
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with the way the cultist isn’t even trying to get out im afraid zane just shoved a corpse into the dook hut. i mean all the power to ya, man
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he’s stuck
also
this building in the back is new
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i won’t say it
you know what im thinking
i won’t say it
i promise
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~smile~
there’s also what i think is a smiley face sticker on the wall to his right
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water physics lookin fine 👌
also the way zane jumps back. bonelesspotter i know you read these, are you picking up what i’m putting down?
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MAGIC CUP MAGIC CUP ALL HAIL
see the lack of drink is supposed to parallel hi s lack of companio- im sorry hahahaaha i can’t do this
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rose. it’s a SIGN
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there’s so much going on in the background here lemme just
im sitting here like >:( because i know i’ve seen that type of wall before and for the life of me can’t remember where
my brain is screaming sanctuary
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the actual middle piece looks super familiar
is that what they attach the out of bounds turrets to? possibly.
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this bit
also it looks like there’s a dam or something in the back back?
tbh im a lot more interested in the skyway all the way at the top, it reminds me a lot of bloodshot ramparts
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cuz it also used to be a skyway
also zane is doing his pose for the main menu screen of the game
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and i would say it’s possible this could’ve been the main menu, but the cliff is different, and there’s supposed to be a boxcar/shipping crate on the right (as when u go to options it moves over to it)
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more vats! what is the deal with this mine? why is it featured so heavily in this video gearbox tell me your s e c r e t s
you’d think, with zane being the one who’s been around the proverbial block over his years, he’d be on multiple planets throughout his entire trailer. but like 80% of it is pandora. maybe the other VHs are getting featured on other planets? at least he has a reason to be on pandora outside of the main story (maybe looking for his brothers, maybe trying to piss on their graves, who knows)
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i don’t know what he’s reaching for but uh
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perhapeth the blades are activated by swinging his arm out? could be a hold over from when they were like... actual metal blades and needed to be knocked out into position
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i love that he returns the wave after shoving this guy off the cliff
it’s not like he can see you man
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go off i guess though
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some bar on eden-6 (finally! a new planet!) also i like that the theme here is zane getting into fights in bars. good shit boys
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get wrecked kid
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i really like the design of this building. i love the windows. maybe part of jakobs manor? looks like maybe it’s a greenhouse or smth given it’s in this garden/courtyard area
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which should look somewhat familiar
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looks very similar to this area, but it doesn’t look like there’s a building on the left in this shot. maybe they added it in for the trailer 🤷‍♂️
the trees behind the big one (and next to the iron wrought fence) match up perfectly tho
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i just really like this shot ngl
i love these fuckign expressions i cant
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okay im sorry here’s a smiley boy
the facial animations are so fucking good this time around
that is all i am doing.
just appreciating the new animations.
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SOMEONE HELP THIS TINY MAN HE’S TRAPPED IN A SQUARE
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fuck dude we didn’t deserve this man
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MAGIC CUP MAGIC CUP ALL HAIL
seriously tho, the glass is gone. idk where it went. im just gonna pretend he was practicing that one iconic Kingsman scene while talking to himself and providing us with flashbacks
manners.
maketh.
man.
also this is my new favorite reaction image
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it’s ‘perfect in every way’
you want more booze?
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what are your thoughts on the new guns?
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where’d you hide the body?
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(it’s in the dumpster)
also unlike the magic cup
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the rose is still here
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Cultist coming to see why the windows of their bar are glowing neon yellow and blue im sure
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>shit
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it’s cool to know the clone can actually emote
given in the So Happy Together it was basically an expressionless blue demon
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still no cup. all hail
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some more CoV graffiti!
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boops
i am sad we didn’t get to see zoomer in this video at all
zoomer is cute
i like zoomer
anyway
that’s all for the trailer folks
i love the implication that he’s just sitting in this empty CoV bar, talking to himself, waiting for someone to notice and come confront him so he can kick their asses.
anyway this post 100% wasn’t an excuse to rewatch the entire trailer frame by frame or anything
maya post coming soon! wahoo
also i have 10 minutes left lmao nice
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guess-ill-die-again · 5 years
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top ten kagepro songs?? 0:
*rubs hands* u now i read your whole wall of text about this? well now its my turn c:
warning half of this post is just about Shinigami Record bc i’m looking WAAY too deep into it but honestly i love doing that gbdhsg that part has over 500 words and im not sorry
Disclaimer: The first few don’t have numbers bc I just CANNOT choose a favorite ok ngsdhjgs
Shinigami Record - I’m gonna start with this one because i was already planning on making a post about how underappreciated this song is… half of this post is probably gonna be about this song alone so i might as well put it as nuumbr one tbh
Musically it’s really simple and just so amazingly gentle. I feel like the slow piano and the way its played in the verses helps to convey Azami’s feelings really well. It starts as just a bunch of lonely piano notes, but then as Azami finds someone who loves her, feelings grow and change, so does the guitar replace the piano for the second verse. Then the harmonies for the part when Azami creates the Kagerou Daze make it feel not only more mystical but also give it more emotion. She creates it filled with love for her family after all, this part needed to have a lot of emotion in it! But then it quiets down and the lonely piano returns.. the guitar and piano interlace each other(i cant find a good english word for it im sorry) while Azami’s voice is growing more unsure and then ‘gasps’ with the realization, in a way. The harmonies return and we hear both the lonely piano and the love-filled guitar. Azami is really conflicted and u can HEAR that!! Then it bursts with the pitch change and you can just hear how heartbroken she is! the highest note really reminds me of when people are trying to sing but they’re crying so their technique is egh but it has so much emotion?? idk maybe its just IAs voice… and then after she sings “I still love you” theres a drop that sounds like slamming doors and the guitar is GONE. It ends on the same lonely piano we started with(different pitch blahblah i know ok) but there’s also the added noise that you can either hear traffic in, OR the sea/ocean waves. I KNOW im reading way too much into this but traffic could allude to our time, where the main story is set and the fact that what Azami did has consequences reaching much further than she could have ever imagined but also that despitwat happened, most people don’t even know about her story and everythings… well, normal. The sea waves would be just like the world she’s come to love and she’s leaving it all behind i guess lolThe way this song tells Azami’s story is uh, very simplified, but i think it works well. It gives you enough information to feel sorry for her even if it doesn’t really explain much. We only see Azami’s perspective so i’m not surprised or disappointed that reasons behind Tsukihiko’s disappearance arent really stated. Also i’m kind of glad it doesn’t delve deeper into the story, because i personally really didn’t like these chapters of the manga at all lol bc i didnt agree with the characterization and it didnt show Azami’s loneliness as much and kind of ruined the magic. I like Azami’s story when its still told as a kind of fairytale…This is also probably THE best Kagepro song in terms of tuning, too. idk what happened but i feel like here it’s much more soft than the other songs which makes it all the more enjoyable.
one day i’ll write a full essay on this…
I’m not gonna go that deep into any of the other ones dont worry
Remind Blue - Easily the best song on the Mekakucity Reload album. While i adore Additional Memory as well, my heart belongs to Remind Blue. Because the range isn’t that big, Miku’s voice and Jin’s tuning of don’t get overbearing. Im also a sucker for lyrics connecting to past events or symbols so the whole time reading the translation i was just lying in bed like kermit surrounded by heart emojis. I may or may not make a cover of this one…
Lost Time Memory - I feel like all that could be said about this song has already been said so I’ll just say i love it. I was introduced to it through Juby’s english cover(Classical Rock Arr. version!! thats important, i love this arrangement probably more than the original but the dude who made it just doesnt have a nice voice for this song… Juby’s not perfect but this cover’s good enough) an really this is the song that made me want to learn about Kagepro so there’s a lot of pure nostalgia connected to this one.
4. Ayano’s Theory of Happiness - whenever i tell someone new about kagepro i always say this is the song that makes me cry and laugh the hardest. I laugh a lot because of the tv anime version bc lmao every time i see it i LOSE IT gndnsdgs The reason i cry is quite obvious i think, but i still feel the need to specify it’s because of the lyric “so I hope you can love tomorrow”. It’s just such a simple thing but it makes me tear up 99% of the time. And like the thing is, the last couple of lines aren’t directed at any particular character either so its like she’s singing to us. She hopes we can love tomorrow as well… and just for you Ayano, I will try.
Also MARiA’s cover is the best one i barely listen to the original now lmao
5. Summertime Record - did i mention im a sucker for lyrics where the character is looking back at what happened? bc yeah i am. This song is really dear to my heart for some reason so much so that when at a camp with the choir ive been in for like 6years we were supposed to make a little song about it for the last campfire, i managed to get my friends to write the lyrics to this song with me and i think that in itself is very fitting to this song. and just.. yeah the whole thing just feels very welcoming and I love Haruka so
6. Children Record - BOYS👏 AND👏 GIRLS👏 yeah this song staight up slaps and i love it (altho i mostly listen to the version with MARiA bc the tuningin this one :’) its realy good go listen) and uh yeah its just a really good opening to the series! idk what to say exactly so uh really lets not drag this out
7. Additional Memory - so when this song came out i had to lay down for like a week bc just… woah yeah ok!! all the motifs and melodies from other songs just hit me so HARD and THE PV OH MY GOOOD i was SCREAMING! and youre absolutely right about the lyrics!! “if this were all a misunderstanding, i don’t want to hear it” just HITS and HURTS and GOD YEAH
8. Kagerou Days - ahh classic above classics…. the one where you’ve set your expectations for Hibiya to just be a good childhood friend only to have it be crushed by other media… its just a great base for angsty AUs for anytwo cahracters that care about each other really and i love it! also like when i first listenedi was like what and when i realized whats happening i was just…  poetic cinema guy but with hearts i really love angst huh
9. Headphone Actor - I don’t know what to say apart from I love Takane, I love the whole Harutaka story, I love the metaphor and the music and I have a little lesbian moment every time i listen to LiSA’s version of the song(THE WAY SHE SHINGS “Dokoka e to mukatteru”??? IM TOO GAY FOR THIS SHIT I CANT) and its 3:30am so i cant think anymore okbut god i love LiSA’s voice
10. Never Lost Word - ah the kinnie really jumps out here lmao this is the song i listened o and was just !! it me!! which… NOT a good thing if not for the last verse lol but yeah i just identify with kido a lot so like…i just really felt this song back when i first listened to it and even now i still do… just… yeah. and i just really like it in every way i guess lol
ALSO Shoutout to Gunjo Rain and Dead and Seek for beeing other tragically underappreciated Kagepro songs bc they dont have PVs
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midwestgender · 3 years
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imma talk abt megan is missing under the cut heavy tw for discussion of fictional csa and fictional kidnapping/rape. also spoilers obviously lmao. 
i think megan is missing kinda sucks for a variety of reasons so im gonna preface with that and then talk abt parts that i liked/would like to comment on. i honestly didnt notice this scene in the movie, thats how glossed over it is, but i read in some commentary that there is a black child who is missing mentioned in one of the news broadcasts and then they are never mentioned again. this is apparently supposed to be a nod or some shit to how real life media treats black children compared to white girls who are missing but honestly its just... silly of them because this movie isn’t SUPPOSED to be about the media, it is heavily about the interpersonal life of megan and her kidnapping in a very personal way. it would have been EASY to make megan a woc. (and if you want to argue that a good portion of the movie is newscasts and, to some point those DO contribute to the points made in the movie- make amy a woc. she is barely mentioned when it comes to newscasts anyways, and honestly if you want to be 'realistic’ (as this movie obviously is trying to be), the movie woud be IMPROVED by amy being a woc. also honestly. this movie was made in 2011 and by that point in time the entire ‘internet predator thing’ was OVERDONE. so i dont really understand the whole ‘spreading awareness’ thing. like who are we spreading awareness too? because according to the movie the people who need to be aware are young teenage girls but... clearly this movie is not marketed towards that demographic, considering its rated r. the movie can basically be split into the first hour of the movie and then the last 25 minutes. the first 10 of the last 25 minutes are... very unneceessary imo and seem straight out of a dark fetish website LMAO. like not needed whatsoever.  the last part of it (which admitabbly i watched in 2x speed because who has time for that) is very heart wrenching and sad but ultimately... what point did it make? idk. 
i did like megans charecterization, and honestly i did enjoy her actress a lot. however that is DEFINETELY not how teenagers interact lol. maybe i just wasnt a teen in the 2000s but it seemed very unrealistic just the way they spoke to eachother, but also that might have just been dramatized. however as someone who has been in mental hospitals and MET girls like megan, girls who have been abused from a young age who are willing to talk about it so blatantly, i thought this was a well done character in that sense. i thought the scene where megan talks about being sexually assaulted at camp to amy was SUPER well done, and ive honestly been in very similar situations myself. the way megan talks about it casually, as if shes talking about a normal consensual sexual encounter, the way she grins during it (which grinning when recounting trauma is a very common thing) and glosses over everything. amy kind of .... matching her energy but in sort of a shocked way? because amy obviously doesn’t know what to say, and the way megan poises herself she’s not asking for help or comfort (although, in some ways, she is) so amy just treats it like her friend is telling a story (and amy is ONLY friends with megan and megans friends who are... not normal teens, but to amy it seems like megan and her friends are the norm. so when mega tells this story, amy might just assume that the majority of other teen girls have had encounters like megan, which isn’t true but amy doesnt have a huge frame of reference) amy occasionally will ask ‘did you scream?’ and megans face will flicker, because she is being forced to encounter the fact that this was a traumatic situation, and then she’ll brush it off and continue the story. i really liked that scene and the silent hug scene after megan talked abt being sexually assaulted by her stepfather. (and in this scene megan is willing to view it as traumatic, and she talks about it very sadly, and even to someone like amy it would be clear that this is Not Normal, so thats why the hug happens here, whilst in the chat about the camp counselor amy doesn’t offer comfort) 
idk i could talk more abt it but overall it was pretty good, if a bit problematic. to my knowledge it didnt have that big of a budget so. idk . just word vomit here. 
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diamond-anon · 6 years
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Psst do all of the get to know me questions
1. Who was the last person you held hands with? it was a while go, with a girl i went on a date with to 6 flags
2. Are you outgoing or shy? very shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my friend brook at school tomorrow and a camp friend in march
4. Are you easy to get along with? sort of
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? my ex best friend but we hardly talk
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? I tend to be attracted to other people with autism which is good for me
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? doubt it but id love it
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? not really anyone 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not at all
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my dad, we talked about M*A*S*H
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “thank you I’m so glad you enjoyed it”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? seasons of love, light my candle, belief, 
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? yes but only people I trust
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? sort of
15. What good thing happened this summer? I went to camp
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?absolutely
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? I think there is life in other universes so we cant reach them
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? ew no 
19. Do you like bubble baths? yes
20. Do you like your neighbors? I don’t trust either side 
21. What are you bad habits? I pull out my eyelashes and 
22. Where would you like to travel?
23. Do you have trust issues? very much so
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? warming my voice up in the morning
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my boobs. I don’t want them.
26. What do you do when you wake up? I cover my head up with blankets
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? not really
28. Who are you most comfortable around? I’m not completely comfortable with anyone 
29. Have any of your exs told you they regret breaking up? yes
30. Do you ever want to get married? yes but I don’t see that happening
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? nope I keep it short
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? laura osnes and Jeremy Jordan oops
33. Spell your name with your chin. duamonf
34. Do you play sports? What sports? I miss playing soccer
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yes pretty much constantly now
37. What do you say during awkward silences? I don’t feel the need to fill silence unless I’m nervous 
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? sweet, willing to help with my disabilities and someone to grow and build with
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? I like spencers bc its fun and hot topic bc merch 
40. What do you want to do after high school? I don’t know I didn’t see myself making it past 15 
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? depends on what they did
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? nothing… I’m usually quiet
43. Do you smile at strangers? I try to
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?outerspace
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about? almost everything 
47. Have you ever been high? two days ago 
48. Have you ever been drunk? I’m a literal alcoholic
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else? pretty much every day
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? probably that I’m autistic
53. Favourite makeup brand? I don’t wear makeup
54. Favourite store? I’m not sure
55. Favourite blog? I love too many but all the anons 
56. Favourite colour? red or black
57. Favourite food? Mexican or chinese
58. Last thing you ate? burrito
59. First thing you ate this morning? half a bagel
60. Ever won a competition? For what? yes I used to do well in spelling bees and my soccer team won a SoCal tournament
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? ive been suspended several times for fighting
62. Been arrested? For what? yes,having a weapon on me
63. Ever been in love? yes
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? it was with an asshole guy who broke up with me while i was in the hospital for a suicide attempt65. Are you hungry right now? no
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? yes, I don’t have many irl friends
67. Facebook or Twitter? neither
68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? sort of? I’m watching newsies on netflix
70. Names of your bestfriends? Kathryn, Megan, Brooke, Jason
71. Craving something? What? idk.. being loved
72. What colour are your towels? sort of a cream color
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? one and one body pillow to elevate my leg
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? I sleep with one
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? I’m not sure, theyre all very small
75. Favourite animal? fox, elephant, hedgehog
76. What colour is your underwear? red
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? mint chocolate chip or peanut butter chocolate 
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? black
80. What colour pants? grey
81. Favourite tv show? M*A*S*H
82. Favourite movie? big hero 6
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? mean girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? 21 jump street
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? dory
87. First person you talked to today? megan
88. Last person you talked to today?
@avocado-anon
89. Name a person you hate? rainy
90. Name a person you love? idk
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? several
92. In a fight with someone? not rn
93. How many sweatpants do you have? last I checked I had 14
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 5
95. Last movie you watched? big hero 6
96. Favourite actress? all I can think of rn is laura osnes so her 
97. Favourite actor? Jeremy Jordan (I rewatched bonnie and clyde and I’m thinking about it)
98. Do you tan a lot? I don’t like the sun. it makes my head hurt
99. Have any pets? a dog
100. How are you feeling? not good
101. Do you type fast? very
102. Do you regret anything from your past? a lot
103. Can you spell well? when I write yes, not outloud
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? very much
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yes
106. Ever broken someones heart? yes, when I broke up with my abuser
107. Have you ever been on a horse? I work with them so very often
108. What should you be doing? painting a poster for my friends birthday
109. Is something irritating you right now? that I cant think clearly
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes
111. Do you have trust issues? very much
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my therapist
113. What was your childhood nickname? I did but I’m not going to tell you
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? only to mexico
115. Do you play the Wii? yes 
116. Are you listening to music right now? yes I’m listening to my musicals playlist
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? of course
118. Do you like Chinese food? LOVE IT
119. Favourite book? the perks of being a wallflower
120. Are you afraid of the dark? nope I love it
121. Are you mean? kind of
122. Is cheating ever okay? no
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? not at all
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
125. Do you believe in true love? yeah
126. Are you currently bored? yes
127. What makes you happy? singing
128. Would you change your name? already have
129. What your zodiac sign? capricorn
130. Do you like subway? ew no
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? ask them out
132. Whos the last person you had a deep conversation with? my dad
133. Favourite lyrics right now? all the lyrics from you will be found
134. Can you count to one million? technically I can but I don’t want to
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? that I’m straight
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? I can only sleep w doors closed
137. How tall are you? 5 1
138. Curly or Straight hair? i like straight hair
139. Brunette or Blonde? I like blonde
140. Summer or Winter? winter
141. Night or Day? night
142. Favourite month? january
143. Are you a vegetarian? no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? dark chocolate
145. Tea or Coffee? coffe
146. Was today a good day? fuck no
147. Mars or Snickers? snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote? yeet yeet chicken feet
149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes i see them
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, whats the first line on that page? “tell me about darry” from the outsiders
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eggroll-sushi · 7 years
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1-150 ask mem
first of all, fuc k yoou
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
my mom??
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
outgoing around friends
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
u
4. Are you easy to get along with?
i dont know, ive heard that no one really hates me but like i find it difficult to find someone who i actually enjoy talking to
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
i dont really have any interest in anyone rn so... yes? id take care of myself
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
so far everyone that ive liked is a either a nerd or a pretty shitty person so like ,
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
no
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
in what way?? idk im still thinking of this oe guy he had his pants pulled up pretty high with a tight belt on and a big nose. im not thinking in a romantic way or anything i just... it was a weird combination. . ..his hair was ok i guess
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
uh yeah if its not in the brash or crude humor way
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
you
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“probably”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
killer - bastille, yeah i dont have any others that stand out particularly
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
i have curly hair so we just both suffer if they try running their hands through... but if i had a romantic s/o i probably wouldnt mind bein petted
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
yes? i think so
15. What good thing happened this summer?
i hung out with friends a lot.. .i think i dont remember
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yeah i lovemy mom
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
scary either way.. but the universe is pretty big so i guess
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
not really theyre an asshole mostly
19. Do you like bubble baths?
i havent taken a bath in like 4 years.. but yes
20. Do you like your neighbors?
we do not talk
21. What are you bad habits?
being rude and disrespectful and aggressive
22. Where would you like to travel?
europe.. japan.. idk
23. Do you have trust issues?
no
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
sleeping and eating
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
i really dont know.. its like an all around tie.. .
26. What do you do when you wake up?
brush teeth and wash face, change into outside wear if im going outside, lotion my face and put on mascara, make tea/breakfast
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
overall just smoother.. like a more even tone.. but darker i guess
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
y ou
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
ive dated.. once but i didn’t even like the guy.. i just said yes because it was like. .mmkfkucin 5th grade and then he broke up with me (i didnt care tbh) and then asked me back?? it was weird because he told me he was breaking up because he found.. someone hotter or something and they said if he dumped me they would date him and they didnt.. .it was wild tbh i dont really know why they did this it was like 6th grade. ......... ... .anyways
30. Do you ever want to get married?
theoretically, yes? but idk it seems exhausting and i cant grasp the concept of someone actually liking me for so long
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yes
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
fuck i dont know i dont really think about that buds
33. Spell your name with your chin.
gthhju-asnhhy
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
no unless robotics counts
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
tv
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
yes
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
i just try to do something funny
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
nice, a kind person, likeable, liberal, ,
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
tjmaxx, marshalls, burlington. i go stright to that mf clearance section
40. What do you want to do after high school?
perferably die, but thats unlikely so i wanna go into a good college, make friends, get a decent job
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
my mind says yes but my heart says no
42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
1) tired 2) mad 3) i cant/dont wanna make conversation 4) im just .. zoned out
43. Do you smile at strangers?
if they smile first
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
im fucking terrified of both
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
i have to go to school or i feel like shit
46. What are you paranoid about?
every time im disrespectful, aggressive, or really any action that i make
47. Have you ever been high?
no
48. Have you ever been drunk?
no
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
sure
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
it was a brownish orange (a coat with a hood)
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
ye
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
give myself a massive sponge dick
53. Favourite makeup brand?
i dont really wear makeup.. i like ChapStick
54. Favourite store?
tjmaxx
55. Favourite blog?
@eggroll-sushi​
56. Favourite colour?
orange? either a peachy orange or a borwnish orange. but i can appreciate a good palette
57. Favourite food?
id say pho but i like a lot of foods
58. Last thing you ate?
oreos and milk
59. First thing you ate this morning?
blueberry english muffin with honey butter
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
recently my team won a robotics comp
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
no
62. Been arrested? For what?
jesus no
63. Ever been in love?
no
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
well ... my mo was telling me goonight-- (i havent had one)
65. Are you hungry right now?
yeah
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
my tungle friends are also my irl friends
67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter (i dont use either)
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
tumblr? i hate it tho
69. Are you watching tv right now?
n o
70. Names of your bestfriends?
you know who
71. Craving something? What?
food.. savory junk food........olives, nachos, ,,
72. What colour are your towels?
white
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two, but i have 3 on my bed
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
i just keep em on my bed yeah
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
4 on my bed (god bless your soul, okoshi, wherever you are) but like.. 10 total?
75. Favourite animal?
cat but i also like most animals
76. What colour is your underwear?
its currently gray
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
dark chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
blue moon
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black with white text
80. What colour pants?
shades of gray
81. Favourite tv show?
su? i dont really watch any others
82. Favourite movie?
the man from uncle movie/ kingsman
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
mean girls i guess
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
idk
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
starfish
87. First person you talked to today?
mom
88. Last person you talked to today?
you
89. Name a person you hate?
protein shake (jk)
90. Name a person you love?
my mother
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
maybe
92. In a fight with someone?
im constantly in a fight
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
one
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
many, over 10
95. Last movie you watched?
Logan
96. Favourite actress?
janelle monae always looks stunning
97. Favourite actor?
uhhhhhhhhh dwayne is a friend
98. Do you tan a lot?
yes?
99. Have any pets?
no
100. How are you feeling?
sick
101. Do you type fast?
not really
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
yes
103. Can you spell well?
yeah i guess
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yeah i suppose
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
i went on a camping enrichment?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
no?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
yeah
108. What should you be doing?
studying for histry quiz
109. Is something irritating you right now?
yes
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
no?
111. Do you have trust issues?
im pretty sure this was already asked
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
mom?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
ass (im still a kid, right?)
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yes
115. Do you play the Wii?
when someone has one
116. Are you listening to music right now?
no
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yes
118. Do you like Chinese food?
yes
119. Favourite book?
harry potteR?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes
121. Are you mean?
yes
122. Is cheating ever okay?
no
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
no. once i stepped in a massive puddle and got wet like halfway up my calf
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no
125. Do you believe in true love?
n..yes?
126. Are you currently bored?
yes
127. What makes you happy?
friends, having a good time, making people laugh
128. Would you change your name?
no
129. What your zodiac sign?
scorpio
130. Do you like subway?
yeah
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
we would both suffer
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
you (this is a repeat again)
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
//
134. Can you count to one million?
i could, yes
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
bro idk
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed
137. How tall are you?
5′4″?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
i have curly hair
139. Brunette or Blonde?
brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
summer
141. Night or Day?
cant choose
142. Favourite month?
november
143. Are you a vegetarian?
no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
dark
145. Tea or Coffee?
tea
146. Was today a good day?
eh i guess
147. Mars or Snickers?
mars
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“you’re like shaggy from scooby doo; always alone”
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes? im scared of them so
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“’You will blow your eyes out,’ said Nwoye’s mother...” (Things Fall Apart)
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for the honesty hour thing, do all the even number ones 😎
AAAAAAA ily thanks for all the questions, now hopefully all my answers make sense pff
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Depends on who I’m with! If it’s a small group I can be really outgoing, and especially around my friends. In school I tend to be really quiet and hardly talk at all.

4. Are you easy to get along with?I like to think so? Sometimes I could see myself being a little overbearing or disagreeable.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?NICE PEOPLE, if you’re nice to me I’ll cry.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?Hmmm dunno, my ex I guess tbh.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?My best friend Talia! We hung out at lunch today which was rad bc we hardly have time, and we talked abt feelings.

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?-Cry Wolf— The girl and the dreamcatched-Howl— Florence and the machine (Oh my gosh wolf theme here jeez)-Rainclouds— The arcadian wind-No guts, no glory— Cassio monroe-Jump into the fog— The wombats

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Kinda, yea!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Bruh

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?HOoh man who even was my first crush? Nah i dont think so

20. Do you like your neighbors?OMG my neighbors are a nice elderly italian couple whos son still lives w them, and he talks rlly loud and gruff and loves comic books and is like a friendly lumberjack and theyre great

22. Where would you like to travel?Anywhere sounds nice w friends! Road trips are def my style, just place to place yknow.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?The couple hours before my sister and I go to bed, when we just chill in her room and draw or talk!

26. What do you do when you wake up?Bathroom probably lol

28. Who are you most comfortable around?My sister 100%

30. Do you ever want to get married?Maybe, idk

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?NAH

34. Do you play sports? What sports?I dont play sports lol

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?YA

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?Idk, someone nice who makes me smile and I can make smile. Idc

40. What do you want to do after high school?cry

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?I’m probably in a mood, sometimes I just detach bc something minor upsets me and it takes me a while to find a voice/personality again

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?BOTH SOUND TERRIFYING but im gonna say ocean yea ill stay on earth thx

46. What are you paranoid about?My dad finding my blog or hearing me talk abt really personal stuff he wouldnt approve of

48. Have you ever been drunk?Nupe

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?Grey

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?Make my voice normal lol

54. Favourite store?BARNES & NOBLE OMg

56. Favourite colour?
ALL maybe pastel purples/pinks??!!

58. Last thing you ate?
Pasta lol

60. Ever won a competition? For what?Cant remember asdffg. I won a camp competition and the trophy was an old icee machine theyd spray painted silver. my teams names all got written on it.

62. Been arrested? For what?NO OMG

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?I have two tbh. My technical first kiss was this girl who sprung it on me w/o asking, i was still dating another guy at the time. it was surprising and a little intense, it freaked me out and i hate remembering itWhat i like to call my real first kiss was w the guy id been dating at the time, he kissed me after band practice and both our dads were in the room but it was really cute and sweet

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS and i love them all so much. All my real friends ive known for so many years, and most of my tumblr friends are pretty new but i have so much love for all yall

68. Twitter or Tumblr?Tumblr. twitters cool but it confuses me haha

70. Names of your bestfriends? Katie, courtney, chris, stef, & talia !

72. What colour are your towels?Uuuuh is it bad i cant remember? Red? We have a few colors cuz their all old and dont rlly match

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? (??? theres two 72s omg lol)HELLA

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?I have a pillow pet and a toothless build a bear lmao, and theres probably like 4ish other merch plushiss that i love

76. What colour is your underwear?pink pff

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?coffee!!

80. What colour pants?Dark blue denim!

82. Favourite movie?Hmm Descendants probs heheh. Or HTTYD!

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?Ive only seen mean girls, and that was like years ago hahaha

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?NEMO

88. Last person you talked to today?My sister ;3;

90. Name a person you love?YOU BB

92. In a fight with someone?Na bro

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?Like 5ish that i use regularly, probably more tho

96. Favourite actress?

Hummm Dove cameron lol

98. Do you tan a lot?YES in the summer yea

100. How are you feeling?Tired & a little anxious

102. Do you regret anything from your past?YA always

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?A friend i used to have in middle school and freshmen year lol, but he moved

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?Not that i know of. maybe.

108. What should you be doing?ENGLISH HW ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ WHAT CAN YA DO

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?Mmm

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?Katie (My sister), I bet. Yikes.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?YA

116. Are you listening to music right now?Radio in the car! Idk the song, its pop but its new so i dunno it yet

118. Do you like Chinese food?Yea

120. Are you afraid of the dark?SOMETIMES BRO

122. Is cheating ever okay?NO??? NO!!!

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Not really

126. Are you currently bored?Luckily anxiety is occupying me idk if “bored” is quite the word for it

128. Would you change your name?Hmmm maybe maybe not, idc. 
If I changed it it be to something like peter or even nico
130. Do you like subway?Eeeeh

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?This questions repeated i think but my friend Talia!

134. Can you count to one million?WH i mean theoretically… ye..s?

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?Open, so the cat can get in/out

138. Curly or Straight hair?Mines p straight

140. Summer or Winter?Summer

142. Favourite month?March

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?MILK CHOCOLATE

146. Was today a good day?It was pretty good yeah!!

148. What’s your favourite quote?
“Comparison will kill you” idk who its by

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line“He didn’t have the time to dawdle here like this now”
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1. Who was the last person you held hands with? i actually think its haley XD if not her then sam2. Are you outgoing or shy? im in between. new people make me shy, but i can be outgoing with people im comfortable with3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? meh4. Are you easy to get along with? i think so5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? i can take care of myself thanks6. What kind of people are you attracted to? the wrong kind7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? who knows8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? nope9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not at all10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? probs emily11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? thank you 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 
Clairvoyant, you used to say, dead bird, how does it feel, i think your nose is bleeding.13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? i LOVE IT14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes 15. What good thing happened this summer? i camped my life away16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? isnt that what a boyfriend is?17. Do you think there is life on other planets? obv.18. Do you still talk to your first crush? nope19. Do you like bubble baths? nope20. Do you like your neighbors? yeah my neighbor is my grandma, we have tea every morning
21. What are your bad habits? seeing the good in people after they have fucked me up. Always trying to help people.22. Where would you like to travel? all over canada, and greece, and thailand23. Do you have trust issues? yup24. Favorite part of your daily routine? lmao blazing? idk i dont have much of a routine25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my stomach26. What do you do when you wake up? hate my life27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? darker28. Who are you most comfortable around? sam29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? ummm not really, kyle said we could of worked through our shit when we first broke up but i believe we were made to be friends30. Do you ever want to get married? yes i do, i want my papa to walk me down the isle31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? soooo long32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Any and all Avengers. JS33. Spell your name with your chin. hnaqy7l4eyu34. Do you play sports? What sports? LMFAO 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yee37. What do you say during awkward silences? well this is fun38. Describe your dream girl/guy? someone willing to go the extra mile just like i am39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? second hand stores40. What do you want to do after high school? die41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes i do42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im v sad and anxiety43. Do you smile at strangers? yes44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? bottom of the ocean45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? my animals46. What are you paranoid about? people hating me and driving with weed47. Have you ever been high? all day er day48. Have you ever been drunk? YUP XD49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? not really, i wish people would actually find out about some things...50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black lol51. Ever wished you were someone else? every second52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? lol everything on the outside53. Favourite makeup brand? urban decay54. Favourite store? i dont have one55. Favourite blog? not anymore56. Favourite colour? pink57. Favourite food? sushi58. Last thing you ate? some chippies59. First thing you ate this morning? People eat in the morning????60. Ever won a competition? For what? LOL NO61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? nope62. Been arrested? For what? nope63. Ever been in love? is this love?64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? jon browne, caught on video. Was not expecting it65. Are you hungry right now? no66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? i dont have tumblr friends anymore :’(67. Facebook or Twitter? twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr? twitter69. Are you watching tv right now? nope70. Names of your bestfriends?kyle  haley suzie emily71. Craving something? What? ugh72. What colour are your towels? grey72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 273. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no real animals74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? too many for a adult75. Favourite animal? tigers76. What colour is your underwear? leopard print XD whoda guess77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour? ????? something fun79. What colour shirt are you wearing?light blue night with cats 80. What colour pants? i never wear pants when im home81. Favourite tv show? supernatural 82. Favourite movie? fuck too many, something avengers83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 21 jump street85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? janice86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? the turtles maybe87. First person you talked to today? my Dog and yes hes a person88. Last person you talked to today? ive only talked to my dog XD89. Name a person you hate? My uncle90. Name a person you love? my Aunt Mary91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? YEEE 92. In a fight with someone? Like maybe? ask them, theyre the ones sending anon hate93. How many sweatpants do you have? 2 pairs, need more for work94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 595. Last movie you watched? ant man and the wasp96. Favourite actress? honestly no clue. i dont pay attention to that stuff97. Favourite actor? if i have a favourite its not for their acting skills so98. Do you tan a lot? nope and nope99. Have any pets? i have a zoo. And honestly im so proud of my family i wish i could introduce everyone i care for to them100. How are you feeling? honestly tumblr, not great. Ive been down the last couple months and i keep trying to get back where i was mentally but i having a hard time. Many things are getting me down and i want to fix them but somethings are out of my control. And i never taught myself how to cope with that101. Do you type fast? pretty fucking fast i work on the computer A LOT
102. Do you regret anything from your past? I regret little things, like not speaking up and telling people how i feel from the start. Its fucked up a lot in my life. But without going through and doing what i did i wouldnt be the compassionate person i am today.103. Can you spell well? sometimes when i dont overthink it104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes105. Ever been to a bonfire party? YES AND I WANT TO GO TO ANOTHER106. Ever broken someone’s heart? honestly, i have a couple times. Im not proud of it and i wish it could of been different but life happens107. Have you ever been on a horse? yes i love horseys108. What should you be doing? moving on and letting go109. Is something irritating you right now? yeah thats one way of putting it110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? lmao yes111. Do you have trust issues? so many112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Sam, always sam113. What was your childhood nickname? bird114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes i wanna go back to alberta115. Do you play the Wii? not anymore116. Are you listening to music right now? i was117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yes118. Do you like Chinese food? YES119. Favourite book? acheron or Fahrenheit 451120. Are you afraid of the dark? not anymore121. Are you mean? people perceive me as mean sometimes because i like to be honest these days122. Is cheating ever okay? no its not.123. Can you keep white shoes clean? bitch i dont buy white shoes124. Do you believe in love at first sight? hahaha i belive in lust in first site 125. Do you believe in true love? yes126. Are you currently bored? umm not the word i would use so no127. What makes you happy? when my animals are healthy128. Would you change your name? i wanted to when i was young but nah129. What your zodiac sign? gemini130. Do you like subway? yes131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? tell him to cool his jets. Been there done that. Did not work. We are happy as friends and get a long way better132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? honestly probably emily133. Favourite lyrics right now? i love this question
This is your life, there's no way to run from itThe doubt in your brain, or the pain in your stomachI only have the one complaint at the momentDon't paint me black when I used to be golden. 
 134. Can you count to one million? nope, dont have an attention span that long135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i work for telus136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? open for the cats137. How tall are you? 5′5 and a half138. Curly or Straight hair? wavy139. Brunette or Blonde? blonde140. Summer or Winter? summer141. Night or Day? night142. Favourite month? june143. Are you a vegetarian? nope144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk chocolate145. Tea or Coffee? tea146. Was today a good day? i just woke up, no147. Mars or Snickers? mars148. What’s your favourite quote? its on my wall
The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift. 
 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yup150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  the books close to me are all notebooks. page 42 is blank
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there’s an ask meme i see on my dash rn and since nobody will send me anything if i reblog it here, ill jst answer the questions and put them under the cut
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? i dnt use any of them lmfao
is your room messy or clean? messy!!!!! what color are your eyes? dark brown do you like your name? why? i’ve never liked my actual name! i’ve jst always found it to be ugly. whenever someone gives me a nickname, i glom onto it bc i’d rather be called pretty much anything else what is your relationship status? im not dating anyone and im not talking to anyone and tbqh i could not care less describe your personality in 3 words or less superficial space cadet what color hair do you have? brown what kind of car do you drive? color? blue 2010 honda civic. she’s great. where do you shop? forever 21 mostly how would you describe your style? cute but inconsistent favorite social media account as of right now, probably peach. i love my peach ring! and the lack of centralized feed makes it ideal for shitposting what size bed do you have? double any siblings? one brother. he dznt say or do much if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? somewhere cold and far away. i jst want to be somewhere else favorite snapchat filter? i love the dog filter bc they change it up every holiday & i love the milk carton filter bc it’s the best worst thing ive ever seen favorite makeup brand(s) the beauty industry is evil how many times a week do you shower? usually 7 but that’s assuming im not having a severe depression bout favorite tv show? bojack horseman! shoe size? 8.5 or 9, depending on the shoe how tall are you? 5′7″ sandals or sneakers? sneakers! do you go to the gym? only if its too cold to run outside describe your dream date i dnt rly care abt date activities themselves as long as im having a good time w the other person. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? $54 what color socks are you wearing? none! im wearing slippers and theyre brown how many pillows do you sleep with? 4 do you have a job? what do you do? yes. i do hair and i dnt like it how many friends do you have? 2 close ones whats the worst thing you have ever done? omg... like 3 years ago i let this girl use facebook on my phone bc she had her internet access taken from her for some reason. she didn’t log out so i jst kind of kept it logged in bc she was friends with evil nate/this guy who was actively trying to ruin my life (long story) & i kind of wanted to keep an eye on him. anyway she used to meet these weird random guys on a website called myyearbook or something, and while my friend riley and i were lurking, one of them started messaging her all this weird stuff like “i wanna like… fuck your boobs” and we couldn’t like ignore it bc clearly he saw we were online. so we jst kept sending him back things like “that’s nice” hoping he would go away. he kept at it anyway and started pestering her/us for nudes and like… clearly we couldn’t send him any. so we decided to tell him like “sorry i can’t rn” and he got rlly rlly angry and flipped out and told her/us to never speak to him again. he seriously blocked her over it omg it was ridiculous! so we deleted the messages that we had sent behind her back & logged out to keep things from getting any worse. the next time i saw her she was like “yeah i think nick deactivated his fb isn’t that weird?” and i had to pretend like this was new information and not something i was undoubtedly responsible for whats your favorite candle scent? the golden sands yankee candle is my go-to! 3 favorite boy names / 3 favorite girl names i can’t think of any off the top of my head!
favorite actor? favorite actress? who is your celebrity crush? these were 3 separate questions, but i have no personal investment in celebrity culture, so im jst going to answer them all w that. favorite movie? it’s hard to say but i’ve been watching black swan a lot lately do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? i dnt read as often as i’d like to. my favorite book is pet sematary!  money or brains? brains.. duh do you have a nickname? what is it? i’ve had a lot of nicknames and i always sort of latched onto them bc the name on my birth certificate is Fuckin ugly. ppl called me kitty in middle school and janice when i was a freshman in high school. for the life of me i cant remember where either of those originated from how many times have you been to the hospital? idk how many times ive been to the ER or whatever but i’ve had to stay there 3 times top 10 favorite songs i can never think of favorite anythings and they change constantly anyway do you take any medications daily? yeah what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) oily -_- what is your biggest fear? abandonment 😵 how many kids do you want? none whats your go to hair style? i always go back to a blonde bob that’s like, an inch or two longer than my chin what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) jst an average size single family home? who is your role model? dnt have one what was the last compliment you received? i cant remember but it was probably something affirming ian said to me what was the last text you sent? ”#iansrevenge” to ian, obviously how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? fairly young. i dnt remember being too invested in that stuff either way what is your dream car? i drove my dream car for like 3 years and it was nothing but a hassle, so now i no longer have goals or ambitions opinion on smoking? there are worse things. the tobacco industry, on the other hand... do you go to college? lol what is your dream job? LOL would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? rural area. there’s no privacy in the suburbs do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? always do you have freckles? yes do you smile for pictures? sometimes! how many pictures do you have on your phone? 800 have you ever peed in the woods? i’ve been camping many times before so probably
do you still watch cartoons? sometimes but i’m not invested in any do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? i would never cheat on wendy Favorite dipping sauce? buffalo sauce! what do you wear to bed? fleece pants and a t shirt. nothing exciting have you ever won a spelling bee? i’ve never even competed in one what are your hobbies? when you work 40 hours a week you literally dnt have time for hobbies can you draw? i used to all the time but yknow... shit happens do you play an instrument? again, used to. mental illness is a real bitch sometimes what was the last concert you saw? elton john! tea or coffee? tea Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? starbucks!! do you want to get married? no what is your crush’s first and last initial? PASS are you going to change your last name when you get married? i can’t ever see myself getting married but if i do i won’t change my last name unless i like theirs a lot what color looks best on you? white do you miss anyone right now? i miss my friends! do you sleep with your door open or closed? open, usually do you believe in ghosts? yes what is your biggest pet peeve? total strangers standing too close to me in public last person you called` michael favorite ice cream flavor? mint chocolate 😋 regular oreos or golden oreos? regular chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow 💜 what shirt are you wearing? one of my work shirts what is your phone background? the lacey street theater in fairbanks are you outgoing or shy? definitely on the shy side do you like it when people play with your hair? im indifferent to it do you like your neighbors? i dnt talk to them do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? both! have you ever been high? yes binch have you ever been drunk? im drunk... often last thing you ate? a banana favorite lyrics right now nothing is resonating strongly with me at the moment. my personality has been out on lunch for abt 2 months now and im not sure when theyre coming back. summer or winter? winter day or night? night dark, milk, or white chocolate? white favorite month? october! what is your zodiac sign gemini who was the last person you cried in front of? probably my mom. who knows
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1. What is your full name? Rather not say although it isn’t hard to figure out.
2. How old are you? 22
3. When is your birthday? July 1994
4. What is your zodiac sign? Cancer
5. What is your favorite color? Idk maybe pink, yellow, orange.. 
6. What’s your lucky number? 123,456,789 7. Do you have any pets? Not really me specifically
8. Where are you from? US
9. How tall are you? 5′3
10. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Maybe 5-8
11. What did you last have for breakfast? ausage egg n cheese
12. What was your last dream about? I recently quit my job and I keep having dreams about working there :( which sucks bc I really do miss it. 13. What is the best thing about you? my sense of humor if you’re into that sort of thing 
14. Put shuffle on your iPod, what were the first 5 songs? I shuffled my roommates spotofy instead
1. Wilky Way Stomp - Supervision
2. Whyd Ya Only Call Me When Youre High - Arctic Monkeys
3. Snap Out of It - Arctic Monkeys
4. Homewrecker - Marina and the Diamonds
5. Temporary Residence - Eliot Lipp
15. Favorite song? currently Packed Powder by Blind Pilot
16. Favorite TV show? Orange is the New Black
17. Favorite movie? rn it’s Butterfly Effect
18. Do you miss anyone right now?  My bf but Im annoyed with him at the same time.. complicated lol
19. Do you want children? no
20. Do you want a church wedding? no
21. Are you religious? No
22. Have you ever been to the hospital? once for a panic attack
23. Have you ever met any celebrities? I met Bastille
24. Baths or showers? baths
25. What color socks are you wearing?  red
26. Have you ever been famous? No
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? Sure
28. What type of music do you like? Anything - I like what I like I can’t really sum it up. 
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? many times
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? just one
31. What position do you usually sleep in? on my stomach
32. How big is your house? teeny
33. What do you typically have for breakfast? coffee and a donut
34. Have you ever fired a gun? Only air rifles and bb guns
35. Have you ever tried archery?  Yes, compact and longbow
36. Who is your celebrity crush? Jake Gyllenhaal but he is so fucking gross in Bubble Boy dont even go there lmao
37. Who do you look up to? My parents for different reasons, suffragists, Malala, Margaret Hamilton, women in history type people
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?  Probably a solid 48 hours but I was a mess
39. Do you have any scars? A few small ones, nothing significant
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Probably
41. Are you a good liar? Very
42. Are you a good judge of character? Very
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? Not particularly well
44. Do you have a strong accent? Not particularly
45. What is your favorite accent? European-Russian
46. Name all the countries you’ve been to?  US obviously, Mexico, Russia
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? A 500 dollar dress
48. Can you curl your tongue? Yes
49. Are you an innie or an outie? hehe innie
50. Left or right handed? right
51. Are you scared of spiders? no
52. Favorite food? pasta
53. Favorite foreign food? still pasta
54. Are you a clean or messy person? I can be both
55. Most used phrase? idk
56. Most used word?  I don’t know
57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 30 min, but I usua;;y only give myself 10
58. Do you have much of an ego?  sometimes too much sometimes not enough.
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?  bite
60. Do you talk to yourself? Yeah.
61. Do you sing to yourself? Yeah.
62. Are you a good singer?  Yup
63. Biggest Fear? Losing someone I love
64. Are you a gossip? Sure
65. Favorite character in anything? I like Nightcrawler in X-Men, Link in Zelda, Gohan in DBZ
66. Do you like long or short hair? Indifferent
67. Can you name all 50 states of America? hprobably not lmao
68. Favorite school subject? music, history
69. Extrovert or Introvert? Bit of both
70. Favorite hobbies? the outdoors, camping, watching tv, reading, crafts, dancing, shopping, writing, 
71. What makes you nervous? anxiety and feeling like everyone can notice when it’s particularly bad
72. Are you scared of the dark? No.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? Hmm yeah - I tend to play devil’s advocate a lot
74. Are you ticklish? Yeah
75. Have you ever started a rumor? No but Ive probably spread some. There was a rumor a while ago that I was a lesbian.
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? A few times: babysitting, training employees, leading a group, etc
77. Have you ever drank underage?  Yeah
78. Have you ever done drugs? I dabbled with a few things back in the day, not really me though
79. Who was your first real crush? Link from zelda lmao
80. How many piercings do you have? Two per ear
81. Can you roll your Rs?  Yes
82. How fast can you type?  Fairly fast.
83. How fast can you run? Fairly slow
84. What color is your hair ? naturally blonde, but currently light brown
85. What color are your eyes?  Green/Blue 
86. What are you allergic to? cats, dogs, dust, trees, 
87. Do you keep a journal? yes, like a whole bunch lol
88. What do your parents do?  police officer and nurse
89. Do you like your age? I try to
90. What makes you angry? When people belittle me or put me down. When people are put-off by my friendliness or awkwardness (which makes sense, I know, but it still pisses me off). Also when people take advantage of me. When people treat my loved ones poorly. Drinking and driving. 
91. Do you like your own name? I do
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? Not really, I like old-fashioned names like Everett, Jack, Anna, Scarlett, 
93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? If I had to choose a girl
94. If you had to have someone narrate the story of your life to you when you died, who would it be? the british dude who does planet earth!! Or beethoven via a symphony :D
95. What’s the best thing you’ve ever won? a 5k dollar video camera set only too bad I won it for my job that I just left..
96. How did you get your name? my dad really wanted an emily
97. Out of the original 151 which is your favorite Pokémon?  jigglypuff
98. What browser do you use? Google 
99. Color of your bedspread?  black
100. Color of your room? I dont have a room
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