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caimkairos · 3 years

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@kageyumii said: “Try to get some sleep. You’ll feel better.” (For Yua)

“Wh- you can’t just expect me to stop! I- I need to keep going! At least until-” Until what? Until Russia’s problems are solved in a single day?

She doesn’t know how much time they have. Chaldea- Chaldea left in a hurry. They must have assumed it would collapse to a degree- to a degree they couldn’t anticipate. Because nobody has studied this, in Chaldea- and in the six months that have passed Yua hasn’t had much of a chance either, but she’s in the best position, from overhearing the Crypter’s talk of the Lostbelts, the Trees of Emptiness. All she can do-

“We... we don’t know how long we have, and the Yaga need more food than humans so I- I need to redo any calculations I could try- and, and we have to move everyone to Moscow but very few are willing to, considering- considering everything, but we absolutely cannot have people on the edges in case it goes as we’re assuming from the outside in, especially with the stormwall being gone we don’t know what- what will happen if, if we go outside of it, and things are crumbling, a- and I don’t know what to do, because we can’t- we can’t just-” It’s not the beginnings of a nervous breakdown, it’s the culmination from one that is desperate and frightened, unable to be shown to anyone else, because Ivan the Terrible isn’t personable, and at least some of the Yaga of Moscow have seen the captive mage, so they can feel somewhat reassured, but Yua is awkward and terrified of people and she just can’t do this-

For a moment, Archer’s figure blurs, between the stress and nausea and fear, and the salty tears that sting her eyes, and she cannot even breathe. (For a moment, her own eyes blur, something between brown and yellow.)

She needs help. She can’t do this alone, she can’t, she needs help, she’s useless and stupid, and it’s not like they can just shoot out of the world and escape it all-

"...”

Just shoot it out of the world.

Just escape. Just be able to move, to let them all (and she already considers herself as a ‘them’ with the Yaga) find somewhere- somewhere to live that won’t hurt human history-

don’t notice me / look away / hide over here / forget i exist / forget what has happened / forget this / forget it all ever happened / forget forget forget / what’s close to forgetting / delete something from the memory / control alt delete / backspace / erase / erase me from your memory / erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure erasure adapt to the thoughts of those connected to these eyes, warp the mind to understand the process:

> Erase Yua Saito from the world’s memory? > Duration of erasure safe for existence: 9 seconds. > Realization will be actualized within: 60 seconds. > Confirm erasure attempt for 60 seconds.

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Do you see the moon?

Can you decode the face of the moon?

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The planet can remember things that you cannot, but to access this one must not be of the planet, not be here, to be an erased empty space to be filled by the planet, fixing what has been altered in it’s texture.

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Look to the south-west. Look to the south.

Send a cry to the south, to the barricade maker.

This will achieve one answer-

The Earth but not to the Moon those like. The earth. Those world from the moon Cell who an emperor barricading beyond the Moon. The made of answer to those like respond, one the Moon. Shoot to the M-

A voice, a hand, that nearly passes through (it begins to pass through, it did for a solid moment) her shoulder.

The world goes white, and she goes limp, unconscious, but solid once more.

#shaking like sakura blossoms in a storm.yua ic #to ask is to receive.ask #long post tw #((I WANTED TO TRIM THIS BUT IT ISN'T COOPERATING WITH ME I'M SORRY SOBS #((i keep trying to add a read more and it just doesn't let me post so.... WHOOOPS

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