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olderthannetfic · 3 years

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Ugh. I'm so fricking tired of these pedophile-obsessed people looking for and doing nothing but talk about pedophilia ALL OVER THE WEB.

It's like we're just here enjoying talking about a couple of middle aged women having space adventures together and these wild-eyed people barge into the room shouting WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT PEDOPHILES.

Or we'll be talking about a demon and angel thousands of years old falling in love and saving the world but suddenly the door bangs open making us all jump and they scream BUT WHAT ABOUT THE PEDOPHILES.

So we move down to the local coffee shop AU to talk about racism and representation in fandom but someone plonks down at our table and pushss our drinks aside and says ARE YOU SAYING YOU DON'T CARS THERE'S PEDOPHILES?!

And sure, somewhere, probably, some fifteen year old girl is writing a fantasy self insert fic about a character her age getting ravished by some fictional character she finds sexy from a TV show, and like as not she might write it as Not Her Idea (the younger character's) because it's embarrassing to admit desire even to oneself and kind of fun to pretend one is desirable, and so what you end up is a teen safely and tentatively exploring sexual impulses through writing instead of going out having sex in the real world too soon and getting in trouble, but the Purity Police are just sure SHE IS A PEDOPHILE and attack her to SAVE FICTIONAL INNOCENT TEENAGE GIRLS FROM THE ACTUAL REAL TEENAGED GIRL who tends to write this kind of fic

(see also stories about teenagers having sex, written by, gasp, horny teenagers thinking about sex: older fanfic writers are not interested in the sexual fantasies, novice writing skills, and inexperience of horny teenagers but again the Purity Police has an unhealthy obsession with them and keeps holding them up as examples of supposed PEDOPHILES)

on and on and on.

I am 50 years old. I have been a moderator of many forums in my day. I have to tell you that the PEDOPHILES are not lurking around every corner of fandom trying to get you.

What IS lurking around every corner right now is a tiny, vocal, PEDOPHILE OBSESSED mob insisting on shoving their fantasies, fears, fixations and fetishes about PEDOPHILIA in everyone's faces. Y'all give creepy details about PEDOS, as you call them — you even have a pet name for them — and what you thing they do and write about, when fans who have been active in fanfic communities since before the internet have never seen any evidence of what you are obsessed with.

Pedophiles PEDOPHILES pedophilia. PEDOS PEDOS PEDOPHILEs. That's all this tiny group wants to talk about — their fandom, if you will.

It's a damn good thing they're wrong about exposure causing people to want to do what they read about, because for the last few years they keep shoving pedophilia discourse in our faces, forcing us to consider it more in the past few years than we have in our entire lives— which in my case and in the case of many other CSA survivors is both ironic and abusive.

And it's a good thing writing about something isn't an indicator of real-world actions, because otherwise I would be very worried about this mob of PEDO OBSESSED people invading fandom spaces.

#ahaha #I'm dying #nothing to add except that I too have seen this pattern since the 90s and before

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koko-bopp · 4 years

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Like I Need You

jeong yuno x male!reader

word count - 1K

genre - the holy Trinity of angst, sex and fluff

warning(s) - mature-ish, friends with benifits, fwb to lovers, self-doubt, minor friendzoning

synopsis - you've had this kind of relationship with Jaehyun for a while; the whole friends with benifits thing, and even despite the fact, you two maintain a healthy friendship. However, while all this is happening; Jaehyun kind of wants more. {Also very briefly inspired by like I need you by keshi}

A loud moan swept past your lips, your body shook at the response of Jaehyun calling you his good boy as his hands bruised the sides of your hips. His mouth was on your neck, ravishing up the skin like it had been untouched even though you two were in this position not less than four days ago.

"Fuck, you're so good for me," Jaehyun just couldn't get his hands off of you, and honestly, the feeling was mutual; you had a hand in his hair as the other was clawing his back; your nails sinking into the skin of his shoulder; hearing him whince and digging his fingers into his hips even harder was your response.

He didn't remember how tonight's meeting started, his only goal involved making you feel as sexually satisfied as possible; wanting to hear you moan his name, leave hickeys, bruises and scratches on his body and he'd happily do the same for you, look at him with lust-driven expressions with your tongue sticking out just to get him more riled up.

"J-Jae! Oh my god, I'm gonna–" You moaned, and ended up letting out a broken chuckle at the end of it as you felt Jaehyun smirk against your neck. You shut your eyes tight and allowed yourself to release onto yourself and Jaehyun, the orgasm hard enough to make your knees buckle and give you that sense of ecstacy.

Jaehyun let out a string of grunts and groans as he came, his breathing uneven for the duration before he looked at you through tired eyes, grinning at your, too, fucked out expression. He pulled out carefully, and even after you hadn't moved from his lap.

You had you mouth agape and just a bit of saliva falling from your tongue as you wiped your bottom lip with it, the dryness of constantly breathing from your mouth from how exhilarating this whole... experience was. You manage to catch your breath, only a little, but you smiled down at Jaehyun, "Wanna tell me again that I wouldn't be able to ride you?"

Jaehyun shook his head, closing his eyes for that moment before opening them to respond to you, his hands how having a softer grip on you as they moved up to support your back, "Not at all, I take back what I said, you– man, you just did all that so well."

You giggled, using the back of your hand to push away the hair that was stuck on Jaehyun's forehead and move it back with the rest of the lovely strands of hair.

It made Jaehyun nervous, because you were treating him like a lover, not that you can tell, because this thing has been going on for three months now;

The whole; 'bet-you-can't-[insert sexual act]'

İt was all fun and games, there was no competitive or aggressive nature to it, it was more like a gentle nudge to get one to sleep with the other.

Because usually if your friend said with clear indication of his statement being a joke; 'damn, you got a small mouth, bet you couldn't fit anything bigger than a Pocky stick in there' you wouldn't offer him a blowjob to prove him wrong.

Or maybe you would, but in this case, you did.

It just continued. You two would just visit each other with the intention of just watching a Disney movie only for Jaehyun to be on top of you right before the credits roll in.

This whole experience was definitely fun, but it made Jaehyun confused.

Because unknown to you, Jaehyun really likes you.

It wasn't just when you'd moan his name he'd feel a sense of pride; it would be when you'd pick him over the other boys when you needed help with something; he knew you could wrap any man you wish around your finger and yet he was always the one you wanted.

Sometimes the guys would talk about who they found attractive and make a few comments about what they liked about them, then you'd jokingly say that Jaehyun was the only guy you needed. It would make the brunet joyous as hell, but it was a joke, so he'd do his best not to get to him.

'Guys like Jaehyun are my type', you'd once said. Well, what was wrong with him? Guys that are 'like' him? Similar but not exact? What the hell does that even mean?

There were still guys you flirted with, dudes you'd gone out with, men who'd allow to touch you but never in the ways and with the intentions that Jaehyun had, but then these gentlemen would finally take the courage step to shoot their shot; but you always turn them down. Claiming they weren't the one you wanted.

Jaehyun loved touching you, feeling you and kissing you; placing his hands on your skin, leaving marks for the next guy who tries to make a move,

Maybe you think about him the way he does about you.

"What's wrong, baby?" You ask, you hadn't looked at him directly, still gently pushing the hair back that was making its way forward consecutively, but you'd seemed to notice Jaehyun lost in thought as he stared at you.

Jaehyun's heart stared racing, not the kind when you'd make the first move to climb onto his lap; but the nervous, uncovering of a secret kind.

He shook his head, smiling at you, "It's nothing," he said, "You don't have to worry."

"Of course I do," you sympathised, "What kind of friend would I be?"

Jaehyun swallowed hard. Friend? Was that all he was to you?

That, he wasn't sure why, but it really hurt. He dropped his gaze at you, desperately trying to look somewhere else as his mind dwelled on the word.

You noticed the behaviour, moving your hand down to his cheek so he could look at you. You had a pout on your lip, and Jaehyun wanted to lean up at kiss it, but he stopped himself as you spoke; "Are you gonna tell me?"

Jaehyun swallowed the lump in his throat, he was struggling to look at you, but he tried his best anyway. "[Y/N]...?" He started then stopped himself, hesitant.

"Yes, Jaehyun," you continued.

"Are we.. just friends if we're fucking?"

It took you my surprise, you were kind of hoping that he'd bring it up, because you didn't have it in you to as the same question. "Where's this coming from?" You ask. It was a little unexpected, especially right after one of your sessions, but you smiled softly at Jaehyun, then leaned forward to place your forehead on his, your hand on his cheek falling down to his shoulder as you spoke through half-lidded eyes, "Only if you want it to be."

No way.

He pulled apart, mainly out of shock, he was expecting a 'i like it the way it is' or a 'lets keep it like this', because you're you, you wouldn't turn him down harshly, and he would just accept it the way it is because he's not a jerk. But he earned it vaugely what he wanted to hear. "What? [Y/N], are you–?"

You've kind of always had a crush on him, part of you just didn't believe that the feeling was mutual, so you never knew of you should've been allowed to act on it, even if a few of his friends were telling you to do so, you were still unsure, so you hid behind your feelings with comments of uncertainty.

Your cheeks felt hot at his reaction, and partly because you taking small steps to get to the main message was becoming so much easier yet so much difficult. You shrugged softly, "Yeah, I guess I am," you said shyly, "And I think we've been doing this enough to ask you to be my boyfriend." You your playing with the cross earing that was hanging from Jaehyun's earlobe as a distraction, avoiding the grin on his face.

"So, are you going to ask?" Jaehyun teases.

"I donno," You respond, beyond flustered, "Are you going to accept?"

"Of course," Jaehyun rolls his eyes, placing a kiss on the skin of your cheek.

Wow, after being reluctant for months on end.

He got what he was hoping for.

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