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#'nicholas are you literally complaining about having money' yes and i deserve to be killed for it. are you offering
mosstrades · 6 months
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#I hate spending money I hate spending money I hate spending money I hate spending money I hate spending money#buying stuff for university with the money I'm being given by the state to finance my education. monstrous#i just wanna hoard it forever in case of emergency but nooo i have to use it for its intended purpose. fuck me#[muffled scream into hands]#i could never have a shopping addiction I'm getting palpitations at spending 130E on books I explicitly need#and tbf could i get them at the library and i DID whittle down the list and will just get some at the library#but i work unthinkably better when i can write on them#so add THAT to the guilt#vent post#economic anxiety cw#nick.txt#'nicholas are you literally complaining about having money' yes and i deserve to be killed for it. are you offering#'what practical use is for these books is it even worth the money? am i even gonna read them? we're not even getting tested on them. why#should i read these?'#girl youre literally enrolled in a philosophy major. why do you do anything. to learn. give yourself the chance to learn the way#you have access to. come on#i gotta be kinder to myself my god#anyway sorry for the tumblr tag dialectics im having such a time about this very simple purchase. it literally set me back on a month of#coursework bc ive gotten so disquieted every time i looked at my basket in the secondhand book website lmao#(through gritted teeth) ask not what men deserve#(can you believe my teacher looked me straight in the eye and listed 40 books i should read. for a single semester.)
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