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milkovski · 2 years
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tagged by kammm @iero​ ty!!! to list my top three bands and my five favourite songs from each band!!!
idk that these all count as “bands” asfsdf but i listen to a very limited number of musicians so they count as bands today.
Frank Ocean
Wiseman
Ivy
White Ferrari
Pink + White
Godspeed ...? Pink + White and Godspeed are not as important to me as the first three. I’m also pretty fond of Bad Religion so let’s say a three-way tie for the fourth and fifth spots.
My Chemical Romance
This one’s hardest simply because I’ve been listening to them the shortest amount of time and this list changes near daily. I guess I’m pretty fond of these five (whittled down from like eight) right now, in no particular order.
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison (definitely a fixture)
The Sharpest Lives
The Light Behind Your Eyes
Cancer
Kill All Your Friends
Anderson .Paak ...???
Come Down
The Season / Carry Me
Heart Don’t Stand a Chance
Come Home
The Bird ...? I'm pretty fond of Parking Lot too.
I won't tag anyone but if a friend sees this and wants to do it please do I would like to see it 🥺.
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masonmyluv · 10 months
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Barcelona GP - Pedri Gonzalez
Pedri Gonzales x reader
Warnings: ansgt, jealous!Pedri, brother!Carlos Sainz, bestfriend! Charles Leclerc, mentions of some other drivers, google translated Spanish, I hope that’s all
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"Carlito!!!"
"Stop calling me that hermanita. I have a reputation around here" Carlos said. "Who's that fella over there?" He asked. "Pedri, come here" you said, seeing that he was a bit lost. "Carlos, this is my boyfriend, Pedro and Pedro, he's my annoying older brother Carlos" you made the introduction and the boys shook their hands. "Good to finally meet you. Y/N won't shut up about you" Carlos smiled. They engaged in a conversation, more like interrogatory, so you made your way over to the other Ferrari driver.
"Lord Perceval, lovely to see you again" you bowed. "My lady" he laughed, placing a kiss on your hand. The gesture made Pedri's blood boil, but he kept cool. "Y/N!" "Lando! Good to see you again" you said, hugging the British boy. "I hope you're good. Both of you, with the rough start and everything" you said. "I've been better..." Lando sighed. "I know. I really hope you get P10 tomorrow" you said sympathetically. "Thanks Y/N. Is always great to meet you before a race" Lando said and went to the McLaren garage. "So... you and Barcelona's golden boy. Who would've thought?" Charles teased. "Yeah... well it happened" you blushed, looking over to the two most important men in your life. "I would be dead by now" Charles joked. "Comment ça? (What do you mean?)" You asked. "He's been throwing daggers here all the time" he chuckled. "He's not that jealous" you shrugged. "Mhm here he comes" he said.
"So... ready for some action hermanita?" Carlos asked as Pedri made his presence well known to you by wrapping an arm around your waist. "Always hermanito" you teased. "How do you like it so far?" You asked Pedri as the two drivers were busy checking their cars. "Bueno" he replied. "Seriously Pedri? I know your inner child is screaming" you laughed. "True, but I don't want to make a scene right now" he said. "Ooohh... you want to show my brother you aren't a little boy anymore. I get it" you said, patting his cheek. "It's not—" "Your secret's safe with me, Pepi" you said, kissing his lips softly. "Hey! No PDA around here" Carlos said. "Overprotective brother phase 1" you rolled your eyes.
After the race, you congratulated even more drivers for their poles and Pedri felt like he wanted to punch everyone. You went over to Pierre, Perez and Alonso, but Pedri wanted to meet Verstappen, so you went over the Red Bull Racing pit. Now that little boy was coming out of Pedri, who asked Max for a picture and an autograph too. "cómo estás? (How are you)" Sergio Perez asked. "Bueno. Y tú? (Good. And you)" you replied. "decepcionado (disappointed)" he sighed. "estoy seguro de que puede manejar (I'm sure you can manage)" you tried to encourage him. "No estoy tan seguro. Pole 13 es malo (Im not that sure. P13 is bad)" he explained. "No quiero que Max gane. alguien más es mejor (I don't want Max to win. Anyone else is better)" you said quietly so the Dutch won't hear you. "Veo que no has seguido adelante (I see you haven't moved on)" he smiled knowingly. "Jamás (never)".
"What a day! Verstappen P1. He's going to win this" Pedri said, making his way into the room after he's had his shower. "Yeah wonderful" you said sarcastically. "Don't be grumpy. Carlos got P4 which is good" he said, putting on his pyjamas. "Yeah I guess" you sighed. "Or are you sad that Leclerc got only P11?" He asked. "Are you jealous Pepi?" "Never said I was. But you seem very comfortable around all these guys. Wouldn't be shocked if you fucked them" he shrugged. "Very highly you think of me, Pedro" you snapped. "Just saying. What I saw today. A bit too friendly for my liking" he said. "They're my friends. And Charles is my brother's teammate! Obviously I'm a bit closer to him than to anyone else! You have no right to be jealous" you said, tears threatening to spill. "Whatever" he rolled his eyes.
You left the room quietly while he was still in the bathroom, and made your way down to the pits. You needed some time alone to think.
"What's up, petit papillon? (little butterfly)"
"Charles, sorry. I had a little fight with Pedro and didn't know where to go" you smiled weakly through the tears.
"You never call him that"
"What?"
"Pedro. You call him Pedri, Pepi, Pedrito. I get you're mad at him" he said.
"I am, oui. He's being a jealous ass. Thinks I fucked you all" you said, cringing at your words. How could he think that in the first place?
"If only he knew how Carlos truly is. Je suis surpris that he didn't chop his balls off yet (I am surprised)" Charles joked.
"And even if we were to be...you're not my type of girl, but you're his type" Charles said. "stupide de dire ça (stupid to say that)" you said. "Excuse moi. I'm not Doctor Love, but I see that you really love him" he said. "I do. And I'm also jealous. When girls give him pieces of paper with their numbers or Instagram, whispering in his ear to leave me and fuck with them" you shrugged.
"Disgusting"
"I know. But I try to ignore them and love him for what he is. The man Pedri, not the footballer" you said. "I know. That's why everyone here loves you. Because you saw behind the famous drivers, you saw the people behind them. And you're friends with the actual people, not the drivers. Which means a lot to all of us" he said, hugging you.
"Y/N? Are you here?" Pedri's desperate voice interrupted your hug with Charles. It was enough to look at Charles to know he had a plan. "Hola Pedri. How are you mate?" Charles said, not giving away that you were hiding behind his car. "Not so good. Y/N left after we had a little argument, left her phone in our room and no one has seen her. I'm going insane" he said. "Well, I happen to know where she is, but—" he pointed his finger at Pedri. "You stay where you are, don't move a finger. And she'll come out when she's ready" Charles said, leaving the room.
"Y/N, amor, I'm so sorry... I trust you, I know you won't cheat or anything like that... I just saw you being so friendly with them and just remembered how we met...you weren't like that towards me and I thought what do they have and I don't? I don't know the answer to that... but I know I love you and had no right to be jealous. You go through this almost every day with me and the fans and you're not throwing a tantrum at me. You understand me and I should've done that today too. I'm sorry... I feel so bad" he sobbed. "Oh Pedri, come here" you said, leaving your hiding spot and hugging him. His head fell on your shoulder, letting tears soak your hoodie. "I'm so sorry" he whispered. "It's okay... maybe I should have warned you about me being friends with almost everyone on here. But they are my friends and I get very few chances to see them lately, so it's always good to see them" you said, threading your fingers through his hair. "And with Charles we're just friends. Best friends. Who do you think I told that I was seeing this Spanish football player huh? He was the only one who knew and he told me to go for it. Even if it fails, at least I tried. And look at us. We're together and happy" you said, pulling away to look into his glossy eyes. "And you're special to me, Pedri. I love them as friends, but you're the only one I love like I want to scream of happiness... or the one I want to rip the clothes off" you chuckled. "Eres preciosa (you're precious)" he smiled, pecking your lips softly.
"Now that's what I want to see, hermano" Charles said, leaning on the door. "Spanish looks good on you" you chuckled. "Well, Carlos taught me some" he said, wiggling his eyebrows. "You should go to sleep. You have a big race tomorrow" you said. "I'm sorry for all this" you said. "Don't. I'm happy to help a friend" Charles said, hugging you. "But I'll chop you dick off next time" he said to Pedri. "Got it, sir" he joked, taking your hand in his. "No need to call me that. I'm only 5 years older" Charles laughed. "You're old, grandpa" you said laughing. "I will pretend you didn't say that. Goodnight" Charles replied.
"God I was so worried about you" Pedri said, back in your hotel room. "I mean I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't found you. Probably faint" he chuckled, hugging you from behind as you tried to fall asleep. "I love you" he whispered. "I love you too, Pepi".
"Yes! Go Charles! Go Carlito!" You yelled their names as they passed the finish line one after the other. Charles first place, Carlos second and Perez third. "I'm so proud of them" you said. "And where is Verstappen? I can't see him on the podium" you teased Pedri. "He just had a bad race day" he shrugged. "Aham. As you say. Let's go celebrate with them".
"Carlito!!! I'm so proud of you" you said, hugging your brother soaked in champagne. "Don't call me that, hermanita" he whined. "And Charles! I'm so proud of you too. You really deserve this" you said, hugging the Monegasque. "Why aren't you calling him Charlito?" Carlos asked, making you laugh. "I should, shouldn't I? Pedrito, Carlito and Charlito. The three most important men in my life" you said, pulling them into a group hug. "I don't like it" Charles huffed.
"Don't be sad, Charlito" Carlos imitated your voice and they started bickering (playfully).
"You good?" You asked, seeing Pedri was a bit zoned out. "Yeah. Just enjoying the view" he replied. "Which is?". "Mostly you" he smirked. "Come on, we have to celebrate" Carlos said, throwing his arm around Pedri's shoulder and dragging him after him. You and Charles walked behind them. "So everything's good in paradise?" He asked smirking. "Yes. Again, thank you so much" you said. "That's what friends are for, non?". "Of course, Charlito" you giggled. "Hey!".
Hope you like it ❤️
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stuffeddeer · 5 months
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haii deer i hope you are able to get all your assignments done on time! was reading your tags and aro dazai?? big brain.
so how about aro ace darling? never been in a relationship and never really want to, their friends are more than enough for them !! honestly i just wanna be aro buddies with dazai 🥹
but damn just being weirdo coworkers together, im,,, willing to look past many red flags for him 💔
YOURE JUST LIKE ME FR dazai and i are best friends and we are aro you can ask him yourself also weirdo coworkers.. you get it
"Oh, wait, so you were the latest person hired?" Atsushi's head cocked to the side, looking at you with curiosity. "How long have you been here?"
"My dear here has been with the agency for three months! You know, I was the one that brought them on board," Dazai gloated, a smug smirk on his face and a dramatic hand over his heart.
You were quick to play along, throwing a dramatic hand over your forehead as you leaned back. "Oh, my hero! What would I do without my lovely Dazai?" The sarcastic lilt in your tone didn't go unnoticed by the newest agency member, but he decided not to comment on it.
"Was it like what happened with me? Did you find Dazai drowning?" Apparently a common occurrence, Atsushi had pieced together.
Dazai denied, a smile on his face as he replied with a simple, "Nope!" A few moments of silence passed before the junior realized he wasn't going to elaborate.
Just as he opened his mouth to ask for more information, you decided to take pity on the poor soul and fill him in. "I bailed him out of a holding cell."
No one bat an eye. Atsushi looked around the office, trying to see if maybe someone was holding back laughter, but not a single one of his new coworkers were phased. Did they not hear what you said?
"He got detained for public disturbance in the middle of a case. I told Dazai he'd have to find a way to get out on his own, and he shows back up not even thirty minutes later with them in tow," Kunikida explains, frustration evident in his voice. "I was trying to teach him a lesson."
"I was in the area," you shrug.
"Yeah, being detained as well..."
"I was being released from detainment, actually!" You correct Kunikida, a proud grin on your face. "And Dazai said I should follow him, so I did."
Atsushi laughed awkwardly. He knew you seemed similar to Dazai in your hedonistic pursuits, but this was baffling. "And the president hired you?"
"I had an entrance exam, but pretty much! I had just been fired from my old job the day before so Dazai helped me get set up here. And before you ask: I was fired because I told the boss' kid I wouldn't date him. He got all upset and told daddy to can me," you huff in frustration, still annoyed at your wrongful termination.
Kunikida rolled his eyes. "Don't act like some martyr; You also deserved to be fired. You just messed around on the job like you do here. You barely got any work done."
"You want me so badly it makes you look stupid—"
"I told them to sue and say it's discrimination because they're aro," Dazai cut you off, a pout on his lips like he's annoyed you didn't take his advice.
"What's... arrow?" Atsushi cocked his head to the side. He was unaware of the terminology, having never come across it in this context during his studies at the orphanage.
"Oh, it's shorthand for aromantic. It just means, like, experiencing little to no romantic attraction to anyone. It varies, of course..." You try to explain simply.
Atsushi nods, understanding the basic idea. "But it'd be wrong to lie about your sexuality, right?"
"I'm aro, actually," you shrug. Everyone at the agency is well aware, so Atsushi will likely find out eventually.
"Oh!" The younger employee's cheeks turn pink, feeling a little sheepish for assuming. A moment passes as Atsushi thinks before furrowing his eyebrows in confusion. "I thought you and Dazai..?"
"We're both aromantic," Dazai rests his chin on his hand, elbow on his desk and an amused smirk pulling at his lips. "I've dated a lot in the past, but I realized it's just not for me."
"I've never been in a relationship and never want to," you add in yourself. "Aromanticism is... much more complex than how I explained it. Dazai feels romantic attraction, but doesn't— Is it fine if I tell him this?" You suddenly ask, realizing it really isn't your place to speak on his experience, even as his best friend.
"Oh, I don't care. Saves me the trouble," Dazai waves his hand dismissively. "But yeah, I feel romantic attraction, but lose it when it's reciprocated."
Atsushi nods slowly, beginning to understand. "Oh, okay. So you two are just close friends, then."
"Are we just not going to ask what you were doing in a holding cell when Dazai got thrown in?" Tanizaki asks from his desk.
"I just got too silly, you know how it is."
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skiiyoomin · 25 days
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What the JJK characters listen to part 2
warnings: swearing!! proofread
RULES !!
DO NOT COPY OR REPOST MY WORK PLEASE
REQUESTS: OPEN
NAVIGATION
WHO DO I WRITE FOR?
Nobody asked for a second part. Do i care? no.
Characters included: Yuuji, Megumi, Nobara, Inumaki, Yuuta, Maki
idk if im missing anyone anyways YO THIS IS FUN
part 1
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Yuuji Itadori
Honestly, he screams Shakira to me, and Jennifer Lopez too.
His entire music taste consists of 2000s pop music thats super nostalgic and at the same time makes you cringe.
ALSO, he has the Backstreet Boys on repeat. Like literally on loop all the time.
Tried, keyword tried, getting into classical music just to seem cultured and fancy but he ended listening to piano covers of Call Me Maybe and Britney Spears.
He´s the type of person you´d take with you to do carpool karaoke cause you know he´s gonna play the songs everyone knows.
Honorable mention: NewJeans (cause he´s secretly not so secretly a kpop stan)
Megumi Fushiguro
Isn´t it obvious?
He´s SO Lana Del Rey coded.
ALSO, he had a Melanie Martinez phase that´s really not a phase but he says it is.
Other than Lana, he listens to soft beat type of songs, like Cigarettes After Sex, Men I Trust or Clairo.
Even if its not his usual vibe, he lowkey highkey really enjoys Coldplay after Yuuji showed him one of their songs, especially their softer tuned songs. (aka Sparks im gonna cry hol up)
Honorable mention: Billie Eilish
Kugisaki Nobara
SHES A BARBZ ALL THE WAY
Her whole vibe is hot pink and a hot girl typa gal. That applies to her music taste as well.
Shes very much into female rappers like Cardi B and Megan Thee Stallion too.
And lets not forget the classic pop stars like Ari or Jessie J.
Shes honestly in that sense a lot like Yuuji. They both connect because they listen to a lot of older pop music, except Nobara listens to more girly ish songs or in general songs that are very much female empowerment (queen behaviour)
Honorable mention: SZA (she had Kill Bill at full volume on repeat every time the boys annoyed her)
Inumaki Toge
Okay listen. I see a lot of headcanons that Inumaki is a huge gamer, like Fortnite type of gamer.
The first thing i thought of when i thought of this was dubstep and electro music. Also underground beatboxing.
Like bro i´m sorry im not but to me gamers are equivalent to that when it comes to music and im telling yall cause i had A PHASE (very cringe one we do not talk about it)
I also feel like he tried to be emo once but he only got as far as listening to Twenty One Pilots which isnt even emo so.
Honorable mention: Pitbull, he started listening to him as a joke because of the memes but its not a joke anymore
Yuuta Okkotsu
Ok ok to me he´s very soft boy coded, kind of like Megumi but more bright and cheerful.
HES A SWIFTIE. I dont make the rules sorry
You know that 2020 phase where everyone listened to soft music like Clairo, mxmtoon, Conan Gray, etc? Yeah he never got out of that phase.
BUT, hes evolved yall, his top genre is indie music.
lowkey feel like Inumaki got him into Twenty One Pilots and now he uses their music as an excuse to scream. He´s hella good at rapping their songs too like zayum.
Honorable mention: One Direction cause he never got over their disbandment
Maki Zenin
HEAR ME OUT
Before yall say anything listen to me.
I had to think this one through but shes very much rapper vibes to me, like og 2000s rappers like 2pac and Eminem.
I dont even know WHY but she just screams west coast thug life type of music.
Disses on modern rappers except Kendrick Lamar and MAYBE Travis Scott but thats saying too much.
I´m also convinced Yuuta introduced her to Joji and she cried in her room afterwards.
Honorable mention: Bruno Mars, dont ask
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taryry · 10 months
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Here’s what Nevermoor character you love the most to says about you:
This is for entertainment purposes only, im not trying to offend anyone by this im just really bored and obsessing over Nevermoor. Again.
1) Morrigan Crow - you probably have family issues. You are a kind of person who has inside jokes with themselves and enjoys it. You had a Mitski phase. Or you still do. You have a small group of people that you trust with your life. You are probably a bit morbid. You are a night owl yet you love mornings. A high achiever. Go rest. You dont tend to express your opinions, others have to ask whats on your mind. You prefer peaceful surroundings. You cant stand the dirt in general and probably take way more showers trough the day than necessary. Amazing intuition. Your favorite subjects is history or any kind of social study.
2) Hawthorne Swift - you are very loyal and optimistic. You sleep with the socks on. You study for the test only if its about the stuff you are interested in, the rest of your grades are probably good because of your friends that get u out of trouble. You tend to get distracted a lot. You say your thoughts out loud and your inside voice does not like to cooperate with you. You let your intrusive thoughts win. People are drawn to you and children love being around you. You own the chaotic neutral genre. You take PE seriously. You were biting other kids when you were younger. You give the best hugs.
3) Cadence Blackburn - you are actually very emotional but would rather sit naked on a hot grill than let someone know. You sideye everyone. You love reading and you love walking around the forest. You either love rain or hate it no in between. Both cat and dog person. You love wearing rings and styling your hair. You use sarcasm to the point where people cant tell if you are being sarcastic or not. People think you are annoyed by them but you are actually happy to spend time with them. Good at keeping secrets and hiding stuff at general.
4) Jack - you are annoyed easily and you dont care if it shows. You enjoy studying and politic discussions. You play a music instrument or have played at some point or you really want to. Amazing sense of humor. For all of your closest friends you have thought that they were annoying and you couldnt stand them at first. You like to tease others. A bit arrogant but a good heart. A great listener with a lot of patience. You hate when others ask you to repeat what you have just said and every time it happens u take a second while staring at the wall and taking a deep breath before talking again. Responsibleoldersiblingcommunity.com
5) Jupiter North - you are a fan of 80s music. You are very optimistic and people are naturally gravitating towards you. You read people like an open book that was written for 5 year olds. You like making jokes about others but you can take a joke about you. People are scared when you get angry. Patient. Mother of the group. You like dancing in the rain and talking to strangers. One of the greatest students but nobody cant figure out how is that possible. You love traveling and trying out new things . Getting out of the comfort zone isnt a problem for you. You drink milk straight out of the carton, partly because it pisses others off and partly bc it keeps you from spilling it Born leader. A heart of gold. Chaotic. People think u say everything out loud but you dont. Others find you very comforting. I love you.
6) Ezra Squall - dark humor™. People cant tell when you are actually joking and try their best to stay in good terms with you. Clean freak. You love children. Unhealthy perfectionist. You dont study a lot but you have amazing grades. U enjoy listening to Crystal Castles and low vibrational music. Ambivert. You. Have. Style. You are able to predict things before you see the outcome. You do stuff for yourself and you think that the end justifies the means. You never explain yourself unless really necessary. You leave people on seen just for fun. Rule maker or breaker usually the first. You know your way with words and people. Unique person.
I hope you enjoyed this, comment if you guys want part 2!!
Stay wundrous xoxo
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aroacesigma · 8 months
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do you have any sigzai hcs (or just hcs about sigma or dazai separately)
you're going to regret asking this . headcanons under the cut cause im gonna feel annoying otherwise . most of them are what i headcanon as happening like post canon in a nice world where everyone is alive and happy lol
sigzais <3
ok so to me they are THE transmasc qpps ever . i might be projecting a little but both dazai and sigma are both so transmasc to me. on one hand you have sigma who wears 10 billion shirt layers and a long ass coat and goes on and on about being an ordinary man, and then on the other hand you have dazai who also wears clothes like that and bandages over his chest
hc sigma as oriented aroace with ???? orientation . hes just very confused . theyre so confused . and dazai as bi aroacespec and not particularly averse to any stuff just doesnt feel the attraction most of the time
poor sigma has spent all this time around fyolai like 'god why the fuck are people like this' and then he meets dazai and is like ohhhhhhh. oh .
when sigma joins the ada (and they will u mark my words) him and dazai end up sharing an apartment
at first dazais excited because maybe he wont be living off horrible cooking
unfortunately sigma also cannot cook for shit . he fucking sucks . legitimately the only thing he can cook is cookies in a packet mix .
sigma is unfortunately going through the same phase that kids of controlling parents go through when they finally get freedom, which is making a bunch of stupid decisions . dazai , being the wonderful boyfriend he is, is encouraging all the dumb decisions because he thinks its funny
most of their dates is just going to cafes because sigma has the worlds most horrendous sweet tooth and sigma has no moral objections to guilt tripping him into it
despite being pretty bad at it themself, sigma has a tendency to hit dazai with a pillow until he takes care of himself
vice versa dazai will be a distracting little bitch and wont stop if he thinks sigma is overworking himself
sigma
he/they sigma is so real to me btw just need everyone to know this . they like messing around with neos as well sometimes i think
even though he's pretty much always tired , isnt really a huge fan of coffee , definitely prefers really fancy tea and energy drinks
decided to run with the whole purple thing cause of his hair , abolutely loves the colour. anything he owns is purple if they can get it .
smiles all happy while listening to music in a way that makes you think its something nice . its not . his only musical requirements are loud and screaming to drown out the Anxiety™
not my headcanon but i saw someone say once that they headcanon that occasionally people get an uncanny valley kinda vibe from looking at him cause of his weird origins and honestly i think thats pretty interesting
very happy to join the ada . not quite as impressed by the paycheck .
like , really not impressed by the paycheck . theyre struggling with the dwindling clothes budget . i can totally see him trying to decide whether he wants dinner or new earrings . and probably picking the earrings .
they get along with everyone at the agency really well . a few people dont really trust him straight up but atsushi and dazai vouching for him shuts that down relatively quickly
he gets along the best with atsushi
they have a friendly rivalry with kunikida . agency productivity going straight up just because those two keep trying to outdo each other
dazai
100% has multiple troll accounts online . he enjoys being a menace . not in the mean way , in the absolutely fucking infuriating kind of way
remained in denial (or more oblivious really) about being trans until he was 16 because he asked chuuya if everyone felt like that one time and chuuya was like well yeah (also trans and stupid)
on a related note (this one is kind of about dazai and chuuya but it still counts) mori was kind of like ohhh teenage boys are so much easier to deal with right ? kouyou decided it was best not to inform him that hrt gives you mood swings .
adhd. adhd. adhd.
hes a candy crush mum . its a problem .
eats everyone at the ada's food . but he doesnt eat the whole thing he'll just take a bite . its high up on kunikidas 'things that make me want to string dazai up by his legs and attach him to a ceiling fan' list
has been known to send 12 yr olds graphic violent death threats after losing to them in video games
he has the music taste of a 14 yr old cishet girl . i will let you decide what that entails .
my deepest apologies for making you read all this but i love them both dearly and i have lots of Thoughts
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eddiemunsonswhxre · 2 months
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where have i been?
an update for those curious.
hey there my loves, long time no see.
i’m not sure how many of you will actually read this or care to see why i haven’t written in over a year now but typing this stuff out helps me process and get back into my groove.
well, today is january 16, 2024. the last thing i posted that was an actual one shot was posted on january 3, 2023. i haven’t written since. 2023 was my worst year yet and caused me to learn a lot about people and myself.
things were going alright in the beginning, i was in my second semester of college and my biggest problem was 2 of my 3 roommates (lived in a quad) hated each other so me and my bestie/3rd roommate had to play mediator and it was exhausting. i started liking a guy and got my hopes up. and i started to get more and more annoyed with school and my living situation every day. i was ecstatic to move out of that room despite hating my hometown. the day of move out, one of my roommates who i thought was someone very close to me blocked me and all of our friends on everything with no explanation but we knew she wasn’t coming back for 23-24.
i like where i grew up for a maximum of a week at a time, after that my depression just kicks my ass and im not having a great time. my plan for the summer was to work my ass off so much so that i wouldn’t have time to think of anything else. that backfired, because a few days after i came home one of my two jobs fell through unexpectedly and my other job was giving me less than half the hours they promised me. i was broke. everyone says it’s so easy to get a job these days because everyone is hiring but i applied to over ten places within a reasonable distance from me and didn’t get a single one. so i spent too much time with myself and that’s not normally a good thing.
to make matters even worse, in june my mom was sentenced to three years in prison for a crime she committed back in 2020. i don’t want to get into too many specifics, but my mom would never harm anyone she just has struggled with addiction. my mom was my constant emotional support, and knowing she was no longer going to be around ripped me to shreds. not even a month later after my mom was shipped off to prison, my dog died. and i know you might think “dogs die all the time it’s a pet.” but my dog was much more than that. she wasn’t even three years old and was a beautiful great pyrenees german shepard mix and she was the sweetest girl ever. i don’t care how ridiculous it sounds, because i know my soul and hers were meant to be together. i was even in the process of registering her as an emotional support animal so i could take her to college with me because she was finally old enough and for the most part out of the puppy phase. but one night out of nowhere she got really sick and within an hour of her showing signs something was wrong she died while i was holding her. not the greatest thing for a 19 year old who’s already struggling to experience. it took my over a month to stop seeing her like that every time i closed my eyes. call me dramatic, but that dog really was a child to me.
after that, i went to stay with my cousin for a few weeks and that was nice but i still knew i wasn’t feeling right. i moved back to school in august and had way too high of hopes that everything would fix itself. surprise, it didn’t. in fact, i just got worse. i reached lows i haven’t hit in over two years. i was having roommate problems, i was trying to do way too much at once, and i was neglecting my health. i had a breakdown.
the highlight of my semester was taking a week off to visit my best friend since age 2 for her birthday (she lives roughly a 2 hour plane ride away from me now) with our other two best friends. then i came back and immediately totaled my car. my car was a piece of shit yes, but it got me places. not having a car when you’re a person who drives around to destress is not fun. i was even worse mentally at this point and i was trying so so hard to get into my overbooked doctor to get my medications raised. the only constant i had were my three friends at school and my studies. so i threw myself into them. i was never alone and if i was i was nose deep in a text book. i was just avoiding the rest of my existence. i was able to get my meds upped and decided i was done wallowing. i started a diet that is actually manageable and enjoyable and discovered for the first time workouts that i actually liked doing. it was something small, but i knew i was turning myself around.
i went home for winter break knowing it was going to be tough. i also had to spend this time looking for a new car. it was an extremely stressful process to say the least. but i focused on myself, taking all the time for myself that i needed and processing everything that had made me get to such a bad place. i’ve always been very spiritual, so i dove more into that as well as trusting the universe.
i’ve decided that 2024 will be my best year yet. i got a new car, im getting a new job, im doing great in school, my mom is getting released from prison literally six hours after i post this, and im taking care of myself in more ways than one. while doing a lot of that reflecting, i remembered how much i used to love to write and how that passion just died after loving it since i was ten. i started small, doing short story exercises and getting into reading again. i finally, after an entire year, have my passion for writing back.
i can’t promise i’ll be consistent with uploads because i’ve decided that my goal for the year is to write a novel. so that project is going to be my main focus and it isn’t anything fanfic related, it’s actually a psychological thriller. more than likely i will be asking for opinions on here throughout the year as well.
with that said, my plans this year for this blog are to keep posting. eddie munson is mainly who i write for, but i want to expand my horizons. i want to challenge myself with genres and types of characters. i will greatly appreciate any requests you can give and i promise i will read through them. if i don’t post them right away, just know it may come out three months later. sometimes inspiration sparks at weird times.
if you’ve read this far, thank you. i hope this can inspire you to see that there’s light at the end of the tunnel but sometimes you’ve gotta dig the extra dirt to it yourself. beyond thankful to anyone who was here a year ago and has come back to read my new stuff- you made an aspiring writer really proud of herself.
much much love
-eddiemunsonswhxre 🤍
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lunelicmoone · 2 years
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even more election arc tntduo things because why the fuck not
just to throw him off, q blows that stupid little strand of hair out of wilbur's face with the excuse that "you do it all the damn time. might as well help you out a little." (tommy gagged dramatically when he did it, and tubbo stifled his laughter as to not "ruin the moment")
wilbur fixing q's tie because it looked "unprofessional." and also because "it's annoying me. you don't even bother to tie it right and its just irritating." (quackity would tease him by saying "why are you looking so hard?" to which wilbur just wouldnt even answer him. the tips of his ears always gave him away, though)
wilbur soot, president of l'manburg: "yes, i find big q handsome and pretty and id lowkey fuck him if he asked but if you claim to have seen me checking him out then you're wrong and im gonna charge you for lies and slander because i have never done that ever i never—" meanwhile you catch him an hour later staring hard at q's unbuttoned shirt and his hands
SMOKE. BREAKS. sometimes wil would approach quackity before debates, and mind you q is already in politician mode so he's like "ah, mr. president. what brings you and your fancy—" and then he just stops when wilbur pulls out a pack of cigarettes with a hint of a smile on his face (they end up spending 3 hours outside and eventually arrive late to their own debate)
wilbur paying very close attention to quackity during his speeches despite going around saying that the other candidates "don't know what they're talking about", or that "no one's gonna vote for him. he has a history of being a hack politician", or even that "he's just in his rebellious phase, he'll get over it after we win." ("wil?" "…" "wil." "[hum]" "wilbur!" "ah— what? quiet, tommy, you know we cant talk during speeches." "but you-- we literally-- whatever.")
sometimes they'd arrive to the courtroom earlier than everyone else to, according to wilbur, "settle any personal arguments." (no, there's no any other reason. his face is flushed because it's hot in here, and no, the huge open doorway that leads outside to the cool almost-autumn breeze doesn't help. no— don't listen to quackity, he is not handsy, shut up.)
wilbur's cabinet + fundy and george have daily discussions on whether wilbur and quackity have something going on. everyone thinks that they do. well, george didnt officially answer. he fell asleep 5 minutes into the discussion. they put him down as a "yes" anyways.
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girlwithfish · 4 months
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no one gets the hoe phase rn 😔ik im just lonely and i should try to make normal friends who i dont fuck but idk
i dont wanna unpack why ots easier for me to talk to ppl in a sexual romantic context evn if its not explicitly said but i am quite good at being sexual w ppl idk apparently its pretty easy for me now and theres a certain lrvel of detachment bug i akso enjoy talking to ppl and getting to know them snd being able to talk abt shit i like and myself as well ig its helping me see who i am and how i present mysekf eben tho sometiems i feel like im putting on an act a bit it depends who im talking to idk. butny sister judges my mom tells me not to get a boyfriend bit i cant explain casual sex to her or like "casual dating" lol like im just datig around and being a hoe idk. cuz its easier bc ppl will b nice to u wjen they want sometbing from u idk! and idk if i trust men but i kinda like when im talking to someone whos nice to me even if i dont wanna get close to anyone and lately ive just been thinking abt how ppl get when theyre angry and i feel a little scared when i tbink of someone im vibig w and like and could maybe see myself dating but then i get kinda scared. def not tryig to get into a relationship tho im just making friends rn i guess ?? lmao. and also trying to explore sexuality like idk i just wanna have some fun lol. nd everyone judges me for that but its ok idk. my mom n sister dont get it it hust annoys me when theyre kinda pushy about it ig... like my sister saying its not safe or my mom constsntly asking me who im texting😔
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truegoist · 9 months
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💘 + RIN x ATLAS
OMG </3 long post so
where they first met and how
Probably at a school gym, i mean im in a basketball team and hes in football soo fight over who gets to use the room first
how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved
HELLA LONG bc he’s petty and like “oooo i will never be that low to actually fall for that guy” etc etc
who fell for who first ( if applicable )
okay so I’m going to go ahead and say him first bc even in irl relationships I’ll flirt and shit w everyone but it takes me a hell lot of time to actually swoon
where their first date was and what it was like
PICNIC PICNIC PICNIC was pretty fun except turns out bringing dogs was not such a good idea <;/3
who asks who out and how ( with a sign? spelled out on a cake? just a simple ‘will you go out with me’? )
me obvi, probably started out w someone going “oo u two gay” and me being ye
who proposes first
rin this time he plans every single step to it
if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away
Not exactly single but rin doesn’t wants rest of the bllk guys to know bc they’re annoying
where the proposal happens and how ( kiss cam at a baseball game? on a hillside surrounded by ducks? at a disney park? )
after his match def frfr
if they adopt any pets together
nope i have enough pets already
who’s more dominant
me B)
where their first kiss was and what it was like
Totally normal moment except his first automatic reaction was to go “Ew”
if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? )
NECKLETS & PIERCINGS
how into pda they are
rin like %0 and me %100
who holds the umbrella when it rains
Him solely bc i always forget to bring one
where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable )
my or his house
who’s more protective
Rin def
how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ )
like a week lol. Mainly bc i love crashing over at even just friends houses
if they argue about anything
everything always doesn’t matter what I love arguing and he’s just petty
who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )
💪
who steals whose clothes and how often
I’d say rin only does so when he confuses it w mine (bc yk similar size both men’s shit both emo) and then refused to acknowledge it’s mine
how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? )
probably either spooning or me just on top of him bc i love body slamming ppl
what their favourite nonsexual activity is
arguing </3
how long they stay mad at each other
not too long he’s way too in love for that lmao loser
what their usual coffee / tea orders are
rin orders whatever he wants for both of us and I just go along as long as it’s cold
if they ever have any children together
physically impossible but also I want children so adoption
if they have any special pet names for each other
loser, etc
if they ever split up and / or get back together
nah i don’t think so
what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? )
oh I’m a pro at cleaning houses so very very clean 💪💪💪 I’d say rins part of the house is very minimalist and mine is just full of decorative shit and photos and all
what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like
i dont celebrate any of those stuff BUT MATCHING COSTUMES FOR HALLOWEEN
what their names are in each other’s phones
rin to me > headache.
me to him -> bbg
if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? )
ye collecting news articles together
who falls asleep first and who wakes up first
He wakes up first bc yk football shit and I fall asleep first
who’s the big spoon / little spoon
interchanging
who hogs the bathroom
me </3 (putting on piercings + dyed hair shit)
who kills the spiders / takes them outside
i do !!
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kimmkitsuragi · 9 months
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ok this goes under readmore
i be thinking damn i know transition periods are super stressful n scary, and i had a very fucking bad final semester in all ways, and im superfucking stressed about the [redacted], and i am supersuperfucking stressed about the [the future career things in general which i do nothing abt rn bc *gestures at the beginning of the post* and then i become even more mega stressed] like i get that MAYBE having a break IS kinda necessary lol but then also i feel like im running out of time and i get scared that i will be stuck in a loop of not doing anything ever and ever again and all that. and i feel like it's trueeeee i gotta do SOMETHINg at one point but im fucking exploding so icannot do anything in general
and anyway what i be thinking is this: i know all THAT ^. but also like i said I gotta get past all that and Move... BUT.... then i think i literally have been showing so very bad physical symptoms of anxiety due to all THAT ^. like. very bad i think I've been having panic attacks but im not sure and i dont wanna assume????? but i had that feeling for the first time in may when all that shit was happening like i thought i WAS gonna have a heart attack or something genuinely. and it's been fine in general after mid-june but then....... this last 1-2 weeks all of THAT^^ have been becoming too much in general for me i guess. and now i get that feeling very very often like i had it 2 times (???) today and last night i couldnt sleep lol.
and ANYWAY then i think to myself please get your shit together whatever the fuck has been happening to you have been happening but like. let's move on okay. you're being pathetic and loserlike and you just have to move on like what u gonna do be jobless for the rest of time and do nothing in general like? what IS your plan babygirl perhaps we should move on and i DO think im right about this
BUT...... then literally everyone i see in the last week has been getting worried abt me like. it just makes me realize more and more that this is not just another stressful week i have to move through bravely maybe. idk what im supposed to do but it's BAD i know that i realize that. i know ive been staring at the Nothingness a lot more and i know i havent been sleeping that much and it's not for working reasons anymore so i have no reason literally (and it's not for fun purposes either like watching movies or reading or playing or whatever) and i know I have shortness of breath and a Lot of shakes and a lot of trouble with trying not to vomit and just existing in general or doing anything. and it shows in things like hand eye coordination too i have been breaking things constantly and when it's useless stuff it's whatever but like i just straight up dropped a fucking LAPTOP to the ground and it wasnt even mine i feel literally so bad abt all this i feel like all these stuff must also be worrying and or annoying for other ppl (thankfully the laptop is generally fine but the usb of the wireless mouse was totally screwed thanks to me :/) oh and I've been crying a lot but it's nothing new i guess
anyway i wrote all that to say Something has been up with me certainly but like. i am still feeling paralyzed in general so not doing anything about anything but i SHOULD. i should move on from whatever the fuck is this weird mind phase i just need to get myshit together and be NORMAL and like do the things i must do without crying and screaming and throwing up and then having a panic attack on top of that lmao
(and the worst part is all of this is literallyjust normal life stuff in general like ijust cant cope with normal stuff i guess then what the fuck am I supposed to do then)
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girltimeswithscar · 3 months
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HAI BEAUUU ^___^ 12, 22, and 25
🔥 choose violence ask game 🔥
12 the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them: I have no idea who is unpopular vs who is popular, i cater my dash and discord experience to myself and so I hear about my favoritest guys whenever something fun happens with them. out of everyone I hear a lot about though, I hear the least about Gem. I LOVE GEM. I genuinely think she has complete mastery over the Minecraft Video Format and frankly outshone everyone on this server pacing wise this season. She knows when to cut to grindy aspects of minecraft as breathers between high interpersonal drama and murder. She brings the best out of everyone in the funniest way possible, like she charmed Pearl into a red name alliance, she roasted Mumbo's tower and made him dig his pg13 hole deeper and deeper, you know how she is with etho. I HAVE A LOT MORE TO SAY ACTUALLY. but im a gem stan forever. 22 your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores:
I HAVE A HARD TIME ANSWERING THIS BC I DONT RLLY BELIEVE IN CANON WRT THE LIFE SERIES. I think something that might get overshadowed by people either putting Cleo into the Doting Mom Friend or Annoyed Girl With Braincell categories is that she really really really cares about her teammates and refuses to betray them until they've betrayed them first. I think you see this especially with their text on screen! Saying one thing out loud but clarifying it after the fact to give it new meaning... It's super characterful and is very much like a ["blah blah blah," he lied.] type thing. SHOUT OUT TO CLEOS INTERNAL MONOLOGUE !
25 common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing: I am sick of hearing about avoiding negativity LOL. I love complaining and I love blocking topics, characters, aus, tropes, tags, and people on my personal blog on tumblr dot com. people are allowed to say they think things are boring. they are allowed to say they think YOU are boring for liking those things. I get that this is a fandom that skews younger and I also went through a phase of taking it extremely personally when someone called the thing i like Cringe (or even worse, actually critiqued it and shredded it to smithereens), but like, please let me be a grumpy old man with my fellow grumpy old man mutuals. I am making the stuff that I want to see! I also need to talk myself into making stuff for myself and not for An Audience. Sometimes I like to post opinions to see if anyone agrees, or has a cooler idea, or see if there's secretly an entire aspect of fandom I just don't see because it's covered by the popular stuff I do not like. i dont really have a thesis but haterisms and wishing out loud for a fandom culture that doesnt exist yet is awesome and you dont need to be friends or agree with everyone in your fandom :thumbsup:
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aroaceconfessions · 2 years
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https://aroaceconfessions.tumblr.com/post/686688214120054784/hey-im-writing-here-because-i-need-advice-and-i
Hi! I’m this anon 👆
First of all I want to thank everyone who answered my original post, you all really helped!
Secondly, I’m here for an update and ulterior advice (sorry if I’m annoying, but I literally have no one else that knows that I’m both aroace and going to therapy, so here we are).
TW: internalized aroacephobia, drinking, therapy.
So, after my previous post I’ve been to therapy a few times. Luckily, the topic of romantic/sexual relationships never came up again because I had more urgent matters to reflect on. And I hadn’t worried about it since literally my last post, but I went to my last session three days ago and once again I had to face this topic. 
For context: I had skipped two weeks of therapy because I’ve been really busy with planning a five months long stay in another country. I’m leaving soon. This week, luckily, everything is calmer so I went to my normally scheduled appointment and everything went well. We focused more on my anxiety because I actually had a few episodes and I wanted to work through them before moving away. 
Because of my imminent departure, however, my therapist took a few minutes at the end of my appointment to give me advice and a small recap of my journey/growth till now (which I REALLY appreciated, don’t get me wrong). However in this recap he also mentioned that he would have liked to talk about non-platonic relationships, but my aroace ass never gave him the opening for it. I found this observation pretty fair actually, seeing as a lot of my journey in therapy focused on relationships, how they define me and what role I tend to assume in them. However, he continued his speech saying something along the lines of: “I want you to take this period [the travel] as an opportunity to explore yourself and your boundaries.To let go. And, why not, to explore [non-platonic] relationships. So if you find a boy you like - or a girl - go for it.”
Basically, he told me slut it out lol
But now I find myself with doubts for my last appointment before leaving the country:
1) Do I actually open Pandora's box and come out to my therapist knowing that I won’t be able to go fully in depth of the issue in just one session? Doing this would allow me to get more “tailored” advice for my stay outside the country and actually work on my anxiety from another point of view (not the non-platonic relationships one he already suggested). But it’s still super scary considering I don’t have a lot of time to explain myself (altough he actually acknowledged the possibility of me being queer!!! “or a girl”). 
2) Second issue. In a fucked up why that I know I shouldn’t even be considering (for myself), what my therapist said makes sense. I feel like in a way he’s right and I should try exploring relationships, but I’m afraid I won’t ever be able to do it on my terms and that scares me because I already went through a “maybe I just need to get drunk enough to not feel repulsed” phase and luckily nothing bad actually happened. But now that I’m on the verge of moving continents and traveling alone I’m afraid I might resolve to that side of me again and go through grief and internalized ace/arophobia again and, man, I honestly feel like crying just at the thought of that. I wish there would be a safe and sure way to have these experiences but it’s either the unsafety of one-night-stands or the risk of losing a friendship because I decided to gamble on it in the hope I would develop romantic/sexual attraction.
I honestly feel so lonely and tired. It seems like this sexuality crisis will never end and like I might always be lying to myself. 
I was so hopeful after my last therapy session, but the more I think about it the more I want to scream.
Sorry for the long post, I hope you all have a nice day! 🧡💛🤍💙
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Ive been in a relationship for 10+ years now, and in the past year or so Ive begun seriously considering the possibility that I'm ace.
Im nervous to adopt that label though. My partner has made it clear theyll be supportive, its not that. Its just... I remember back when I *did* enjoy sex and the idea of sex. I hooked up with people I barely knew. I was kinda slutty! And I loved it! It felt like a huge part of me.
Now, I'm not quite sex repulsed but I basically never want engage in it. Maybe theres a little repulsion there, its hard to say. I havent felt attracted to anyone but my partner in years. But I feel like I cant sort whats really my "identity" and whats a phase Im going through. Am I ace or is my libido low because Im depressed? What if this is because Im sorting through trauma? I have a medical issue where sex can trigger pain which complicates things further. If my desire comes back when the pain is managed, then Im not really ace, am I?
I admit I find so much comfort in the thought of just labelling myself ace. I feel exhausted by the expectations of sex. Im kind of baffled by how huge a motivator it is to everyone else. I used to not mind seeing porn across my feed and now I find it so annoying. Being come on to no longer gives me the validation of being desired, I just feel objectified. I feel far more relief than jealousy about my partner finding other sexual partners. I feel seen by ace posts.
I dont know if there is a way for me to know for sure right now, but I wanted to throw my experience out there and I guess see what someone who knows theyre ace thinks about it...
Well, I know that I'm ace and I know that if you relate to ace posts and you take comfort in the label and think it fits you, then you absolutely should identify as ace.
At the end of the day, the circumstances surrounding your lack of sexual attraction don't really matter. You may have low libido because you're depressed, or not want to have sex because of your medical condition, but if you aren't feeling sexually attracted to anyone at the moment and you think that ace would fit, then you're ace. So what if you'd want to have sex more if it wasn't painful for you? Your experiences are similar to asexual people who aren't depressed, who haven't got that medical condition, and so you shouldn't let insecurity stop you from using that label. You don't need any credentials to be ace. You don't need a pure and unblemished backstory. And if you decide later on that you're not ace, well, you can just stop using the label. no big deal.
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tbos-main · 2 years
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hey hella in a modern au what’s everyone’s music taste?
do you WANT me to go insane okay okay im gonna try do vibes/MINIMUM two bands for each of the main cast otherwise we'll never escape this ask:
drako: i feel like he definitely likes quite feelgood music but he's also got really good taste. he's the kind of guy that looks at someone and immediately knows a super niche band they'd love and he's ALWAYS right. i feel like he listens to gorrilaz and the mountain goats
kiva: very easygoing happy music especially if it feels quite naturey. fleetwood mac and country music and a bit of florence + the machine for the Feminine Rage
herines: his weird ass would probably listen to minecraft music bc it 'helps you focus'. classical music bitch for sure. he found experience by ludovico einaudi and SOBBED
zayda: ive said before about zayda and part of me by katy perry but i also think just generally she'd listen to a lot of cringey empowering pop like that. this very serious woman is just loudly blaring bad blood by taylor swift and that's hot of her honestly
akila: her music HAS to have minimum four layers to it for her to even consider listening to it she has SUCH a superiority complex about it and wont let drako listen to paper bag by fiona apple because he 'just wont get it'. like she's an honest to god snob and DOES annoy people with it bc it is annoying but she doesn't realise. akila also has obsessions so she'll find an artist she likes and is incapable of listening to anything else until she's memorised their entire discography. ethel cain is her current obsession.
nate: he's one of those people whose spotify is honest to god terrifying like you have mitski and insane clown posse right next to each other and all of his playlists are incredibly hyperspecific and niche. swings wildly from very 'im lonely and sad' kind of music and 'im hot and a god' music. top bands would be flatsound and marina
darra: the STRANGEST music taste out of everyone he's a metalhead in a very calm 'pretends he's not blasting metallica' kind of way and then the next song will be bo burnham and darra will know every fucking word. he's a fan of music that has a political angle. LOVES penelope scott
naithan: oof i hate to say it but he'd listen to oasis. and the verve. TERRIBLE music taste from naithan. however gi has been trying to get him into more lesbian rock/riot grrrl so he now has some bikini kill scattered on his playlists. extra cool that in a modern au he'd be a gym rat benching everyone else to absolute shame all the while blasting rebel girl by bikini kill and kinda just nodding and taking mental notes bc he knows gi wont ask for a proper detailed review but she'll want one
gi: punk rock!!!!! le tigre!!! the runaways!! and ofc bikini kill my besties <3 gi's music taste is just *walking angrily with headphones* and i love her for that. she had a very cringe emo phase and nate saw the whole thing
lilla: she likes anything that sounds soft and is in tune with the natural world, whether that be lyrical or a vibe thing. she is in the top 0.001% of listeners of the oh hellos and she has spent countless nights pacing her bedroom while gi lies backwards on her bed with her feet against the wall watching lilla explain every single the amazing devil song in great detail
loki: this man is an absolute ROMANTIC you already know he's listening to taylor swift with tears running down his face. all too well was life-changing for him he had to sleep in nareen's bed on release day (bc modern au loreen would still be flatmates). he also listens to musicals particularly the belt-your-heart-out-romantic-ballads. he's a ballad boy well and true
nareen: she likes summer artists!! harry styles!! sam fender!! declan mckenna!!! conan gray!!! anything that makes her smile. she doesn't look that deep into music it's literally just if it sounds nice or not which is why she really doesnt understand why gi and lilla keep eyeing her every time she drops that she really loves girl in red
faucis: nate blocked explicit music on his spotify to fuck with him and faucis is so fucking mad about it but also for the life of him cant figure out how nate did it. he really likes doja cat but it keeps muting her music every time she swears and he's THIS close to breaking into nate and drako's house to make him change it back. anyway faucis listening to really quite sexual and rude artists is my LIFEBLOOD like this super innocent lovely kid absolutely SCREECHING ashnikko in the shower and the music going quiet over the swear words so you can just hear faucis going 'FUCK A PRINCESS IM A KING BOW DOWN AND KISS ON MY RING BEING A BITCH IS MY KINK WHAT THE FUCK ELSE DID YOU THINK-'. good for him good for him
firinne: this is so funny to me but basically in a modern au firinne would still have run away from his shitty parents BUT he'd still be a posh boy at heart. he'd wear a gilet i just know it. so what does he listen to? grime. he's THAT posh kid from a boarding school that listens to grime. 'rah you dont even understand dave's music he's an absolute genius' type of thing. he's listening to ladbroke grove with top of the range airpods in. the others have to skip bonkers by dizzee raskel if firinne's had anything to drink bc he always goes WAY too hard for the 'DONT EVER TOUCH THAT FUCKING SHIT AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU' bit and it scares faucis
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bestie I think we need to hear your experience with glee and who is your favorite characters
oh my GOD anon you do NOT know the can of worms you have opened talking glee is maybe my favourite topic of conversation
ok so i discovered it when i was like 14 which was a terrible time to discover glee because 14yos are insufferable and i was absolutely no different, and then you add "actively watching and enjoying glee" to that and i become the worst person you have ever met. also some context about me, i was like a theatre kid but with no talent, like i grew up attending theatre classes and i loved musical theatre but i could not sing, dance OR act. this actually helped because i was already annoying but if i could SING?? oh i would have never shut up
anyway so glee obviously very much resonated because high school kids singing musical theatre and yeah im like that too!! i like consumed it at a rapid pace and then it became my personality for like 2 years, like i was OBSESSED. i got my sister into it, who is a fellow untalented theatre kween, and oh boy we were NIGHTMARES. i had the tumblr. i had the fanfiction.net. both have since been deleted but i was INN
my love for glee ended up getting phased out/replaced by teen wolf but oh boy is that lil glee hole still there. im like "yeah idk im not as obsessed with it anymore" and someone says "tell me your thoughts about kurt/blaine" and i pull out my powerpoint. (yes i do have a real powerpoint its like 70 slides. we had a powerpoint party a few months ago and i, who had been preparing for this my whole life, came with receipts. everyone was sort of in silent horror the whole time).
anyway my favourite characters are: rachel (LISTEN. was rachel objectively a horrible person? yes. were the multiple times i wanted to smack her? also yes. was she also incredibly entertaining and acted exactly like every annoying theatre kid i came into contact with? oh absolutely) blaine (i am a blaine APOLOGIST he did so many things wrong but he is my babygirl and i just ignore all the bad parts) santana (shes my bestie <3 like im not hers but she is absolutely mine) and sam (hi sam ily *twirls hair*). ill stand on this hill that s1-3 were good. s4 was eh. s5 was really bad. s6 was batshit and i love her.
anyway this was so long but glee is my little meow meow my problematic fave the love of my life <3 and i Will be sat for the documentary. dianna agron eat your heart out!!
(highlights from the powerpoint under the cut)
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(love u glee)
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