#'If you hate me so much I should justleave this house. why don't you go find another mother huh? yeah. go do that. we'll see how it goes'
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ME WHEN. MY FAMILY IS UNABLE TO BE NORMAL ABOUT MY EMOTIONS SO I AM FORCED TO EITHER TAKE THEIR ANGER AT ME AND SHUT ANY NEGATIVE EMOTION I HAVE OR PRESENT NEGATIVE EMOTIONS AND RISK GETTING FUCKING KICKED OUT.
#my mom is Built Different. She's just Like That. She's a Professional Gaslighter. I am going to Kill Myse-#<- joke. not admissible in court and not something to be taken seriously#'hey mom I feel angry. I need some time today'#'And what did I do to you? Why are you saying it's my fault. All you do is make ME angry and I never say anything about it' (mom)#'what. I didn't. what. I didn't say it was your fault-'#'If you hate me so much I should justleave this house. why don't you go find another mother huh? yeah. go do that. we'll see how it goes'#<- actual conversation I once had. not too long ago. actually it was last year. I am 22 she's 56.#once she hit me with the 'I can't keep suffering for your choices' when I told her I needed time cause I felt bad#she lectured me about the importance of going to university (yelling. she was yelling and would not let me go) when#I told her I didn't feel well and might be sick so I didn't want to go to uni#sorry for oversharing in the internet it will happen again. I feel like I'm going insane.#okay last one- once she told me to stop being lazy and keep the bathroom clean. I was vomiting. in front of her at that very second.#also yes I still ask for permission to not go somewhere. I am 22. I genuinely can't keep living like this
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