#๐ I don't have the supports I need to make it through this undamaged ๐๐๐
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I have had the thought "okay.... it's been October for a while... how much longer until the 'end of October'?" Three times. It's 4 a.m. on the 2nd.
#pleeeeeeease fucking kill me#๐#I'm safe#I'm just have a rough month ๐ญ#(lost the friendship of one of my best friends + housing situation at the same time#which just happened to be about 2 weeks after I developed debilitating pain that is keeping me from most physical activity... like packing#and then I started having what might be small seizures ๐๐๐ sooooooo now on top of everything I have a neurologist appointment for that#I thought I had discovered all of the fucked up things my body will do in response to stress... apparently not.#they hope to be out of the house by the end of October.... but it's not like that fixes anything#at least then I won't have to hear them having fun with other people while I'm having the worst month of my life ยฏ\_(ใ)_/ยฏ#๐ I don't have the supports I need to make it through this undamaged ๐๐๐#but I do have the support and strategies I need to make it through this /okay/#I'll fucking survive#I'm not going to forgive you about it tho ๐#sooooooooooooooo
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