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mtnkat3 · 1 year

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1.36pm

Guide me Father. Please.

So I might break loose the chains binding me. The ones bent on my destruction. The ones the adversary is using to keep me down beneath a boot heel. My neck & soul being crushed by the weight of vindictive, malice hate bent on destroying my soul.

Dear Lord, in Your Wisdom, Guidance, Grace, Mercy.. strengthen my ability to Persevere & see Your Light shining.

In Your Wisdom You brought me this close to my soul's precious beloved perfect for me mates.. my priceless treasured Gift of my Bears . Angels . . . . .

Please show me Your Light to make it the rest of the way over the bridge.

The way is treacherous though. With h making it so I'm spending money so that there will be little but some of the settlement left when all is done. It is the evil demon within him trying this. I am being careful though. I am sacrificing my health & happiness to do this right. To do this righteously & Guided by You Lord.

I know I need must step out in my Faith though.

And in that I need Your Hand Lord.

I believe that I am ready.

But I know there are hidden crevices waiting me.. waiting for me to misstep & fall to my death. Both my spiritual life & my physical life.

I know my loves.....are standing & waiting. So patiently for me. It humbles me. And galvanizes me.

So I ask Lord..

What is the proper way for me to both move out & still be able to get my belongings without h burning them all in his destructive vengeful rage.

He is even trying to say the reason he didn't succeed in beating me up last night was because he wasn't wearing shoes so had no traction! Evil. Bully. Coward. H cannot admit that I am not weak, & he isn't He-man. More like an overweight, out of work supervillain. That allegedly works from home.

Deep breath.

So Lord. I am going to write a document that I will then email to my atty. So that once they are back can say yay or nay to.

I don't know if this having my cake & eating it too.

But I will never walk away from a fight. I will make sure the fight is properly resolved. No anger left before bedtime. I do not wish to ever deal again with ill feelings festering & spreading infection & malcontent with destruction.

I believe in ending things with as clean a slate as possible. Even with a handshake if possible.

All I know is that I am listening closely. I need Guidance.. signs.. Lord. To step ever so carefully.

So then I may jump off the cliffside as I come across the bridge tunnel & walk into my beloved Bears Angels arms.....

No place I'd rather be than in your . . . . .arms.

To be the best me. The best woman, friend, ..... for us to have the best life together.

I pray Lord. Guide my steps. Amen.

I believe wholeheartedly. Therefore I work, listen & wait.

~True love never dies & true love always waits.~

Your humbled bowed listening carefully closely quietly daughter.

Your complex quirky warrior queen daughter.

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix.✝️☸⚓ 🤓👩‍🏫👩‍🎓🕵️‍♀️👩‍🌾🥶🧣🧤🥾🏔🌂🔗⛓🧰📋🗓⚙⚒🛠⚖🔐🌝🗽🏗🧱🏰⚔🛡🥧🥮🥨🥓🍳🥩🍯🍼☕🍫🍭🌰🍎🍑🍒🐯🐾🐐🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌹🌻🌷🌲🧶🧵⌚⚡🌟🌠🚀🗝🔱⚜💝🐻🦌🧩♠️♾🎅❄🌡☃️🎄🎁🎀💫💋🕯🧭🕯🧭🕯🧭🕯🧭🕯🧭

Fr.12.23.2022 2.25pm est.

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