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the love of your life : PAC reading !

˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 1 ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 2 ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 3

˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 4 ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 5 ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 6

— [♡] hello, beautiful souls ♡ today's reading is for romantics & romantics only! this won't directly be your soulmate or future spouse and you may be drawn multiple piles as well, but we are talking about THE love of a lifetime! so buckle up and step right up! take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is all for entertainment, don't worry ♡

this reading was also started on a really special day for me, and i hope you can feel special too ♡ media used is from spy x family

˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 1

back of the deck: iv of wands

cards: page of pentacles, iv of cups (reversed), the fool, page of wands, the moon, x of pentacles (reversed)

— this love is something that you have never experienced before until you find it. it makes you question everything you thought you knew, and introduces you to so many new things, places, mindsets, ideas and growth. and everything else you knew beforehand feels so small, almost as though a distant memory. you did not know that there was this much wonder, happiness, peace, discovery, and so, so much bliss out in the world just waiting for you with a bated breath, ready you receive you at any time.

this love might have been completely new to your life, and when they meet you, you are a little bit of an emotional soul, or perhaps you are just a little troubled in the moment? but they meet you, and it's the feeling of the sun on your skin. it's also the same for them. they seem to be super caring and friendly, but perhaps they treat you a little more special than others— maybe a little too much, they say. their existence almost makes the seeds that were planted long ago be taken care of and watered, put under the sunlight and fed well, and you grow into a beautiful new person.

this love really changes you in beautiful ways, almost as though you were reborn. you've fallen for each other head over heels, because you have no other reason to be together but to be with eachother, through thick and thin, rich or poor, in sickness and in health. this love is so pure and loyal, i'm a little emotional :ʼ) it makes you so motivated, and other people that see your dynamic and the way you motivate and inspire each other each and everyday get inspired too. it's so beautiful and it's rich, it's cozy, it's abundant and it just flows in of itself, it's both peace and excitement, and you would choose eachother over and over again.

[♡] additionally channeled:

this love is a long term one, growing old together is really strong here. you match the same beliefs and morals, and you support eachother in everything. you may also go out on a lot of dates, and even years later, you walk around the streets like teenagers in love. i can just see you having your 10th anniversary and you still feel a little shy seeing eachother glammed up and all because wow, they're breathtaking. sometimes you also stare at eachother, and one of you may playfully smile or smirk at the other to fluster the other. this is so adorable <333 you never fail to amaze eachother and make eachother feel special. also, last note since i keep gushing about this pile, one or both of you may have this as your first relationship. either way, enjoy, lovers!

channeled song: paninindigan kita - ben&ben

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˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 2

back of the deck: ii of swords

cards: vii of pentacles (reversed), iii of pentacles, the moon (reversed), vi of cups (reversed), the lovers (reversed), iv of wands

— this love stands on the middle ground of familial and lovers, and yet it transcends it. there are three groups here: one, wherein you have already separated each other. two, those who are aware of or have feelings for each other but cannot be together (yet, for some of you). and three, those who are aware of each other's feelings but no exact label, and yet theres also those who are together or married already. but this will write down the love these all had generally. either way, this love has made their feelings final in their own way for each group. no matter where this ends, i think this love has a poetic and remarkable story to it.

one of the lovers has a very unstable or anxious history to them as well as a melancholic or restrained lifestyle, and the other has a lonely, peaceful, yet free lifestyle. this love is unsure when exactly the seeds were planted, when it sprouted and only found out gradually once it bloomed. these lovers have always been there for eachother, and they always uplift eachother, almost as though they were puzzle pieces that fit so perfectly together, they could not separate. this love is so safe, and will let eachother's guard down at any time. the first lover i mentioned finds safety in the other's peaceful lifestyle and it also translates into the way they love, and then the second, they seem to have started loving and not expected anything in return anymore, standing their ground to wait for them, or just love them from a distance. initially, this second one noticed their melancholic nature, and gradually helped light the first one's life, and it was never manually given. the more time they spent with eachother, the more they got to know each other, the more they fell.

so many people around them, as well as themselves have been rooting for these lovers to be together, but this story has a peaceful end to it no matter what. they do eventually tell their feelings to each other one day, but they were unsure about the possibility of them being together. however, their feelings were so sincere that they left an eternal mark on eachother. some of them choose to love eachother from a distance, some of them are currently in courtship or approval, some of them chose to remain as friends, are together now long term, or simply had to go their separate ways at one point.

nevertheless, this love taught them a lot about themselves, eachother, and the world. they've been taught so many things from this love, that each time they think about it, they're still very thankful, almost eliciting a similar response to eachother as well. this felt very soulmate-like, and showered eachother with love and kindness everyday, even when they are physically apart.

[♡] additionally channeled:

"i'd do anything for you, and if i was asked, i'd fall in love with you again, and over and over again. thank you for giving me the happiest days of my life, and lighting mine and other's as well. i love you, in every lifetime."

channeled song: pagtingin (perception) by ben&ben

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˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 3

back of the deck: page of cups (reversed)

cards: queen of wands (reversed), viii of cups (reversed), knight of cups (reversed), queen of pentacles, the star, the sun

— the lover who's side was channeled was very shy about this reading but really eager to get their feelings out too. the latter 3 cards i had to get had been separated from the original deck to just give the rest. they have a shell to them, it seems, hehe. however, they're flowing in a lot of love, that they took the whole reading into something about and for the other ♡ the person being wrote about also seems to have a more feminine energy as well.

[♡] channeled message:

“who would have guessed that the love of my life was right under my nose? i didn't need to look anywhere or at anyone else once i realized i loved you. i try and mask my feelings or look away so it wouldn't be obvious, but no matter what i did, i found myself attached to you; body, mind, and soul. i don't know if its been obvious to you already, but i've fallen in love with you utterly and helplessly. have you as well? it's alright if you're not yet ready. but everytime you walk into a room, it's color becomes more vivid, and you've grabbed everyone's attention. you're hardworking and you pay attention to everyone, even the smallest things about them, you make reminders of it. i've seen how you improve yourself each and every day, and you try your best to give yourself the same kindness and love you do to others. and i know i'm not the only one who looks at you like this, there are many people who would want to be with you, but i pray, each and every night, you choose me. because god knows who else could make me feel this way, you've got me wrapped around your finger and ready to shield you from everything at anytime. a friend joked i would worship the ground you walk on— but they're not way off. you've given me great joy each and every day, and it doesn't matter how long we've known eachother. you still make me feel butterflies, my heart skip a beat, and warmth wash over even into my bones. no one else will ever do this to me, and i hope that i, too, can make you feel like this, and care for you, and be the only one in your heart.

yours, forever”

i think they've already come into terms and processed their feelings for the receiver, and they're alright no matter what the answer is. all that matters to them, is that they still smile brightly and live out their best life, even if they are not together. and if the receiver feels the same way, i can guarantee this person will treat them well and try their best to give them the best life possible. so many ideas are going through their head, and they've spent many days and nights dreaming about them as well, but it's too much for this reading, hehe. some of you may already be together, and i wish you the best forever! ♡

channeled song: hopelessly devoted to you - olivia newton-john

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˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 4

back of the deck: iv of pentacles (reversed)

cards: queen of wands (reversed), v of pentacles (reversed), viii of pentacles (reversed), the moon, x of wands, judgement, iv of swords (reversed)

— okay! this pile has definitely been through a lot of ups and downs with their lover, i also was really scared to interpret this at first, but it's actually really beautiful <3 this pile does end up long term, for however that defines to you. some of you may also already be engaged or married to this lover. i am really getting a lot of balance in this relationship, it's giving soulmate vibes. in this love, there is balance, blooming, fate, vulnerability. amidst all the chaos, this relationship soothes you, and brings you to rationality. however, this love tends to also bend rationality for eachother, almost as though one or both of you is really new to letting love into your life and how it's changed the way you view your lover and all of the things you knew beforehand. and you're so dedicated to eachother, i think you've also given the other opportunities they have never before. things like receiving gifts or surprises, going out on dinner dates and going to the nearest arcade afterwards, going to big sports events, these things that while they aren't too out there, a lot of people don't get to experience these good things in life, and since they're able to experience now, it's completely different from what they imagined to have with their lover.

they're really looking forward to spending the rest of their life with you, to grow, to listen, to dance, to cry, to love; they'd spend every waking moment— they're saying they want to be in each other's dreams too, just to love you more and more. you make them overcome their rationality and they're really just head over heels in love with you <333 they just cant put it into words anymore. just let them. this love is one of a kind. ♡

additionally channeled:

i think this person is someone youve known for awhile now? if youre not sure, it seems they haven't confessed yet, everything will make sense eventually. they always, always have your back, no matter what.

channeled song: habangbuhay (for life) - zack tabudlo

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˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 5

back of the deck: death (reversed)

cards: king of swords (reversed), ix of pentacles, iv of pentacles, the lovers, v of swords (reversed), the hierophant, vii of pentacles

— this love is unchanged and cannot be corroded by time. it's carefree, and it's also very fortunate to still have a laid-back lifestyle where the lovers get to do whatever they want, be successful and happy. and they actively keep efforts going to keep the relationship together, i'm hearing "i'm yours, and you are mine" over and over again. the feeling i got when i looked at the cards was almost transported back in time, in a really happy time, with the sun going down and the sunrays touching your skin, it almost felt like an anime scene, hehe. and it's stuck like that. honestly, this pile is really straightforward, your lover is head over heels for you and they are DAMN proud to show it! reading this was really heartfluttering, and their messages were so sweet too. ♡

"you're stuck with me now, how about for life?"

"i'll keep you safe, i'll care for you, and love you till the end of time. can i trust you'll do the same?"

"i want to share a home with you, to plant with you and taking care of the plants, watching them grow, having our favourite songs playing in the background, doing the chores, cooking together, hanging the laundry... i'll support and respect everything you do, but i really, really, just want to spend this lifetime with you, happily, forever."

"the love i have for you, is etched into my bones. it cannot be erased, it cannot be rid of. i have eyes only for you, heart that beats the same as yours, and hands that only belong in yours."

"i let my guard down around you because i find peace in your presence, and i love every moment of it."

"i want to do everything, and i mean everything, with you. you're everywhere in my mind."

[♡] additionally channeled

— slow dancing under the light, taking candid pictures of eachother with cameras, having a photobook and scrapbook, a historical garden grown by two lovers, growing old together, meeting by chance, matching clothes/fashion/colors, painting/doing makeup on eachothers faces, smiling ear to ear in kisses, weekly outdoor dates & mementos, counting down till midnight on monthsarys

channeled song: lover by taylor swift

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˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 6

back of the deck: wheel of fortune

cards: iv of cups (reversed), queen of swords, the fool, the hermit (reversed), temperance, vii of cups, ix of cups

— i got the feeling of my hands tingling in a good way the moment i finished writing all the cards down ♡♡ it's really giving old married couple acting like teenagers in love. you're really protective of eachother, and know when to give eachother space and boundaries to grow, and you also immediately know when the other is feeling down or in trouble, and give them the proper care and comfort, and the support to feel better. and you don't shy away from showing your love of either. i think people also feel happy seeing you together, it makes them smile. i'm hearing that they're really in awe and look up to you, and it's the same case for eachother. you both feel so, so blessed that you met, and you're together now. this is honestly giving more of a divine connection, it's just so loving that it radiates off to other people too. i think you're the type of people that do some really progressive stuff too i'm loving thissss ♡

one or both of you feel like children when you're together, back to simpler times and simple mindsets, and always looking out for eachother, and you're not the kind of couple that allows other people to disrespect the other, instead they either leave the scene or stand their ground. i think you might know this person already for a long, long time, some of you since childhood, actually. i can just see both of you happy to wake up to eachother everyday, see eachother off and giving a goodbye kiss, some of you meeting at lunch, and being eager to see eachother once work is over and you're holding hands and talking a lot about random thoughts that come into your head, how your day was, how you imagine your future to be. and one or both of you make efforts to see that your partner's dreams are fulfilled.

i really don't think i can channel a message for this one, i think there's a lot of love even in silence for you, physical touch may be one of your core love languages together. you're both spending time together at the end of the day, having dinner, watching a movie together and laughing at your favourite scenes, cuddling, stargazing... i could go on and on, but in each scene, your lover stares at you the whole time and you're both holding eachother one way or another.

channeled song: flower garden - howl's moving castle

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