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— i started this blog to talk about my college journey, increase my productivity, and share learning resources!

— she/her, 19 years old, college 1st year majoring in computer science

— currently learning java as a part of my course plan, but am exploring other programming languages as well!

— languages: english, tagalog, learning spanish and korean!

—other interests include: crochet, electric guitar, cats, webtoons, digital art/animation, minecraft, and stray kids

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Personally i feel like 30 would be too long. But that’s just me, I’d def still read it cause it’s you and it’s CMAR 🥺 honestly you can make it 50 and I’d still read it 🤣

okay so the only reason why i think it maaay get up to 30 parts is because of y/n's healing arc. i don't wanna spoil anything but i kinda sorta want to so if you don't want to see any of this, !!beware of slight spoilers.

but basically i want to give y/n's healing a process of her own -- like after her revenge arc is done and she's finally trying to actually properly heal and part of that healing includes her relationship with our boys. hoseok will have an advantage throughout it all because obviously he hasn't done anything wrong to her and she knows. she also knows that he's gonna blame himself for a lot of things even though nothing is his fault -- at this point the reveal has already been done and over with. therefore their relationship will be alright and y/n will let him in much easier than the other six -- she'll also be able to love him again much faster while the others will have to earn her trust again. idk, just a thought i'd been thinking for the past few days since right now we're going through her trauma and stories and the enemies she'll face off with while bangtan are on her side, therefore there are a few things they won't have time to address -- it's also hard to address each of her relationship with each boy because there's seven and so far namjoon and hoseok (inevitably) has been mentioned much more frequently than the others and i really want more time with the other boys as well.

it might not go to 30 chapters if i can manage but the estimation of how long cmar will be right now is around 25-30 parts

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watercolour painting from July 2022!😸🎨🖌

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