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#<- i did not think javilon's attachment to rakiel would be such a big part of the ending but damn. am i satisfied with it.
lloydfrontera · 1 month
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you don't understand how insane i am about the fact that we didn't just one (1) but two (2) guys going completely insane about rakiel and developing a soul crushing obsession with him to the point he was their only hope and joy in the world, he was the one thing they wanted the most in the world, to the point his name was the only thing they remembered when they were in crippling pain and anguish.
and their redemption wasn't in them getting over him, it wasn't in them stopping caring about him, it was in coming to love him enough to let him go, enough to care more about his happiness than theirs. it was in them realizing not seeing him smile was more painful than the pain they'd gone their whole lives trying to get rid off.
sick and twisted that their last touch wasn't a forehead kiss but it's fine i can pretend otherwise <3
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