#< part of me ebing so awkward is because I'm still recovering from A LOT of trauma stuff but they definitely inspire me to get better
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Again, not self ship related but I'm posting it here so the person I'm talking about won't see it. Anyway I am thinking about my crush so much right now GOD I remember now how painful it is to have a crush </3
#like they're so nice and understanding to me#they're genuinely interested in hearing what i have to say#and I like listening to them talk#I just. wish I wasn't so awkward so we could have longer conversations because like. I could listen to them talk all day <3#< part of me ebing so awkward is because I'm still recovering from A LOT of trauma stuff but they definitely inspire me to get better#but yeah sometimes I like I WANT TO TELL THEM HOW I FEEL SOO BAD#like right now I'm feeling that#but also. idk if they'd think it's weird#and idk if they feel as close to me as I feel to them#AND I care about them too much to risk ruining our friendship#curse my demiromantic ass for making me fall inlove with people I feel close to and puttung me through this again </3#okay goodnight I'm going to go listen to jenny by studio killers and cry like i used to in middle school lol
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