to me cam and pal are just like. a normal relationship model for me LMAO not because they actually are but bc my personal conception of closeness is so entirely kooky. but I just think they both really grew attached to the idea of Built In Guy because they had it so consistently from a young age, and (nature vs nurture question) they either had really well aligned interests or their interests developed in such a way that they were always lockstep. like when pal says in ntn that she was following his agenda and she says oh, you thought it was your agenda. and I don't think they've NEVER kissed or been physical but I think it was one time when they were preteens and immediately they were both like. no actually. and I think they both have every confidence in their relationship being like normal within the bounds of necrocav culture (which is itself very warped and specific) until they get to Canaan house. at which point they're like everyone else is freaks and WE are normal. but no guys. you're all freaks 🖤
Tomo just sat on the counter watching me try to rinse our mouth with baking soda and water mixture as a treatment thing for our annoying and extremely painful canker sore then after 1 second grossly spit it out into the sink rinsing the weird gross taste out
✨ TWISTED WONDERLAND YUME/OC/SELF-SHIP FAN SURVEY 2024 RESULTS ✨
HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY, TWST JP! 🎉
In January, I made a survey to find out who is the most popular character to yume/oc/self-ship with! And there was 1,244 responses!
So I will share the results as promised! Who are the most popular characters to yume with?! Let's find out!
⚠️ THIS POLL CONTAINS CHARACTERS THAT ARE CURRENTLY LIMITED TO TWST JP!!! If you are a TWST EN player, be aware of spoilers ⚠️
RANKING:
🥇 Malleus Draconia 🐉
Malleus won 1st place with 50.6% of votes!
🥈 Idia Shroud 💀
Idia won 2nd place with 32.5% of votes!
🥉 Azul Ashengrotto 🐙
Azul won 3rd place with 32.3% of votes!
4. Leona Kingscholar 🦁
Leona got 4th place with 30.5% of votes!
5. Ace Trappola ♥️
Ace got 5th place with 27.9% of votes!
6. Vil Schoenheit 👑
Vil won 6th place with 24.8% of votes!
7. Floyd Leech 🦈
Floyd got 7th place with 24.7% of votes!
8. Jade Leech 🐬
Jade got 8th place with 24.6% of votes!
9. Deuce Spade ♠️
Deuce got 9th place with 24.1% of votes!
10. Lilia Vanrouge 🦇
Lilia got 10th place with 23.7% of votes!
11. Silver ⚔️
Silver got 11th place with 23.4% of votes!
12. Rook Hunt 🏹
Rook got 12th place with 22.3% of votes!
13. Riddle Rosehearts 🌹
Riddle got 13th place with 22.2% of votes!
14. Jamil Viper 🐍
Jamil got 14th place with 19.9% of votes!
15. Rollo Flamme 🔔
Rollo got 15th place with 19.5% of votes!
16. Sebek Zigvolt ⚡
Sebek got 16th place with 18.6% of votes!
17. Ruggie Bucchi 🍩
Ruggie got 17th place with 14.4% of votes!
18. Jack Howl 🐺
Jack got 18th place with 14.3% of votes!
19. Cater Diamond & Fellow Honest ♦️&🦊
Cater and Fellow are TIED for 19th place w/13.7% of votes!
20. Kalim Al-Asim ☀️
Kalim got 20th place w/13.6% of votes!
21. Divus Crewel ⚗️
Crewel got 21th place w/13.3% of votes!
22. Trey Clover ♣️
Trey got 22nd place w/12.8% of votes!
23. Epel Felmier 🍎
Epel got 23rd place w/12.5% of votes!
24. Chen'ya 🐈
Chen'ya got 24th place w/11% of votes!
25. Dire Crowley 🐦⬛🎭
Crowley got 25th place w/10.6% of votes!
26. Meleanor Draconia 🖤🐉👑
Meleanor got 26th place w/8.8% of votes!
27. Grim 🐱
Grim got 27th place w/7.7% of votes!
28. Ortho Shroud & Hirasaka Yuuka 🤖&🦐
Ortho and Yuuka are TIED w/7.2% of votes!
29. Neige LeBlanche ❄️
Neige got 29th place w/7.1% of votes!
30. Sam ☠️
Sam got 30th place w/6.4% of votes!
31. Baul Zigvolt 🐊
Baul got 31st place w/5.4% of votes!
32. Dilah Spade 💙
Dilah got 32nd place w/5.1% of votes!
33. Enma Yuuken 🦞
Yuuken got 33rd place w/4.8% of votes!
34. Mozus Trein & Najma Viper 📚&🐍
Trein and Najma TIED for this spot w/4% of votes!
35. Mito Yuuta 🦐
Yuuta got 35th place w/3.4% of votes!
36. Kuroki Yuuya 🦐
Yuuya got 36th place w/3.2% of votes!
37. Knight of Dawn 🌄🗡️
Knight of Dawn got 37th place w/2.5% of votes!
38. Gidel 🐱🔨
Gidel got 38th place w/2.1% of votes!
39. Mrs. Shroud 🩷
Mama Shroud got 39th place w/1.8% of votes!
40. Ashton Vargas & Cheka 💪🫎&🧶
Vargas and Cheka tied w/1.6% of votes!
41. Mr. Shroud 💙
Papa Shroud got 41st place w/1% of votes!
42. Marja Felmier 🍏
Meemaw got 42nd place w/0.9% of votes!
43. Ambrose the 63rd 🧙♂️
Ambrose got 43rd place w/0.6% of votes!
44. Kifaji 🪶
Kifaji got 44th place w/0.5% of votes!
45. The Seven Dwarfs 🪄
Dominic and Gran had 3 votes, but statistics state that they got 0.2% of votes along w/Hop, Shelpy, Toby, Timmy, and Snick!
And lastly...
46. King Henric/Henry 👑
Henric got last place w/0.1% of vote(s)
*he only got one vote but I wonder who the voter was...? 👀✨*
I was planning to share all the responses to the last question but....I got over 1,244 responses! I read many of your wonderful responses about your OC/Yume/Self-ships and how you ended up doing it for your OSHIS!
This was a fun project! Thank you all so much for joining this survey!
In less than THREE months, this got over 1,244 responses and it was great! I can see that TWST EN's fanbase is HUGE on Malleus and I'm honestly amazed by how different it is to the JP side!
I'll say this once again: Happy Anniversary everyone!! And I hope you all have a fantastic day/afternoon/evening/night!! 🎉🎊
I hope we all continue twisting and having great experiences with Twisted Wonderland! If you want to see the rest of the statistics, you can see it on my Twitter!
♦ Virgo moons are taller than average people (both genders)
♦️ Martians (Mars doms), Aries placements and numerology 9 (check my numerology post) are SELFISH! (Sorry not sorry🫢😬)
♦️ I have not seen this with other numbers, but the people with birth date 2 (2, 11, 20) naturally get attracted to each other.
♦️ Punarvasu nakshatra may give you a beautiful looking spouse (esp in the d9 chart)
♦️Both Virgo ♍ and Pisces ♓ are perfectionists but in a different way. Virgos crave perfection in a organised way but Pisces crave them in a dreamy way. (I hope this makes sense and you guys understand this 😩🥹). Like for example, in a Love situation Virgo will "check boxes" to see if the person is perfect but a Pisces would have "created a script" for the other person to follow, which in a way is perfection according to them.
♦️ As far as I have seen, Moon-Venus aspects are really good at studies. Very focused and get good grades, especially if it's an earth moon like Taurus.
Thank you guys, that was all for today. (Ik it was short 🤧😮💨) I won't be available in the coming future as i have manyyyy exams lined up, so will be very busy. I hope i at least get some 🤏 time for Tumblr. Until then bye! 😄😄
I´m not gonna lie, today wasn´t the best. During practice yesterday, I fell on my knee, and I struggled to focus today because of the pain. Also I´m supposed to go skiing tmr (hopefully my knee isn´t completely shattered), and my physics exam is on Monday, so today was my last full day for studying - which I didn´t do as much as I wanted to. I am really banking on the teacher making it easy (I trust him too much). Motivation is dropping !!! tomorrow will be the last day and then I´ll be done. (The past two weeks had me going insane). Physics is so cool until you have to memorize a full A4 page of fromulas (I am serious: wth).
🌱🌿🪴 - 4 h 40min on Forest
♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ Like Crazy - Jimin
Do you love gay detective stories and hate capitalism?
Like disabled main characters who's disability actually comes up?
Like characters of color but not in the mood for stories on racism?
Tempted by the thought of romance at ages of 30+?
Does the idea of stories so queer you'll hesitate before calling any character a "man" or a "woman" make you think "Ah, yes pronoun shenanigans, just like my discord used to make"
And you into an abundance of strong, diverse female and nonbinary characters?
Do you fight for women's wrongs?
I know rep-only recommendations can be annoying, but I'm trying to grab your attention to promote some Indie media. Luckily, though, this post isn't rep-only!
To read my full reccomendation and review of Three of Hearts, click below. ♦️♥️♣️♠️
And if you aren't in the mood for a new thing right now, consider reblogging! Maybe even ping a friend who might be into this! You love supporting queer indie creators!
Note: I am not involved with the making of the show or the game space Kings. I just really like this podcast.
The story
♠️♣️♥️♦️Three of Hearts♦️♥️♣️♠️ centers on two paragovernmental agents in a fantasy, post-war, queernormative 1950s.
Roughly 20 years before the opening, a set of heroes purged magic from the world to turn the tide of the war. But scraps of this thaumaturgic energy still remain. S.U.I.T.S (securing unpredictable injurious thaumaturgic situations) is an agency founded to deal with everything left behind.
When two of the longest standing employees at S.U.I.T.S, Agent Vellum and Agent Felspar, are called onto a new case involving stone crops and a missing person, Felspar isn't surprised (Though Vellum, who's injury had him doing desk work most of his career, is). Things devolve quickly when the Agents realize this case comes from Felspar's home town of Cloven heart, an idyllic magical village that prefers to handle justice on it's own.
Answers yield only more questions, as the Agents realize almost everyone in town has something to hide, and Felspar isn't the only one whose past keeps catching up to him:
How much magic is still around? What's Vellum got sloshing around in there that people think is so juicy? What is Diamond, elven pop star and queer icon, doing in such a small town? Just how big is this case, and how can the Agents balance their legal responsibility, with promises they've made to Cloven Heart?
WHEN. WILL. THEY. JUST. KISS?
(if you're skeptical about central romances, I get it! See notes on aro/aceness and platonic relationships in the rep section for more info)
The combination of magic and newfangled war tech — think telegrams and radios — is somehow just as charming as a rotating cast of characters who will each stake their claim on your heart, but betrayal is imminent and mistrust is rife. The story strikes a wonderful balance between slice of life goodness, and edge-of-your-seat high drama, culminating In a show I highly recommend.
But are they just reskinned cops: my answer has got to be no. While they are technically law enforcement, the main two are entering a commune-like space, where that isn't so welcome. It's a situation they treat with caution and respect. The classic cop-plot of "Should I make myself judge, jury, and executioner because The Bad Guy™ deserves punishment" just isn't a problem. The justice system isn't perfect, in our world or the show's, and the story acknowledges that. But in a social, cultural way, they don't act like cops. They DO act like detectives. But the rules they choose to break and the ones they choose to follow will hopefully satisfy my fellow cop-haters who crave a good mystery
The format
♠️♣️♥️♦️Three of Hearts♦️♥️♣️♠️ is an Indie actual play — this is not DnD, hear me out — podcast in the game Space Kings. All the tension of dice rolls, without drawn out combat or clunkiness, it's a breeze of story-forward listening, even if you've never listened to actually play podcasts before!
If you've tried dnd actual plays, and haven't like the flow of them, I would recommend trying this. A few encounters that may feel random (though they're not) get the story kicked off at a fast pace, but it quickly settles into a story with a tight plot, great pacing, and impactful character development.
The use of a playing card deck to see the outcomes of risky actions means that no matter what happens, success or failure, the tension keeps rising. And the hosts do a wonderful job of explaining mechanics in the show, so it never interrupts the listening experience.
Actual-play connessuires who want to primarily see people playing a game might not be satisfied, as bonuses are given liberally, and I would describe the podcast as more story focused than game focused, But the risks are ALWAYS real, sometimes (often) with thrilling, shocking outcomes.
Also concerned AP listeners should know there's some chaos magic involved! I was surprised when it first came up, and doubtful about how it might affect the story, but it ended up weaving into the rest of the plot really well, and I feel neither like it had no affect, nor like it shook up everything the party was building in an unsatisfying way. Personally I would have preferred to go in knowing it was there, but I also don't think it's major enough to belong in the main synopsis. Now you know, though!
The hosts make a real effort to blend stats and story, and I think the pull it off wonderfully without spending too much time on mechanics. If you want to see that though, session 0 and other details are on the Patreon (where you get the same content no matter how much you pay, at a minimum of a dollar a month).
The pod has all the lighthearted fun and banter of a "friends around the table" show, but never once have I had that "oh my god, I'm not a part of your inside joke, shut up and play!" Feeling.
I think it's a delight for AP and non-AP fans alike.
The episodes: roughly 45- 75 minutes long, with a midtro and some post-end music scenes, so listen through the end music, or check that there isn't extra content by seeing how close the play head is when the end music starts. It's not too long and quite pleasant in my opinion! The midtros always come at a nice moment to step back from the story, and are not too long and not irritating. I enjoyed listening to them! At some point, a midtro starts getting reused, and I was slightly disappointed I wasn't hearing new jokes every episode, but it's a small thing. I skip the repetitive ones with my 30 seconds forward button, and while I haven't timed the Intro, that's worked really well for me. I don't have to fiddle with my play head to make sure I don't skip forward too far. Super convient.
Trigger warnings: the show is pretty lighthearted! Listeners sensitive non-graphic mentions of needles, blood, and/or guns might want to skip on this one, but most episodes don't get heavy. The few that do have pre episodes notes that warn you things get dark, how they get dark, and how to skip the darkest bits. Personally, I listened through them and enjoyed those parts a lot! But if that's not your thing, I agree with the warning that they're very skippable, and I think trigger-sensitive listeners will be pleased. As an indie pod, there are no fan made, super specific lists of triggers. However, my DMs are always open if you have particular concerns, and I'll answer to the best of my ability.
I try to emphasize the balance between lightheartedness and drama, but if you mental health is sensitive to grim & dark media, i think this one is pretty safe. Please always exercise caution! But I'd describe 30♥️s as emotionally restful.
Transcripts: transcripts are in the works, but do not currently exist. Three of Hearts is a non-scripted show, so those are also unavailable
The rep
Don't you hate when someone raves about rep and you go in expecting something good and get like. One dog-boy described as having "chocolate colored skin"? Or when people make a "watch for rep" post and then mention like. Gay and maybe trans people and that's it, even when shows DO have disability and POC rep? Yeah that's not me. Here's the spoiler free rundown, race is at the bottom because I get into more detail with it, not because it isn't important:
Edit: For more on some of these topics from a hosts perspective, see the reblogged addition by @/citrusandsalt
MLM characters: Main characters, one confirmed bi the other unknown
Wlw characters: Reoccurring side characters (present or mentioned in every episode I think) Married. Orientation unspecified.
Enby love: LOTS. It's actually hard to really categorize mlm and wlw stuff because almost every character is nonbinary. Anyways— it's VERY queer
Women: I...I don't know exactly which characters are women 😂. But there are many feminine characters, and they're badass as fuck. Some are compassionate, some are cold, some are chaotic, most are a mix! The two main characters are...masculine...(I say with much hesitation) but you will not feel robbed for your woman-ly content.
Non-traditional family structures: All of the families in the story, pretty much, are non-traditional. Adoption is super common. (You want some wlw who just KEEP adopting kids? You got em) Found family is a MASSIVE force in the story. Also, It's a post-war story.........which is to say almost everyone's parents are dead.
Edit: an MC had poly parents, which may not be obvious but is true!
Polyamory: to my knowledge so far, there are polyam characters, and it is definitely present in the world! But no poly relationships in the forefront. I am about 2/3 through the current episodes, so there may be a present polyamorous relationship later, but also if I confirmed it that would be a spoiler. This may be that "playing it by ear" thing that happens with ttrpgs. I wouldn't listen for the hope of polyamory alone, but I don't tell you it's not there/won't happen.
Trans characters: almost all of them. Might think "oh there are only a few!" And you are wrong. You are so wrong.
Neopronoun users: yup! To my knowledge, minor characters. A handful who use at least he/she/they or they/them and may also use neos in a manner im forgetting
Plurality: no system characters yet, but the creators are friendly, I asked ;)
Platonic relationships: YES. As an aro person who hates so many romance tropes this one gets my stamp of approval. There's no real jealousy drama, exes who communicate and are supportive, and romance doesn't kill friendships. There's a central sibling relationship and non-familial platonic ones that have conflict, drama, resolutions, and a deeply satisfying significance in the story. If you don't like romance at all, this one might not be for you. If you just don't like stories exclusively about romance, I think you'll enjoy this. Genre wise, I'd definitely describe three of hearts as a mystery primarily with a strong romantic subplot, not a romance itself, and that comes through in player and character's additives and priorities.
Aro/ace characters: none confirmed yet to my knowledge. Romance is very central, sex is joked about on occasion but it isn't at the forefront of the story at all. There are many, single characters who are thriving.
Edit: Actually! There is one character who discusses demiromanticism in cannon that I forgot, and another confirmed out of cannon character who is ace. Both are non-main major characters!
Age diversity: the youngest characters in the show are older to middling teens, and the oldest are in their 400s. Okay but the oldest in human terms are roughly 60-70. The most common age range, and the ones the central characters are in, is 30-40. The second most common is that 60-70, then some ~40-50 folks here and there, with people in their 20s being probably the rarest (no named ones off the top of my head?) And there are a small number of teens. This is not a story about youth and youthful beauty. Generally, the older a character becomes the most bad ass/spooky powerful they are, and older characters are very involved in the plot.
Mental illness and neurodivergency: to my knowledge so far no characters are in cannon confirmed to have a specific mental illness or ND, though I wouldn't be surprised if it was part of a character or the main characters, and just hadn't come up. Listeners with cluster b or "scary" disorders, or with conditions that may cause them to lash out, will find satisfaction with how compassionately the narrative treats werefolk. To say more encounters spoilers. I would also say that depression, while the word isn't used and it is not central to the story, is present as a narrative force, and also treated wisely and with compassion. Still, as is usually for a good story, all of these bitches need therapy.
Disability: LOTS. There's a lot of "different, not broken" themes that disabled listeners are likely to love, but both of the main characters are disabled! One is a cane user, the other experiences migraines. These have a genuine, pressing, mechanical impact on the story. It's COMES UP. It's a real joy. For a magical world, there is no magical healing! Or there is, but it isn't a perfect solution, which in my opinion is just a magical version of real healing, though yours may differ! Also, there is a minor, reoccurring character who's a wheelchair user, and I think he's really fun.
Disfigurement: Excuse me if I am not prepared with the most sensitive way to speak about this, but I'm doing my best! There is a character with no eyes or nose, who is central and lovely. To my knowledge, there are no amputee characters or characters with limb differences (of the wheelchair user I'm not sure if it's specified whether or not he has legs). There is a character of questionable morality who has significant facial and bodily disfigurement. In as few spoilers as possible: this was not injury or genetic related. The disfigurement is treated with a firm compassion, and does not exist as a "this character is evil" signal. It's a long arc, but I imagine people who relate will be satisfied, though I cannot speak for anyone.
Characters of color: many! The main two are Hispanic and Asian. Terms like "dark skinned" are used for characters, but in the fantasy world race doesn't exactly translate, and I wouldn't call it "important" in this story. Read more about race below:
Fantasy racism: sort of! The word "race" is used to mean "humanoid species" and I know some folks don't like that? None of these fantasy races are oppressed, but specific people (Magic versus non-magic people) have conflict about that aspect of their identity, and policing is a related concern. I would place the allegory more in the space of transness and disability/neurodivergency if pressed to choose, but it doesn't feel like it's trying to tell a story about real-world oppression, primarily. I have more complicated thoughts on exactly what I'm trying to communicate here, but they involved some spoilers. DM me for more info!
Hosts/creator identity: out of three hosts, two are white, one is not! They are very queer, and disability is also...a thing! These are real life people, so I'm not going to get into detail, but check out their twitters plugged in the show for more on how they self-identify.
Okay but are they racist: Real talk! As a black person who thinks I keep my ears sharp, I would say no! Not at all! This is one of those situations where I was like "YOU'RE WHITE?" And shocked about it, (if you listened to TSCOSI, same vibe) which is a very good thing in my books. The hosts are open and sensitive, and I have no complaints, however, this is just one perspective! This isn't coincidental, race is an active consideration in how the story is told — just not a central theme.
Edit: One of the hosts, Essay (@/citrusandsalts) discussed more on hosts identities in a reblog! If this concerns you, and you want less of me walking on eggshells about other people's identities, read her addition too!
Edit 2: Jordan, the GM also has commented additions!
Minor but worth mentioning: A minor character has a name with what I believe is the Nahuatl "tl" sound in it, which is not pronounced correctly. It's a really hard sound! I can't really do it! But if that really irritates you this might not be the podcast for you.
People who might be interested in this post, as always let me know if you don't want to be pinged (I rarely ever do this) and it won't happen again: @citrusandsalt @fyeahaudiodrama @boombox-fuckboy
Yandere jock (Kai Martinez) x reader she/her pronouns for reader.
Jock’s Pinterest board.
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️- cussing suggestive content, slight alcohol consumption, yandere behavior , reckless driving,speeding , reader lowkey being afraid. POSITIVELY DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED.-enjoy the fall.-🐇♦️🖤
“Gonna hold ya, Gonna kiss ya in my arms , Gonna take ya, Away from harm…”
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“Come on y/n , we’re going to be late!!” Y/f/n says as she walks into the bathroom where you are currently getting ready , as you put down your makeup brush you pick up your phone , looking at the time and the multiple texts and calls from Kai , you decide to ignore them , “y/f/n , it’s 9:20 , the party don’t start till 9:50” you say as you continue to do your make up.
“Yeah so? , we need to pre game!!! , we’re going to our first ever frat party! , theirs going to be so many hot guys there!!” She says as she hops onto the bathroom counter , “I don’t plan on getting shit faced drunk y/f/n , I plan on actually being aware of my surroundings” you chuckle , as your phone vibrates, y/f/n looks down at your phone , and then looks up at you , “still ignoring him huh?” She says as she takes a drink from a red solo cup , you sigh out , “no…well..it’s not ignoring… more like taking a break from our friendship!” You say , “yeah your ignoring him!!” Your friend laughs out , “you do know he’ll be here at the party tonight… right?” She says as she looks at you with a confused look.
“Well now that I know that , suddenly I don’t feel like going” you say as you fix you hair up a bit , “no ma’am!!! , your definitely going even if Kai wasn’t there, you would still be going!” She says as she jumps off the counter , and looks into the mirror fixing her makeup a bit, as you chew on the inside of your cheek , wondering if you should go or not , you finally decide to go , “ugh fine , I’ll go …only because your forcing me too!” You say as you walk out of the bathroom.
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As you and y/f/n enters the big frat house, you immediately smell alcohol and … what is that smell? Smells fruity your mind then connects the Dots as you look up you notice the vape clouds reaching up to the Celling ,you shake your head immediately wanting to leave , before you could turn to your friend, a voice speaks “hey y/f/n!!” A guy calls out , you recognize him , he’s on the football team with Kai , and not only that , him and y/f/n , has been ‘talking’ with each other , “hey y/n , do you mind if I go with him real quick? , I promise I’ll be back before you know it!!” She says as she smiles shyly at you , you can’t deny her from seeing her boy Toy , “that’s fine , just meet up with me in the kitchen , when your done” you wink at her for that last part obviously you know that they’re going to fuck , she waves you bye as she walks away , “now where is the alcohol..?” You say as you walk into the kitchen.
Your already on your second cup of alcohol , your not drunk or buzzed which is good , as you sit on the counter waiting for y/f/n to come back , you scroll through Instagram , you then breathe out before looking up , before deciding to move to the living room to sit on the couch for better back support.
You check the time , 10:47 , y/f/n has been gone for about 30 minutes, your still on you second cup , then you get a message from y/f/n , “just got done lol , fixing up my makeup and cleaning myself up real quick , I’ll give you all the juicy details!! , be down in 10” you laugh , not noticing someone sitting beside you.
“Y/n…” a voice calls out to you , no not just any voice, you recognize it. You turn your head to reveal a taller male with gray eyes and black curly hair , dressed in a black tank top with cargo pants , and black converse. It’s Kai . You breathe out already feeling the awkward feeling between you both , “u-uh hey Martinez” you say as you try to make it not Awkward, “that’s all you can say?…you’ve been ignoring me! , d-did I do something wrong? Please forgive me if I-I did!” He says as he grabs your hand gently rubbing his thumb over your back hand, you sigh out , “look Kai.. you didn’t do anything wrong, I promise, I-I just kinda of needed a break from…everything” you say as you look at him then you look to the crowd, before he could speak your phone vibrates , “hold on , it’s y/f/n..” you say as you pull your hand away , you didn’t notice then but he looked away ,and pure spite , and anger was written all over his face.
“Hey y/n , sooooo change of plans, if it’s cool with you , jacob wants to go back to his dorm with me , but i can Uber back with you “ she says as she giggles at the male in the room with her , you sigh out , you don’t want to ruin her night , cause she barely gets to see her boy toy, but at the same time you don’t want to Uber Alone , “eh…I don’t know…I really don’t want to Uber alone” you say catching the attention of the taller male, “y/n , I can take you back to your place!” He says as he perks up , “I don’t know Kai …” , “it’s fine y/n! , it’s really no problem!” Well you have been ignoring him , but you do trust him, you know he wouldn’t try anything, “fine. Look y/f/n , Martinez is going to take me back to my place, be safe okay?” , “thank you y/n! , you be safe too!” She says as she hangs up. ══✿══╡°˖✧✿✧˖°╞══✿════✿══╡°˖✧✿
As you lean back into the passenger seat , looking out the window , enjoying the slightly quiet night , you bop your head a bit to the song playing , “so y/n…I have a question” Kai speaks up as he turns the radio down a bit , you breathe out already feeling the tension, might as well get this over with , “go ahead and shoot Kai.” , “I know your lying to me.” He grips the steering wheel a bit tight , “ you didn’t take a break from ‘everything’… you took a break from me.” He says as he speeds up a bit , your annoyed at this point , so you decide to let everything loose , “yeah and what about it Kai?… I needed a break from you , so what.” You shrug as you look away from the window , then at him, “oh angel… why can’t you see that I love you.” He says as the speed picks up steadily, you get a bit nervous, “Kai slow down, before you kill us.” You say getting more and more annoyed , “s…say you love me y/n.” He says as the speed increases , he has to be going at least 70 on this backroad , “k-Kai stop!” You say getting scared, “why?!!..why don’t you love me?!, i love everything about you….why are you trying to leave me?… i worship the ground you walk on y/n!! , i would kill for you…I would die for you!. One thing I will never let happen is never let you leave … we’ll both be fucking dead before that happens.” He chuckles at that last part then he looks at you. His eyes off the road, as his speeding increases, he hit 100. “K-kai look at the fucking road and slow down you psychopath!!!” You say trying to get his attention back to the road.
“Say you love me… say you fucking love me or I swear to god… I’ll kill us both right now y/n.” He says as he continues to look at you his speed still increasing , If he was in the city he would’ve of definitely hit something. You shake with fear, your stomach having butterflies from the speed. Your on the brink of tears , he then stomps on his foot on the gas , making the car go faster the speed immediately jumping to 130 in seconds “FUCKING SAY YOU LOVE ME Y/N!!!” He yells at you , “I-I love you , so much, I-I’m sorry ignored you!, p-please Kai just slow down..” you say as you look at him , and almost immediately he slows down his speed once at 130 dropping down to 80 in seconds. He looks back at the road. As he continues to drop the speed back down to the speeding limit, “i love you so much y/n..words can’t explain how I feel about you. I’ll forever will love you.” You don’t even respond you just let out panicked breathes , you then turn your body towards the window letting out your tears quietly. ══✿══╡°˖✧✿✧˖°╞══✿════✿══╡°˖✧✿
A/n-who knew our sweet boy could be so damn scary 😭 I kinda like when he’s acting crazy but that’s just me personally 🤭-🐇♦️🖤
🔴 في عاصفة الصحراء على الجيش العراقي بقيادة أمريكية شاركت:
♦️مصر بـ 20 ألف جندي.
♦️وسوريا بـ 14 ألف جندي.
♦️والمغرب بـ 13 ألف جندي.
♦️والكويت بـ 9 آلاف جندي.
♦️وعمان بـ 6300 جندي.
♦️والإمارات بـ 4300 جندي.
♦️وقطر بـ2600 جندي.
🔴 في فجر الأوديسا ضد ليبيا بقيادة حلف الناتو شاركت:
♦️قطر بـ 4 طائرات حربية.
♦️والإمارات بـ 6 طائرات اف 16، و6 طائرات ميراج.
♦️والأردن بـ 4 طائرات حربية.
♦️كما شاركت نفس الدول بقوات من النخبة للقتال على الأرض... كما دفعت دويلات محميات الخليج عن كل صاروخ وقنبلة يلقيها الناتو على ليبيا مليون دولار.
دُمرت ليبيا، وشرّد أهلها، وسلبت ونهبت أموالها.
🔴 في عاصفة الحزم ضد اليمن بتعليمات أمريكية بريطانية، شاركت:
♦️السعودية بـ 100طائرة مقاتلة و150 ألف جندي.
♦️والإمارات بـ30 طائرة مقاتلة.
♦️الكويت بـ 15 طائرة مقاتلة.
♦️والبحرين بـ 15 طائرة مقاتلة.
♦️وقطر بـ 10 طائرات مقاتلة.
♦️والأردن بـ 6 طائرات مقاتلة.
♦️والمغرب بـ 6 طائرات مقاتلة.
♦️والسودان بـ 5 طائرات مقاتلة، وبآلاف الجنود أيضاً.
♦️ومصر أيّدت الحرب، وكانت ضمن غرفة العمليات، وأبدت جاهزية قواتها الجوية والبحرية في العملية
🔺 وأمام مجازر الكيان الصهيوني وقف جميع هؤلاء يتفرجون عاجزين حتى على فتح معبر وإدخال الدواء والغذاء للمحاصرين في غزة!!! لأن أمريكا لم تعطِ الضوء الأخضر!! يا له من خزي وعار ..
🔴 هل عرفتم الآن من يدير الحروب؟ ولمصلحة من؟ وبأمر من تتحرك الجيوش؟ ويتكفل الإعلام الممول المأجور بغسيل العقول لشرعنة حروب الخراب بأنها في:
♦️العراق (تحرير).
♦️وفي ليبيا (حماية المدنيين).
♦️وفي اليمن (الشرعية).
♦️وفي سوريا (الديمقراطية)!!!
بينما في فلسطين وقفوا يتفرجون على 30000 شهيد أكثر من ثلثيهم من الأطفال والنساء!!
February was the month for fluff! And boy, did this little fandom need it! So many wonderful fics this month, but I've highlighted the Top 20 that've stuck with me the most.
Some Valentine's fluff, fake dating fun, our first Frankie/Marcus main pairing fic, smoking hot smut, a couple outstanding outsider POVs and a few phenomenal tearjerkers. A little something for everyone!
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Check them out here!
If you're feeling inspired, please visit the collection to leave a prompt for someone to write or take one for yourself… All are welcome!
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💞 February is for lovers... and domestic fluff... and slow dancing... and clothes sharing...and so much more!
How do I love thee, let me count the weeks... is a month-long Valentine's Celebration and fic collection based on different prompts each week and hosted by @fellow-travelers-events.
💜 Check out my round-up's for Week 1, Week 2, and Week 3.
♦️ Yours forever anyway
by @bluebellsinburbank | ConsumingLove (Bluebellstar) [G, 733]
Hawk and Tim dance together.
♦️ Mad about the Boy
by @redmyeyes | redmyeyes [E, 5K]
“Tell me,” Hawk said, tilting Tim’s head back to give his forehead a quick kiss, “what does my boy want for his birthday?”
“Am I still? Your boy?”
Part 3 of Fellow Travelers
♦️ Love Is An Angel Disguised As Lust
by Anonymous [E, 2K]
Hawk's eyes darkened, from outshining the daytime sky to rivalling the night. His lips curved into a wicked smirk. If Tim didn't know better, he might suspect he'd just played right into Hawk's hands.
"Educate me."
That wasn't exactly what Tim had intended. But, his attention caught by the glint off Hawk's wedding ring, Tim decided he could work with that.
Or, The edging fic that's probably sixty percent soft.
♦️ Rail me until I can't stand
by @carnivalrow | nightfall_in_winter [E, 5K]
Various missing scenes from episodes 1 and 8.
Chapter 1 - Hawk's POV of their last time before Hawk's betrayal.
Chapter 2 - Tim's POV of the same scene.
Chapter 3 - A missing scene from Episode 1. Hawk is Tim's first because Skippy never went all the way with Bob…
♦️ Beguiled Again
by @bluebellsinburbank | ConsumingLove (Bluebellstar)
Tim comes home late, finding Hawk asleep and wearing his shirt.
Part 6 of Bravery | Part 3 of FT Valentine's Month
♦️ I Sing the Body Electric
by telescape8💠 [M, 20K, WIP]
Modern AU. It all starts on Election Night 2016. Tim falls hard. Hawk falls harder.
♦️ All Tied Up With Nowhere To Go
by @jesterlesbian | captainquint [E, 2K]
“Are they too tight?” Hawk asked, tugging on Tim’s wrists.
Tim’s wrists were, at that moment, bound to the headboard of Hawkins Fuller’s bed by some carefully knotted neckties. Tim was struck by the thought of Hawk wearing one of these ties to work on a later day, becoming distracted in his office thinking of what they had done with them on this night. His mouth twitched up at the corner.
“Hey, are you listening to me?” Hawk placed a hand under his chin and tilted Tim’s face towards Hawk’s own. “This is important, I don’t want to hurt you.”
Tim rolled his wrists and wiggled his fingers to show they were fine. “I’m not made of glass, Hawk, you don’t have to treat me like I’ll break.”
Or, Hawk teases a tied-up Tim
♦️ Till I Come Marching Home
by Anonymous [G, 3K]
Hawk spends his last day before deployment with Tim.
♦️ Please tell me now
by @thewindyoubargainedfor | thewindyoubargainedfor [G, 1K]
When Marcus arrives in San Francisco, he knows the first thing he needs to do.
♦️ You should be in my space (you should be in my life)
by @startagainbuttercup | startagainbuttercup
What if Tim let Hawk touch him during their mutual masturbation session?
Part 2 of FT Valentine's Month: how do i love thee, let me count the weeks...
♦️ Two Old Men at Grubstake on Pine
by @vespersong | vespersong
Hannah's story of the two old men at Grubstake Diner, in 1980s San Francisco.
♦️ A Disaster Beyond Measure
by drabbleswabbles💠 [NR, 8K, WIP]
Hawkins Fuller is a campaign manager with a PR disaster on his hands. The solution involves pretending to date none other than Timothy Laughlin.
Featuring: unrealistic portrayals of the life and job of a campaign manager for the sake of the fake dating trope.
♦️ Again, only better
by @madsmeetsmisha | madsmeetsmisha [M, 14K, WIP]
Hawk had no idea what was really going on here. All he knew was that he was back in 1954 and a completely distraught Tim was standing outside his door. And he also knew that he certainly wouldn't make the same mistake twice.
♦️ The gold of the dusk and the dawn
by @redmyeyes | redmyeyes [M, 3K]
Valentine’s Day, 1954
Part 4 of Fellow Travelers
♦️ Stay With Me
by Joycee💠 [M, 10K]
A week after Hawk goes home from San Francisco, he gets a phone call.
♦️ Down the road, later on, you will hate that I never gave more to you (than half of my heart)
by @behindthesefangirleyes | SilverShadow1 [G, 1K]
“I lied.”
Hawk isn’t sure what that means or if he’s brave enough to unpack it.
“About what?”
“Same as you,” Lucy says. “About myself.”
Or, Hawk learns about Tim's letter
♦️ psalms 40:2
by @thewindyoubargainedfor | thewindyoubargainedfor [NR, 3K]
Tim arrives in his hospital room, and it’s the most interesting thing that’s happened to Roger in weeks.
♦️ Where No One Else Can See
by @bluebellsinburbank | ConsumingLove (Bluebellstar) [G, 2K]
Marcus once said Hawk was a damn good liar. And the first step in being the best damned liar that ever set foot in Washington, was the necessity of being able to lie to yourself.
Hawk had been lying to himself for so long - about so many things - even he didn't think he would know his own truth if it was laid bare before him.
Until soft brown eyes and a kiss that tasted like milk and eternity.
Until Skippy.
Or, How Tim's touch made Hawk realise a certain fact.
♦️ Sands of Time (Turn Backwards)
by @brouill3r | brouiller [NR, 17K, WIP]
1987 Hawkins Fuller is full of regrets for the life he's lived, though Tim once told him he regrets nothing. Hawk so wishes he could say the same.
♦️ A Patchwork Life
by @likerealpeopledo-on-ao3 | Likerealpeopledo
Hawk spends time in San Francisco after Tim's death in order to keep the promises he made at the gala.
The events take place in canon between Tim's death and Hawk's visit to the quilt in October 1987.
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♦️İsrail Kanal 12, İsrail askeri kaynaklarından alıntı yaparak şunu söylüyor:
İsrail ordusu Gazze'de savaş tarzını değiştirdi
Operasyonlarında odaklı hedeflemeye geçti.
Bir süredir İsrailliler üçüncü aşamaya geçmenin ipuçlarını veriyor.
Ancak bu açıklamalar ve daha önce tugayların geri çekilmesi ve devredilmesi,
İsrail'in baskılara karşılık verdiği ve insanları hedef almaktan kaçındığı yanılsamasını yaratmak istiyorsunuz.
Meslekte “odaklı hedefleme”nin anlamına gelince;
Keskin nişancılar Han Yunus'un merkezi ve batısında ve Gazze'nin güneybatısındaki sivilleri hedef aldı.
Kendisi şehit oldu, çok sayıda kişi de yaralandı.
..
Aynı şey “İsrail Ordu Sözcüsü”nün açıklaması için de geçerli,
Geçtiğimiz Perşembe günü Gazze'deki Filistin Üniversitesi binasının bombalanmasıyla ilgili "koşullar" olarak adlandırdığı olayla ilgili soruşturma başlattılar.