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grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.
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Have u heard about the flotillas departing now/soon for palestine
yes!!! i think everyone should learn about the freedom flotilla, which is setting sail for gaza very soon and needs to have eyes and ears on it, as israel has a long history of attacking, raiding and occaisonally killing humanitarian workers on aid ships to gaza, as they did in 2010 with the first freedom flotilla (because that's how long Gaza has been under siege)
here's an interview with journalist and lawyer dylan saba, who is setting sail on it and is a good person to follow to learn more about it:
and this is their website:
remember to follow and check #freedomflotilla on twitter in the coming days.
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hi God one quastion. is everything gonna be okay
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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean
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“i can’t do this anymore” says a girl who is not only going to do it but do it well
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Fundraiser masterpost
This is a masterpost for the evacuation fundraisers I've vetted so far, a few other fundraisers I find trustworthy but have not been able to vet (inability to communicate with the organizer), and a few semi-completed fundraisers or fundraisers for a different purpose (like house rebuilding, or aid distribution). The numbers next to the names have no significance beyond ease of navigation for me for when I check their progress in the future. You should look at the disclaimers instead and focus on those. Occasionally I will update these with new info, including new fundraisers, and the amount of cash that's been raised. Check in regularly on the original post when you see it being reblogged. In all likelihood once its reached you it's already outdated. Also please don't overlook the Sustainable Aid options near the bottom! The brain drain is already creating problems but having another way of keeping or creating new knowledge and key members of a functioning society is important.
VETTED FAMILY ESCAPE FUNDRAISERS
Walaa Abusamra (1). 10 family members. 18.5k out of 80k €.
Ezzideen Shehab (2). 6 family members. 5.2k out of 32.5k €.
Madleen Abu Jayyab (3). 4 family members. 5.6k out of 70k USD.
Jehad Shehada (4). 1 individual. 2.8k out of 15k CAD.
Aser Alassar (5). 5 family members. 258k out of 550k SEK. Or 33k out of 51k USD.
My friend Mona Abu Hamda (6). 9 family members. 54k out of 75k USD.
Mohammed Shamia (7). 7 family members. 1.9k out of 35k USD.
Abdullah Al-Saghir (8). 9 family members. 65k out of 100k €.
Randa Abubakr (9). 6 family members. 10.2k out of 14k €.
Fadi Alshrafi (10). 9 family members. 40k out of 85k USD.
Osama Abdelrahman. (11). 9 family members. 27k out of 45k €.
Alhaw family and the Albittar family (12). Between 18 and 12 family members. 4.5k out of 90k €. (EXTREMELY LOW, NEEDS FUNDS)
Verified Fundraiser by Palestine Asdiqa to help a malnourished baby with cerebral palsy. (13) 6.3k out of 31k USD.
Rana Abu Ahmed (14). 6 family members. COMPLETED ✅
Mohammed Abu Matar (15). 6 family members. 5k out of 34k CAD.
Moataz Abu Sakran (16). 3 family members. 12.4k out of 20k $.
Ayah Abu Sidu (17). 10 family members. 15.2k out of 50.4k USD.
Said Fadel (18). 7 family members. 19k out of 50k USD.
Tasneem Nabil Musa (19). 7 family members (ALL INJURED, NEED MEDICAL CARE.) 13.2k out of 50k USD
Belal Azmi Msallam (20). 14 family members. 7.1k out of 160k AUD.
Mortaja Family (21). 11 family members. 28k out of 70k €.
Abu Ramadan family (22). 14 family members. 10k out of 148k €.
Mai Rajab (23). 45k out of 50k USD (CLOSE TO COMPLETION)
Amal Abu Shammala (24). 4 family members. 33.1k out of 42k €.
Maryam & family (25). 29.5k out of 50k USD.
Haneem Abdelhalim (26). 8 family members. 31k out of 40k USD raised.
Ahmed Masoud (27). 12 family members. 8.3k out of 60k €.
Mohammed Fareed (28). 21.7k out of 60k CAD.
Lena Nofal (29). 34.7k out of 35k € (NEARLY COMPLETE)
Rasheda Alfaiomy (30). 6+ family members. 22.6k out of 65k USD.
Ula El Hindi (31). 1+ individuals. 8.2k out of 15k €.
Muhammad Safi (32). 5+ family members. 4k out of 30k BP.
Yazan Khalaf (33). 18 family members. 12.4k out of 40k USD.
Afaf Masoud (34). 5+ family members. 55.1k out of 75k €.
Motasem Khayal (35). 5 family members. 492 out of 43k € (26.5k needed for escape.) EXTREMELY LOW, NEEDS FUNDS.
Youseff Abu Saeed (36). 3 family members (1 is already out for treatment). 154k out of 200k USD.
Abdulaziz & Abdullah, escape & surgery (37). 2+ family members (1 has already been treated, 1 NEEDS TREATMENT). 95k out of 150k BP.
Nadine Abdullatif (38). 8 family members. 103k out of 130k AUD.
Sami Salhab (39). 6 family members (5 already evacuated). 13.1k out of 26k €.
Jehad Al Ghandour (40). 5 family members (1 already evacuated). 30.6k out of 100k USD.
MORE VETTED FAMILY ESCAPE FUNDRAISERS (tumblr has a character-per-block limit, there's no difference between the following fundraisers and the previous ones).
Mahmoud Algharabli (41). 16 family members (4 already evacuated). 48k out of 57.6k USD.
Dr. Marah & family (42). 2+ family members. 5.1k out of 40k USD.
Khaled Alshabrawi (43). 5 family members. 1.4k out of 35k € (25k needed for escape, but will begin with 10k for stable housing).
Muhammad Osama Alzaq (44). 5 family members. 2.1k out of 60k BP.
Mohammed Wishah (45). 7 family members + 1 pet. 2.3k out of 71.5k €.
Muhe Ayman (46). 5+ family members. 3.6k out of 60k €. (CAUTION: If you scroll down in the GFM there are photos of mutilated and dead babies.)
Abdallah Animal Rescue (47). 1 individual + lots of pets. 30.4k out of 40k USD.
Haya Orouq (48). 5 family members (1 injured, NEEDS TREATMENT). 29.5k out of 50k.
Retaj Abu Abdo (49). 8 family members. 7.8k out of 80k USD.
Mohammed Zyad (50). 9 family members (1 MISCARRIAGE). 4.7k out of 40k BP.
Souad Al-Kurdi (51). 5 family members (1 DIABETIC W/O INSULIN, CRITICAL, 1 INJURY). 1.2k out of 50k €.
Mahdy Zourob (52). 1 individual. 141 out of 20k €. LOW ON FUNDS.
Ahmed Alboji (53). 5 family members. 65.7k out of 75k USD. (TIME SENSITIVE)
Sama Lulu (54). 7 family members. 1k out of 80k USD. LOW ON FUNDS.
Fadel Moghrabi (55). 4 family members. 15k out of 25k USD.
Qosai Hani (56). 2(+?) family members. 23.3k out of 40k USD.
Khaled Khraizim (57). 14 family members. 28k out of 100k €.
Ahmed Raida (58). 3 family members (1 INJURED, NEEDS TREATMENT). 19.7k out of 20k €. (NEARLY COMPLETE)
Rozan family (59). 6 family members. 1.6k out of 38k €. LOW ON FUNDS.
Samah Oudh (60). 5 family members. 27.4k out of 35k USD.
Qasim Al-Kafarneh (alternatively: gfm) (61). 33 family members. 1st one, 5.7k out of 80k AUD. 2nd one 64k out of 94k USD.
Ottawa4Palestine’s vetted fundraiser spreadsheet (76 different families with listed fundraisers)
UNVETTED, BUT HIGHLY LIKELY LEGITIMATE ESCAPE FUNDRAISERS:
Rasha family (1). 5 family members. 811 out of 15k € (EXTREMELY LOW, NEED FUNDS)
Natasha Matar (2). 14 family members. 18.1k out of 200k CAD (140k needed for escape).
Islam Daher (3). 6 family members. 2.3k out of 50k CAD.
Ahmed M. Saleh (4). 4 family members. 7.8k out of 35k €.
Salwa Zarifa (5). 4 family members. 1.6k out of 50k €.
Moutasem Quffa (6). 6+ family members. 7k out of 65k €.
Alaa Nidal (7). 4 family members (2 already evacuated). 5.4k out of 12k $.
Zeina and her family (8). 3 family members (1 evacuated, 2 NEED TREATMENT). 5.3k out of 90k $.
Jamila Begum (9). 7 family members. 35k needed. UNKNOWN STARTING AMOUNT. Zelle 347-738-0257, and Venmo @/merilm
OTHER FUNDRAISERS:
Mohammad Qadas. NEEDS TREATMENT + FOOD.
Help Yousef Replant Family Farm & Greenhouse. 2k out of 50k BP. SUSTAINABLE AID.
Rebuilding Developers Plus and Gaza’s community. 2.4k out of 47k €. SUSTAINABLE AID.
Samar Elrayih Hydoub. It seems that most family members have been evacuated, but they need an emergency 1.5k for medical expenses.
Eman Abdel Rahman. Need help rebuilding home and access to food. 7.1k out of 42.6k USD.
Ibrahim Adil Osman. All intended beneficiaries have escaped, they just need some financial support to start being stable enough to make money to get more family members to escape.
Anonymous Palestinian-Canadian woman. She was doxxed and harassed by zionists until she got fired. She's in a very precarious situation and needs funds to survive daily life. NEEDS FUNDS.
Abd Al Karim Adnan Alakklouk. Most intended beneficiaries have escaped, they just need some financial support to start a new life and send more family members money to survive.
Bana AZ. All intended beneficiaries have escaped, they just need a bit of support in establishing a new life. (only 866 € left to meet goal)
Kareem Abu Samra. All intended beneficiaries have been able to escape. They just need support to establish a new life.
Al Hitana Omdurman soup kitchen.
Helping the People of Gaza – Mutual Aid Fund (run by my friend Mona)
Supporting Displaced Families in Gaza (CareForGaza)
Emergency Medical Relief for Gaza Refugees.
Help Sudan Tarada Initiative.
Amer Qudaih’s Relief efforts in Gaza.
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im like always resisting the urge in conversation to go "can you perceive me? are you perceiving me? do i feel like a real person to you? am i fully a person? what does it feel like to talk to me? how do you think about my place in your interpretation of the world? what do i mean to you? do i seem put together? do i seem like i know what im doing? do i seem competent? what is the version of me inside your head like?"
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changing your name is the funniest thing if you think abt it for 2 seconds. hello, i would like to be a different noise now
#changed my name legally last year after having it socially for like. 4 already#and what a bonkers thing it is#i'm so much happier for it though fr#it's a silly little noise. but this one is My noise.#and now everyone and also the government uses my noise to refer to me and that's so cool
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florence and the machine wasn't lying it sure can pick me up put me down chew me up spit me out pick me up put me down a hundred times a day
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the tomb is fucking empty and so is the closet
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