Bro… it’s fucking 10:15 and I just finally finished doing all the shit I had to do and now finally I get to lay down in bed and eat dinner. Fuck man and I gotta start my day at fucking 4 am bro the days are long and exhausting

Welp. I start taking calls. Let’s see what my future is going to be like. Kinda nervous. Just want to learn how to do the job as fast as possible. Hope I learn quick. Can’t think too much about it it’s the job. Can’t go in scared just gotta do it. The comforting thing is that at least I won’t be going in alone and I have people around me I can ask for help

i feel so alone on a friday night

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Bro just sitting here tweaking. I have weed and some beer in front of me but don’t really feel like doing any lol. What I want is more coke more beer and someone to talk with lol

Kinda wishing someone would hmu lol

Bro not gonna lie I’ve been tweaking here cuz of the cocain

Fuck bro. Really bored.

So I was hanging out with my friend in my apartment and we kinda got high smoked weed and got drunk and we also did some cocain and yea he kinda left like 20 minutes ago and I’m just sitting here tweaking bored alone. Bro this sucks not gonna lie. I wanna at least talk to someone or do something there ain’t shit to do I wanted to continue but my friend wanted to go and that’s totally understandable it just sucks being left alone like this and my roommates are assholes they seriously want nothing to do with me anymore lol that’s life I guess

Finally. God damn how long did it take has anyone been keeping track? Finally made another paycheck bro. Fuck bro it is so nice having money. Fucking just bought a bunch of food today. Ate a good breakfast, ate a good lunch. Fuck bro this is the most full my stomach has been in weeks bro no lie. Having a good day. Just 3 more hours of work then it’s the weekend and bruv I’m gonna party

I can be a huge fucking creep sometimes lol not good

Was being a fucking weirdo today

For whatever reason I’ve actually been in a positive mood recently. Like I’ve actually been more happy than depressed recently. No idea why Probably cuz of work it’s just nice being busy and having a life again I guess

So invited 2 friends over after work yesterday and got really high. Idk if I should keep this up or not bro. I wanted to quit smoking this week and now that looks far off. Anyways after my friends left my two gay roommates came out and I swear they were just talking shit about me , behind my back of course. Hate their annoying fucking laughter dude. Just goes to show you it doesn’t matter with how it is it just sucks living with people in general. Doesn’t matter. I’m gonna keep renting here outta spite. Anyways. Woke up pretty early today. Decided to get up and smoke. About to eat breakfast at least it looks I’m going to have a smooth day. Can’t shower though I need towels bro don’t have any more clean towels fuck