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listless in my devotion a contradiction in all that I am energetic yet living largely in a stasis that only I can
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I am so exhausted by myself I can't get enough sleep even when I try I am so worthless, why even bother these thoughts drive me to find any answer that can explain this numbness but nothing sticks the way it should I am tired and I want this all to be over
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I wanted to give you my life instead I found a knife and etched my pain into lines the words that I could never say the thoughts I hoped would go away
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Your photography is always so good and often showcases the great beauty of the world, but your words are always so heartbreaking (IMHO). I very much hope you will find more happiness over time. <3
Thank you! I use the poetry as a way of letting out the emotions that tend to bottle. I feel like it is important to not keep a lid on pain because it seems to get worse when I do. I hope I don't distress you too much! I am generally ok enough though. :)
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my attachment to this world feels not too strong yet I'm still here, living on how did I make it and not give up I feel like I'm breaking, constantly not enough and somehow, I am alive what kind of lunacy allows me to survive
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measure my soul you'll know its lacking the weight I carry on is enough to damn anyone
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I wish it was me but I think it might be living
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we all struggle to find our place but what happens when it never says I have nowhere to call home just a home that is not where I live this roof over my head is breaking the slow rot of existence it eats away at all this I have no home and I can't repair what I have
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the perseverance that I could only hope to desperately cling to comes so naturally to you how do you push forward through all the pain it amazes me, but I know what I can't and that is pursue a life that could last
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help me, I find myself screaming into the abyss that swallows me whole nothing escapes you can't hear me I don't know what I said again lost in this void
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I'm tired of regretting all that I should have chased after I hold all this remorse in my soul leaving me feeling a constant loss but how can I chase after something if I can't get up I am struggling to crawl
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my mind is blank but not because it is clear swallowed whole by the emptiness confused by the consumption and now, I am not whole
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your juxtaposition between marching forward and staying where would you rather go than where you are a certain level of certainty and that safe place its illusion is how you're able to stand
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who are you but the tormentor the one who has me wrapped around their finger and I can do nothing, not sure I want to I'm so wound that there isn't a clear way out
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my soul was there in your hands, being crushed and my heart was on the floor as you stepped on it I try to forget this pain the weight of it makes it hard to breathe but it sticks to me like an echo
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